God I hate doing stuff like this, but I feel like this has been neglected for so long.
First of all, I am so, so sorry about a number of things. One being the fact I've had to write an authors note on my story (which infuriates me!).
And of course, not been updating this story. I had major writers block, and the real world kept tripping me up. In fact, there was a point in these past couple of months I was contemplating giving up on writing on this account. Why? well long story short, a guy came into the picture. This person became very special to me in a short amount of time, and had me seriously considering my life decisions, to a point were I thought I was in love with him. I became so invested in this person I felt it was time to pack up fan once and for all.
That was until he unexpectedly broke up with me, whilst we were at a festival of all times. To put it simply I was crushed, I invested a lot of my time in this relationship and when it did go wrong... I became very lost, my creativity was shot and I was not a great person to be around. It got to a point where I didn't even wanna wake up in the mornings and go about my day.
TBH, I'm not sure I'm completely over yet. I put on a strong front for my parents, but right now I can't look at any guy the same.
However, there is some good news in this dilemma! I finally have a new job! And its a job that has given me a set rota so I can plan my stories a lot better. And also! it seems I'm getting my creative streak back. ATM I'm loosey working on an attack on titan story, but I'm also trying to kick my ass back into this one.
I WILL FINISH THIS!
Thank you for being so patient with me. I'm fixing the next chapter now, and hopefully it'll be posted tonight.
Videokid
xo