Oh guys, the feels! I'm telling you they are killing me. It was so cute and angsty and just the right amount of anger, sorrow, and hope. It was in general such a good episode to me. My heart literally sank when Thapa ran because in my mind he was Deeks, crossing the frozen lake. I thought we were doomed until Deeks said to pretend they were just a boy and a girl. Fern and Max? I ship them so much. My sister and I were messing around so much with that, that I accidentally called her Fern when trying to get her attention (her name is Danielle) so now we switched our contacts so her name is Fern and she changed mine to Max :p I had a sense of Deja Vú when Deeks just missed her and Danny helped me realize Psych had something similar done in season 5. I had silent tears when I saw how devastated and broken his face looked and when he looked down at that knife I had the instant image of him going to sleep clutching that knife or putting it on the pillow beside him where Kensi was last night. 7 episodes of agony and then we'll have our canon happy again. I hope I can help give us all some happy fluff to hold us over until that day arrives. Btw, I'm a little upset with Sam and Callen for what they didn't do. They didn't stay around to let Deeks know or comfort him, take him out for a drink. They just left him there when they already knew his emotions were all over. They saw how devastated Kensi looked so why would they leave my baby there alone? He's going to be bawling his eyes out in his car driving home. They didn't even get to say goodbye! How could they leave him there like that alone? They're both going to be so miserable without the other, especially when they were finally going to really talk and go out on a date. Wow the full weight of just how sad that ending is really is hitting me like a ton of bricks now. That's depressing.
I'm sorry I'm holding out on you guys but the next chapter happens on Thanksgiving so I'd like to post it on Thanksgiving. I hope you all can hold out that long. Sorry, I had to let out my feels and just give you guys the heads up. If there's typos blame my overworked eyes from all the tests the doctors made me do for two hours, and my excitedness.