Hello everyone. Hope you are still enjoying my story. Again I do not own these characters, just playing with them.
Chapter 11.
Sookie and Eric woke the next morning. They got up and ordered breakfast. When breakfast was delivered they sit at the table to eat.
" Sookie is there anything you need to talk about? I mean, I know that had to be hard yesterday. And I also want to talk about something Jackson told me." Eric said.
" What did Jackson tell you?" Sookie asked.
You could tell Sookie was nervous. But Eric wanted to know what the hell had happened between Sookie and Alcide. He knew it was going to be bad. But he wanted her to talk to him.
" He said something about Alcide hitting on you before he was killed. I don't want you to get upset. But I do need for you to realize you can talk to me about anything. And it will stay between us." Eric said.
" He is only guessing. He don't know anything for sure. Is that what you two was talking about on the porch?" Sookie asked.
" Yes, you were talking to Alcide when you went to the master bedroom. You said something about leaving him before he died. I'm not trying to upset you. I just think you need to talk about it." Eric said.
Eric didn't want to push to hard. But Sookie needed to deal with what ever this was about Alcide. Hell he had even went and seen a shrink when Nora died. It wouldn't that he was depressed. It was the fact that Nora made him fell like he wouldn't enough. And he had to find a way to cope with everything she had done.
" I know you need to know about what happened. Or at least I need to tell you. But it's hard to tell somebody about that. It was Alcide. I never thought he could do or say some of the things he done. And I've had to accept what he done and move on." Sookie said.
Sookie looked at Eric. She wanted to just blurt it out. But how. She didn't want his sympathy. She didn't want him to feel like she was going to break at any moment either. So she put her hands in her lap and looked at Eric.
" I found out he was having a affair with Debbie Pelt. He had been sleeping with her awhile from what I got. But she was also pregnant with his child. The child he promised me. He wanted me to forgive him and help with his and Debbie's child. I just couldn't do it. It hurt to much. Plus, I'm not a monster. But how was I suppose to look at that child and not see Alcide's betrayal every time. I told him to get out. That he could have Debbie. Just to give me time to get my stuff back to the ranch. At first he went along with it. But he came in drunk the night before he was killed. He was saying hurtful things to me. I just went to the spare room to sleep. I didn't want to fight with him and him drunk and not even remember it when he got up the next morning. I woke around 2:30 or 3 that morning and Alcide was on top of me. He…he forced himself on me. He told me if I was leaving, He was getting a good fuck before I left. He had never , ever done anything like that. I started fighting back. I was kicking him, hitting him. Anything to make him stop. I kept begging him to get off of me. But he just kept going. He ripped me down there. I had to go to the doctor eventually. He started hitting back. And the next thing I knew it was morning. He had left before I got up. I couldn't even stand. I had his cum all over me. Some dry, some still running down my legs. I had never felt so dirty in my life. I wanted to kill him. But I finally made it to the bathroom and run a bath. I scrubbed my skin raw from washing. I remember how red my skin was and thinking,{ Maybe I'm clean now.} But my privates was on fire. I didn't know it at the time. He had ripped me quite a bit. They had to stitch me down there. I had hand prints on my breast where he was grabbing at them so hard. He called trying to tell me how sorry he was. That he had took some pills somebody gave him and then mixed it with alcohol. But I told him I hated him and if he called back I would call the cops. And Eric, before I hung up, I told him I wished he was dead. Then the next thing I know, Jackson was here telling me he was dead. I killed him Eric. I killed the man I was suppose to love. And he was suppose to love me. And look how hew treated me." Sookie said.
Eric was speechless. How could a man that was suppose to love you, rape you. And that's exactly what he did. He raped her body and soul. He didn't know what to think about Alcide. How could Sookie still care for him after all he done. He just didn't understand that part. How could you care for someone that hurt you that bad?
" Sookie, I'm having a difficult time with why you were even still here. And I don't understand how you could still care for him after all he done. I know this is your relationship, But my God Sookie he raped you!" Eric said louder than he thought.
Sookie cringed. She had never had to explain her feelings for Alcide after this happened. Maybe this is why she kept it to herself for so long. She had regretted her words to Alcide. He had hurt her. But she didn't really want him dead. And she had come to realize Alcide really did rape her. She was crying the whole time. Begging him to release her. But he just kept telling her how much he loved her. And she would always be his.
" I know he raped me. How could I forget? You are the first person I told. And I'm not trying to defend him. I've often wondered who the real Alcide was. Was it the sweet and loving man that I knew most of the time, or was it The man that come to my home to rape me and knock me around? I would relly like to know. And I need you to know, this is not easy. To sit here and tell you that my whole relationship to him was a lie. Because I don't know what is real or fantasy here." Sookie screamed.
Sookie broke as soon as the words were out of her mouth. Eric was mad at himself for pushing her so hard. But she needed to deal with this. He held her and rocked her. And let her cry for everything she had lost.
" Sookie, I'm not trying to upset you baby. But you have to see this from my point of view. Nora was a bitch to me. I know what heartache feels like. And trust me, She done nothing compared to the violation Alcide did to you. I never want you to hurt. I want to take your pain from you. But I can't. You are the one that is going to have to feel this. I'll take what you will give me. But what you give is up to you." Eric said as he rocked her.
" I know. And I want to give you all of me. But when I seen the house today, it wasn't the good times I remembered. It was his betrayal. How can you betray someone like that? I couldn't do that to anyone. Much less someone I loved." Sookie said.
" I really don't know what to say Sookie. There is nothing that could condone his actions. But I am sorry you had to go through it. I think now, you need to lay down and try and get some sleep. We will get up early in the morning and go home where Pam is at. When you get home, you'll feel better. I promise. And if you need to talk to someone, just let me know. You can talk to me or a professional. I just want to help you Sookie." Eric said.
" Is it to early to say, I love you Eric Northman?" Sookie asked.
Eric stiffened. Did Sookie just say she loved him? He had to be dreaming. This couldn't be real. They had only knew one another a couple of days. He knew he was falling in love with her. But he didn't dare dream she was feeling the same way.
Sookie took his silence as she had said the wrong thing. She got up off of his lap. She was hurt by his silence. She couldn't stand the thought of his rejection. But Eric grabbed her. And brought her back down to his lap.
"Look at me Sookie!" Eric commanded.
Sookie just stit there with her head down. She couldn't stand the thought of his disapproval. And looking at him would only make it worse.
" Sookie, Look at me. Now Sookie." Eric commanded again.
This time Sookie looked up. Eric was commanding her. But it made her girly bits stand to attention when he done this.
" Sookie, never doubt my feeling for you. The only reason it took so long to respond was, it was like you were reading my mind. You took the words straight from my mouth. I love you Sookie. The hell with it being to soon. We have both been hurt. Now is the time to fix the scars. For both of us." Eric said.
Sookie understood exactly what Eric was saying. It was time for both of them to let their pasts go. It was going to be hard.
" Ok. We'll take it a day at a time. That's all we can do. Pam has got to be in this to. We have to make sure she is never hurt. But Eric it may take me a little while to get there. I hope you can understand." Sookie said.
Of course Sookie. And I'm grateful for you taking Pam's feeling into consideration. I don't think her own mother thought that much about her. I know I hadn't told you much of Nora. But we'll get there. Nora was not mother material. And I'm not just saying that because you know the problems we had. It come out of her own mouth. She tried, don't get me wrong. But it just wasn't her. And I know she regretted how she felt before she died. But I was enough for Pam. Or I feel like I was. I think she has turned out normal so far." Eric said.
" Oh Eric, don't doubt what a good father you are. Pam is a great child. She is well mannered, funny, and she can be very thoughtful. That was you Eric. Be thankful." Sookie said.
" We leave early in the morning to get back home. You wanna go lay down and try and get some rest. All this serios talk is very trying." Eric said.
Eric was trying to hold back his laugh. He was smiling and Sookie knew he was playing. So she thought she would give it back.
" You know , it didn't have to end up being a serious conversation if you just gave into me and screwed my brains out already." Sookie said with a pout.
Eric looked shocked. What was he suppose to say to that? He wanted to lay her out and do things to her that he was sure was illegal in some places. But he just couldn't help but feel, she wouldn't ready yet.
" You know if you don't hush up with the nasty talk I won't give you your surprise when we get to bed." Eric said . Kissing Sookie on the end of the nose.
" Is it long and harrrrddd? Sookie asked.
" Sookie, you really are going to have to stop that. I cant take much more. A man can only take so much before he says the hell with it. And fucks your brains out." Eric said with a groan.
"I'm just asking. A girl can hope can't she?" Sookie said.
With that, Eric stood up and threw Sookie over his shoulder. She was giggling the whole way.
" You better laugh now , little girl. Because just in a few minutes you will be screaming my name." Eric said as he slapped her backside.
They made it to the bedroom and Eric put Sookie down on the bed. He took his clothes off and told Sookie to do the same. She was undressed nearly as fast as he was.
" Can I try something Eric?" Sookie asked.
Sookie was nervous. Eric didn't want that. But he also knew it would be good.
" Of course, you never have to ask baby." Eric said.
Sookie laid on her back and got to the edge of the bed with her head hanging off. She motioned for Eric to come to her. And he did. She took his tip in her mouth. She swirled around his swollen head. He tasted so good. But Eric was lost in sensation. All he could think about was how wonderful Sookie's mouth felt on his hard cock. He wanted to sink his cock down her throat. It was taking everything he had not to.
" Please Sookie. Please take me deeper." Eric said.
Sookie grabbed a hold of his perfect ass and pulled him closer. Oh, she loved this. The way Eric was breathing he wouldn't last long. She was sucking him deeper and deeper till Eric could see the out line of his cock going down Sookie's throat.
" Ohhh, Sookie. This is heaven. Ba.. Babe… Baby, I'mmm fixxing to cummm." Eric was breathless at this point.
Sookie just hummed around his cock making him shoot down her throat. Eric's hard cock popped out of her mouth after she swallowed everything. And the next thing she knew, Eric was laying across the bed.
" Eric, Sweety. Are you ok?" Sookie asked.
Eric was motionless. Sookie was beginning to worry. Good Lord, what if he had a heart attack? Her mind was going a mile a minute. She got up on her knees shaking Eric.
" Eric, Eric! Oh Good Lord, What have I done?" Sookie was screaming at this point.
All at once Eric moved and Sookie looked down at him.
" I'm never, Ever doing that again if that's your reaction. I thought I killed you for a minute." Sookie yelled at Eric.
Eric was still high from his amazing orgasm. He just started laughing. Sookie looked down at him and grabbed a pillow and went to beating the crap out of him with her hollering " It is not funny dam it!"
"Sookie I would take it as a compliment. I cummed hard the other night, but nothing like that. It could have been, I was holding my breathe also. I'm sorry. But please feel free to do that whenever and where ever you want." Eric said.
Eric went back to laughing. Sookie just sit there shocked. She didn't really know what to say. She was speechless.
" I can honestly say you sucked all the blood from my brain thru my cock Lover. That is no small feat." Eric said.
Now he was just rubbing it in. Sookie was all kinds of red.
" Shall I return the favor Lover? See if I can suck all the sense out of you.?" Eric spoke in Sookie's ear.
Sookie just sit there still as still as a statue. Eric just rolled her over on her back. And went to kissing up and down her neck.
" MMM…. Lover. I can't wait to taste you." Eric said.
That woke Sookie up.
" Go at it Big Boy. Let's see how good you can be." Sookie said with a smirk on her face.
" Gladly." Eric replied.
Eric kissed between her beautiful breast. He would kiss, lick, suck. Sookie was already out of her mind and he hadn't he even reached her nipples. He took one of her nipples in his mouth and sucked while he let his hand roam done to her mound. She was soaking wet.
" Sookie, you are so wet. Is this for me baby. Do I make your little cunt wet with just my touch?" Eric asked.
He didn't know if Sookie could answer or not the way she was wiggling around. But evidently his dirty talk was turning her on even more.
"You like me talking dirty don't you?" Eric asked.
The only thing that come from Sookie's mouth was mmmm…
Eric kissed all the way down to her mound. Once he started he didn't stop. Sookie was wiggling around so bad he had to lay his arm on her stomach to keep her from wiggling out of his grasp. He added his fingers to her hot core and that's what did her in. She was screaming his name. Panting, at the brink of total exhaustion. She had a smile on her face. But so did Eric. He was satisfied. And he knew for sure that Sookie was satisfied. He laid down beside her, rubbing his hands up and down her body.
" Love, was it as good for you as it was for me?" Eric asked.
" There are no words, put I can honestly say, I didn't pass out on you. And I hope you know, you are never going to live that down." Sookie said.
" Well, I guess next time you do it, you'll have to do it again. And I promise I will breathe then. Now I'm going to run us a shower so we can get cleaned up. I'll come back for you." Eric said while getting up.
Sookie just nodded. She was still blitzed out. Eric was only gone for a few minutes. Eric picked Sookie up bridal style and walked right into the shower with her. He eased her down, she was finally able to stand. Eric washed her hair. She was completely relaxed. She reached for the shampoo to return the favor. Eric enjoyed Sookie's hands on him any way he could get them. Once they were clean, they dried each other off.
" Please don't put any clothes on Love." Eric said to Sookie.
" K" Sookie answered.
She was to tired to say anything else. She just climbed into bed and waited on Eric to get in. Once Eric come to bed, Sookie was half asleep. She curled up with her head on his chest. Eric was playing with her hair.
" Night Eric, I love you." Sookie said just barely above a whisper.
Before Eric could reply Sookie was asleep. He wondered if they were moving to fast. And what about all the stuff that happened with Alcide. He needed some advice, And when he retuned home, he would have to make a call. Until then, he snuggled into Sookie and went to sleep himself.
Sorry it took so long to get a chapter up. I've been sick with pneumonia. Still not over it completely. But I felt like writing tonight. Tonight is the end of Trueblood. I will be upset as I'm sure a lot of you will be. So make a toast and #RIPTRUEBLOOD.