hahah warning smut (I don't do much of this because I find it slightly awkward because I just admire the two of them so much and am SO into their emotional connection. Plus I can't escape the feeling that I am intruding on their intimate moments) I AM TRASH YO.
Clarke:
Clarke brought Lexa into the other room. Both still butt naked and skipping slightly in excitement. Her heart was beating in her chest, so loud she could have sworn Lexa could hear it. She turned to grab the girl before they reached the bed. Clarke eagerly recaptured Lexa's lips like that's where they belonged. She felt Lexa's hands gently graze her skin before grabbing on firmly. Clarke reciprocated before she quickly shift and pushed Lexa onto the bed. Clarke landed on top of Lexa gently, Her one had finding it's way to Lexa's cheek before planting a soft kiss on her lips.
Clarke deepened the kiss feeling Lexa melt against her. Her one hand massaging Clarke's breast while the other was firmly placed on her ass. Clarke began to grind herself on Lexa, intensifying the feeling, letting their centres bump against the other's hips, pelvis and thighs. Clarke gently bit Lexa's lip before taking her tongue and mouth elsewhere.
She traced soft kisses and nibbles on Lexa's neck. She only insisted on doing it more when she heard Lexa moan softly at each touch. Clarke could feel how wet she was. How much she desired Lexa in this moment. Every once in a while in their movements she could feel how wet Lexa was as well.
Their breathing was becoming more ragged by the second. Clarke made her way slowly down Lexa's neck, tracing kisses along her collar bone and soft shoulders. Clarke came to the bullet wound, she lifted her hand and softly traced it with her finger tip. As she did so their bodies stopped their motions. She felt a few tears run down her cheek as she looked up at Lexa. The girl was staring at her as Clarke watched a tear of her own fall to her cheek. Lexa reached out and gently stroked each tear away with her thumb, "I'm right here, Clarke." She whispered knowing where Clarke's head was at. She shifted and pushed Clarke to her back so Lexa was on top of her now.
Clarke remained silent, afraid to speak just soaking in the gorgeous brunette above her. She had almost lost her...twice in one week. The bullet hole only reminded her of what was now at stake and it wasn't just survival. Lexa stroked her cheek lovingly and pushed Clarke's hair gently back behind her ear.
"What's wrong?" Lexa whispered, her voice full of concern. Her freehand now lying flat on Clarke's chest rubbing soothing circles with her thumb.
Clarke took a beat, wondering if she should say it. When Lexa continued to watch her and not press further Clarke decided to lay it all out. She may not get to tomorrow.
"I'm afraid," Clarke said quietly staring at Lexa, her green eyes giving her strength to admit her fears to the girl. "I'm afraid of how much I love you," Clarke blurted out. She grabbed Lexa pulling her down so Clarke could kiss her. She kissed her like it was the first time they ever kissed. It was tender and Clarke melted into it. It was a new found realization kiss for Clarke.
Her life was now about love not death. Her love was giving her life - a reason for living. She had fears of losing Lexa yes, of course but being able to voice her fear to the girl she loved only made Clarke realize how foolish she was being. She should be celebrating their love, celebrating their hope for a life together. She should be relishing in every second she had with the girl because they both knew too well that nothing was easy on this planet. None of them were guaranteed a tomorrow.
Lexa broke the kiss to look at Clarke. She smiled softly and traced Clarke jaw with her finger tip before speaking, "I am not afraid Clarke," she let her words hang letting the meaning soak into Clarke. "My love for you emboldens me Clarke. It fills me up, I was a hollow shell before I met you."
She kissed Clarke sweetly before pulling away again, "I knew I loved you when you saved us from the pauna...the first time," she smiled and tipped her head a bit. "I left my heart with you when I walked away at the mountain, I thought I'd never get it back...I had destroyed you and myself in the process. It haunted me...it haunts me. I couldn't fulfil my duties, I couldn't think straight, I couldn't reconcile with myself...I thought about ending it many times" Lexa trailed off losing herself in thought before she shook her head at how selfish she had been in those moments. Clarke remained silent but stroked the girls hair back soothingly so she could better see her face.
The gesture seemed to bring Lexa back, "Then, against all odds you found me, it was like the sun had rose for the first time in years. When I knew you had feelings for me, when there was a possibility for love - I felt my heart return, beating new life into me."
She kissed Clarke again, this time with tongue. When she pulled away this time Clarke protested slightly until Lexa spoke again insistent that Clarke know everything, "I need you like I need air. You give me the strength to live. You have given me life Clarke."
The profession of feelings had surprised Clarke. She had remained silent absorbing each word. Noting each sentiment from the girl peering down at her. She could feel Lexa's warm body against her own. She felt the electricity between the two of them, palpable and impossible to ignore. Every word was true for Clarke as well. She felt the exact same way. She shivered slightly as the intensity of the moment creeped over them. She raised her hand pulling Lexa into a deep kiss. Her hand woven into her braids. Their lips separated slightly as Clarke breathed out she spoke, "You are my life Lexa," she opened her eyes to look at Lexa and drive the point home, "your fate is my own."
Lexa stared at her for a moment in awe. Then the girls began kissing, each leaning in at the same time. Perfectly in sync. Intensely pushing their tongues against the others their hands made there way caressing soft flesh sending tingles and wetness between their legs again. Clarke felt Lexa's hands begging to pull her closer a little more urgently. Her grabs pushing Clarke to do the same, she found Lexa's breast in her hand and she began playing gently with her nipple. She felt Lexa's hands everywhere, moving swiftly but purposefully from place to place. Each touch sending ripples of pleasure to Clarke's body. She felt Lexa reach between her thighs, the girl moaned when she felt how wet Clarke was. Clarke smiled into their kiss before pulling Lexa's hair gently, lifting her head so she could begin assaulting her neck with licks and kisses. Clarke didn't care as she left a couple hickies behind in her wake marking her territory.
Lexa began slowly massaging Clarke's clit in a mesmerizing sensation, Clarke gasped as her toes curled in the motion. Her fingers were light, teasing Clarke while she played with her. Clarke's head went back as her body twitched under the motion.
She felt Lexa adjust slightly above her as she lowered her mouth to her nipple Clarke felt Lexa's two fingers enter her. Clarke gasped in pleasure. Her heart pounded as she arched her back pushing her breast deeper into Lexa's mouth. Lexa began slipping her fingers in and out slowly before making their way to Clarke's mound again. Clarke began writhing beneath her trying to increase the friction. It was all so good she couldn't keep her eyes on Lexa, they kept insisting on rolling into the back of her head.
Clarke moaned as she felt herself quickly becoming overwhelmed. Then Lexa moaned slightly in response and placed her lips back on Clarke's kissing her deep as her fingers dove in again. Clarke gasped with pleasure in Lexa's mouth and her tongue darted in. Her fingers curled and began pressing right where Clarke needed them to. "Fuck, Lexa!" Clarke moaned as she began hitting her g spot.
Lexa pulled away slightly while resuming her hand's motion, she kissed Clarke's cheek before moving to nibble and breathe in Clarke's ear. "I need you," she whispered her voice thick with desire, "I want to taste you." Before Clarke could respond to her erotic truth Lexa had moved.
Clarke looked down to find Lexa hovering, her face above Clarke's pussy. They locked eyes, Lexa's were full of a silent question, begging Clarke to let her proceed. Clarke was staring wide eyed. Clarke had never had anyone's face down there before. The thought of Lexa's mouth touching her there almost sent her over the edge right there, Clarke found herself giving Lexa a slight nod without blinking. Now that she had heard what Lexa wanted, she realized she wanted it more.
That was all Lexa needed. Clarke watched as Lexa pulled out her fingers and lowered her mouth to Clarke. Clarke's mouth dropped open as her hips bucked as she felt Lexa's soft tongue slip into the wetness. A lustful moan came out of both of them as the sensation took Clarke over. She felt Lexa's tongue dart in and out of her a few times fully tasting Clarke before finding it's way to her clit. Clarke bucked against Lexa's tongue. She struggled to keep her eyes on Lexa afraid to miss the sight. She felt her moan against her clit as Clarke grinded against her mouth. Clarke felt herself getting wetter and it had nothing to do with Lexa's saliva. Clarke felt close to peaking. Her moans becoming more throaty and urgent. She needed it. She needed release.
She caught Lexa watching her and Clarke heard herself whisper, "Please," between gasps.
Then she felt Lexa's fingers re-enter her all the while her tongue continued to dance against Clarke. She felt Lexa's hand firmly grab Clarke as she administered her motions. Lexa was pounding away with her hand while her tongue flicked and her eyes remained glue to Clarke. Clarke knew she wanted to see her fall over the edge of pleasure Lexa had built up. "Lexa!" Clarke heard her voice call out. It sounded so good, Clarke let another one out, this time more desperate, "Lexa please!"
Lexa moaned against Clarke when she begged, it was ragged and shuddery and Clarke knew. Lexa had just came, as soon as the thought began Clarke felt herself go with her. "Oh my God! Lexa!" Clarke screamed before her hand flew over her mouth. Too loud! her little voice screamed at her. But a larger part of her didn't care who heard. That was fucking amazing. Shudders ran through Clarke's body as she felt herself clench around Lexa's still embedded fingers. When she stopped Lexa removed them and began licking again, cleaning up Clarke's release before moving back to her clit and beginning it's motion again. Clarke came a second time in thirty seconds, this time all tongue and no fingers. When her body stopped convulsing she grabbed at Lexa desperately, pulling her back up.
Clarke looked deep into her eyes, "wow," she said as she kissed Lexa, diving her tongue into her mouth gently and tasting herself on her. She pulled back and reached a hand to the corner of Lexa's lips wiping a little of Clarke's mess of her. She shifted Lexa replacing herself on top of her and kissed her again. Her hands moving on their own over the girls body. She couldn't wait any longer, she had to feel just how wet Lexa was now. She slipped her hand between her legs, she didn't give Lexa a moments notice before she began pulsating her fingers into Lexa.
The girl shuddered with pleasure beneath her. She arched her back before Clarke slipped lower, readjusting herself. She continued her strokes as Lexa looked down as look of shock crossed her face, "my turn," Clarke said cocking an eye brow and diving her tongue in to taste Lexa. She was about to worship the girl beneath her. She was going to make Lexa really live tonight. Clarke was going to take her over and over again off that ledge of pleasure. She was going to make sure Lexa knew she Clarke's until the end of time.