Author's Note: Dude, thanks for reviewing and crap. Here's another chapter. I hope you enjoy it.

Disclaimer: Do I even have to say that I don't own shit? Yes? Still? Okay, I totally don't own anything. I just make Cassie's characters do dirty things.

Chapter 9: Wax Ecstatic

"Magnus, are you listening to me?," Ragnor said, waving his hand in front of Magnus's face. "Mmmhmm, yeah, she's a total bitch," Magnus said, absentmindedly. "You do realize I was talking about my grandma and not gossiping, right?," Ragnor said laughing. Magnus just waved his hand in a dismissive manor and continued to look for his blue eyed beauty in the crowded hall of the high-school. "God, you lovesick fool," Ragnor said.

Alexander finally entered the building, tentatively looking around. When he met eyes with Magnus, his face broke into a grin that Magnus mirrored. Magnus noticed that Alexander was moving as if he was in pain and he raised a quizzical eyebrow. Alexander grabbed Magnus by his arm and walked with him to the door. He turned around and looked absolutely terrified. "What happened to you?," Magnus said, trying and failing to sound nonchalant. Alexander smiled slightly and played with the sleeves of his grey sweater. "How opposed to skipping school with me are you?," Alexander asked.

Alexander was currently pacing his room in front of Magnus. Magnus had tried to calm him down a little, but just decided to let him come to terms with whatever he was doing. His room was still decorated in the glow-in-the-dark stars and lights everywhere. Alexander suddenly stopped pacing and looked Magnus dead in the eye. "I'm about to tell you something. Something really big and horrible. Just... hear me out, okay? Hear me out before you run off or anything," Alexander said, pulling in a huge breath. He started undoing his pants and Magnus's eyes grew wide. "Um, what-" Alexander cut him off," I'm not like stripping for you. I just have to show you something," Alexander blushed when he realized what he said," I'm not showing you my willy!" Magnus thought he was probably the cutest thing in the universe. He unzipped his pants and pulled them down to his ankles, stepping out of them. His boxers were black and Magnus wanted him so badly that it hurt. Alexander looked at Magnus and pulled in a deep breath. "I'm not okay, Magnus. I have a lot wrong with me and there is a lot that has happened and is still happening to me that I deal with. But I really have to tell you because I can't pretend that I'm okay and keep letting you get close to me without knowing," Alexander said, as he raised up the bottoms of his boxers to the tops of his thighs.

At first, all Magnus could look at was his beautiful legs, then he started spotting dark bruises on his calves and thighs. He looked closer and saw thick white lines completely covering his thighs and Magnus sucked in a sharp breath. He felt like he was going to pass out. "Oh Alexander," he said while a tear rolled down his cheek," You are so beautiful." Alexander looked completely confused and before he could say anything, Magnus got up off the bed and grabbed him. He pulled Alexander flush to his body and caught Alexander's lips in his own. He kissed him with everything he had in him. Alexander gasped in surprise and Magnus probed Alexander's tounge with his own. Alexander made a small moan in the back of his throat and kissed Magnus back. It was sloppy and so perfect. Alexander continued to part Magnus's lips with his own while Magnus ran his hands all over Alexander's body. When Magnus pulled slightly on his hair, Alexander bit down on Magnus's lip and the kiss started to build. Everywhere Alexander touched left a trail of fire behind. Magnus jumped in surprise when Alexander's hands found their way under his shirt. He hummed into the kiss while Alexander trailed his fingertips along Magnus's torso. He had rucked up Magnus's shirt so much that Magnus just took it off, parting the kiss. Alexander looked at Magnus's naked torso with desire and he tentatively reached out and splayed his hand flat on Magnus's stomach. He ran his eyes up Magnus's body until blue met green and the world stopped. "I love you," Alexander said, his voice unwavering," I love you, damn it and I can't do anything about it. This world is filled with horrid things and the sun keeps shining and we keep revolving around it and I love you. I know that I'm messed up and that I don't truly understand myself sometimes but I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you, and I will always love you, even if you don't love me and you never want to see me again, I will always love you."

Magnus couldn't speak. He felt tears rolling down his face freely now. He felt like his legs were made of jelly so he sat on the floor, followed by Alexander. He sobbed and held Alexander to his body and tried so hard to speak but all that came out were sobs. Alexander just let him cry on his chest and ran his fingers through Magnus's hair. He didn't know how long they stayed like that. Magnus finally calmed down and drew away from Alexander. His eyes were red and there were tear stains on his pale face.

"I lived in a small village in Indonesia with my mother and father. My father used to beat me and my mother when he came back from harvesting for the day. My mother was so beautiful. Her skin was caramel colored and her hair was black and she had beautiful golden eyes. Her name was Kasarna, which means beautiful melody. She used to take me to a creek by our home and sing to me while I would braid her hair. She was so kind and she was my world. She used to tell me a story about how the ants touched the grass and the grass touched the sky and the sky touched the heavens. 'Everything is connected.' She would say that all the time. She made me forget about what was waiting at home, even if it was only a few hours. One night, my father came home drunk and in a rage. He came in and just stabbed my mother where she stood and I held her as she died. I ran away and he chased me to the lake where he tried to drown me. I took the knife he had in his hands and stabbed him with it. My uncle Xeno took custody of me and I moved to the States," Magnus was crying again, recounting that awful night. All he could picture was his mother's blood on him. "She was the only person in my life that loved me. She told me every single day how much I meant to her. I thought I would never feel love again, and I came to terms with it. I drank and partied and didn't care about anything. And damn it, now you come along with your blue eyes and your blush and tell me how much I mean to you and how you love me. I feel like my entire life has been flipped upside down by you and I wouldn't have it any other way because I'm in love with you Alexander. I'm in love with you completely and immensely. Aku cinta camu, Alexander. Anda adalah matahari bagiku, Sayang. Saya melihat Anda tersenyum dan rusak setiap bagian dari diriku berkeping-keping karena keindahan seperti itu hanya tidak ada."

Alexander was crying and smiling, holding Magnus's face between his hands. He got up from the floor and helped Magnus get up. "Can you stay tonight? I don't want to do anything, just sleep in the same bed and wake up next to you," Alexander asked him quietly, blushing and looking down at his feet. Magnus just grabbed his hand and led him to the bed. They laid down underneath the covers next to one another with their limbs tangled together. "I love you Magnus," Alexander whispered. "As I love you, Alexander." They drifted to sleep in each others arms.

Translation: You are the sun to me, darling. I watch you smile and it breaks every single part of me into a million pieces because beauty like that just doesn't exist. Jacked it from Google Translate, so it's probably not grammatically correct buuuut.