Here is the next chapter :) what do you think about where the story is going? I want to that all of you who have read, faved and reviewed it means alot to know you like it! And special thanks to my beta -marystirling- who dubble checked this chapter! :) Enjoy!
After their talk in the bedroom, the day passed at a very slowly and akward pace. They barely spoke to one another.
They were sat at the kitchen table when Clarke saw Octavia through the window, coming home from school. She wasn´t suppost to be at the hospital for another hour, but she wanted to be alone to think for a while. Sure it had been quiet in her appartment almost all day, but it was hard concentrating in this akward silence.
Octavia entered the room and immediately she went towards her and the front door.
"Octavia I'm going to the hospital now, I don´t know when I´ll get back but you've got my number if there's anything wrong" As soon as she finished the sentence she was out the door.
Octavia had no idea what was going on. She hadn´t even taken off her shoes before Clarke was out the door. But she knew something was up, and she knew who´d probably done or said something stupid; Bellamy!
"What the hell was that about?" she didn´t mean to shout so loud but it still kind of came out that way.
"What are you tallking about" He was trying to feign ignorence, but she knew her brother enough to know when he was hiding something.
"I was talking about Clarke practically running away from here as soon as I came back!" now she meant to be loud because she wanted answers!
He knew when his sister wouldn´t back down, and this was one of those moments. So he let out a sigh and stood up as he talked.
"I told her" He didn´t need to elaborate, because she knew what he was talking about.
"You told her?! And now she want us to get the hell out of here doesn´t she?! She want us to be gone before she´s back?!" What about Bells wound how was she going to fix that? She was starting to freak out but he stopped her before she could.
"She isn´t kicking us out" she just looked at him, trying to see if he was lying, he wasn´t.
"She say's we can stay and you are going to" now she was calming down. But wait he said you are going to not we are going to.
"What do you mean I am going to? What about you?" she waited for him to answer, but she already knew what he was going to say. She could see it in his eyes.
"You´re going to leave! Why? You´re leaving me?!" she was back to shouting at him. Was he stupid? Why the hell would he leave her, why now they were safe.
"You´re safe here, Clarke will look after you." He finally looked at her. He´d been staring at his hands their whole conversation.
"But none of you are safe if I´m here. Not you and not Clarke. That´s why I´m leaving. I love you O, never forget that." When he´d been talking he had walked towards the door and now she saw him close it behind him. She was so chocked and scared she hadn´t been able to move to stop him. And now he was gone, he was gone!
She willed her body to move, to act, to do something! She snapped out of it and grabbed her phone and called the only one who could stop him; Clarke.
Clarke was sitting in her car in the parking lot. She just wanted to sit and think about what she´d found out. She hadn´t in her wildest imagination thought that they´d been through all that. She wanted to cry again; because of all the cruelty in the world, for Octavia and mostly for Bellamy. No wonder he was such a ass half the time. It was his way of protecting himself from pain.
She was about to start the car when her phone rang, it was Octavia.
"What is it Octavia?"
"Clarke please you have to come back! He´s gone, he left!" she could hear the panic in Octavias voice, and it got her worried.
"What´s going on, Bellamy left for what?"
"He left forever, said he was protecting me, protecting you. That we weren´t safe if he stayed. Please Clarke you have to stop him!"
"calm down, I´ll stop him okay? So just calm down! I´ll call you back soon."
She hung up, and she´d just put down the phone when she saw Bellamy walking out the front door. Walking and walking; he was stumbling forward. He shouldn´t move at all, his wound would become worse.
She stepped out of the car and walked up to him. When he saw her he froze.
"What the hell do you think you´re doing Bellamy?"
"It´s not safe if I stay! And now I´ve dragged you in to it too." He was staggering now, it was difficult for him to even stand up, how the hell did he think he would survive out there on his own? He continued talking;
"I can´t watch more people I care about die!" now he was shouting, and she understood his fears, but he couldn´t run.
"I know! And you´re not going to, we´ll figure something out! But you can´t run Bellamy." Her voice was soft when she spoke. She couldn´t have him leaving, he would die and she didn´t want that! Why he meant so much to her she didn´t know and didn´t have time to figure out now.
" I told you that you can stay and I knew what is was getting involved in when I said that" She could see that his will to fight her on this slowly left him.
Deep inside he was happy that she wanted him to stay. He left because it´s easier to run, he´s done it all his life. And if Octavia was safe, he wouldn´t have to worry as much.
But now he was so relieved that Clarke told him to stay even though she knew the risk. He didn´t want to be alone, he never wanted to, so he gave in to Clarke.
"Fine I´ll stay princess." When he said that she let out a breath she hadn´t realised she´d been holding.
"Good! But stop calling me princess." She wasn´t even convincing herself when she asked him to stop, and he didn´t believe her either.
"No can do princess" he now wore his usual smirk on his face which made her smile.
She walked Bellamy back up, and Octavia ran and hugged her brother before giving him a punch on the sholder.
"Aosch"
"that´s what you get for making me worry like that."
Clarke helped him to bed before going to the hospital, getting the sutur kit. And instead of being early now she would probably be late, but it was worth it.
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