Wake up, eat, work, eat, work, eat, sleep, wake up, eat, work, eat, work, eat, sleep, wake up, eat, work, eat, work, eat, sleep
I was harvesting carrots when I thought about that. Wake up, eat, work, eat, work, sleep. I already was here a month, two weeks of work. Two weeks doing the same. Every day wake up, eat, work, eat, work, eat, sleep. And it would be like that till I die of old age. We would never get out of here. Jack was right, being dead was better. What was the meaning of my life now? I wasn't planning on doing this for the rest of my life. If I just knew something... every time I thought about the maze I got a weird feeling in my head. Like I knew how to get out, but I didn't. Forever caught in the glade. What a punishment. I would congratulate the guys that put me here. Congrats to come up with the greatest punishment in worlds history; imprison a helpless girl in an unsolvable maze with only boys. And then without memories. Maybe my own dad put me here or maybe I murdered my dad or maybe he wanted to kill me. I didn't even know how he looked or how my mom looked. I didn't know if I had siblings. Would they be looking for me? They won't find me. Dying is better. I had broken my promise, I was crying just like a toddler who's hungry. First I tried to wipe away my tears, but mud smudges came on my face because of that. It didn't matter to me anymore and I let the tears flow, all the tears that I held in a whole month.
I got hugged and picked up bridal style. Someone carried me out of the meadows and put me down, after that he consoled me.
"You have persevered it long. Longer then most of us." It was Alby. He rubbed my back soothingly. "Calm down, everything will be fine."
"No! No! Stop saying that! Not everything will be fine! You've been here for a year! A whole shucking year! It isn't going to be alright! We're al going to die!" I shouted angrily. I turned around, the tears still streaming down my face, and ran to homestead. I climbed an apple tree, the only place where there weren't any Gladers.
"Marie! Come out of the tree! I'm sorry! Come out before you fall" Alby shouted concerned.
"No! Go away! Leave me alone! I'm fed up!"
"Maeie!" Lovely, now Zart was also shouting. "Marie! Come out of it, you're going to fall!"
"Maybe it's good that I fall! Then I'm death and happy in heaven! Everything is better than being here!" Silence, I looked down to see why it was suddenly soo silent. I saw the boys, with a ladder. They wanted to come up!
"Listen, shuckface! If you don't come down, then I will come up!" Alby shouted, slightly pissed of.
"No!" I picked an apple and threw it to his head. Then I picked more apples and began throwing them to all the boys.
"Marie! Stop!" Alby shouted angry.
"No! Go away!" I kept crying and shouting and throwing apples.
"Shuck" he got hit by an apple. "If you keep throwing apples, we throw you off the Cliff" The Cliff?
"What's the Cliff?" I asked confused.
"The Cliff is your death" he answered calmly. Fine then. I picked another apple and began throwing them.
"Everything is better than here" I shouted. "Now, go away! Leave me alone! There's no point anymore! Nothing you do mathers! We're all going to die!" The tears streamed down my face. I heard a sigh.
"Fine, stay there! But you're going to miss lunch!"
"Good for you, shuckface! But if you hadn't noticed, I'm in an APPLE tree!"
The guys left. I could see them eat and laugh. How could they laugh? We were all going to die.
A few hours later, the runners were back. I saw Alby ran to them and he pointed to me.
"I think they're coming here." Jack said. Jack hadn't a lot to do so he decided to accompany me. Not that I said anything to him. I just sat there crying. He sat at the trunk of the tree, thinking.
"I got to go" he stood up and walked to Clint, who had called for him. Newt came to the tree.