"It feels so good to be out of that place" I say as I unlock the front door. Dean chuckles behind me. "Momma got impatient Destiny Mae" he says softly. He's carrying her in her car seat, and he looks like he was meant to do it. This is what he's been missing. I smile and walk into the lounge, smiling when I see the Moses basket set up next to the sofa. There is baby stuff everywhere. Seth brings my bag in and takes it straight into the kitchen. Dean puts the car seat on the floor and I get Destiny out. "Hey baby" I whisper, kissing her head softly. "Welcome home." I take her matinee jacket off her and lie on the sofa with her. Seth and Roman walk in and smile. "Feel good?" Roman asks softly. I nod. I'm still not over them keeping Cas and Renee from me, but they helped Dean so I'm not as mad as I was. "We're gonna head next door" Seth says. "We need to start packing, shows on the weekend." I nod. "Far to travel?" I ask. Roman grins. "Tallahassee" he says. "Think you can make it that far Tor?" I look at Dean and he shrugs. "Your call doll" he says. "I'm not gonna be staying overnight no matter what. I'll be home for diaper changes and midnight feeds." I smile. "Maybe for the Raw taping" I say. "Let me get used to this first." They nod. Roman kisses my head and says bye, waiting for Seth to do the same. He does and they head home.
"Alone at last" Dean whispers. I nod and stifle a yawn. "Bed momma" he whispers, taking Destiny from me. I shake my head. "Don't argue Tor" he groans. "We're going nowhere, don't worry. She has bottles made up in the kitchen if she wakes up. Papa can handle it. Momma needs her sleep." I finally give in and he kisses me before watching me head for the stairs. I fall asleep as soon as my head touches the pillow. Every time she moved last night I woke up just in case. Dean was the same, I know he's tired too and that's why I felt guilty. I sleep for nearly three hours before I wake with a jump. I listen closely, but it's all quiet downstairs. I use the bathroom quickly then head downstairs, ready to send Dean for a nap. I get to the doorway to the lounge and smile. He's taken his shirt off and is lying on the sofa with Destiny on his chest in just her diaper. Her clothes are wet on the floor. I shake my head and pick them up, heading to the kitchen to put the laundry in. As soon as it starts I make coffee, going to check on them while the coffee maker does it's thing. Dean smiles at me sleepily. "We, uh, kinda had an accident" he explains. I raise an eyebrow and he carries on. "I took her diaper off before she finished peeing" he says sheepishly. "We both got covered." I laugh and he shakes his head. "Man, I knew you'd find that funny" he groans. She stirs and I smile. "You guys look so cute there" I say grabbing my phone. He closes his eyes again and I take the picture, they both look asleep. "Papa and Destiny Mae time" I tweet. Dean grins. "This is gonna be one time you'll be glad you turned your notifications off" he says. I nod as my phone rings. "Hey Tracey" I say quietly. "Let me just go in the kitchen, she's asleep." "How are you?" she asks quickly. "I can't believe you had her at home!" "I'm good" I say smiling. "Yeah, don't know what I would have done if Jon hadn't come home when he did." "Jon delivered her?" she asks. I nod. "Yeah" I say. "Super papa to the rescue. He was amazing." She smiles. "I love her name" she says. I grin. "Papa again" I say. "Just blurted it out to me in the hospital. It fits her nicely though." "I've got vacation time soon" she says. "Can I come and meet my honorary niece?" "Of course!" I say. "She needs more aunts anyway, she's overrun with uncles!" She laughs. "How are they with her?" she asks. "Excellent" I admit. "We're going to the Raw taping on Monday, I think Jon wants to show her off." She smiles. "I gotta go" she says. "I'm on my lunch break. I'll call you soon." I say bye and end the call, hurrying back in to Dean.
I pause by the door and listen. He's singing to her. Tears build up straight away as I listen and try to work out what he's singing. It finally clicks. Let it Go. I smile and wipe the tears away before heading in to them. "Hey" he whispers. "She was stirring so I sang to her. Well, kinda, I don't know the words like you do. And I sure as hell don't sing it as good as you. Think it worked though." I watch as she sleeps on his chest and smile. "Sure did papa" I whisper. "I can't stop smiling Tor" he says looking at me. "This feeling, it's amazing. I love it. I love you, I love you so fucking much. Ooops, sorry Dessie, papa potty mouth. But I do." "I love you too Jon" I say, smiling at him. He's right, we feel complete now. She stirs again and he hands her to me. "I need to go shower" he says standing up. "I'm covered in pee, and drool, and a little sick." "All part of being a dad" I say smiling. "Wouldn't change it for the world Tor" he says kissing my head then Destiny's before heading upstairs.
She's in her Moses basket when he comes down. He checks on her then comes into the kitchen, walking up behind me and wrapping his arms around me. "I love you Tor" he whispers, nuzzling my neck. I turn around to face him and smile, wrapping my arms around him too. "I love you too Jon" I say kissing him. "I'm just sorting her bath out, you wanna help?" He nods, smiling. I turn around and dip my elbow into the water to test it. Dean picks it up and carries it into the lounge, putting it on the floor while I get her changing mat and towel ready. I grab a sleep suit and clean diaper and when I look at him he's already got her on his lap. She's looking at him as he talks to her, promising her the world. And I know he'll give it to her too. I pick up the baby shampoo and soap and wonder how I'm going to get her from him. He looks up at me and smiles. "Take her" he whispers. I smile and take her from him, kneeling on the floor as I put her on her mat. I wrap her in her towel then lean her over the bath to wash her hair, her fine dusting of blonde hair. Dean sits and watches me as I wash the shampoo off then quickly dry her hair. I put her on the mat, and swirl some baby bubbles into the water. He smiles. "When did you get so good at this?" he asks. I smile. "Friends kids" I say, picking Destiny up and putting her into the water slowly, keeping my arm underneath her. The front door opens and Dean yells. "Shut it quick!" he says. "Dessie is in the bath." The door closes quickly and Seth walks in followed by Cas and Roman. I wash her quickly and put her back on her towel, wrapping her up snug. Casper smiles. "All that practice came in handy" he says looking at me. I nod and concentrate on getting her dressed and warm. As soon as she's dressed I give her to Seth while I stand up. Dean takes the bath into the kitchen and empties it. "She smells so good" Seth says sitting down. I smile. "Nothing smells better than freshly bathed baby" I say. He nods as Roman sits next to him. "Can I?" he asks, looking at me. I nod and Seth hands her over. "Hey little one" he says softly. "I'm uncle Ro, I'm gonna be your partner in crime, you'll get away with anything with me." Dean comes in and sits next to me, putting his arm around me. "Wrapped around her little finger" he says quietly.