BULLSH*T!
Pakisyet! lahat yata ng bad words nasabi ko na.
Bushet na notebooks 'to! okay lang sana kung naiwan lahat ng notebook ko sa bahay bakit yung paper pad ko pa?
and now, i need to ask for some extra paper. hahuhuhuhu! i hate myself! ayoko na sakin! ayoko na sa bagong ako!
I hate DONNA ROBERTA PAULSEN V.2.5.1!
*blag!*
"What's wrong Donna?" louis said w/ matching talk back and you're deadly look. shucks. nahihiya pa naman akong manghingi ng papel. first day na first day walang papel, yung totoo?
"Nothing. just not feel comfortable... i'm fine." i said and i turned my eyes on my left and right side. then i stopped on my left. Seeing Harvey writing on a 80 Leaves Intermediate Pad..
If there's only one remaining shame on my face, i would poke him again and asked for a paper.
"Harvey.. hey.. can i get some shit from your 80 Leaves Intermediate Pad? Sorry i'm the daughter of paulsen who owns the Paulsen Shoes but i forgot my paper on my house." but nothing. malamang kanina pa naubos ang hiya ko sa katawan! pupu talagang araw 'to!
I want to get rid of this and put some shit on their faces!
and now i'm just a stupid here sitting and vandalizing my armchair. while my classmates are busy with their works. akala siguro ng ibang makakakita, tamad lang ako't walang pagbabago. they don't know, may mga bagay talaga na di mo magawa dahil may kulang. kulang talaga.
"Last 15 Minutes!" Mr. Hardman warned and i'm started to panic. I need to get some paper.
wala nang hiya-hiya. I'm only have 15 Minutes to do my work. i need him. i need Harvey.
Sana di siya magdamot.
i scratch some paper from my notebook to write something and gave it to Harvey.
"HI, HARVEY. DO YOU HAVE AN EXTRA PAPER?" i written as i covered my face w/ my notebook. shameless Donna, pakapalan na 'to ng mukha tutal mag-aalas dose na. after this, pwede na akong bumili sa labas ng papel.
"Donna.." he called me as i take off my notebook from my face. he scratch some sheet of paper from his pad and give it to me.
"The... Thank you, Harvey." i said and i smirked.
"Sure, you're welcome." he said as he turned back on his paper.
"Last 10 Minutes!" F*ck Shet 10 Minutes nalang! i need to hurry up!
Nagmadali na akong magsulat sa papel pero bigla nalang itong nabutas dahil sa pagdiin ng pen ko sa papel. shet na layf 'to. i don't wanna ask some paper again. this is so embarassing! what should i do? kanino pa kaya ako manghihingi?
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Louis.
Agad kong kinalabit si Louis tsaka bumulong sa kanya.. haaay...
"Do you have an extra paper?" i whispered. then he scratch a sheet of paper from his pad which hidden on his bag and put it on my desk. he smiled.
But suddenly, Harvey just saw what i did to his paper. sheezz.. sadyang merong talagang mga tao na hindi na tumitingin sa quality na papel na binibili. just like Harvey.
Ok lang kahit manipis, basta affordable! jusko day!
Pero wala naman akong karapatan na magreklamo..
ako na nga 'tong nanghingi, ako pa 'tong maarte!
Kaya agad kong itinago yung paper na binigay ni Harvey at nabutas ko.
tsaka naman ako nag-thank you kay Louis. at nagsulat ulit.
"Last 5 Minutes!" oh my gosh! this is so unfair! Inabot ba ako ng 5 minutes sa paghingi ng isang pirasong papel kay Louis?! this prof is cheating me of time! i need more time to write properly!
"What happened?" Harvey asked, looking at me seriously.
"Nothing, i'm fine..." i said and quickly writing on my paper with some informations about myself, and 50 words on my expectations. i wanna write more but i need so much time to do that. i think it's enough. with a total of 100 words.
"Okay, class pass all your papers. it's 12Pm. after this you may go for your lunch. dismissed." mr. hardman said and collected our papers. he took his things and he walk out and leave our room. my classmates get their bags and easily walked out of the room.
"Hey Donna, i'll go for lunch. wanna join?" Louis asked. i shooked my head and get P25 on my wallet.
"I'm sorry, my driver was outside. and i need to hurry up coz i have to go in a bookstore to buy some paper. ooops.." i said as i covered my mouth.
"Okay, i'll see you later." he said.
It's 12:05 PM. and only 5 students remaining in our room. Me, Harvey, The Two Girls at the third row and ms. chinita (a girl at my back) who having her lunch "Alone". so i decided to go outside the campus and go in a bookstore near there.
As i exit the campus, Mrs. Pearson called my attention so i move forward on her.
"Did i told you to clean our corridor after your class? so how is it?" Mrs. Pearson asked as she paused talking with some parents inside.
"Oh yeah i know. i just need to go outside and buy a pad of paper at the bookstore. i promise i'll be here for a minute."
"No, Ms. Paulsen. you need to do it , NOW. or else, i will call your parents here and talk with me after your first period. you want?" Mrs. Pearson warned and pointing her finger to me. My tears almost dropping from my eyes. but carefully, i rubbed my eyes with my handkerchief and deeply breath to felt comfortable.
"Sure maam, no problem." i snobbed her and quickly runs away back in our room.
But before that, nasalubong ko si Manong Jani... (Janitor) na papaakyat sa building so i followed him.
"Kuya Johnny... can i ask for some help? mrs. pearson told me to clean our place." i said to Kuya Johnny, and slightly saw his smile that makes my face become brighter. he hold on for a second and gave me his mop and a box of a white floor wax.
"Thanks kuya johnny!"
"You're welcome pretty girl." he said.
I get up on the stairs until i put the mop and the floor wax on the side to return my money from my wallet. and i saw the wall clock on the top of our door and it's 12:20. i looked on our room and there's only 2 remaining persons inside. *Harvey and Ms. Chinita, who've already been done for her lunch* until my stomach starts to make some noise.
C'mon i'm hungry. i need to hurry. i don't wanna pass this.
as i put my phone on my desk, i've started to clean our corridor. but Mylene and her friends stopped at the other side and laughing, and gossiping that makes me drooling in this shit. i've started to cry while i'm putting some wax on the floor.
Harvey go outside, brought his back-pack.
"Hey, What's wrong? are you crying?" he asked. i grabbed my handkerchief from my pocket and rubbed it on my eyes again.
"Huh? no! i don't need to cry for a small reason. very small reason." i said.
"Oh yea, so what's the problem? i thought you need some help." he entered our room and get some broom to sweep our place.
"Thanks Harvey, whoo... In my 3 years here in our campus, nothing changes on Mrs. Pearson. she's still a Strict, Terror, and a piece of shit. i don't know what's her problem with me besides of our shoe product that she wanted to have for. I'm trying to be best, but i think, i can't she didn't noticed." and i've started to cry. In Reality, Level 4: Extra Strong!
"Is that a small reason you're pointing to? you know, a one day is not enough to prove that you're best. you must do it everyday. believe in yourself, reach down inside... okay, if you are really deserving to be best, i can help you." he said while looking on my over-teared eyes. then he took my handkerchief on my hand and gently rubbed it on my eyes.
"Thank you." i said and smirk. he tooked off his broom and hold the handle of my mop. we looked at each other for almost an inches away from us.
"NO." i said angrily as i take the mop away from him.
"You may go, if you want. thanks for the help."
"Okay. see ya!" he smiled, and gracefully walked away from me. and i continues to mopping the floor even there's a few students who laughing, teasing and talking about me while i'm doing this Goddamn shit.
"Hay naku teh! i know and i feel, tinamaan ka na noh? sabagay, sino ba naman ang di mai-in love sa bagong i mean, Soon to be 'Heartthrob' ng campus natin?" Ms. Chinita said while looking at the window.
"Shut up, Ms. Chinita. di ko siya crush noh! sadyang mahiyain lang ako." i said.
"Weh? eh kanina ko pa napapansin yung mga mala-sorbetes mong tingin sa kanya. tapos nung Inaasar-asar kayo ni Mr. Hardman sige ka naman katawa diyan... ganun ba yung 'MAHIYAIN'? And excuse me, Hoy hindi Ms. Chinita ang name ng lola niyo. Katrina po. Katrina Bennett." she said with sacrasm.
"Whatever Katrina! basta, i need to finish this. kailangan ko nang umuwi nagugutom na ako."
"Hay naku paki-bilisan! ayan oh... 20 Minutes nalang mag-aala-una na po!" she warned as i finished mopping. i put back the wax on the box and return it on Kuya Johnny. then, i took my bag on my chair and quickly run our from our room.
"Bye kat!" i shouted. *but not too loud*
As i go outside the campus, i saw my driver Logan Sanders standing beside my service car. i tapped the door of our car and i sit at the back seat.
"Where do we go now, Maam?" Logan asked and makes me more irritating.
"On my house! i need to take some rest! stop asking me some non-sense questions, Logan. i have no time for that!"
"Oh.. Sorry Maam... right away!" he said as he starts the engine and drove the car.
I gently close my eyes as i felt some dizziness. maybe it's just a discomfort in inhaling some chemicals coming from the floor wax that i used, until i got home and started to vomit on the grass of our garden.
(A/N: Still, there's no reason for Harvey to helped Donna, and rubbing his handkerchief on Donna's Eyes. Harvey's Point of View will be posted for the next 3 chapters of the story.)
Dahil adik ako kay Siwon, he will be casted SOON.