THANK YOU FOR THE REVIEWS, FOLLOWS, AND FAVORITES! I know you guys are probably confused about Bonnie's virginity and trust me it will be explained in this chapter. She did not get raped you could say…it's confusing. YOU'LL HATE ME FOR THIS CHAPTER…I JUST KNOW IT! Please don't be angry…

Anyways here is the next chapter. Hope you guys like this next awesome installment.

Bonnie stepped out of the elevator, hesitation filled her entire body. She stepped into the office and for some reason, Bonnie felt like whenever someone looked at her, they were judging her for what had happened with Damon. She shrugged it off as paranoia. Caroline stormed up to her and said, "Where the hell have you been?"

"I needed some time off." Bonnie stuttered.

The blonde scoffed and crossed her arms over her chest. "Yeah, right. Everyone knows that you and the youngest Salvatore were doing the sinful act." She wiggled her eyebrows in a suggestive way.

Bonnie rolled her eyes. "No, that's not what happened. We…we got in a fight."

Bonnie and Caroline walked over to Bonnie's desk as Caroline said, "What happened?"

"He's hiding something from me. I need to know what it is."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that he…there is this look in his eyes that my guts tell me that something is wrong. He has secrets."

Caroline gave a rich laugh. "Oh, sweetie. That is the entire male race for you, Bon. Men have secrets, woman have secrets."

"But I have been nothing, but honest with him."

"Why in name of God, did you do that?!"

"Caroline, calm down," Bonnie scolded.

"Sorry, it's just that we have to keep some things private. You know like personal things."

Bonnie's mind flashed to a memory she had hoped to keep hidden forever… (Don't read the 1st half of the italics. Very Rated M…one time thing in italics…I hate going dark.)

Bonnie couldn't stop giggling as he tickled her, showing no mercy. Her boyfriend started to kiss her neck; she foolishly let a small moan escape her cupid shaped lips. He stopped tickling her as his hands traveled down her body. He was on top of her on her awfully large canopy bed.

"Kol," she moaned. "We're going too fast."

He chuckled. "Darling, this is the time. Who knows what might happen tomorrow. Live today."

Bonnie blushed under her lashes. He moved his hand so that it was on top of her breast and her throat hitched in her throat. Kol smiled in victory. "You'll like it."

Bonnie bit her bottom lip and looked away. "Ok," she whispered softly, reminding Kol of a child.

He smiled and kissed her cheek. "My dear Bonnie, do you know how beautiful you look right now?"

Bonnie finally looked at him and knitted her eyebrows in confusion. "I don't know."

He chuckled and gazed at her. She looked like a goddess right now yet there still held innocence in her face. Her brown curls spread out on the white pillows, her soft pink lips parted; wearing only her pure white nightgown, and her caramel skin glowing. Kol had lustful eyes right now because his girlfriend of two years finally granting permission to do what he wanted to do ever since freshman year.

He leaned down and started to kiss her neck and sucked a spot on her neck that made Bonnie squirm. Kol kneeled up and slowly spread Bonnie's legs. He slid the helm of the nightgown down her thighs. He smiled at the sight before him. Bonnie gulped nervously. He hooked his thumbs on the band of her white underwear and pulled it off. Bonnie stiffened and tried to close her legs, but Kol wouldn't let her.

He gripped her knees so that her legs were spread apart. He slid down so that he was able to kiss her inner thighs. He placed a kiss near her sex, then on the top of her trimmed pubic hair, and then right on her sex. Bonnie let another moan escape her mouth. Kol held her thighs apart as his head thrashed back and forth between her legs.

Bonnie whimpered, "Kol, please…stop it."

Kol came up her body and kissed her hard on the lips. He managed to distract her as he unzipped his pants. He moaned as his hard and erect cock was free from the hold of his pants. He smiled against her lips and immediately entered her. She screamed in pain which made Kol put a hand over her mouth. Tears leaked down her cheeks as her muffled screams made her frightened. She shook her head and begged him with her eyes for him to stop. It hurt too much for Bonnie's mind to take in.

She madly wondered why people were addicted to something this painful. Did they like the pain? Kol had told her that she would like it, but she didn't like it. She should have never agreed to this. This is wrong. She felt like something had ripped inside of her. She looked up into Kol's face and saw how much pleasure he was in right now. He kept on moaning and groaning very loudly. Bonnie's hands suddenly came up and tried to push him away, but surprisingly his hands came around her wrists and pulled them down on either side of her head.

"No, please. Stop it," she begged as he kept on thrusting into her over and over again.

His body grinded more into hers making it even more painful. Bonnie felt herself go limp and her eyes droop a little. Everything started to fade a little and what felt like forever, she felt something sticky be released inside of her along with a loud moan from Kol. Bonnie could tell that he was sweaty from the smell and the wetness she felt on her body from his. He gently kissed her temple then her lips.

"See, darling, I told you that you would like it." He said.

. . .

"You're pregnant, Miss McCullough," Dr. Fell told her.

"No, no, no, I can't be…" she took in a deep breathe. "I can't be pregnant. I only did it once and I hated it."

"Just once can happen," Dr. Fell said.

"Is there any way to get rid of it," Bonnie pleaded.

Dr. Fell shook her head. "It could risk your life. It's dangerous."

"I can't have a baby. I'm only a child. I'm just starting my life." Bonnie said with tears in her eyes.

. . .

Bonnie looked around the church frantically. She felt a hand on her shoulder and looked at it. Pastor Young gave her a warm smile and said, "It's alright, Bonnie. Just repent your sins to God and he will forgive you. What happened to you wasn't your fault. Yes, you did have sex before marriage, but you did say no so God will forgive you because you knew it was wrong."

Bonnie nodded and walked forward. She kneeled down on the steps and sighed. She looked up at Him.

"I know what I did was wrong, it felt so wrong. I didn't like it and I promise I'll never do it again not until I'm married." Tears started to leak down her face. "H-He…I consented to it. I never wanted it, but I thought that if I didn't…I thought that maybe he would leave me and I thought I loved him and he loved me so I gave myself to him, but now I know that I was wrong. Very wrong."

Bonnie started to sob and let the tears free. Pastor Young kneeled beside her and he said, "Very good, Bonnie. I doubt that he ignored your repent, Bonnie. If you believe you are pure again, then you will be so long as you don't have sex until you are married."

Bonnie nodded confidently. "I promise, Pastor Young."

"Bonnie?! Earth to Bonnie!" Caroline said as she sat on her desk.

Bonnie shook her head and blinked. "Sorry. I was…uh…um I don't feel so well."

Bonnie held her stomach and practically ran to the bathroom. She ran into the stall and ran a hand through her hair. Her chest heaved up and down. She couldn't do this right now. She…she couldn't stop the bad memories from flowing inside of her mind again after keeping them locked tight. Bonnie slid down the wall and took off her coat. She can't. She can't. She can't.

I can't, she thought, it's too much. Bonnie strode out of the bathroom and practically ran into a hard chest, but ignored it. Bonnie needed to get out and get a breath of fresh air…this always happened to her every time she thought about those three memories. They haunted her and reminded her of the walls that needed to be put up, but somehow Stefan had gotten through them.

Bonnie walked out of the glass doors and went for the stairwell. She went down two flights of stairs when she heard moaning. She peaked down and almost fell at the sight before her. Bonnie saw a man sucking Elena's neck. She kept on giggling and then she sighed, "Oh, Stefan."

Bonnie stumbled backwards and then as she went to the door, she heard, "My sweet and delicious Elena."

Bonnie froze in an impassive state and walked aimlessly back to her desk. Damon stood in his doorway along with Elijah. They looked at her and Damon told Elijah to wait in his office. Damon walked up to Bonnie and whispered, "Miss Bennet, are you alright?"

Bonnie faked a smile though it didn't reach her eyes. "Yes…I'm fine. Sorry, I wasn't here to get your coat."

Damon eyed her curiously. "It's alright." He was about to walk back into office, but then he came back and whispered, "What was his name?"

Bonnie knitted her eyebrows in confusion. "What?"

"You heard me. His name. I want it now."

"Why? Why do you care?"

Hurt flashed in his eyes and he leaned in. "I thought that yesterday proved that I-I…"

"Well, it doesn't." she snapped. "That was wrong, Damon. You're my boss and that is all. I won't cross that line with you."

"You can't tell me that, that kiss didn't mean anything. Not to me. I know you felt it."

"Stop it. We're at work right now and I have too much on my plate right now." she said harshly.

Damon straightened up and buttoned his suit and then nodded. "Very well, Miss Bennet. Get the Mikaelson files for me."

He went inside his office, slightly slamming the door. She sighed, letting out a breath she had been holding in ever since she saw them. Bonnie went back to work and started to put together her desk. Everything was clustered on her desk and mentally wanted to slap Caroline for messing up her desk. Bonnie was stronger than this…she kept on telling herself to put on a strong face and don't anything slip or else someone will know.

After an hour, Elijah came out and smiled politely at Bonnie, who returned the smile. Another man came out following Elijah and then he stopped walking then turned to her. He pointed to her. "Bonnie. Bonnie."

She chuckled nervously, not looking up from the loads of paperwork she had. "Yeah, that's my name."

"No, I mean I know you. That name…I've only heard of it once in my entire life." The man smirked at her and Bonnie froze, remembering that voice.

"Klaus," Bonnie whispered, looking up.

She stood up and walked over to him. A wide and happy smile broke out onto her face and then she hugged him tightly. Klaus laughed and hugged her back. "Its Bonnie Bennet now, is it?"

She pulled away from and looked at him in the eyes, pleading with him. She nodded and gulped. "Don't tell anyone. Please."

He nodded. "I won't tell anyone. I swear, love. You were the only one I actually liked."

"I know. You proclaimed it every time you saw me." She joked.

"I was worried that they did something awful to you."

"I'm fine now. I have a job and my own place. My family is fine."

"So you…"

"No, it died."

"I'm sorry about that, love. You would've been great."

"Thanks."

Bonnie opened her mouth to reply, but Caroline's voice came in first, "Bonnie, are you ok?"

She nodded. "I'm fine. Just needed some air."

Bonnie watched as Klaus's eyes drifted over to Caroline's and hers did the same. It seemed as they looked at each other, they quickly looked away. Caroline cleared her throat and then mumbled, "I have to go…um, file something."

She turned and walked away. Bonnie smirked and said, "You like her, don't you?"

Klaus whirled his head over to her. "What?! Of course…not."

"There was hesitation there," she said in a sing-song voice. "Alright, well get out of here. You're distracting me."

"As you wish, Miss Bennet." Klaus said and then walked away, smirking.

Bonnie laughed and turned back to her desk. She stopped smiling as she saw Damon leaning against it. He gestured for her to come inside and she obeyed. He was standing so close to her that it made her feel…comfort for some reason. She wondered if it was because of what she saw with Stefan. Why wasn't she crying or freaking out right now was oblivious to her. Bonnie stepped forward and Damon chuckled lowly.

"How do you know Klaus?" he said as he poured himself a drink.

"I dated his brother."

"I know for a fact it's not Finn or Elijah so it must be Kol."

Bonnie tensed at the mention of his name. "It was just a stupid fling when I young."

"Oh, well he's an asshole and a man-whore."

She laughed. "You're one to talk."

"I…fine you're right."

"We had a thing then it ended. He indeed was an asshole. Can we talk about something else?"

He eyed her suspiciously for a moment then said, "Ok, then. Then let's talk about how you really felt about that kiss. No bullshit."

Bonnie sighed and poured herself a glass. She took a sip and said, "Fine. No bullshit."

Damon smirked mischievously and said, "Let's begin then, shall we?"

TBC…

Uh-oh! Yeah things are going to get heated next chapter. Elena and Stefan…yeah I know you guys hate me, but that kind of gives Bamon a chance. Anyways I hope you guys liked it. I know it was dark, but these characters do have dark pasts and will be explained painfully.

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