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Recap.

"Kakuzuuu..." Kakuzu woke up as I sleep talked. "Kuzu..." he turned to me and pulled me closer to him, away from Hidan, and my calling for him stopped.

"Fuck you" Hidan said opening his eyes to Kakuzu, who only looked up at him surprised that he woke up. "Fuck. You"

"Kuzu...y...you need to wash his mouth...Hidan...HIdan's...mouth" I said in my sleep. Kakuzu smirked up at Hidan a bit who looked terrified back.

"...Fuck you" Was the only think Hidan could say before turning away from the two and trying to sleep again.

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4:15am.

Hidan, saw that Kakuzu was asleep, and laid down at their feet, and pretended to be sliding upward in between, them in his sleep. "Mmm...nn..n" he said in his sleep which was of course fake. Once he got them apart and in between then, he turned to Alex. "MMmmm" And hugged him. HAHAHAH what are you going to do now KAKUZU? HUH? I said FUCK YOU, I change my mind, FUCK YOURSELF HAHAHHAHAH!

I woke up with Hidan and Kakuzu fighting of course.

"Your foot was ON my face!" Kakuzu glared at him.

"That's where it fucking belongs!" Hidan snapped back. I sighed loudly.

"Are we there yettttt?" Deidara flew nearby.

"Actually yes, un" I stood up and stretched moaning a bit and sighing out.

"That felt good..." My eyes widen as the birds started to dive down low steeply. I screamed, and closed my eyes tightly, clenching on what felt like Hidan's head. He screamed from my hands all over his face, with a death grip. The bird scooped up sharply, and landed gently. I slowly let go of Hidan's face that had red marks on his forehead. I fell back, panting, and shaking.

"I would have...fucking laughed at your shitty scream if you hadn't clawed my face!" By the end of the sentence he practically screamed.

"S-sorry..." I mumbled. Kakuzu had only watched in amusement. We hopped off the bird; everyone did, and carried their stuff out as the birds poofed away, from the distance here. I could see Kisame drinking more blood from the bottle. I could tell he was trying to take little sips to content himself with his hunger. I tried to stay out of his voice, standing on the left side of Kakuzu while Kisame was on the other, further side of Kakuzu, on his right. The new place was a building this time, a very, large one, looking around my surroundings, it was in the middle of a forest, there was a water fall a bit far to my left, and no open paths to simply randomly walk in this open area. The house though, really was large, even a mansion, no a ville even.

It was huge, I'm not doubt going to be lost in this place. Pain was the first up on the door, he opened it with a key, and walked in after he pushed the door open. Followed by Kisame and Itachi, Diedara, and Tobi, happily screaming in excitement behind him, Sasori, Hidan, and then Kakuzu. Kakuzu paused and turned to look at me behind him. He saw the dazed look at the size of the building, and he saw something, a hint of worry. He stepped aside and gave my back a push to go in, he followed after me and closed the door behind him. Pain's purple eyes glow, and somewhere else in the room, I saw Zetsu's eyes. He must have been here long ago. Pain, or so I thought it was, clapped and the lights turned around brightly.

"Welcome to our new hideout" Tobi cheered and Deidara shut him up with some threats about blowing him up. Deep in the left side there was chairs, and table, somewhere around there was the kitchen probably and I couldn't see the rest from here. On my right were couches, more tables, TV, and an open area for more things I couldn't see. Right in front of me, was a wide stairway, leading upstairs and separated to three other stairways, leading elsewhere. The ceiling was high, with chandlers. The g round was clean and marbled. It felt like I was in a ball room. It was huge. This space.

Before I knew it we were walking, the floor was white, and the red rug was clean, over the brown stairs, the light had a hint of yellow in it.

"The first stairway in front of us" Pain started as Zetsu join the tour. "Leads into my office which leads into my room" He gestured to the stairs the lead to his right. "The rooms, bathrooms, clinic, gym, storage, and anything else on that side, is for Kakuzu, Hidan, Alex, and Zetsu. On the other side, will be the rest of you. Dismiss" That's it? Nowhere else? What about downstairs? Nonetheless my legs followed the team as they parted without a word.

"Do you, need to change?" I turned my attention to Kakuzu and nodded. I probably did. I turned to Hidan, who has been unnaturally quiet this whole time. Was he mad maybe? Upset? We reached a set of rowed room on either side of the hall. Each door had something on it. Letter. A 'B', and we opened it. It was the bathroom, large, and spacy, not to mention, clean. We walked some more we saw, a 'HC" on the next one. We opened the door, the room was practically empty, and one of the ugliest rooms. There was no furniture, not even a carpet or rug. Just plain, wood floor and the Jashin symbol on the wall.

"HC..."Hidan's Ceremonies'" Kakuzu guessed. Hidan light up, for the first time in awhile.

"Fucking finally!" He yelled happily, and excitingly. Zetsu closed the door and we moved one, deeper, we found an S for storage, another bathroom, the gym, then finally, we found a HK. This Hidan's and Kakuzu's room. It was no different than the other room they had. It was only bigger, and different colors, and a bit new things in it. We kept walking nonetheless. We found Zetsu's room and the clinic, there was still more in the hall way. We watched a corner, and at the end of it, was an A. A room? For me? I opened it, up till now they had dropped their things in their rooms. I didn't know there was a room for myself.

The wall was white; the bed was at one corner, a big, and a bathroom at the end of the bed, and a closet and dress on the other side of the room. The window was big, and bright with red curtains at the side of it. The rug too was red. Really...? I hadn't expected this. I smiled, a room, all to myself, I can do whatever in it and no one will know, I can say whatever and no one will hear unless they were...close by I guess. But nonetheless it was all mine. Kakuzu went back and brought my stuff and placed it in there.

"Why does she get her own room, I'm older than her, the hell?" Hidan complained like a kid.

"Because she's a girl, she needs her privacy" I smiled at Zetsu's words, and nodded.

"The fuck?"

"Lets continue?" I suggested.

"This turn connects to the other side of the stairway, to Itachi's and so on rooms, no need to go there, it's exactly like this with different letters" My lips were in an "o" shape.

"I guess we go to our rooms, see you guys" I excitedly closed the door on them and locked the room. I turned around, smiling widely; I took out a pad and rushed to the bathroom. I smiled at the size. It was large, and bright, and clean and nice. It was perfect. I changed my pad and threw in the trash can in the bathroom, and left the bathroom. Still smiling. I jumped on the red bed. Feeling it up. It was soft, and comfy, and oh Lord the pillow, one touch of it made me want to just sleep. It was too soft. I even had a little fridge in my bedroom. I rushed over to it. I was hungry after all. I opened it, there was some bread, and cheese, some yogurt, and drinks. Next to the fridge was a shelf of books, after making a sandwich of cheese, I scanned over the books. They were all about chakra and beginner ninja's and combat stuff. No doubt Pain asked someone to put these for me to read and learn. There was a table in front of the window, and a chair, and a table lamp, some pencils and papers. This was perfect. This was just perfect.

I walked into the bathroom again to stare at myself in the mirror. My cheeks was swollen a bit, my bottom lip busted a bit. My right eye had a bit of a bruise around it, and I had some cuts on my other cheek, bandaged of course. I took of the white dress a bit, my body was bony, I could see the rib cages under my chest, my hip bone stoke out easily. The smile and excited washed out of me. I looked like I was some sick person. Weak, and small. I bit into the last piece of the cheese sandwich and swallowed after a few bites on it in my mouth. I had gotten so much easily over these few months; I wouldn't be surprised if I was underweight.

What's happened to me? Slowly, tears formed and ran down my face. There was a sharp pain in my heart. It hurt, my heart hurt, I haven't felt this pain in awhile, the pain of having to go through things, the pain of having people dislike me or not care for me. The pain of no family. No one here to tell me they understand how I feel, and will go through things with me. None of these criminals would do such a thing. They were trained, and they had killed with no heart to care about the person they killed but only themselves. Itachi was the only one they knew this pain of no family, but of course he's probably immune to it by now. Used to it. I wore the dress again, too grossed out to stare at my body any further.

I rubbed my face gently trying not to wince at the soreness, my eyes were red and they stun. I left the bathroom, not wanting to depressed myself even further; I left my room as well, walking down the hall that didn't connect to the other side. Eventually Kakuzu's door open and he froze looking at me, and I turned to look at him. A broken, fake smile appeared on my lips. His eyes looked at me worried, concerned, and even hurt. I looked hideous. I knew that, I hadn't really looked in the mirror till a few minutes ago, I didn't know it was that bad. Slowly my broken smile turned upside down, and I cried. He froze, stunned, it was like he got burned but my crying. My head was down, my hands to my face, gentle, careful not to hurt my face any further. My shoulders shook, and I gasped, sniffed, and whimpered.

"Alex...Stop that...I told you people here don't like that" My heart ached, and ached and ached. I turned back around to my room, locked the door, jumped on my bed, and cried some more.

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By eight at night everyone was downstairs around the big table, everyone but Alex.

"Where's the little girl?" Sasori asked. People around shrugged, Pain was reading something in the newspaper, Itachi was in his own thinking thought, Kisame sipped from the bottle of blood, he seemed sad. Deidara was next to Sasori, also wondering what his Danna had asked. Zetsu was outside probably, watching for anyone.

"I'm so fucking hungry..." Hidan had mumbled to no one but his bare stomach as he clinched it.

"She's in her room" Kakuzu finally said, looking at his bounty hunter book, for the next person to hunt for.

"Does she like it?" Pain asked from behind the newspaper, Kakuzu nodded. Kakuzu didn't want to tell him she was crying, he didn't want them to think she was some cry baby or something. "She will start her training with you Hidan tomorrow in the gym on your side" Hidan's head shut up at the sound of his name.

"Shit! Why me?!"

"If anything he'll teach her how to be a moron" Kakuzu mumbled to himself, Hidan turned sharp next to him, hands up fisted, ready to hit him.

"What did you say, you old fart!?" Kakuzu only glared at him, before getting up. "That bitch needs to make some food for us"

"She's not our maid Hidan hm"

"She's the only one that knows how to though"

"Then learn you idiot" Kakuzu said before going up the stairs and leaving the table.

"What's his problem un...?" Deidara stared as he left.

"Who knows" Sasori, in his usual uninterested voice answered, also watching him go up the stairs. Hidan 'tched' at not being fast enough to say something back at that prick.

Kakuzu went down to the end of the hall; he lifted his arm out to knock on Alex's door. He stopped himself. Maybe she needed time alone, it was her time of the month after all, maybe she's all emotional because of that and that she just needed time alone. Then again he wasn't sure; sometimes people get worse when they are alone with their negative minds. He decided to knock in the end and he did. There was no answer; Alex hadn't heard the knock through all her whimpering, sobbing and gasping for air at times.

He knocked again, louder. Again there was no answer.

"Alex?" He asked, through his mask. It pained him when he heard how she sounded.

"Y-Yes?" Her voice was so quiet, and weak, and scared. She sounded so broken. He turned the knob to find it locked.

"Open the door" He in a way, demanded. He heard footsteps, the click of the door unlocking and the door opening to see her. Her hair covered her eyes, the rest of her face was how they were, damaged, and only her skin was wet, and shined. She looked up at him and then looked down; he saw how red her eyes were. He was stuck, he was unsure; he didn't know what to say. "...Get well soon" was all he could think of before leaving. He scolded himself; he should have hugged him, rubbed her back, made her feel better, but somewhere inside of him stopped him. As if too scared to break her under his touch. He walked away.

Sasori and Deidara walked down the connected hallway to her room, Deidara's arms were behind his hard, elbows pointing outward. Sasori knocked on the door.

"Alex?" Came his voice. Alex rushed in her room, knowing that voice wasn't Kakuzu, she washed her face, brushed her hair, tried on some convincing smiles in the mirror, she flushed the toilet as if to give the impression she was in the bathroom. She opened the door, and smiled at them.

"Yes?" Sasori had a tray of food. She blinked. "...How...?"

"I know the basics a bit, you should know that I lived almost always alone" She nodded, knowingly. She smiles almost a real smile, thanked them, but Sasori stepped in with Deidara before she could close the door. She sat by her bed and ate silently as they walked in more, grabbed a chair each, one from the table and one by the small fridge, and pulled it up in front of the bed.

They went on and on about art, and about each other's art, and how others viewed it, they said she was interesting, and that her eyes were red. She lied and told them from lack of sleep. During this time they told her about how their first impressions were with each member, some stories were funny, and some were odd, and normal. She laughed, she actually laughed and smiles, and they smiled with her, she told them how she liked to draw and to her, art is anything unique. They nodded in agreement of course, they didn't agree with each other about what true art is, but they understood her nonetheless. Their art was something unique and different. Alex after two hours, blinked as a thought came in mind.

"Why...Did you come here all of a sudden?" She asked.

"Besides Hidan, I know how to have fun, un, the only difference is I'm more sane than he is, un" He chuckled a bit. A smirk on his face, I only saw almost have his smirk, while his hair covered almost half of the other.

"We've wanted to talk with you for awhile, we were always busy, and looking at everyone else with you, they seemed to have fun, so we wondered what we were missing out of" Sasori continued before Deidara went off topic about Hidan and himself. I smiled, a real smile, a big one.

"Thank you, it was nice, maybe we could go on missions soon together, and train me." She answered, truly grateful, the aching in her heart had ceased. They got up, had a bit of a little chat on their way to the door, said their goodnight and waved their good bye's before leaving. Kakuzu was outside, leaning on the wall. She turned to him before looking away. He walked over to her, paused and then patted her head.

"Do you feel all better?" She nodded, she was hurt earlier by Kakuzu's action to walk away, she had been expecting a hug or even taken to the medical room to see what was wrong with her. Yet he hadn't he hadn't shown a caring side to her when she needed it. Kakuzu's eyes harden at her nod; he grabbed her chin and turned her face to him, his harsh eyes sinking into hers. Her face twitched a bit, before tears falling again. "Don't lie to me" He said a bit harsh. She closed her eyes as she let out a whimper, as more tears fell. He looked around; he didn't want anyone to see, so walked in and closed the door. Locking it. He picked her up and placed her on her bed, before join her on it. He placed her on his lap and looked at her. "Why are you crying, Alex?" She didn't answer, she suddenly clenched onto his black tank top and pushed her face into his chest, sobbing louder. "Are you hurt? Answer me..." He wrapped one arm around her.

"My heart..." She whimpered out into his chest.

"What about it?"

"Aches" His eyes softened at her, and pulled her a bit off of his chest.

"Alex, calm down, Pain isn't using you, the members aren't mean to you, well Hidan but he's a moron so" he paused. "You're young, all this is happening, too many things are happening for you, but all of the members can help in some way. Deidara and Sasori made you smile and laugh, for hell's sake you somehow made Hidan care even the slightest for you" She stopped crying and gave a small sad smile at his remark. She hugged him, his smell soothing her, and his large hands rubbing her back made her calm down. Made her relax, and feel better. He laid her down on her bed, and said goodnight before leaving her room.

"My turn!" Hidan yelled before running pass Kakuzu and closing the door behind him not giving Kakuzu the chance to protest. "Alexxx" Hidan dragged, be jumped in bed with her, before freezing. He awkwardly wrapped both his arms around her from behind, pulling her to his chest. He felt her heart race, before turning her around, he saw, even in the darkness, her eyes red. Then he knew. She had been crying.

Something inside of him, a feeling of the need to protect her from what's hurting her rose. He didn't like this feeling this feeling hurt him. It ached.

"Alex?" She looked up at him, pouting. "For fuck's sake what's wrong now?" She smiled, she couldn't help it, whenever he swore and his expression. "What's fucking funny?" What she liked about Hidan is that, he'd always be Hidan. He's not going to change his tone or the way he talks for a situation, even something like this. He'd always be the silly Hidan, because he sucks at this kind of thing. His purple eyes kept staring at her, he felt annoying at her smiling, and little giggles. "Move your mouth with words you stupid women" He shook her a bit.

"I was just upset about how I had no family, well, that was part of it, and how...the things I've been through, kinda was hard. I just got scared that if one person, who disliked me can do this, then in a battle, no matter how strong I get, I don't know if I can handle it or not" A pause before she leaned closer to him, looking away. "I'm just scared..." She said quietly. He pulled her, holding her shoulders firmly.

"That's all? That's seriously fucking all? I haven't eaten anything all day today because you were here crying for something that fucking stupid?" I pouted sadly at his harsh-like words. "No one's going to lay a finger on you without me ripping them apart, because they can't lay their shitty hands on you, alright? They aren't allowed to." She smiled, at his silly, and just odd way of comforting. "Now sleep, I'm tired as hell and I have to pray tomorrow morning, now shh go to sleep you fat crybaby" I gasped playfully.

"I am not fat"

"Alright you're a fucking twig then, get some meat on you before Kisame makes you dog food" She kept smiling and closed her eyes. She thanked him and called him weird which he completely denied and called her weird, but of course she didn't catch that because she had already drifted to sleep he 'tched' for the second time that day before joining her. Enjoy her heat.

So i made this longer, plz review sorry if its a bit sad, I can't have a story all happy and stuff, and once again im sorry.

I'd like to thank itachiluver and my boyfriend for motivating me to write another chapter.

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