AN: Hey guys! So I guess the last chapter needs some explanation it wasn't actually a letter from "our" Jamie, it was a letter from an AU Jamie where everything happened in the ROTG movie EXCEPT the kid who was the last believer wasn't Jamie. So while I was writing about Jamie I figured that there is one kid that NEEDS to be written about, you'll see who I'm talking about in this chapter.

Anyways big shout out to: AngetianPrincess18 and the guest who reviewed.

Also I don't own ROTG...BUT I am working on that. Now on with the chapter! And please please please review!


For some time I've been going crazy

The world is starting to look a little hazy

And these voices just won't let me be

I know we're not in this together, you and me

.

You call yourselves guardians, a friend

But 300 years is hard to mend

Saying you want to protect the kids

I know you only want of me to be rid

.

I sit here alone in the cold and snow

The only comfort are the winds that blow

I tried to be good, I tried to be pure

But of joining you I just wasn't sure

.

He was right, I only make a mess

Now they see I'm worth so much less

I should have just stayed out of the way

Then I would've lived to fight another day

.

I stand at the edge of this icy ravine

No one will miss me, it's not like I was seen

Their angry shouts have brought me here

The very last moments of life I near

.

I lean over the edge and I look down

In this moment I feel I could drown

I swallow the lump stuck in my throat

It's the end of my song the very last note

.

It's then that my eyes begin to mist

Realizing that you don't know I exist

Please don't cry I start to say

It's not like I was real anyway

.

Then he appears and starts to yell

I'm already hurt couldn't you tell

The cold and the dark, we start a fight

I try to blast him with all of my might

.

Then he offers me one last chance

Shaking my head I spare him a glance

Opening his hand, "the staff," he says

Handing it over I lower my head

.

Giving a glare he breaks it in two

It's then I don't know what I should do

Falling over from this pain

I know my attempts all ended in vain

.

Then to the ground he throws me

"I was trying to help you couldn't you see?"

I look up at him with pleading eyes

But I know all his words are just lies

.

So now I lay in the ice and snow

I don't find comfort in the winds that blow

I squeeze my eyes shut and give out a moan

It's then that I know I'm completely alone

.

No one is coming because no one's my friend

It seems 300 years were too hard to mend

I am lost and I am broken

Forever the un-fixable token

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As I lay here it's hard not to cry

Not knowing if I should even try

So I look up at the Man in the Moon

And I begin to sing a broken little tune

.

"You have no idea what it feels to be me,

Forever the boy no one will see."

Then I sigh and turn away

Wishing I could make that shadow pay

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Releasing my breath without a fight

From my eyes fades the light

I lay slack, there in the snow

I can't even feel the winds as they blow

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No more me, no more Jack Frost

No more soul eternally lost

No more boy, no broken splinter

No one there to shepherd the winter

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No more me, this is the end

I've died without even a friend

I've never had anyone to guide me

Truly the boy they'll never see

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Now I've died as a lost soul

An empty shell, a half broken bowl

But you don't care, 'cuz you don't know me

And now you'll never get the chance to see

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Now carry on just as before

Because I don't exist, at least not anymore

And now you won't get that chance to know

The boy who was always and is forever alone