Inner Yokai

Sesshoumaru was losing more control every second her lips were pressed against his. He had this nagging feeling tugging at him. But his brain was going fuzzy, not allowing him to think straight.

More growls emitting from him, growing more and more feral the more he touched her. His hands groping Rin's body savagely. She couldn't believe this was happening. All her doubts, all her worries melted away and she was swimming in pure bliss.

But, she couldn't breathe, she needed to come up for air. Her lips parted from his for a brief second, letting out a soft sigh of pleasure as Sesshoumaru groped hungrily at her breasts.

The sound of her moan hit his ears like a siren call. Answering it with a feral growl, his touch becoming more and more agressive as his inner yokai faught desperately to break free.

'uh-oh...' Panic suddenly settling into Rin's mind. 'I didn't think this through..' Her eyes flew open as she tried to break free from Sesshoumaru's demonic advances. Looking over his features, she only became more panicked.

Sesshoumaru's eyes were glowing red, the stripes on his cheeks jaged and his fangs were bared threateningly as his hands and mouth moved over her body possessively. She pushed hard angaist his chest, barely able to pull her mouth free from his. "S-Sesshoumaru.." She yellped before his mouth crashed hungrily back into hers.

'Oh crap..' she thought. She couldn't breathe, and his claws were starting to dig into her hips as he tightened his grip. Another growl passed their lips, only this one was different from the others. It wasn't like him at all. It was completely animal like. She had to stop him.

Rin pulled her tiny human hands up to Sesshoumaru's face, gripping him gently. She was able to wriggle her head free from his for a moment, gasping for air. Her chest heaving painfully. "S-SS-Sesshoumaru.." She said as firmly as she could, gently rubbing the rigid stripes on his cheeks.

But, he didn't seem to hear her. He gave up on her mouth and moved to her neck, his fangs grazing her delicate skin, sending goosebumps down her spine. Rin's eyes rolled a little bit as she fought herself to stay in control. 'No.. I cannot give into him like this.. He'll devour me..' The thought sending waves of fear and desperation through her shaking body.

She placed her hands on his cheeks again, rubbing his stripes soothingly. Trying desperately to pull his head upward and away from her neck. But, he didn't seem to get the point. Everything she tried only seemed to provoke him further.

Another feral growl and her bit down on her neck. Rin gasped in shock. It only hurt a little, she actually kind of enjoyed it, but, that wasn't going to help her either. He could definitely smell her arousal in the state he was in at the moment. "Sess...Se..Sesshoumaru!" She yelled out, pulling at his face as hard as she could.

In that moment, the full relization of how weak she actually was washed over her and she became truly scared. She was tugging at his head with all her might, and he didn't budge even a centimeter. "Sesshoumaru! You.. Ah!.." She took in a ragid breath as he bit down harder, breaking skin.

Sesshoumaru had her pinned to him, his deadly fangs burried deep into the soft, inviting flesh of Rin's neck. He could taste her blood, lapping at the sweet flavor filling his mouth. He couldn't believe the intense pleasure he was getting from this. He'd never felt anything like this before.

But, something wasn't right. Something was off. He was forgetting something. There was a voice somewhere deep inside him, yelling for him but, he couldn't make out what it was saying. He wanted to shake it off, he wanted to keep going but, it was difficult. The voice kept stealing his focus and it was really ticking him off.

Rin gasped again, he was really hurting her now, and she was starting to feel dizzy. She asumed she was losing too much blood, but, she couldn't tell for sure. She was still trying to pull him off her. "SESSHOUMARU!" She yelled into his ear. But, to no prevail. He just bit down harder.

She took in a deep breath, she didn't want to do this, she didn't even think it was really a good idea given his current state of mind but, it was all she had. She swung her hand back as far as she could with Sesshoumaru's body incasing hers as it was, and slapped him, as hard as her tiny human hands could, full across his stripped check.

She closed her eyes tightly, not knowing what to expect and instantly regretting it.

Sesshoumaru yelped like a beaten dog and pulled away from her neck, growling menicaingly at her. 'What the hell.. was that?...' The fuzziness in his brain started to dicipate and he started to become a little more aware of his surroundings. The taste of her blood was still in his mouth though and a mental tug of war began.

His inner yokai did not appreciate being interupted and he continued to growl at the girl. Eyes flashing red. But on the inside.. 'Blood?' he thought curiously. 'Whose blood...? It tastes good.. Really good..' He started to slip back into the fog again.

Rin took in a sharp breath, intemidated but determined. No way was she going to let him get away with this. She took her oportunity as he knashed his teeth at her and growled, at least his face was in front of hers now.

She put her hands on either side of his face again. Rubbing his jaged stripes and locking her grey eyes with his red glowing ones.

"Sesshoumaru-sama..." She said firmly, rubbing his stripes soothingly. It took a few seconds but, the yokai finally felt her touch. Still growling, but ceased his knashing, staring her down angrily.

Rin Sighed, semi-relieved. She glared back into his angry daiyokai eyes, still caressing his striped cheeks. "Sesshoumaru-sama... Are you in there? You should come back out now.." She said firmly, keeping her glare, never taking her eyes off his, staring him down.

Sesshoumaru's features started to soften, his eyes glowing less bright but, still growling at the girl. 'What the hell is that sound..?' Sesshoumaru wondered to himself, kind of confused as to where he even was. He shook his head, he couldn't think or really see and was starting to become panicked himself.

Rin continued her glareing contest with the savage yokai, determined to win. "Sesshoumaru-sama. You have to come out now! Quit being a fool!" She yelled at him, the word fool earned her another growl and he tightened his grip but, his eyes were going back to normal.

Sesshoumaru wasn't feeling well. He was getting really dizzy, and the metallic taste of Rin's blood was coating the inside of his mouth. He didn't like the feeling it gave him. 'I know that taste... I know this scent..' The sudden realization hit him like a ton of bricks, sending a jolt through his entire body.

He was really angry now. Dropping Rin to the ground as he forced his yokai essence back into its mental cage. He hunched over slightly, digging his claws into his own shoulders, drawing blood, demanding his control back.

Rin fell to the forest floor with a heavy thud, gasping for air and holding her bleeding neck. Her heart pounding rapidly, trying to regain her calm as she looked up at Sesshoumaru. She couldn't be mad, she could only feel concern for him. It was her fault after all. She knew better.

Sesshoumaru blinked, his vision blurry but slowly coming back to Earth. He was breathing heavily, his ears and fangs retracting to normal. He buckled and knelt to the ground, holding himself up on his knees. Gasping for air.

Rin shuffled over to him and put a small shakey hand on his stripped cheek. His honey colored eyes darted to hers, sending a shock through Rin's body. Quaking her very soul. There was no mask there. All stoic, emotionless boredom gone. No restraint holding back his feelings. All she could see in those deep honey pools was pure fear and sorrow.

It was unnerving, to say the least. She didn't know what to do with this Sesshoumaru. This person only hid deep within. She only ever saw glipses of this Sesshoumaru and had no idea how to react, seeing him for the first time like this, full force, all cool restraint gone.

Rin stared apologetically into Sesshoumaru's sad eyes. Stroking his stripes. "Sesshoumaru?" She whispered. "It's okay.." She continued to stroke his stripes, all the while staring reasuringly into his grief stricken eyes. "You came back to me.." She said, smiling warmly at him.

Sesshoumaru stared into this tiny humans loving eyes. Still panting slightly but, finally back in complete control of his own body. He had never experienced anything like that before. Never had he lost control. Not like that. His eyes threatened to look away from Rin as he started to rethink his forever.

"Don't you dare." Her words were harsh, angry, and her eyes were now glaring at him. Sesshoumaru was at a loss, completely taken aback by this reaction. Not only by her anger and lack of respect toward him but, by the fact that he listened. He took in a deep breath, trying to regain his composure as he gazed hoplessly into this tiny, angry human's eyes.

Slowly but surely, as she rubbed his stripes and stared him down, Sesshoumaru's eyes began to harden and the overwhelming emotion was pushed down. He couldn't shake it all but, he did manage to regain his normal regal air as sense came back to him.

"Rin." He said, grabbing her hand off her neck and revealing the damage he had done to his beloved, tiny human. Rin winced as blood gushed slightly from the release of pressure.

Sesshoumaru growled inwardly at himself. Bending his head down slowly and running his tounge across his bite marks. Rin gasped at this, she knew what he was doing, he'd done it before, but, for just a split second panic took over. Sesshoumaru sensed her fear and gave himself another growl. Continuing to heal her wound.

Rin sat there calmly, allowing him to lap at her neck. Trying very hard to heep her emotions and her hormones in check. It really sucked, his yokai senses, nothing was a secret thought in this relationship. It wasn't exactly a fair playing field.

A weak smile crossed her lips, at the thought. 'Relationship..' She sighed out, happiness overcoming her.

Sesshoumaru pulled away, his eyes locking with hers. "I.." But, Rin placed a small finger on his lips. Stopping him from continuing, earning her an annoyed growl. His brow furrowed, giving her a slight glare.

Rin sighed heavily at him, combating his angry scowl with a loveing smile. She placed her hands on either side of his face, and went in quickly, pecking a chaste kiss on his lips and pulling away before he could stop her, or get too excited.

Sesshoumaru's golden eyes widened in shock and confusion. He didn't understand this tiny human at all. And why was it that he was yet again defeated? That's like the fourth time today. He sighed heavily, looking down. "Rin 4, Sesshoumaru 0" He didn't get it. Wasn't she upset with him? He couldn't sense fear or anger... But.. It just didn't make any sense to him.

Rin picked herself up, a trail of blood stained down her yukata, looking down at her beloved Inu Daiyokai. Oh, he was going to be a handful now. She giggled, earning her a questioning look. "Come on. I want to get out of here. I've waiting ten years for you, I'm not waiting any longer." She said, as she turned, walking back down the forest path towards the villiage.

Sesshoumaru stared after her for a moment before following. His regret and confusion burning his insides as he walked after her. Here he was again, following his tiny, beautiful, amazing human. He couldn't believe what had just happened. He was so pissed at himself and so confused by her forgiveness.

The realization hit him that she could never hate him for his inner yokai. She didn't have it in her. She would only keep forgiving him until he killed her. That's how deep her love for him ran. She loved him, and all of him, good and bad. Down to his very soul, his very essence.

The thought shook him to his very core, nearly stopping him in his tracks. The thought of her dying by his hands was too much to think about, he physically shook the thought from his head. Regaining his complacent composure once more.

'Well, that's not going to happen. This is never going to happen again.' He vowed to himself, giving himself another angry growl.

He was going to start making this up to her immediately and continue to do so for years to come.

This tiny, beautiful human was going to have him wrapped around her tiny fragile finger for the rest of his days. Not that this was shocking news to him. From the first time she smiled at him, all those years ago, he was hooked. Forever trailing her heels.