Emily

It has been too long sense I have thought of myself as thin. It's hard to day when it all started. All I can remember is that I slowly stopped eating like I should. Over time, I stopped being hungry all together. I have no idea why I did what I did. All I know is that I have been crying in Spencer's arms for a long time. I don't remember her getting me dressed or us moving to her bed room. Lifting my head from her chest I can see her looking me with a mix of love and concern.

"Spence please, I don't want to talk about it."

"It's ok love. I'm here when you feel like talking about. Okay?"

A smile spread across Emily's face as Spencer placed a light kiss on her head. Nether girl is willing to let go of their embrace. With a sigh Spencer says, "I don't know about you but I'm starving. Feel like ordering some Chinese?"

"Sure baby. But, is it okay if I stay here tonight. I really don't want to sleep alone."

"Of course you can." Spencer manages with a smile. Moving off of Spencer, Emily stretches out for the first time in hours. Fallowing her girl out of the room and down the stairs, Emily watches Spencer walk. Her eyes moving up and down Spencer's body numerous times.

"Enjoying the view?" Spencer jokes.

"What? I um…." A blush creeps into Emily's cheeks as she sees Spencer looking over her shoulder. "How did you know?"

"They have mirrors all around this house. I saw you checking me out from all angles." She replied with a wink.

Moving slowly closer the center of the kitchen, Emily removes the sweater that Spencer had put her in. This revealed a part of her stomach and a black skin tight tank. Watching Spencer's face turn red and her eyes wonder, made Emily smile. "Sorry, it's a little warm in here with that on." She said teasingly.

"Oh. No, um that's okay…. So what do you want to eat?" Spencer averted her eyes.

"You know you can look at me. And touch me."

"I know. I just want to order before you win this battle of wills."

"Okay. I want a chicken and vegetable with a side of you." Emily wraps her arms around Spencer's waist and kisses her neck.

"Mmmm. Well that can be arranged. Just let me order." She turns and kisses her on the lips softly.

Spencer

God. THAT girl, in THAT shirt. She is making it really hard to resist her right now. Her touch sends a current of electricity through my body. But no matter how much I want her right now I just can't go there with her. Not yet. There is something more to this whole not eating thing and I will be there for her when she is ready. Okay I can't take this anymore.

After hanging up the phone Spencer turns around and kisses Emily with everything she has. All the longing and love put into one kiss. Turning her body so that she is pressing Emily against the wall, Spencer cups the tan girl's face as she is being pulled closer. Feeling Emily lick her lips, the brunet lets her tong slide into her girlfriend's mouth. Getting lost in the kiss is what they both needed. To feel loved, wanted, and needed by each other.

A knock on the door forces them apart. "I'll get it. Go pick out a good movie to watch while we eat Em." Spencer whispers out of breath. One last soft kiss before they part ways to get ready to eat.

After sorting out the food and settling down on the couch to watch the movie, the girls fall into a comfortable silence.

"Well that was a great choice baby thank you." Spencer comments with a kiss on Emily's cheek.

"Welcome. Do you need any help cleaning up here or can I get that shower now." She asks shyly.

"I got it. Go take your shower. I'll meet you in bed." Just as Spencer watches Emily disappear up stairs she feels her phone vibrate.

You of all people should know there is more to the story, Spence. I wonder what it is Emily isn't telling you. Xoxo –A.