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Bree's P.O.V.
While we were at the restaurant, my phone started ringing, so I looked at the caller ID, to see that it was Mr. Davenport. If it had been chase, I would have ignored it, but since it wasn't, I answered it.
"Hello?"
"Bree where are you?! You have been gone for hours! I thought you were only taking a few laps?!" I heard chase yell on the other end of the phone.
"Chase, we are not dating anymore! You don't own me! You can't control ever little thing I do anymore! By the way, don't expect me home for a while." I practically yell, tears streaming down my face, as I hang up. I noticed that I attracted quite a few stares, including Olivia, Austin, Leo, Jason, Mateo, and Dylan. "I'm sorry. I thought I could pretend, but I guess that I just couldn't." I tell them.
After I walk out of the restaurant, I walk back to the mall and buy a guitar with a case. After that is done I go to a park and begin playing a song I once wrote when Austin left, became famous and a jerk, stopped talking to me all together, and made me feel like I was all alone in this world, like no one really cared, like no one loved me. But then I started reading the bible (kjv) and realized that someone really does love me.
He cries in the corner where nobody sees
He's the kid with the story no one would believe
He prays every night, "Dear God won't you please
Could you send someone here who will love me?"
Who will love me for me
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me
'Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means
Her office is shrinking a little each day
She's the woman whose husband has run away
She'll go to the gym after working today
Maybe if she was thinner
Then he would've stayed
And she says:
Who will love me for me?
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me?
'Cause nobody has shown me what love, what love really means
He's waiting to die as he sits all alone
He's a man in a cell who regrets what he's done
He utters a cry from the depths of his soul
"Oh Lord, forgive me, I want to go home"
Then he heard a voice somewhere deep inside
And it said
"I know you've murdered and I know you've lied
I have watched you suffer all of your life
And now that you'll listen, I'll tell you that I..."
I will love you for you
Not for what you have done or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love
The love that you never knew
Once I played the last few notes, I opened my eyes to see a small crowed around me and right in the middle of it was Austin, Olivia, and Leo. "In case anyone wants to know, that was a song I wrote when a friend of mine left and became a big famous jerk. You see, we used to be really close, maybe even dated once or twice, but when he became famous, we barley talked anymore, until one day when I asked him why that was. We got into a huge fight, he told me that I was worthless, that no one loved me, and never would. That no one cared about me. And worst of all, that I was just an ugly attention seeker. You see, after that, I became extremely depressed. I even started cutting. But then I started reading something called a bible. And I found out that even when people on this earth don't seem to care about you or even love you, God the father does. He always has, and will never stop." As I spoke these words, I looked straight at Austin as if I were talking to him. I mean, why not? It was about him.
"Can you sing another song?" Someone called out.
"Sure. Why not? This one is called More Beautiful You. This one is just about no matter what you are still beautiful." I started playing the first few chords on my guitar.
Little girl fourteen flipping through a magazine
Says she wants to look that way
But her hair isn't straight, her body isn't fake
And she's always felt overweight
Well little girl fourteen I wish that you could see
The beauty is within your heart
And you were made with such care, your skin your body and you hair
Are perfect just the way they are
There could never be a more beautiful you
Don't buy the lies, disguises, the hoops they make you jump through
You were made to fill a purpose that only you could do
So there could never be a more beautiful you
Little girl twenty-one the things that you already done
Anything to get ahead
And you say you've got a man but he's got another plan
Only wants what you'll do instead
Little girl twenty-one never you thought this would come
Starve your self to play the part
But I can promise you there's man whose love is true
And he'll treat you like the jewel you are
There could never be a more beautiful you
Don't buy the lies, disguises, the hoops they make you jump through
You were made to fill a purpose that only you could do
So there could never be a more beautiful you
So turn around you're not too far
To back away be who you are
To change your path, go another way
It's not too late, you can be saved
If you feel depressed with passed regrets
The shameful nights hope to forget
Can disappear, they can all be washed away
By the one who's strong, can right your wrong
Can rid your fears, dry all your tears
And change the way you look at this big world
He will take you dark distorted view
And with his light, he will show you truth
And again, you'll see through the eyes of a little girl
That there could never be a more beautiful you
Don't buy the lies, disguises, the hoops they make you jump through
You were made to fill a purpose that only you could do
So there could never be a more beautiful you
There could never be a more beautiful you.
Once I finished everyone erupted into applause. "Thanks everyone, but I think it's time for me to go now." As I put my new guitar in its case, Olivia came up to me.
"Oh my god, that was AMAZING!"
"Um, thanks?"
"So where are you staying?" I haven't thought about that.
"I actually don't have anywhere." I admit.
"Well you do now. You are staying with me."
"Wow. Thanks." I tell her.
-At Olivia's house-
"You know, I should probably tell you that all of us live together except Austin, he only comes over sometimes." Olivia tells me.
"Oh, that's ok." I tell her.
"So what went on between you and Austin?" she asks me out of the blue.
"I don't know w-what you're talking about." I try to deny. I'm not a very good liar though, I always end up stuttering.
"I saw you looking at him wile you were giving your little 'testimony.' No matter how hard you try you can't deny it. I also saw his eyes almost pop out of his head when you said who you were. By the way, you aren't a very good liar." She tells me, "Spill. Now."
