Okay, I feel so bad for leaving you guys for longer than a month, but I was busy. Please don't hate me! And I still haven't had a lot of time to write, so it isn't a big chapter. Sorryyy

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After eating like half a pie each person (because no one else came, of course. Quinn feels guilty as hell), Quinn and Rachel watched a movie together. The movie itself was shit, though. Never watch 'The cabin in the woods' because even Rachel, who's always freaking out at horror movies, sighed when the movie ended and she soon started her ramble about how unrealistic, bad filmed and utterly LAME this movie was. Quinn just listened with an amused smile to the smaller girl the entire time.

Currently, they're lying in Rachels bed. Quinn had insisted to take the couch, but Rachel almost screamed when she said this and she started talking in disbelieve how "bad for your back and uncomforable" that old thing is. To avoid a second ramble, that goes on for at least half an hour, Quinn quickly agreed. And now they're just facing each other, looking into each others eyes for answers. Answers for what? God will never know.

"Thank you for coming, Quinn." Rachel quietly says, breaking the peaceful silence they had be in for a good ten minutes. She smiles gently at Quinn.

"Are you kidding me? I ruined your day. Nobody came because of me." Quinn sadly says.

Rachel smiles. "You had your reasons. And by the way: you're a piece of my heart and that piece is actually bigger than the piece I have for my other friends. Not that I have a lot of friends… But the friends that I have gave me the best present in the world. You."

Quinn blushes. "Why?" Quinn honestly didn't know why her piece is bigger.

"You're trying so hard, Quinn…" Rachel sighs while gazing lovingly into her friends eyes. Quinn wants to drown in them. Die for them.

"Everyting I do turns out bad, Rach." Quinn helplessly says.

"You'll never scare me away. You're stuck with me, Fabray." Rachel gives Quinn a toothy smile and she can't help but laugh a little. Her heart swells at Rachels words.

"Even if I told you I love you? Like more than a friend?" Quinn shakily asks. She gazes at a point at her left. Suddenly, she feels a small hand on her chin and it turns her head gently. She's looking right into Rachels eyes again.

"I believe you already said that to me." Rachel smiles.

"I hinted at it. I had yet to say it." Quinn sighs. Rachel softly strokes her cheek. Quinns eyes flutter close at the loving feeling. Rachel doesn't run away from her. She knows, though.

"But Quinn, for how long have you loved me?" Quinn hears her ask. For so long. God, for so damn long.

"A few years?" She hesistanly says.

"So it didn't start resently? With the… the chat thing?" Quinn hears the shock in her voice.

"No. It all started in sophomore year." Quinn stumbles to find words.

"O, Quinn… Why? Why did you… The slushy's. Why?" Rachels voice sounds so broken. And it's all because of her. She feels like crying.

"I couldn't be gay. My dad… my mom…" Her voice trembles. Damn! Stay strong!

"You had friends. They could've supported you." Rachel says.

"Santana had the same problem. I couldn't just… And Britt… Brittany doesn't understand. She doesn't even know the second part of the alphabeth. And she thinks that there only exists summer and winter." Rachel laughs softly at this, before getting serious again.

"And you want us to be together?"

Quinn gulps at this question. Does she want that? Is it too soon? Rachel feels her panic.

"Hey, shhh. It doesn't mean I wanna be in a relationship right now." She sooths. Quinn feels even worse at this. Rachel doesn't want her. Her eyes fill with tears. What happened with the cold, resentless Quinn Fabray? She doesn't recognize herself at all. Rachel wipes away her tears.

"O god, I don't mean it like that. It's not that I don't like you, Quinn." Rachel panics.

"But you do think I'm not lovable, right?" Quinn sniffles.

"Are you crazy? Quinn, you're amazing! Anyone in this world would give their heart to you." Rachel honestly says.

"But you don't." Quinn states miserably.

"I didn't say that. I just think you're not ready for a relationship. You've been through so much, honey… I think it's better for us to be friends. For now, at least." Rachel starts stroking her cheek again. Quinn never felt this safe in her whole life.

"God, I love you." Quinn says without meaning to say it out loud. She puts her hand on her mouth in shock. Rachel looks taken back at this, but soon after, she smiles.

"Aww, I love you too, sweetie. I really do." Rachel smiles. If only she meant it the way Quinn meant it.

"Can we… Can we sleep? I'm kind of tired." Quinn lies. She just can't handle the pain in her chest anymore. Rachel likes her. But not that way.

"Yeah, sure." Rachel frowns slightly.

Quinn turns around. She can't handle looking at Rachel right now. But she's lying next to her. In her bed.

"I like it when you give me nicknames." She suddenly hears.

"I say it automatically." Quinn sighs.

"You haven't wished me goodnight, yet." She almost HEARS Rachels pout.

Quinn sighs and turns around again. She softly kisses Rachels cheek. Rachel blushes furiously. Quinn smirks. Well, at least she hasn't lost her charm.

"Good night, songbird."

"Good night, rabbit." Rachel says. Now she's the one who smirks.

"That's a HORRIBLE nickname, you know." Quinn grimaces.

"You had to think about that BEFORE you made that profile." Rachel rolls her eyes.

"I just like Alice in Wonderland too much, okay?" Quinn defends herself. She blushes furiously as she mentions Alice in wonderland.

"Wow. I was so stupid for not knowing it was you. When I cried in that restaurant right in front of you, I mentioned my person liked Alice in Wonderland. And I saw you reading that book in the choir room when Finn attacked me with his horrible flirting skills." Rachel shakes her head in disbelieve.

"Well, I didn't know a small brunette would burst into the choir room when I was reading my secret guilty pleasure. Normally, nobody comes there." Quinn smiles.

"But I'm not normal." Rachel states.

"No, you're not normal." Quinn agrees with a smile.

"Ugh, I wish I wasn't small." Rachel says with sadness in her voice.

"That's not what I meant with 'not normal' at all, because I meant you're special and beautiful, but I think it's cute that you're small. You're cute." Quinn admits. Rachel blushes again.

"You're too sweet. I wish I had known this side of yours a long time ago." Rachel sighs.

"I was a cold bitch. Just say it, I already know." Quinn shrugs.

"Yeah, you were kind of a bitch." Rachel smiles slightly. Quinn grins.

"Uhh, weren't we supposed to sleep?" Rachel suddenly realizes.

"I guess we were." Quinn says softly. She wants to turn around again but a small hand stops her.

"No, wait. Stay in this position. I wanna try something." Rachel orders.

"Well, okay, you little comman…." Quinn stops in the middle of her sentence, because Rachel shifts closer and soon after, Rachel holds her. HOLDS her. Rachels face is burried in her neck and a small arm is tucked around her middle. Quinn stiffens. She looks at the other girl, who's sighing appreciatively and her eyes are closed. Quinn decides to give in and she relaxes into the smaller girl, smiling softly into her soft, darkbrown hair.

"Goodnight, Quinn." She hears Rachel mumble.

Quinn smiles. "Sleep well, Rach."

And she grips Rachel a little tighter. Just because she can.

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Well, that was it. I hope you all liked it. It's not a big chapter, I know that. But I promise I'll finish this fic. I personally hate it when someone leaves a fic to be discontinued, so my own fic has to be finished. Oh, and YES I hate the movie 'The cabin in the woods'. It's just so badddd.

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