The Beginning
It had been a month since Sesshoumaru had brought Rin to his shiro to live with him. They were settling into their new life together very well. Everything had been lovely but, an unease still held onto Sesshoumaru's sesenses. There had yet to be a change between them.
Well, things had changed, slightly. But, not quite. They had all but confessed their love for eachother back at the village so, that was out of the way but, he still had yet to plant his mark on her and he wasn't entirely sure how to go about doing it.
The thought of being that close to Rin in such a passionate way, scared the crap out of him. After what happened last time...
Rin stirred, on her overstuffed, double sized futon. Birds were chirpping loudly, pulling her from her slumber. She blinked wearily, sunlight asaulting her eyes as she did so. "Ugh..." She groaned, annoyed. She hadn't been sleeping well lately and was NOT ready to be awake.
"Stupid birds... Stupid sunlight.." she muffled out into her pillow as she buried her head to high from the abusive sun and the stupid bird chirps. She was thinking about going back to sleep when she felt something move around her.
Her eyes flew open and she looked over her shoulder, startled, her heart beginning to race.
Sesshoumaru looked cruiously at her. His honey pools pouring into her small, onyx spheres. He was laying on his back, hands behind his head, at the end of her futon. Just watching her, a look of curisoty mingled with concern upon his features as he used his yokai powers against her again.
At first she was confused, then overwhelmed with happiness to see him, then annoyed. She hadn't quite gotten used to living with him yet, but she was really happy about it once she was awake and remembered. But, at the same time, the least he could do was keep the damn curtains drawn until she was awake and READY for her eyes to be asaulted by sunlight.
'This guy...' She thought to herself. Letting out a heavy sigh, sitting up, rubbing her eyes like a grumpy child.
Sesshoumaru didn't move from his position at the end of her futon. He simply lay there, completely content to watch her. His lips curled into a slight smile as he watched his tiny human rubbing her eyes. She did this routine every morning and it so reminded him of her younger years. He didn't know why but, it warmed his heart to remember her that way.
Anything Rin warmed his heart though. He thought about this as he watched her stretch and yawn. "Rin." He found himself saying, not even really thinking about it.
Rin looked over at him, her hair disheveled, her yukata slipping off her bare shoulder, showing off just the top of her left breast. One of Sesshoumarus favorite times of every day was when she woke. He didn't know why. He just loved looking at her like this. It made his heart race and knocked the air out of his lungs. Which wasn't something he was really used to, being him and all. He was addicted he guessed, to this feeling.
She smiled at him, still groggy but clearly happy to see him. She flipped the covers off her and crawled over to to him, laying across his chest. Her yukata was really a mess now. It was barely hanging on. both breasts and shoulders semi-exposed. He smiled a full smile, as she laid across him.
Rin was still getting used to so many different aspects of her new life with Sessshoumaru. But seeing him smile, she was certain, was something she would never get used to. She could never get enough of it. There's just something intoxicating about the smile of someone who usually doesn't smile. It made her knees weak and her heart falter.
She smiled adoringly at him, placing a small hand on his cheek, caressing his stripes. "Good morning, Sesshoumaru-sama." She said, pure, unadulterated love coating each word that passed her lips. "I'm very happy to see you." She added, leaning in an nuzzling the crook of his neck.
Sesshoumaru's eyes widened, his smile vanishing. Every time the girl touched him, it sent sparks flying through his brain. He loved it and couldn't stand it all at the same time. He'd never been so close to someone as he was close to Rin. So, the poor old dog just didn't know how to react when she breached the barrier of his personal bubble.
'I should be used to this by now.. She's been popping my damn bubble since she was a child...'
Some things he just couldn't get used to though.
He wanted to accept her, every fiber of his yokai being wanted to devour her. She wasn't the problem. He just had no idea how to recirpicate her physical affection without hurting her.
'They don't exactly teach you in Inu Daiyokai acadamy how to safely show physical affection to your human mate...' He jokingly mused to himself. Half wishing that such a place existed and they did, in fact, teach such things.
Something else he found himself doing a decent amount of these days. Joking. Having Rin so close to him every day seemed to be making him a little too light hearted for his true personality to accept just yet. He just wasn't used to it. Luckily he was only doing these things in his head.
For now..
That light hearted feeling didn't last very long though, as Rin's scent changed suddenly. He closed his eyes, softly growling at her as the scent of her arousal for him filled his senses. She was sexually teasing him a lot lately. He didn't know how much more he could take. He wanted so badly to give into her. He wanted her just as much as she wanted him.
No.
He definitely wanted her more. She was just testing the waters and in doing so, testing his patience. He gave a mental sigh at this thought because, she was Rin, she was allowed to do pretty much whatever she wanted. Patience or no patience.
If she was ANYONE else... Anoyone else would not be permitted to breath after screwing with his senses the way that she did.. But, she was Rin, and he was literally ready to eat her alive. It was already hard enough not to succumb to his own thoughts just by glancing at her out of the corner of his eye. But when she teased him... His mind couldn't handle it and Rin just didn't understand.
And ever since that first day... He cringed at the thought. He was just terrified to try. He had such intense feeling for this tiny, beautiful human. He couldn't stomache the idea of something happening to her. And he was definitely NOT going to be the cause.
Rin felt him tense up, and she giggled into the soft skin of his neck. Making him tense more. She knew he was scared of hurting her. She inwardly laughed. 'He thinks he's so closed off. He doesn't know how transparent he really is to me.' She thought, as she trailed soft kisses up his neck.
Sesshoumaru tesnsed up more, his eyes closing breifly as he wanted so badly to enjoy the sensation of Rin's affection. A soft, low growl emitted from his chest, like a pur. Completely invoulintary. Pure yokai instinct kicking in. Which really freaked him out, more than her being so close. His eyes flashed open and he put a clawed hand on her slender, bare shoulder. Signaling her to stop.
Rin didn't listen though, because she's Rin. She reached her tiny human hands under the folds of his kimono, pulling them apart, baring his muscler torso and began applying kisses there instead. Her hot breath giving him chills.
He closed his eyes again, growling out to her, half in pleasure half in warning. "Oh.. I'm so scared." She pretending to quiver at his cute little growls but, continued kissing up his chest, coming back up to his neck, ending right back where she started. A devilish smirk playing across her face.
Sesshoumaru desperately wanted her to keep going, desperately wanted to participate and even more desperately NEEDED Rin to stop. He let her continue her little game for a while longer this time though, throughly enjoying the affects it was having on his body. But, continued to growl warningly at her anyway.
Rin made her way up his neck, a trail of soft, sensual kisses, stopping at his ear. She let out a soft moan before nibbling his lobe seductively. Earning her an additional, extra agressive growl from Sesshoumaru.
His eyes widened and his fangs bared slightly as her moan ran past his sensitive hearing. Things couldn't go on like this, she needed to stop. His heart beat was speeding up and he could feel his cheeks flushing, his cheek stripes momentarily going jaged. 'This woman..' He thought to himself. Thouroughly enjoying her touch. Wanting more and more. 'She will be the end of me... I'm sure of it..'
Rin could tell he was about to stop her fun by the sound of his growls. But, she just wasn't done yet. She released his ear, letting out another soft moan before takeing his neck in between her teeth and gliding down to his collar bone. All the way, draging her teeth along his sensitive skin.
Sesshoumaru bared his fangs completely at this conduct, his vision starting to blur. He growled agressively, and put his arms tightly around her. Rin squeaked in his grasp, staring up at him as he pinned the girl to his chest. Holding her captive there.
He kept his eyes closed, savering the feeling of her teeth on his skin. There was just something feral about it, appealing to his true nature. Rin watched him for several minutes, half wondering if she had accidentally reawoken his inner yokai, her heart beat picking up speed as the minutes ticked by.
Sesshoumaru sighed, loosening his grip on her, he knew the sense of her fear would bring him back to earth. He looked down at her, his eyes full of love but, his voice firm. "You have to stop that." He said, stroking her soft cheek with a clawed digit. "It's not safe." He added.
Rin pouted at him and took this opportunity to lick his finger seductively, not taking her eyes off him all the while. He froze, his eyes widening slightly. "You'll be this Sesshoumaru's undoing..." He whispered aloud, really more to himself than to her. But his eyes were stuck on her. Every time he looked at Rin, he was overcome more and more by this overwhelming love for her. It bared down on him, threatening to break him.
'Love?...' He'd find himself thinking. 'Is that what this is?..' He wasn't sure. In his 200+ years he'd only ever felt this way toward Rin. He had nothing to compare this feeling to. There's only ever just been Rin. But his mind and body were telling him that's what was going on. And... He had to admit, at least just to himself, that he liked it.
Rin, being who she is, took his words as a dare. "I don't think so.." She said, pulling her yukata up and stradling him, sitting on top of him now. A wicked grin at the corner of her mouth, taunting him.
Sesshoumaru refused at this point to even humor his beloved tiny human. He gave her no growling warnings or signs that he was enjoying what she was doing. He simply stared at her, an emotionless expression across his face.
She knew what game he was playing, unfortunately for Sesshoumaru, she made the rules. "Okay..." She said, giving him a seductive smirk. Her hands landing on the tie of her yukata, she did not take her gaze away from his.
Sesshoumaru stared blankly, trying desperately to control his urge to growl. He caught on quickly. And... He was.. Pleased at the idea but, not pleased at the same time. He didn't know what to do. He was just frozen. So, naturally, he just laid there, staring blankly into her eyes. Hoping to whatever Gods their were that his gaze remained indifferent. Because his most personal thoughts were most definitely not.
Rin started to untie her robe, biting her lower lip as she did so. Purposely trying to egg him on. She paused, waiting for a reaction.
Try as he might.. The sight of her on top of him, about to untie her yukata, nothing but bare skin underneath, and then the added bonus of her teasing little mouth.. A low but, stiffled growl emitted from his chest, vibrating against her most personal areas.
She hadn't expecting him to give in so quickly and when the vibrations of his growl hit her chitsu, she let out an involintary moan.
Sesshoumarus eyes slitted slightly, allowing a tiny bit of his feral self to come out, wondering what the girl would do next. He sensed no fear yet. So he waited, watching her.
Rin was half surprised at her bodies involintary acceptance of him, half turned on by it. So, she went with it, becuase, well, she's Rin. She bit her lip, never taking her eyes off of his, and pulled the tie completely undone.
Her yukata slipped down gradually. Reavealing a little slow motion peep show at first, before falling off her body completely. Leaving her completely naked on top of him. She had already asumed he had forgotton that she slept without underware. She smirked at that last thought. Knowing him all too well.
Sesshoumaru watched, trying to reamin composed and uninterested as her yukata slipped down her body. But, it was damn near impossible. He tried to force himself to look away. He didn't trust himself. But, he couldn't, his hormones NEEDED him to see this.
Sesshoumaru bit his lower lip, letting out a loud growl. Knowing full well that it would hit her pleasure zone, half doing it on purpose. His lustful eyes grazed over Rin's body. Her round, naked breast's first, then down her curvy sides to her naked chitsu laying open against his pelvis.
The thought alone, once his eyes gazed upon the sight of her womanhood, made him growl at her again. His eyes closing breifly, having to fight the urge to grab her and pin her down right then and there.
Rin arched her back slightly as his growling vibrations hit her chitsu again, letting out a lustful moan. Begging him to take her.
He closed his eyes, trying hard to think about something else. "Rin.." His voice pleaded her to stop. His clawed hands begging him to let them touch her, his ineki throbbed slightly beneath her and his breath hitched, letting out another involintary growl, praying that she didn't notice that.
Rin gasped as something twitched against her inner thigh, looking down. Running a small hand firmly over his hardening member. Her eyes widening slightly as she mentally took in the size of the muscle under her hand.
Sesshoumaru's eyes shot open and he grabbed both of Rin's hands, not even thinking. His movements purely insinctual. And yanked her up and away from that oh so sensitive part of his ragingly hormonal body.
She plopped down, her body flat against his, all her private areas, for the moment, hidden from his sight. 'Thank the Gods...' He placed his arms possessively around her back, pinning her body down against his so that she couldn't try anything else, at least for the moment. For now she was stuck.
Rin's face landed right in front of Sesshoumarus neck. She glared up at him. He returned her glare with a smirk.
"And with that, you are on." She said teasingly as she bit down firmly on the dip of his neck. Sesshoumaru's body went rigid for a moment, almost losing grip of her but, caught himself in time. His eye's closed though, an involintary growl rumbling against both of there bodies.
She didn't let go though, she bit down harder, threatening to tear flesh, earning herself a more feral, louder growl. At that she released slightly, suckling and nibbling instead. This didn't seem to matter though, the damage in Sesshoumaru's eyes was done. He was having trouble opening his eyes, and his grip around Rin's body tightented, another growl coming up.
Rin moaned into the nape of his neck, biting him again. "Sesshoumaru..." She whispered his name in-between nibbles of his flesh. "Please.."
Sesshoumaru forced his eyes open, looking down at his tiny, human seductress. "Rin.." He groaned, his eyes threatening to close and another growl rumbling up his chest. He panted slightly, focusing on her. "You have...To.. Stop this.." He pleaded with her.
Rin didn't want to listen to him though. She wanted what she wanted, and honestly, part of this bad behavior was Sesshoumaru's fault for letting her get away with so much crap over the years.
'I should have put my foot down more..' He thought to himself. Still trying to fight himself off as he paid the price for way to much lienientcy.
He kept his arms around her, holding her down tightly but, her hands and mouth were still free to do her bidding. She traced her small delicate fingers softly up and down his neck. Teasing his senses as she continued to bite and suck on his neck. Ocasionally she'd let out a soft moan and buck her hips into him.
Sesshoumaru could feel the hair on the back of his neck stand on end, goosebumps trailing behind her fingers, his swelling member throbbing painfully. His eyes would close, threatening to release the beast within and an ocasional growl would rumble up their bodies.
His whole body was sore from fighting her off and with every touch of her hand, every whispered moan that passed through her lips, not to mention the way she was biting his neck like she was the animal, she was threatening to undo him completely. He had to stop this.
'But damn.. I really don't want to stop her..' He growld angrily at himself.
Rin seased all movement at this growl, looking up at him with a shocked expression on her face. He was panting and gently quivering beneath her. His eyes were closed and his arms around her waste were loosening. She lay still upon him, staring up at him, just watching him. Trying to read his mood. But, this Sesshoumaru was all new to her.
She understood why he was worried about being intimate with her, and she loved him for his concern but, she hadn't expected this to be easy and she really needed him to try a little. I mean, come on. Was he planning on never mateing with her?
'Oh Gods... Was that his plan?!' The thought immediately pissed her off.
Sesshoumaru's senses filled with the overhelming scent of her anger and he regained all restraint. Looking down at her questioningly.
She was glaring up at him, seething with the her understanding of the situation. "You aren't going to touch me again, are you?" She demanded, looking angrier than he'd ever seen her.
Sesshoumaru swallowed. Even less pleased with this inquerie than he was with the physical torture he had just endure at the pleasure of his beloved human. "Rin.."
'I cannot believe.. You have got to be joking..' Her mind was on fire, her thoughts enraging her more.
"Let me go." She demanded.
He just stared at her, dumbfounded. He didn't want to let her go.
"Let me go right now!" She snapped, quivering a tiny digit angrily at him.
He was fighting back an actual laugh now. He didn't want her to be angry with him, and he did want to touch her. But, the sight of this tiny human, who was already pinned down, unable to move, shaking her finger up at him. It was almost too much.
"No." He simply stated, laying his head back and closing his eyes, amused. "I think I'll take a nap.." He added musingly.
"Sesshoumru... You let me go right this minute." Oh, she was getting really angry now. She tried pushing herself up, fighting desperately against his strong arms.
Sesshoumaru smiled. He couldn't help it. "Make me." He said, still not looking at her, tightening his grip yet more.
"LET ME GO!" She yelled, furious. Shaking slightly as her angry grew and grew.
The sound of her voice rang through his sensitive ears painfully and he let out an annoyed growl. But did not let go. Refusing now to argue with her further. He wasn't doing it.
'Let's see how you like being tortured now.' Oh yes, this was revenge. 'You will not win this round, Rin..' He was really enjoying this.
She stared up at him, her eyes mere slits, she was so angry. 'Okay... Alright.. I see what you're doing.. Heh..' She suddenly went limp against him, burying her head into the nape of his neck.
He ignored this completely. He didn't trust her. This had to be a trap. He did not look down at her, he did not talk to her, and he for sure was not letting her go. He just simply ignored her.
Suddenly she started to tremble. Wetness pooling in the dip of his neck and a completely different scent filled his senses. Threatening to break his heart in two. Sesshoumaru's eyes shot open and he looked down at her, his arms instinctively pulling her up and closer to him in a loveing embrace. "Rin.." He said soothingly. "Don't.."
She leaned into him, willingly taking his comfort. She had planned on trying to escape but, she couldn't stop crying now, she was really upset about this. "Why?" She sobbed into him. Fresh tears running down her cheeks, soaking the side of his face.
Sesshoumaru sat up, craddling Rin in his arms, wrapping her body tightly in mokumoku. He still didn't want to have this conversation with her. He sighed heavily, holding her close to him. "Why what?" He asked, nervous she had gotten the wrong idea now.
"Are you not attracted to me? Is there something wrong with me? Please Sesshoumaru, tell me how to please you!" She sobbed these words out into his shoulder.
He knew it. He was getting smarter. Women are so ridiculous. He growled in annoyence at her silly ideas. "You are mistaken." He simply said.
His answer did not reasure her, in fact it seemed to upset her more.
"Then when?" Sobbing harder, shaking from head to toe now.
Sesshoumaru sighed heavily, stroking the girls head soothingly. He did not want to have this conversation right now... "Rin.. Please.." He was pleading with this tiny quivering human now.
'Oh how the mightey have fallen..'
And with that, she jumped from his arms. Wrapping her yukata around her and moving to the other side of the futon, her back turned to him. She crossed her arms and quietly fumed there. 'I cannot believe this..'
His eyes widened, staring at her. How did he not see that coming? He growled in anger now. Not sure what else to do. "Rin." It was a comand.
Rin winced slightly at his growl but, her determination did not falter. She simply sat there, her back turned to Sesshoumaru, refusing to even acknowledge his pressence.
Sesshoumaru let out a heavy sigh, an irritated growl escaping. He sat there, rigid, his anger boiling up. 'If she was anyone else...' Situations like this made him uncomfortable because, he couldn't deal with his irritation or anger towards her like he normally would. It always left him feeling dissatisfied and confused.
"Rin." His comanded again, anger coming out in his words now. "I will not allow this." He said, his body pulsed slightly as he addressed her, anger threatening to take over. This was worse than her physical torture, by ten fold.
Rin scuffed at his words. "Allow?" She questioned, an angry laugh slipped out, fresh anger taking over her. She turned to face him, putting her hands on her hips, glaring at him intently.
He returned her glare, growing ever more angry himself. Not only was he livid with her disrespect but, he had to fight a smile down as he observed this tiny, angry human glaring at him, her hands on her hips.
'This woman...' He growled outwardly, loud and threatening.
Rin's eyes widened slightly at his growl, anger taking over completely at the sound. "Oh-ho.." She mocked him, rolling her eyes. "I'm sensing some hostilty, Sesshy. Tell me, how does this make you feel?" She said, sarcasm seeping out with every syllable, cocking her head to the side mockingly. "Well, rawr-rawr to you too!" She added for good measure.
His eyes turned to slits as he stared at her, anger rising suddenly, threatening to take over him. He stood quickly, hovering over her, his breathing labered slightly. No longer able to control his growls, fangs bared at her.
It was almost more than he could handle. His head and body were conflicted. Half wanting to shake her half wanted to bend her over right then and there. This tiny, insalent human had no idea how great of an affect she had on this Sesshoumaru.
He stared at her for a minute before turning on the spot and walking out, slaming her shoji so hard it shattered completely, shards of splintered wood flying around the room.
Rin stared after him, eyes wide, a mix of anger and fear radiating off her body.
Her mixed scent filled his senses as he stormed down the hall, every fiber of his being beging him to turn around to console her but, his body was seething and he didn't trust his inner yokai at the moment. Fighting off her sexual advances was one thing, he loved her but, He didn't know if he could control this intesnse anger with the girl.
He turned a corner, nearly running over a palace guard in the process. The guard bowed his head respectfully at the sight of him, "Sesshoumaru-s-" He was cut off before the honorific even passed his lips, his head rolling down the hallway. Sesshoumaru's claws swipping through the air like a wip, blood drenching his claws. But, he did not pause, did not even look down. He marched angrily down the hall and out of the shiro. No idea where his destination even was.