A/N: I deeply apologize for the wait and how short this chapter is I have to get to a certain place and it is deeply important that this chapter happen. I have the next chapter ready it just needs some tweaks and for the record it will be very long. Also I appreciate the reviewers and there has been such a long wait due to school ending I deeply apologize for my schedule. Enjoy this chapter :)

And I love the way you hurt me…

It's Irresistible

I love the way, I love the way,

I love the way you hurt me baby

Rapunzel POV

I feel myself becoming more aware slowly; instead of the usual air conditioner blowing on my face I feel foggy and heavy, and instead of smelling the lavender of my sheets I smell a harsh antiseptic in the air my eyes try to open but the harsh florescent lights are too much. I try to twist onto my side, but my hands are strapped down to the bed. I open my eyes letting them slowly adjust to the terrible brightness of the light. There are tubes in my right forearm and the bed has railings. My hands are stuck down to the bed with straps commonly found in a mental hospital. "Excellent, I hope I haven't been committed."

Suddenly how I got in here becomes clear. After I was dragged down the hall screaming and trying to get back to Flynn, one of the gruff security guards put his hand over my mouth. I bit down, hard and the taste of blood filled my mouth quickly. Appalled the security guard yelled at me, "I can't believe you just bit me you bitch!" He slapped me across the face. I saw stars and became dizzy, but I kept fighting and shrieking. One of the guards pulled out the biggest syringe I had ever seen. I kept thrashing around struggling not wanting to be injected. My attempts failed when one of the guards held my head still forcefully. A stinging sensation occurred at my neck, I winced. Suddenly I felt weak and unable to thrash, my vision went black.

I started to panic these tubes needed to go along with the restraints. My breath became short and quick I started to shake, with my mouth I leaned over and pulled the tubes out of my arm. They hung there limply and then a beeping alarm rang throughout my room. A worried nurse came in and tried to out the tubes back in, I lost it. I shrieked at her, "Don't you dare put those tubes back in!" The voice that came out me was primal and demanding. She looked at me stoically, "Sorry miss but that's not an option." I started screaming and thrashing I was panicking my breath was coming in sharp bursts. Angry hot tears came out running down my face. "I NEED HELP IN HEAR." A couple of burly workers in crisp white uniforms entered and forced me down. "GET OFF ME, GET OFF! DON'T TOUCH ME, STOP IT STOP!" I screeched. I saw red my vision was tinted angry. One of the doctors yelled, "Someone fucking sedate her!" I felt a needle enter my body the sting penetrate my subconscious, I was drowning and then everything went black and twisted into a warped dream.

"Rapunzel! Rapunzel!" I looked around frantic, where was he? "Eugene!" I liked his real name better. I saw him and tried to run forward towards him into his warmth, but my dream became a nightmare his face peeled in half and was replaced by a snakes head. The snake came slithering out onto the ground, I tried to leave, but I was frozen to the spot. The giant snake came a started to wrap itself around me. The air exited my lungs and my chest burned, I couldn't breathe! I opened my eyes and still was unable to breathe. "Okay let her have the oxygen people!" A mask slipped over my head and I began to breather feeling good air enter my lungs.

After about 10 minutes the other doctors cleared the room, but Gothel remained. "You might be wondering why you are here." She sighed, "Well pumpkin here is the story, when your mother betrayed me I vowed to seek my vengeance. The first step was when you were born; I stole you from their house in hopes of using your gifts." I looked up at her in shock, she stole me from my parents I glared at her. She continued nonchalantly, "But those bastards from the military found you, but they did not find me. It's a pity your mother died, she won't see my final plan. I convinced the head of your project to hand you over to me for government testing, it's too bad he didn't see testing as vigorous experiments." She laughed humorlessly, "I am going to use you and your brain to help me achieve a computer, see my plan is to make you into a human drone, an unstoppable fighting machine who's brain can access any information out there. I finally found my perfect specimen and you already know government secrets. The army can't wait to enlist you."

My glare intensified, the mask prohibited me from speaking. She kept going I absorbed her words so I could use them against her in military trial. "Oh, Rapunzel you really have aged well it's such a shame. Well first we will do a physical assessment then you will have an operation to remove your reproductive organs, we don't want pesky children to be a problem." I froze at this and started shaking my head my breath became sharp and my anger returned full force. I tried to lunge at her but my arms were still tied down. "Finally, I will break you down mentally, so the only thing you become is a soldier ready to kill." She began to exit laughing on her way out, I fell back against the sheets fuming. I sobbed, this wasn't happening my sobbing escalated to screaming; my tantrum lasted for hours until the nurses came back in and sedated me.

The next time I had human interaction was during my physical exams they made me run on a treadmill going at ridiculous speeds. They sped up the track until I fell face down. Then they made me memorize mazes and run through them as fast as I could, when I wasn't fast enough they would shock me. They made me swim in a pool back and forth and when I collapsed on the deck gasping they beat me for not being fast enough. At the end of every day of this I would pass out and throw up. After a week I assumed no one was coming to rescue me, Flynn, my father, and Pascal had left me for dead.

I was losing my grip and I felt broken. I was their precious stallion and they had broken me, and it hurt like hell. My little "operation" was scheduled for next week. When I wouldn't sleep they would sedate me and give me drips that made me feel foggy and disoriented, the day before I was beaten till I passed out during combat training. I had bruises up and down my body; my face looked as if I was a bruised plum. That day I looked in the mirror and saw a girl, well you could call her that. She had my same green eyes, but that's where the similarities end.

My hair was falling out due to my stress, my face was bruised and bloody, I had a broken nose and a nasty bruise which started on my left cheek and circled my left eye which had just opened the day before. My neck was bruised and my body ached; my head hurt and I had a pounding headache since I had been taken. They were starving me to see how long I could go without food. When I woke up gagging because my throat was so dry they finally fed me soft foods like applesauce. They began to feed me more as the operation date came closer. I had to stop eating for a straight twenty four hours before the procedure.

The night before I lost my will to be normal and threw myself into a tantrum in denial, I was heavily sedated again. The next time I woke up I was unable to have children. I shut everyone out became unresponsive I curled onto my side numb. I wanted to kill them. I wanted to rip Gothel's body limb from limb until she bled out, I wanted to beat all the doctors the ones who did this to me. I laid there for the whole recovery week. On the last day of that week someone came to visit me. It was my father, he sat on a plastic chair next to my bed. He reached out to touch me, but before he did I snapped "Don't you dare touch me." He sighed "Rapunzel…"

I huffed and turned to him "How could you let me rot like this dad, you put me here and I'm dying, I can't even have children now." My voice shook but I pressed on, "You let them do this!" He shook his head "Gothel explained it all to me, this is a good choice for your future Rapunzel!" I was confused, "What did Gothel tell you they were going to do to me?" He know looked befuddled, "She informed me that you chose to be part of an elite military group and that's why they a running tests and you had this operation." I shook my head tears formed, "I would never choose to not have children, I always wanted to keep my options open." I was about to continue, but one of the corrupt doctors informed my dad that visiting hours were over. He started to leave, "Dad! Dad wait!" I cried desperately. "Do not try to lie to me right now I know you wanted this. Gothel showed me the essay you wrote to get into this program and just because you are having second thoughts does not give you the right to insult our family!" He said. I had to make him listen to get out "But this isn't my-" I protested "Silence you will obey me! Just get rest!" He left with the slam of the door. "This isn't my choice…" I whispered emptily to the ceiling.