Sweet Relief

A few days had passed since their argument. The shoji had been fixed and Rin had ceased her sexual advances. In fact, she ceased all contact with him at all, refusing to even look at him and only speaking when spoken to.

Her new dimenor toward him set his teeth on edge, and her cold, indiferent attitude made her smell different. Not at all like the tiny, beautiful human he had come to love. He was conflicted by this change. Part of him was glad she was no longer egging him on but, he didn't want things to be so cold between them.

Things couldn't stay like this much longer. It was making his chest hurt and every time he looked at her he was taken over by this overwhemling urge to hold her. He stopped himself of course, not wanting to make things worse, not knowing how she would react in the current mood she was in.

It was late, the events of the day had worn him out. He sat on a cusion in front of a large ornate desk. Bookshelves lined the gold incrested walls, low hanging lanterns swaying gently in the light breeze sweeping in through the open window of his study.

He sighed heavily, looking down on the scrolls before him. Decisions needed to be made, wars raging over land, allies and enemies declaring themselves left and right. His forehead creased as he stood, stretching. He was bored with his work, he never wanted to take over in his fathers place but, it was safer to keep Rin with him here in the shiro.

So, he had decided, before retreiving her from the village that, this is was what he was going to do to keep himself busy. But, being pent up inside was starting to wein on him, putting him in a fowl mood. He needed action, he needed blood and death, to stand triumphantly over a dead foe, his victory raging through his viens.

'Things would be easier if she could only understand..' His thought's betraying him, breaking his defenses and distracting him once more. Ever since their argument he felt uneasy, annoyed and drained. He just wanted to go back to how things used to be.

'Maybe this was a mistake..' He'd find himself thinking, miserable at the affect his doubt had on his body. The thought of being without her made his muscles tense, his heart threatened to stop beating and the air in his lungs thickened, making it hard to breathe. He'd try to shake these thoughts away but, they were taking over again.

'I don't want her to be unhappy.. What's the point if that's the case? I will always want her but.. If she does not want me..' His chest tightened and his breath hitched. Sesshoumaru closed his eyes, nearly doubling over, bracing himself with a clawed hand on a bookshelf.

"Things cannot continue this way.." He said alloud, an angry growl incircling his words.

"I agree." A soft voice said in return, a hand placed on his chest. Sesshoumaru's eyes shot open, his clawed hand gripping around a small wrist. His fangs bared a growl of warning emitting from his slightly open mouth.

Their eyes met, his raging pools of anger and her onyx pools of confusion and regret. His body tensed, loosening his grip and letting his hand fall to his side. He had been so consumed by his thoughts and the burning in his chest that he hadn't even sensed her approaching. He tried to soften his eyes but, it was difficult. The best he could do was cold indifference.

She took a step back from her beloved Sesshoumaru, sadness overtaking her. It was all he could do to stand there before her, fighting the overwhemling urge to scoop her up. He wanted to bury himself into her, wanted to take her pain and his away and wanted to strangle himself for being the cause of it. But, at the same time, she was partially to blame for their confrontation.

Sesshoumaru's heart was heavy, chest heaving as he tried to take slow, calm breaths. His thoughts and feelings were a tangled mess and he was ready to leave this situation again. He needed space, needed air. He couldn't breath, he couldn't think straight.

Rin stared up at him, trying to read him. She was still kind of angry with him and everything in her wanted to continue to push the subject but, she was afraid now, looking up into Sesshoumaru's beautiful but, strained face as he grimaced at her. Worried that he was regreting their decision. Terror took hold of her, threatening to consume her.

Sesshoumaru looked down at her suddenly. Her fear clawing at his senses, making the pain in his chest worsen. 'This was a mistake.. That much is clear now..' His thoughts threatened to undo him again.

Rin knew he had sensed her change in mood and she moved quickly, not even thinking about it. She closed the distance between them and pressed her small, strengless, trembling hands firmly against his chest. As she did this, making small soothing circles with her delicate fingers.

The sudden closeness made Sesshoumaru's face flush slightly, and he felt like the wind was knocked out of him. He took in a deep breath, his senses asaulted by her beautiful scent. He hooked his clawed hand around her neck as he stared into her loving eyes. His eyes, in turn, softening finally.

"Rin.." His voice was raspy, his tones laced with a mix of longing and deep regret.

She shook her head slowly, her fearful eyes defeating him again. "I know what you're thinking, where this is going." She said, tears welling in those beautiful dark spheres he adored so much. "And you're wrong.." She added, her face flushing with the heat of her sorrow, a single tear trickling down her flawless cheek.

He couldn't do it anymore. She had broken all his defesense down with that single, salty tear. The walls of his reserve crumbled before her feet as she walked, victorious past them, straight to his heart. It gave a painful thud against Sesshoumaru's chest and his arms flew around her suddenly, pulling her into a tight embrace. He fell to his knees, burrying his face into the nap of her kneck, his body shaking slightly. All resolve gone.

He took in a deep shakey breath, his body trembled slightly against hers. Rin's eyes widened at this sudden phsyical interaction, she wasn't expecting it. But, she put her slender arms around his neck, her hands on his head, petting him soothingly. "We are not a mistake.." She whispered into his pointed ear.

"There is no where I would rather be than right here in your arms... Forever." Her voice cracked on the word forever. Hoping and praying that he was not going to send her back to the human village. The thought had been trying to suffocate her all day and she just wanted it to leave her alone. Fear rose up in her again and she felt his grip tighten. Her eyes filling with tears once more.."Please...Please Sesshoumaru.. Don't send me back.." She cried into his shoulder.

His eyes shot open at these words, understanding her fear now. Sudden relief taking over him. It was easier to handle her fear when he knew where it was coming from. Only sensing it made his mind race, made his body ache, ridicuouls thoughts would swim through him, threatening to take the life from him. He sighed heavily into the nape of her neck, nuzzling into her with his nose.

"If that is what you wish, Rin.." The words left his mouth before he knew what he was saying, instinct taking over. He would not be without her if he did not have to be. The doubt's washing away, a new feeling taking over.

Rin layed her head down against his shoulder, her body relaxing in his arms and she closed her eyes. Her usual dimenor slowly returning. The feel of his hot breath on her bare neck giving her chills.

Sesshoumaru nuzzled her neck again, his eyes closed, breathing her in. His fangs bared, he didn't know what he was doing, he couldn't think. His mouth closed around her soft, tender neck and he bit down lightly, running his tounge arcoss the portion lodged in his mouth. A deep, satisfied growl rumbled up between them.

Rin sighed out, surprised but appreciative of his affection. Everything in her hoping he wouldn't stop, half wanting him to lose all control.

Sesshoumaru was losing control and he wasn't even fighting it off now. He hadn't wanted to fight it off in the first place. He ran his fangs down her neck, ocasionally licking as he did so. He knew this moment was inevitable, knew he couldn't fight it off forever.

'Forever..'

Rin's words echoed through his head as he scooped her up, placing her roughly on the desk.

The sudden movement knocked the wind out of her and dizziness rattled her brain for a moment.

Sesshoumaru bit down on her neck again, threatening to tear flesh. His hands flew behind her, and practically ripped her obi off, throwing it to the floor. He slipped his clawed hands beneath the folds of her kimono and ripped them open agressively.

Rin gasped out, half in shock, half turned on. Her arousal now radiating off of her and into his senses, engulfing him, threatening to burn him alive. He greeted her scent with a growl as he released her neck, panting slightly.

Rin thought for a moment that he was going to stop himself, sadness creeping in slowly.

Sesshoumaru opened his eyes, taking in the beauty of her naked body before him, ready and willing, calling for him. "Not this time.." He whispered, running his fangs passed her collar bone, stopping at the top of a breast and biting down into it's soft suculent flesh. Trying hard to ignore the beast clawing at his insides as he tasted her.

Rin threw her head back, arching slightly at his touch. a soft moan passed her lips and her face flushed crimson.

The pleasureable sound hit his sensitive ears, filling him with longing. Earning her a passionate growl as he sucked her tender nipple in-between his deadly fangs. He nibbled gently before wrapping his tounge around it, sucking harshly.

Another, louder moan escaped her and her hands gripped the side of his desk, trying to hold herself steady. The pleasure boiling over inside her, making her dizzy.

The way her body reacted to his touch sent his yokai senses on a rampage through him. But, he beat them down, desperately wanting to enjoy the physical pleasure her body was so willingly offering him.

Another harsh suckle and he released her nipple. A ploping noise filling the quiet room. He looked up at her with lust filled eyes, lifting himself up to her face, stealing a passionate kiss.

Sesshoumaru's mouth closed around hers, playing roughly with her tongue, his fangs graising her bottom lip, growling possessively into her.

Rin warpped her arms around his neck as passion took hold of her, her tongue playing wildly against his. She forced her head away for a moment, taking in deep panting breaths of air, earning her an irritated growl.

She smiled at the sound of his annoyence, he was so possessive. She lowered her face quickly, before he could steal her lips again, down to the crook of Sesshoumaru's neck, She took the soft flesh in between her teeth and bit down.

Sesshoumaru's eyes widened, pupils dialting and his grip around her hips tightened, pulling her closer into him. He growled out, his vision bluring slightly as he enjoyed the animalistic pleasure. She knew exactly how to please him.

Rin realsed slightly, running her teeth up his neck to his ear, nibbling lightly at his lobe, breathing hot panting wasps of air against his saliva soaked skin. Sending chills down his spine before biting down again, harder this time, breaking skin.

He growled seductively, sending vibrations through both their bodies. Suddenly he pulled away from her, his eyes slitting and fangs baring, breathing heavily.

Her body went rigid for a second, nervous that he was, yet again, going to stop her.

Sesshoumaru glanced down at her for a second, a devilish grin creeping passed his lips as he licked a fang. He leaned down passed her, savagley shoving the contents of his desk to the floor and pushing her down onto it's glossy surface. She yelped in surprise but, did not fight him.

The sight of her half naked body in front of him was too much for him to bare and he moved quickly. Throwing his clothes off his muscular body, at the same time ripping off her underware. The scent of her arousal wafting up, full force into his sensitive nose and engulfing his senses like a an uncontrolable flame.

Sesshoumaru knelt down on his knees, a clawed hand grabbing either side of her hips, and with a possessive growl leaned forward, asaulting her chitsu agressively with his hot tounge.

Rin arched her back, thrusting slightly into his mouth, a loud moan ran past her lips before she knew fully what was happening. Her body was trembling slightly in his hands and her brain was going fuzzy.

Sesshoumaru took in her taste like a glass of water in the desert. His eyes flashing red momentarily as passion started to fully take over. He ran his tounge savagely around her opening before lapping upward to her pleasure bud. He sucked agressively on the throbbing bit of flesh.

Rin let out another moan, her hand flying down on the desk, clawing into it's surface. New floods of warm, wet juices gushing out of her, trickling down his chin.

The scent of her wetness on his face made his ineki throb painfully, swelling to it's full potential quickly. He couldn't handle it anymore, every nerve in his entire body was on fire and he needed to hury before the beast ripped it's way out of him.

He pulled away from her chitsu, somewhat reluctantly, opening his eyes to stare down at the glorious sight before him. Her body was writhing with lust for him, trembling in his grasp, her chest heaving with breathless moans as she glanced at him. Fear starting to creep back in, he couldn't stop now, not now. She felt like if he did, she would die.

Sensing her thoughts he growled angrily and flipped her over. He slid her kimono off her writhing body and through it to the floor before pushing her down on the desk. Her hands gripped the side of the desk, trying to hold herself steady as dizziness from the sudden change in posstion took over again. It felt like the room was spinning.

She let out a soft moan as her hips lunged backward, ass in the air, opening her womanhood completely before him. Sesshoumaru's eyes flashed red again and his heart skipped a beat. The sight before him was threatening to undo him, just like he knew it would. But, he didn't care anymore.

He needed to be inside her.

He stood on his knees, his growls refusing to stop. He shook his head vigorously, forcing his inner yokai back down again, his eyes returning to their normal golden color.

His ineki throbbed eagerly in his hand as he guided it to her opening. He took in a sharp, painful breath as their flesh met, and fought down the urge to thrust. He gripped her hips tightly, claws digging into her, forming small beads of blood beneath them.

Rin gasped out at the feel of his ineki on her chitsu. It was warm, and slightly pusling. She closed her eyes and braced herself, girpping the edge of the desk with all her might.

Sesshoumaru took in a ragid breath, trying desperately to keep his eyes open and remain in control of himself as he slid slowly into her tight opening. A growl she had never heard before rumbled up between their bodies as he passed through her virgin barrier. A gasp met his growl as she felt him push his way inside her.

It was almost too much for him. Is inner yokai ripping at his insides, desperate to be released. He growled inwardly, pushing it deeper down as he thrust himself deep inside her, picking up pace.

Rin pushed herself up from the desk suddenly, rocking her body into him a she moaned out loudly. She looked over her shoulder at him, eyes drunk with lust. Her body quaked beneath his hands and he leaned forward, his fangs bared as he growled out for her, rocking his hips into her agressively now.

His body was now covering hers, thrusting his ineki deeper and deeper through the tightly constricting tunnel of her chitsu. He released his grip on her hips, wrapping his strong arms around her torso, pulling her into him as he started to thrust harder.

Rin couldn't hold back the moans, they followed his every thrust as she melted into his body, dripping her wetness down his legs.

With a loud, animalistic growl he sunk his fangs deep into the flesh of her shoulder. Tasting her blood swimming through his mouth his eyes flashed red again but, he refused to let it take over. He was enjoying this way too much. His eyes remained red but, he was in complete control of the situation.

He held her shoulder in his mouth, thrusting faster and faster, growling softly into her ear.

With each thrust, each growl and the harder he gripped her shoulder in his deadly mouth, the louder Rin's moans got. Filling his ears, his senses on fire with an overwhelming passion. He couldn't believe he'd taken so long to give into this. 'What a fool..'

Her muscles started clenching around him and he knew she was close. He started to thrust harder, faster, completely savagely abusing her tight chitsu. All the while not releasing the hold his fangs had on her shoulder, causing a stream of thick hot blood to run down her back onto his chest.

Suddenly her chitsu contricted around him tightly. He thrusted violently against her tightening muscles, sinking his fangs deeper still into her shoulder. Rin arched her back, forcing his ineki deeper with the sudden force, letting out a loud and surprised moan.

Her body went rigid and every muscle twitched at this completely new feeling. Heat rose from her toes all the way up to her head and the room started to spin. She heaved heavy, panting breaths as Sesshoumaru continued his rough, lustfilled asault on her insides.

She reached her hand around her shoulder, griping her nails into his neck as he continued. Moaning and panting with the motion of their bodies.

The feel of her nails digging into his skin sent his body into a frenzy, his fangs threatening to tear through her and his hips pounding rapidly into her.

He released her shoulder suddenly, arching his back and pushing his way, roughly, as far as his ineki would rich within her depths. His head knocked back as he released a feral howl to the ceiling. His eyes closed and his muscles tensed. His ineki twitched violently as he released his hot fluid seed coated her writhing womb.

He stood there for a moment, his kness quaking beanth him, his body deep inside hers, both panting, both consumed in their passion for one another. Rin's hands hit the desk again as she fell forward. Her head resting on the cool hard surface, gasping for breath. Everything was hot and dizzy as the physical satisfaction swam over her entire body.

He bashed the inner yokai down, his eyes returning to their natural color, unable to control his possessive growling though. A surge was sent through his body as the mark on her shoulder took place, healing itself. His heart throbbed painfully in his chest and the wind was knocked out of him. He slipped out of her, their mingled juices flooding out of her chitsu, dripping into a pool on his desk.

Rin sighed out as he released her and her body crumbled to the desk, laying on her side, panting. Her hand flew to the mark on her shoulder, her whole body felt tingly and her vision blured momentarily, taking her breath away.

Sesshoumaru couldn't control his body, he was on top of her before he knew what was happening. He wrapped his strong arms around her and pulled her off the desk, falling bakwards with a 'thud' onto the tatami matted floor with her in his arms, moku wrapping itself tightly around them both.

He breathed in her scent and let out a sigh, his eyes closing as he nuzzled into her neck, still panting.

She gasped, a little taken aback, the sudden movement making the dizzying affect worse. Instinctively curling into his embrace though, breathing heavily into his ear.

"I love you.." He breathed into her neck. Completely overcome by emotion as the mark wrapped it's invisible binds around his inner yokai. Not even embaressed nor conflicted by this insticual confession. Just fully accepting of it.

"I know..." She replied. She pulled his face to hers, stealing a deep kiss. "I love you too.." She said, resting her forehead against his, their panting breaths mingling.

At least now he knew he could control himself, and he realised in that moment what had been wrong with him. The pent up rage that had been building up inside him. It had finally dispated and he knew, one hundred percent that this was not a mistake.

If anything, this was the only right move he'd ever made, in his entire life. This tiny, beautiful, human woman was his only real success. his only true victory. He sighed out, holding her tightly to his body, knowing now what his father had meant. Finally understanding his words and his choices. They were no longer foolish to him. If his father only felt half the love for Izaioy that Sesshoumaru felt for Rin, he understood why he did what he did.

In that moment, he knew, he could not live without her. He would take on any foe, any trial, walk down any road. Do absolutely what ever he had to do to keep her by his side. He dared the fates to even try and rip her from his grasp. It wasn't going to happen, he wouldn't allow it.