AN: Hey guys! So I guess the last chapter needs some explanation it wasn't actually a letter from "our" Jamie, it was a letter from an AU Jamie where everything happened in the ROTG movie EXCEPT the kid who was the last believer wasn't Jamie. So while I was writing about Jamie I figured that there is one kid that NEEDS to be written about, you'll see who I'm talking about in this chapter.
Anyways big shout out to: AngetianPrincess18 and the guest who reviewed.
Also I don't own ROTG...BUT I am working on that. Now on with the chapter! And please please please review!
For some time I've been going crazy
The world is starting to look a little hazy
And these voices just won't let me be
I know we're not in this together, you and me
.
You call yourselves guardians, a friend
But 300 years is hard to mend
Saying you want to protect the kids
I know you only want of me to be rid
.
I sit here alone in the cold and snow
The only comfort are the winds that blow
I tried to be good, I tried to be pure
But of joining you I just wasn't sure
.
He was right, I only make a mess
Now they see I'm worth so much less
I should have just stayed out of the way
Then I would've lived to fight another day
.
I stand at the edge of this icy ravine
No one will miss me, it's not like I was seen
Their angry shouts have brought me here
The very last moments of life I near
.
I lean over the edge and I look down
In this moment I feel I could drown
I swallow the lump stuck in my throat
It's the end of my song the very last note
.
It's then that my eyes begin to mist
Realizing that you don't know I exist
Please don't cry I start to say
It's not like I was real anyway
.
Then he appears and starts to yell
I'm already hurt couldn't you tell
The cold and the dark, we start a fight
I try to blast him with all of my might
.
Then he offers me one last chance
Shaking my head I spare him a glance
Opening his hand, "the staff," he says
Handing it over I lower my head
.
Giving a glare he breaks it in two
It's then I don't know what I should do
Falling over from this pain
I know my attempts all ended in vain
.
Then to the ground he throws me
"I was trying to help you couldn't you see?"
I look up at him with pleading eyes
But I know all his words are just lies
.
So now I lay in the ice and snow
I don't find comfort in the winds that blow
I squeeze my eyes shut and give out a moan
It's then that I know I'm completely alone
.
No one is coming because no one's my friend
It seems 300 years were too hard to mend
I am lost and I am broken
Forever the un-fixable token
.
As I lay here it's hard not to cry
Not knowing if I should even try
So I look up at the Man in the Moon
And I begin to sing a broken little tune
.
"You have no idea what it feels to be me,
Forever the boy no one will see."
Then I sigh and turn away
Wishing I could make that shadow pay
.
Releasing my breath without a fight
From my eyes fades the light
I lay slack, there in the snow
I can't even feel the winds as they blow
.
No more me, no more Jack Frost
No more soul eternally lost
No more boy, no broken splinter
No one there to shepherd the winter
.
No more me, this is the end
I've died without even a friend
I've never had anyone to guide me
Truly the boy they'll never see
.
Now I've died as a lost soul
An empty shell, a half broken bowl
But you don't care, 'cuz you don't know me
And now you'll never get the chance to see
.
Now carry on just as before
Because I don't exist, at least not anymore
And now you won't get that chance to know
The boy who was always and is forever alone
