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Ryuzaki's POV
L was thinking to himself again about the Kira case. As was his usual. But today was different. Why was he still alive? B had defiantly said the most likely date was yesterday… so why on earth was he being allowed these extra days? Not that he was complaining mind you, it was just odd. No, not odd, odd's the wrong word… L had accepted defeat, allowed his mind to remember the things he had saved for his final moments and honor them…and yet, he was still alive? He'd tried to make peace with everything… the people dead under his guidance, the people he had saved, his broken family, the wonderful life at Wammy's, the life he had caused to flare out of existence just by being L…the repercussions of causing the boy's loss… watching the only person he had left go slowly insane…L sucked his thumb absentmindedly and turned back to the computer. Maybe some research will help calm his troubled mind… some mindless data to control his thoughts for even a short amount of time, anything to get him to stop thinking about it…
L was looking through his documents, trying to find his list of notable deaths to add to, when he noticed something out of place. A file, one he had not created, was now sitting in his computer folder. He opened it to find three items. One word document and two videos. The word document was labeled M~L. Intrigued Ryuzaki opened it. He only had to read the first line to know who it was from. He smiled at the young boy's cheek...
L
I am sorry to inform you that your security system is not as secure as it should be. It appears to be lacking in several areas as a matter of fact. This was much easier than it should have been and you should be ashamed of yourself!
Just wanted to pass on a hi from everyone here at Wammy's. It was N's birthday a while ago, it was really weird... and keeping M from stealing his stuff was surprisingly hard. He gets really jealous of N sometimes, but I know he doesn't mean to be an ass. I have some footage if you want marked under N. I have also found out some interesting things about your little successors marked under MN. I think you'll enjoy it. I don't know, you mightn't even find this, but it was worth a shot in any case. I got a camera for my birthday and just wanted to film stuff because I could. I think everyone kinda hates me for it at the moment though…
Hurry up and catch Kira already would you! You're getting slow in your old age. And get a better security system, I need a bigger challenge next time.
Matt
Ryuzaki's mouth twitched. Old? He had only just turned 25 four days ago... He shook his head. He would have to get Watari to work on the system later. And maybe send a message to Wammy's. This was the seventh time that little red head had managed to get into his personal computer. For a 14 year old he was a very talented hacker. Shame he showed no interest in helping him or becoming his successor. Ryuzaki could use a hacker like that when he gets a bit older. Ryuzaki turned his attention to the video marked N. Having nothing else important to do, and seeing no one else around, he opened it up and watched.
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Ryuzaki's youngest successor Near was standing beside a pile of colorfully wrapped parcels, studying them carefully. His curly white hair was messy and unkempt, one strand constantly being twirled around the young boy's finger as he thought. From the edges of the shot, you could see a few of the other children from Wammy's crowded around watching, chatting merrily among themselves as they waited for the white hair boy to make a decision.
"What are you even doing Matt?" A voice asked from beside the camera.
"What's it look like I'm doing Mel? I'm filming" Matt pointed the camera at the person beside him. A blonde haired boy wearing all black and a slightly surly expression, stared at the boy behind the camera with exasperation.
"What's the point? It's not like in a few years the little midget is gonna want to watch this" Ryuzaki's other successor, Mello grumbled.
"Oh stop complaining already and try to have some fun for Christ sake!" Matt laughed. "It's a party for crying out loud"
Near had picked up one of the presents in his tiny, pale hands, a red one with little pictures of cars on it.
"Matt's" He declared immediately and placed it to the side. Mello seemed to wince at this for some reason.
"Right again Near" Matt laughed and turned the camera back to Mello.
"You still think you've outsmarted him this year?" Ryuzaki could almost see the smirk on the red head's face.
"I don't think, I know. He may have got it last year but-" "And the year before that, and the year before that, and the year before that" Matt cut him off.
"Yeah...Well...shut up stripy" Mello replied lamely.
"Oh, my heart is breaking! You bully. I'll never be the same. I'll never be able to wear my favorite top again" Matt cried melodramatically.
"Shut up Matt, you're not funny" Mello glared.
"And you're not good at insults" Matt laughed at the look Mello was giving him. He turned back to Near, who was holding another present. This time, one with colourful spots.
"Mr. Roger" Near said, completely void of any emotion.
"Well spotted Near" Roger smiled from where he was standing.
"Haha, unintentional puns! That's everyone right so far Mello, only three more to go. Still think he'll get it wrong?" Matt teased.
"H-He'll never get it" Mello hesitated slightly, starting to grow unsure about his hidden gift. Near stared at the final three parcels. A plain dark blue one that was fairly large, a black and red striped one and a green one. Near picked up the stripped one. Mello stiffened. Ryuzaki had already figured out who that one was from. It was quite simple to him, Mello had thought that by using Matt's favorite colour pattern on the covers it would be hidden. It probably would have worked to were it not for the fact Matt had used something so blatantly obvious for his own present.
"Mello" Near gave a very small grin.
"GOD DAMN IT!" Mello yelled.
"Language Mello" Roger reminded the angry blonde. Matt laughed as Mello punched the wall hard, a dull thud coming from the ancient wood. After a moment, he started shaking, painful tears spiking in his eyes as he hurt his knuckles. Matt snickered as Mello cradled the injured appendage, swearing harshly under his breath in an attempt not to cry out with pain. Roger sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose in exasperation.
"Go on Near" He encouraged the white haired boy. Near picked up the green one belonging to a boy called Ove. Or at least Near called him Ove, but Ryuzaki knew the boy's real name. The fifteen year olds real name was Oskar, probably the fourth smartest child at the institute, but unfortunately would never be a real contender to be L's successor. He was smart, but extremely emotionally unstable after surviving a massacre that had killed twenty three people, including his own family…The Swedish boy laughed as Near put it to the side.
"I am hoping you like is Near, it tooks awhile to find" He smiled sweetly, his voice thick with his Scandinavian accent. Near assured him he would, copying the other boy's smile. You could tell it was a copy, and not a genuine smile, but for Near that was a major achievement. Usually he didn't even bother returning emotions or gestures unless he was specifically told to. He must actually like the boy in some small way, which was very encouraging to L. He'd always been worried that the boy would find it hard to accept other people's friendliness with his condition…
Near then turned his attention to the final big blue box, finger swirling his silvery locks in wonder. Ryuzaki watched intrigued. He had always wondered what the little boy's reaction had been to this.
Near pushed it slightly, feeling its weigh, and gave a small frown.
"...L..." The whole room froze.
"What did he just say?!" Mello rushed back into view.
"I said this one has been sent by L, Mello" Near stared at Mello blankly.
"Bull sh- I mean, no way is that from L. Stop joking around Near" Mello's voice was starting to raise slightly.
"Jealous much Mel?" Matt muttered.
"I don't joke Mello" Near tilted his head slightly. Mello was positively fuming by this stage.
"Just open it already!" Matt said with excitement. Near blinked and sat beside the parcel. He didn't tear the wrapping apart like a usual teen would, he neatly peeled away the sticky tape and pulled the wrapping off in one perfect piece, folding it into a neat square and setting it aside. Near found the opening to the large white cardboard box and carefully tipped it on its side. A small collection of toys and puzzles poured out of the box and spilled onto the floor around Near's seat. A big thing of black and white domino's lay at Near's feet, a plain white jigsaw puzzle with L's L in the corner, 7 wooden brain puzzles, A thing of plain lego, a chess set, a yellow package and finally, a note.
"Haha, you're loaded this year Near!" Matt laughed, genuinely happy for the 13 year old. Near wasn't listening, he was too busy reading the note. His eyes ran back and forth across the page quickly, he was a very fast reader.
"Huh..." Near mused.
"What, what is it? Matt asked.
"It appears L has set me a little challenge" Near looked up at the camera.
"Challenge?" Roger asked. Near read out the note.
"Near. As you are now thirteen I thought you might need to find something a bit more challenging than the simple puzzles offered at Wammy's. I remember finishing them all within my first day being there. Test yourself. See if you can beat any of my records at these puzzles. The wooden ones I all finished within 24.37 seconds, the jigsaw puzzle I set at 2 minutes and 52 seconds, for the chess just see how quickly you can beat your opponents-" Near was cut off by Mello.
"THIS IS SO UNFAIR! Why does Near always get the good stuff! Why is he so freaking special!" Mello screamed.
"Maybe because I'm more intelligent that you Mello" Near smirked very slightly as Mello's expression.
"THAT IS SO NOT TRUE! JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN SOLVE A FEW BRAIN TEASERS DOESN'T MAKE YOU BETTER THAN ME!" Mello shrieked.
"Mello chill out, it's his birthday, when it's yours you'll probably get one too" Matt tried to calm him down.
"I don't give a f-" "Mello" Near cut him off.
"What the hell do you want!" Mello snarled. Near picked up the yellow parcel and threw it to him.
"What's this?" Mello glared.
"If you had let me finish the note goes on to say, 'The yellow parcel if for Mello. I decided he needed a gift also'" Near watched as Mello's expression began to slip from angry into cautious excitement. He tore off the yellow wrapping in seconds, revealing a thick rectangle of something.
"'They're from Switzerland. Make sure he doesn't eat them all at once or else he will be sick. L'" Near looked up from the page.
"There you go Mello. He didn't forget you" Matt laughed as Mello stared at the sweet in wonder.
"This… this is supposed to be the richest tasting chocolate in the world! He really sent this for me?!" Mello exclaimed happily.
"It appears so Mello" Near nodded, not taking his eyes off the wooden device in his fingers he was studying. Matt snickered as Mello ripped apart the wrapping and bit of a large chunk of the rich brown chocolate. Mello moaned at the taste.
"Mmmf this is so freaking amazing~ I would do anything to have this all the time!" Mello groaned with delight, taking another more moderate bite of the bar.
"Heh, chocolate whore" Matt snickered.
"Matt!" Roger exclaimed.
"Oh yeah, sorry Mr. Roger" Matt apologized. The screen cut away to black.
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Ryuzaki shook his head with a faint smile. He knew the boy had caused a few problems in the past, but he had no idea that Mello was so touchy. Good thing he thought it would be fair to send him something too, otherwise he might have lost one of his successors... Ryuzaki heard a door open somewhere behind him as one of the investigators entered the room. He didn't bother turning to see who. He shut the video before anyone could see and closed the file. He'd watch the other one later, when there were less people around. Ryuzaki sighed and stretched his arms back in his chair. His joints popped loudly from the way he had been sitting most of the day, as they always did. His body was still stiff from last night when he and Light...
Ryuzaki's chest felt strange. Something weird was buzzing inside him. Something...warm... He had never felt anything like this before. Or maybe he had done once upon a time but had forced himself to forget. Which he had done to many things. But even so, this was different. Just the thought of the 18 year old made the feeling rise in his chest, threatening to bubble forth. Into what Ryuzaki didn't know, but just in case it was something bad though he held it back, containing it to just his own body. Ryuzaki looked over his shoulder at the room behind him. After Matsuda's interruption and odd little knowing looks as he watched Light edge slowly away from Ryuzaki, he had just gone back to work like he usually did, Light on the other hand was doing absolutely nothing, having just come back into the room. But even before he had, all he'd done was stare blankly at his screen…
Ryuzaki had been casting glances at him every fifteen minutes or so, so he knew this as an indisputable fact. Light Yagami had been staring at the same word document for nearly 47 minutes exactly. Not moving or even bothering with scrolling the page. Just facing the screen, eyes glazed slightly, breathing almost heavily. Ryuzaki couldn't help himself, his inquisitive side had finally gotten the better of him. Ryuzaki stared openly at the teen, sucking his thumb in thought. He was still slightly concerned with what he had discovered through his experiment earlier that day concerning Light. Ryuzaki had had his suspicions, but to see them confirmed like that… He had noticed it on the footage some time ago, before the Yotsuba incident even, but dismissed it. It had to be a trick of the eyes. But later... he saw it again. Ever since then he had to look. He wondered though, did it really think what he thought it meant? Or was he just being overly suspicious again... he hoped he was. No, prayed he was wrong…even though research said different…
Ryuzaki looked at the clock. 11:48 PM. No wonder everyone looks so worn out. They'd been at it for over 12 hours straight with very little breaks. Ryuzaki was used to punishing his body like this, so it didn't bother him in the slightest. In fact, once he spent one hundred and two hours straight without any sort of sleep. In the end he had ended up sideways on the floor in a stupor. Watari had had to help him get up again afterwards, but Ryuzaki was used to it. Sleep was just a distraction... Whereas all the others were used to the average seven or so hour working day and sleep regularly. In some ways, Ryuzaki was almost envious of their simple lives. None of them have to sleep at night knowing the things I know, seeing the things I see... Ryuzaki looked around at the other members of his group.
Aizawa was still at the computer farthest to the left working quietly, Mogi was drinking from a white ceramic mug across from him, Light's father Soichiro Yagami was trying hard to keep his eyelids open as he typed, Ide had disappeared from his workstation, and Matsuda had slumped against the desk asleep, drooling slightly. And of course, Light was still zoned out to the screen. Ryuzaki sighed. He needed to let them off, they would be of no use to him tomorrow otherwise. Ryuzaki silently stood out of the chair and walked over to where Light sat. He still didn't notice Ryuzaki.
"You may all leave now if you wish" Ryuzaki said in his dull, almost bored voice. Everyone jumped. Light's eyes snapped back to reality and turned to face him, Soichiro blinked and turned slowly from his spot, and Matsuda bolted upright with a little snort or alarm.
"What do you mean Ryuzaki?" Light asked.
"You all need to rest or else you'll be of no use to me tomorrow. You may go to bed now if you wish. And don't come in to work until eleven, you need a decent rest and I'm sorry for overworking you all once again. I will be in my room if anyone needs me" Ryuzaki began to shuffle away before anyone could reply. He could tell Light was watching him go, wondering whether or not to follow him or not. Ryuzaki wanted Light to do so... but let him make up his own mind. My judgments are not his, he may have changed his mind about what has happened.
"Oh ok, goodnight Ryuzaki!" Matsuda smiled. Ryuzaki didn't glance back. There was no need to wish him a pleasant sleep. Matsuda would drop like a stone the moment he made it to his own door. Maybe even sooner. Whereas Ryuzaki probably would be awake all night. Not intentionally of course, Ryuzaki's mind would often decide to forgo with sleep without his conscious decision. Ryuzaki walked along the brightly lit corridor and up a set of stairs. He really should have made his room closer to the work room... Ryuzaki reached into his pocket and pulled out a little orange circle of barley sugar, needing something sweet again. He was just about to unwrap it and pop it in his mouth when he felt something grab his waist. Ryuzaki froze, fighting the urge to turn around and hit whoever it was. Thank god years of training himself out of the habit had paid off.
"Not forgetting about me are you?" It was Light. Ryuzaki relaxed somewhat.
"My…my memory is in perfect condition Light, I only forget what I tell myself to-mmf!" Ryuzaki was cut off by Light's lips pressing against his own. Light's strong hands took Ryuzaki and pressed him up against the wall. Ryuzaki let out a tiny moan as Light brushed his lips along his jawline and over his neck. To be honest, Ryuzaki's body hadn't lost all the heat flowing through his veins from their encounter earlier in the day, so Ryuzaki could barely contain himself as Light pressed their bodies together.
"L...Light..." Ryuzaki started breathing heavily as the teen pressed him against the wall.
"Mmm, yes Ryuzaki?" Light's husky voice sent shivers down Ryuzaki's spine.
"…Shouldn't we at least go to my room before we start this again? Someone might see us" Ryuzaki shuddered, not wanting to stop, but knowing they probably should.
"I don't really care, but if you insist" Light pulled Ryuzaki over to his room. Light reached out for the doorknob…hesitated, remembering what had happened last time, and withdrew his hand. With a smug grin, Ryuzaki opened the door for Light, and was practically tackled over the threshold. Ryuzaki let himself get pulled backward towards the bed and pounced upon by Light, crossing the room in a heartbeat. He could see the wild light in the young boy's eyes and realized he'd been waiting a long time for this… Light was pressing him against the bed, already straddling him, pinning him to the bed with his powerful body. Ryuzaki shivered as he felt Light's tongue enter his mouth, tasting every inch of him, making him melt in his grasp. Light's hands ran over Ryuzaki's skinny frame, reaching under his shirt to touch his bony chest.
"Haah..." Ryuzaki couldn't help but mewl as Light brushed his nipples. Light laughed softly.
"You have no idea how long I've been waiting to do this again. I haven't been able to constrain all day. All I could think of was your hot little flushed face Ryuzaki" Light smirked.
"I-I noticed" Ryuzaki said, beginning to blush slightly. Light shook his head with a smirk.
"I'm so glad you're ok with me doing this kind of thing to you" Light chuckled.
"Well, I decided since this case will all be over for me soon, I may as well do this. Besides, I don't particularly mind that you're only using my body, it feels nice" Ryuzaki shrugged. Light paused in his movements and looked down at Ryuzaki.
"Ryuzaki, I'm not just using you for your body! Why would you think that?" Light blinked with astonishment.
"…What do you mean? Why else would you allow this to happen if it's not that?" Ryuzaki asked, genuinely confused.
"Well I…it's just that…I'm not using you Ryuzaki. I wouldn't do that to you. You're too special to just take advantage of like that…wait, what?" Light frowned at himself.
"'The hell did you just say Light?" He frowned to himself, his voice changing slightly. Ryuzaki's eyes widened as his suspicions were confirmed again for the second time that day. He'd see it, the change. So he really… Ryuzaki brushed the thought away, and did a double take on the actual words Light had spoken.
"…Special?" Ryuzaki whispered, not quite being able to find his voice.
"…Yeah…you're really special Ryuzaki…I'm not using you, ok?" Light said, voice going back to his normal warm tone. Too late, I saw it…
"…You're not?" Ryuzaki asked once more, just to let it sink in. Light shook his head.
"Never" He replied softly.
"…That's good. I don't know why you're not, but I'm glad" Ryuzaki smiled faintly.
"To be perfectly honest, I don't know either. You're smarter than me, if you figure it out could you tell me?" Light laughed, only half joking. Ryuzaki nodded slightly.
"Heh, now it feels kinda awkward asking, but can I have sex with you again please?" Light smiled shyly, strands of his glossy brown hair falling in front of his eyes like a veil.
"…Yeah. I'd like that very much Light. Just give me a minute to get myself ready…"
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Ryuzaki bit his lip hard as Light pulled his white jumper off over his head and threw it across the room. Light had been waiting on the bed for Ryuzaki's return, foot jiggling as his patience wavered. The moment Ryuzaki had reentered the room, Light's eyes had lit up with their bright chocolate coloured glory. Ryuzaki shuffled over to him, his clothing feeling loose and useless, and upon reflection it might have been easier to leave them off after he'd done preparing himself. But he hadn't really been thinking clearly… how could he knowing what Light was about to do to him? If it was going to be as good as it was last night, Ryuzaki wasn't too sure how restrained he could keep himself tonight…
The detective shivered as the cold air brushed his skin. Light's arms slipped around his waist gently, as if he thought Ryuzaki would break if he treated him any harder, and pulled him against his chest. His fingers trailed along Ryuzaki's bare skin, sending sparks through his veins, his right hand coming to rest on the back of his neck. For a moment, Ryuzaki couldn't quite understand what Light was doing… then blinked in surprise as Light pulled him close, embracing him. Was Light actually…hugging him? Ryuzaki felt his body stiffen with surprise at the…oddly emotional touch. Or at least to Ryuzaki it felt emotional. Light could only be doing this to prove a point, that he wasn't using him…which L still didn't understand.
"You're still alright with this Ryuzaki? If you don't want me to I'll understand" Light murmured softly. Why…why was he being so…caring? Considerate to my wishes…what does it matter. I've only got a short time left, I should just accept anything he will allow me to have…
"…It's ok, Light Yagami…I want this… for some odd reason, I want this…" Ryuzaki muttered, burying his head into Light's shoulder. I wish this was what I wanted it to be… but there is no possible way that would happen… Ryuzaki just wanted to completely break down as Light's hand wound into his hair and put his cheek on Ryuzaki's head. Why can't I just…why can't you… oh, why do I have to feel like this? All these years of isolation, not once did I ever have the urge- no, the need to have another human being close to me, to touch me, to hold me…uhg, why does it make my heart hurt so much? It feels worse than a heart attack…
"…As long as you're sure" Light said, voice as sweet and supple as golden honey. Oh…if only it weren't hornets that made this honey….
Ryuzaki nodded, subconsciously, tightening his grip on Light's loose shirt. There was a brief, silent moment between them where neither of them could move, could speak, barely think even. All Ryuzaki could do was breath in Light intoxicating scent, letting his fiery aroma fill his lungs with its warmness… I wonder, if things were different…what things would be like? If we were both innocent. Would we be friends? Enemies? Partners? Maybe even…lovers? If the world was a different place, where would we be Light Yagami? Heh, it's not like I have much time left anyway, and it could even be your fault…no…no, it is your fault…yet I still have these feelings… you're killing me Light…and I can't stop it… you don't even know what you mean to me do you? Maybe you were right B… knowing the dates doesn't make anything easier at all… I think I finally understand why you hated me so much. I would hate anyone who killed Light, even if he is Kira, you must have loathed me for what I did to A…
Ryuzaki could feel his heart breaking even as he did so… but he couldn't help himself as he placed his lips over Light's, trying to at least show the younger boy the words that wouldn't leave him mouth. Light let out a little pent up sigh and kissed him back, turning their soft touch into something more, something deeper. Light's fingers trailed across the bare skin of Ryuzaki's back, griping him tightly with his powerful fingers. He was faintly aware of being walked backwards towards the bed, but the touch of Light's body against his own block every other sense. All he knew was touch, and the deep, almost dark desire to acquire it.
His bare back hit the messy bed as Light landed on top of him, forcing the air from his body. He gave a startled grunt at the sudden blow. Light shot him an apologetic look, but went back to kissing him before he could talk. Ryuzaki forgot all about the discomfort as the teen's soft lips brushed against his own, sending sparks through his veins. Light shifted position so he was no longer crashing the detective, effectively straddling Ryuzaki. The younger man's body pressed up against his, and Ryuzaki loved it. He wanted more, much more, and soon, but didn't know how to ask… Ryuzaki let out a surprised moan as he felt Light's elegant hands slide from either side of his head to his chest, running across his smooth, bare skin with finesse. His heart began to pick up pace as Light deliberately brushed one strong hand over Ryuzaki's sensitive dark nipples. He bit his lip to withhold a small moan of delight as Light smirked and ran his fingertip in a little circular motion around and across the sensitive bud.
"You're so cute when you're trying not to moan, have I said that before?" Light grinned wickedly.
"Mmm- something to that extent, yes" Ryuzaki replied, only just stopping the groan wanting to escape his lips. It was getting harder, no pun intended, to ignore the heat flooding through his veins, touching areas only Light had touched. Ryuzaki shuddered as Light's hands trailed down his chest, leaving a trail of fire wherever it made contact, stopping just above his pelvis.
Light slowly pulled his trousers off at an agonizingly pace, almost as if he was teasing Ryuzaki. Knowing Light though, he probably was. It was excruciatingly frustrating to watch the teen dragging down his dark blue trousers at snail's pace, dragging his underwear down at the same time. What is taking him so long! When they finally came away, along with his underwear, Ryuzaki nearly sighed with relief. The cold air hit his heated body, making him shiver in a good way. Light began to trail his lips along Ryuzaki's jaw, moving his soft lips slowly down the side of his neck. Ryuzaki let out a soft moan as Light's lips traveled down his collar bone, then his chest, his flat stomach… Light was already reaching the sensitive stretch of skin between his stomach and his clean shaven privates, causing Ryuzaki to let out a tiny groaning noise as he stopped just above his steadily hardening member. Light gave Ryuzaki a look he couldn't quite decipher and ran his tongue over Ryuzaki's slit.
"Ahh!" He couldn't help but cry out as Light's wet mouth enveloped the top of his penis. Ryuzaki had never felt anything like it before. With a smug chuckle, Light did it again. Ryuzaki only just managed to hold back his cry of pleasure as the wet tongue ran across his tip.
"You look like you're about to have a heart attack Ryuzaki, do you want me to stop or-" "Light Yagami if you even dare stop I will have to kill you!" Ryuzaki hissed. Light let out a small laugh.
"Alright then" He smiled smugly. Before Ryuzaki even had the time to be annoyed by the boy's arrogance, he cried out in shocked pleasure as Light's mouth wrapped over half of his hard length.
"Ahh my word, L-Light!" Ryuzaki gasped as the teen began to lightly suck his member, running his tongue around the stiff flesh in a way that made Ryuzaki see stars. Just the feeling of Light's tongue rolling around his head sent jolts of pleasure through Ryuzaki's body. Light's head began to move back and forth as he ran his lips up and down Ryuzaki's member, making him moan loudly. Ryuzaki could only pant and whimper as he watched his erect length be taken further and further into the heat of Light's mouth, heart slamming in his chest as his mind clouded with delirious pleasure.
"O…oh my god, LIGHT!" Ryuzaki's hand found its way to the back of Light's head, fingers grasping his soft hair hard. Light let out a hum of amusement, sending wonderful vibrations along Ryuzaki's shaft. Ryuzaki clenched the brown locks as a rushing sensation went up his spine, making his mind collapse in on itself. He gasped in as Light started bobbing his head faster, taking more of Ryuzaki's member in his mouth. Ryuzaki couldn't keep from moaning anymore, he tilted his head up and cried uncontrollably with the ecstasy flooding his veins. Light brushed his teeth lightly along the brim of Ryuzaki's shaft and groaned, causing vibration to pass through Ryuzaki once again. Sweat trickled down Ryuzaki's face and he found himself mewling in pleasure.
"LIIIIGHT! HAAA, please, mo- nng- keep- Ahhhh god please!" Ryuzaki begged the teen incoherently, not even aware of the words leaving his lips in a slur. Light smirked even more, and pushed Ryuzaki's length completely in as far as he could go without choking. A simple reward for finally giving in to him completely. Ryuzaki couldn't help it, it was just all too much for his brain to handle. He had no idea a mouth could feel this good against his body. Ryuzaki's hips accidentally buckled as Light ran his tongue around his shaft. He barely heard Light's annoyed grunt as Ryuzaki unintentionally bucked again. The tug of Light's sucks, the heat of his mouth, the wetness of the tongue rolling around his member, was all too much for Ryuzaki. He could already feel that twinge in his lower abdomen, a coil building up inside him, begging for release. He felt a dribble of saliva escape the corner of his mouth as he moaned once again, but didn't have the brain capacity to even focus on anything more than the feeling of his impending orgasm rocking his body.
"AAAAH GOD LIGHT!" He screamed, only seconds away from cumming. A small part of Ryuzaki wondered whether he should warn Light be was about to orgasm, give him enough time to pull away if he wanted to… but before the thought could even truly be formed, Ryuzaki cried out with pleasure and pushed Light's head down as far as it could possible go, tugging hard on the brown locks as his body exploded.
"MMMF FUCKING HELL GAHHH!" Ryuzaki cried out as he finally spilled over the edge of his orgasm. Ryuzaki's liquid shot into Light's mouth in a heated cry, his hands still firmly locked against the back of his head. The detective's body spasmed as waves of pleasure attacked him, leaving him a moaning wreck. He felt Light swallow as much as he could before a small amount of the white substance escaped the corner of his lips. Ryuzaki continued to pant and whimper until the last of his raging hormones calmed somewhat. He faintly heard an annoyed noise, and looked down to see he was still forcing Light's face into his crouch. Ryuzaki slid his hands away as Light pulled up with a groan.
"You are so freaking lucky I don't have a gag reflex… give me a heads up next time, geez!" Light grumbled. Ryuzaki wasn't too sure how to work his mouth yet, so he just nodded weakly.
"…Wait a second, did you just swear?" Light blinked in amusement.
"Uhnn…I don't…I think so" Ryuzaki muttered.
"Oh wow, I have never heard you swear before! It's kinda hot to hear you lose it like that" Light purred seductively. Ryuzaki looked away, and if his face wasn't already red he'd be blushing.
"Also, you don't taste half bad Ryuzaki. I was sort of expecting it to be bitter or salty or something, but it was kinda sweet. Must be all that sugary stuff you eat" Light licked his lips. He dabbed his finger on the end of Ryuzaki's slit, capturing a stray drop of his cum. He licked it off with his pink tongue.
"That looks weird Light…" Ryuzaki mumbled.
"Don't care" He replied.
"…Do you think you'll be 'right soon?" Light asked softly.
"Uh, yeah, just give me a minute to calm my body…" Ryuzaki sighed with exhaustion.
"Hmhm, will do"
While Ryuzaki was still coming down from his high, Light was slowly began undressing himself. Ryuzaki watched in fascination as his shirt fluttered to the floor, showing off his beautifully tanned muscles. His skin was so flawless from where Ryuzaki sat, in fact, his whole beautiful demeanor was astounding no matter how many times Ryuzaki saw it… it was hard to believe there was a 99.5% chance he was the world's worst serial killer… Ryuzaki watched with his head tilted to one side as he watched Light stretch his arms behind his back, deliberately or not showing off his muscles and dazzling chest. Ryuzaki's body had settled enough to find the display rather arousing… Light caught him staring and grinned smugly, reaching down to undo his neat tan coloured pants. The detective could feel the colour rising in his cheeks as Light hooked a finger in his own underwear, dragging them down slowly. Ryuzaki faintly wondered whether Light was deliberately stripping like this, or if it was an accident… a fortunate accident for Ryuzaki.
Light carefully threw his dark blue underwear with a black strip along the top beside his pants and crawled back to where Ryuzaki was lying on the bed. Ryuzaki could feel himself already getting aroused again just looking at Light's naked body, his perfect features coming closer to him, sending his heart beating erratically. He was surprised by the speed of which his arousal had returned, but then again, seeing Light like this, blushing red cheeks, dilated chocolate coloured eyes, glistening rich skin…it was just the epitome of absolute god like perfection. Wait…god like? No, that was just a stupid this to think. The only gods left on this earth were spawned from death; vile, disgusting creatures of darkness. If anything, Light would be an angel…a fallen angel perhaps, but still at least derived from an angel…
"…Are you alright Ryuzaki?" Light's voice snapped Ryuzaki out of his confused thoughts.
"Hm? Oh, yes, I'm fine…I was just…uh…I was just admiring your body" Ryuzaki murmured at last. This technically wasn't a lie, but it wasn't the whole truth either… Light smirked approvingly.
"Well I'm glad you enjoy, I work hard for this. You have a really nice body too Ryuzaki" Light told the detective.
"If you say so" Ryuzaki shrugged complacently. He didn't see what Light had to enjoy about his body, he was practically a skeleton…but oh well, if Light liked it, who was Ryuzaki to complain?
"I know so. Speaking of bodies…has yours settled enough yet?" Light asked, a slight tone of desperation leaking into his voice Ryuzaki noted, as if he were ashamed to be so needy.
"Yeah, I think I'm good to go again now…besides, you look like you're in pain…" Ryuzaki noted.
"Well…I…" Light couldn't even speak what he wanted to say. Ryuzaki smiled tiredly, liking to actually see a bit of uncertainty in the teen for once.
"It's ok, go ahead. I'm ready…and I would like to do it again…" Ryuzaki told him. Light blinked for a moment, then nodded with a small smirk. Light's erection was looking almost painful by the time he climbed back onto Ryuzaki and straddled him, pushing their members together. Light moaned as he pressed his hardness against Ryuzaki's once again stiff shaft. Seeing the tiny tremor pass through Light's body at the contact set something off in Ryuzaki he didn't quite know how to put into words. He just felt the urge to reach out and touch the younger man, make him feel the same pleasure that he had given Ryuzaki earlier… Light sucked in a sharp breath of surprise as Ryuzaki's hands slid around his slender hips, feeling the surprisingly soft skin under his delicate fingertips. Light's eyes dropped slightly as the older man began to rub across his lower back, just enjoying the feeling of another human being's hard body against him. Ryuzaki couldn't even begin explaining what he was doing, he barely knew he was doing it. The movement just came naturally to him, as natural as the way Light's body was subconsciously leaning into the touch. It just felt right to do this.
"Ryu…Ryuzaki… Suck..." Light commanded in his husky voice. Ryuzaki looked as Light trembling outstretched hand and blinked.
"I…I asked Watari to get real lubricant if you would prefer…" Ryuzaki said shyly.
"Y-you did?" Light asked in surprise.
"Yes I…I thought it might be a little easier than the other way…unless you would prefer it like this" Ryuzaki murmured awkwardly.
"Oh no no no, we'll use actual stuff this time. You're right, it will make it a lot easier and less painful for you, I'm sorry" Light added apologetically.
"If you could just, uh, it's sitting on the bookshelf…" Ryuzaki motioned to the thin bottle perched on the dark wooden shelf.
"Ok then, I'll grab it" Light told him and slid himself off Ryuzaki's body. Ryuzaki almost made a small noise of annoyance at the loss of Light's body against him, feeling cold all of a sudden. He watched as Light gracefully stood and walked across the room to grab it, eyes drawn to his nicely toned posterior. Maybe one day it would be him doing this to Light…he looked like he had the perfect body to do it… He stared at it for a few moments as Light searched the shelf for the container, feeling himself blushing as he allowed himself to imaging running his hands across it, slightly disappointed that he'd be too shy and inept to even attempt something like that in real life without permission…maybe even guidance…
"Maybe Miss Amane was correct…I am a pervert…" Ryuzaki groaned and fell back onto the bed, covering his eyes with his pale hand. He heard Light give a little chuckle at this, but didn't look back again.
"You're not a pervert any more than I am! We just appreciate the human form more than others would" Light laughed. Ryuzaki still refused to look back up out of embarrassment. He didn't care what Light said, because he knew he was a pervert in a way. After he'd asked Watari to explain to him what a pervert was when he had Misa Amane detained for questioning, he'd come to realize he was a bit of a pervert. Because let's be honest, when there were security camera's placed in Light Yagami's room, he had very much enjoyed watching the boy. Especially when he thought he was being sneaky under the blankets…
Ryuzaki yelped when he suddenly felt Light's hands grip his thighs, too busy thinking to have heard him return. Light grinned down at him with amusement as Ryuzaki pursed his lips, angry at himself for being caught off guard like that.
"Hey Ryuzaki…can we try a different position to what we did last night? I want to try something I've seen in…uh…things" Light asked.
"Yes of course, It'll be interesting…as long as I can physically do it without injuring myself that is" Ryuzaki added hastily. He didn't want Light to make him do something just plain impossible now…
"Oh don't worry, I wouldn't do anything to hurt you. It's a fairly simple position…uh…could you just…just flip over for me please?" Light asked shyly. Ryuzaki nodded and rolled over and propped himself up on his elbows, giving Light a better angle to do what he needed to do.
"Ok, thanks. Trust me on this, it'll be fine once we get started" Light told him. Ryuzaki nodded, trying to picture what Light was actually going for here…oh…
Ryuzaki heard the lid of the container crack open as Light neatly opened it up. He flinched as he felt the cold lubricant against his skin, Light covering his fingers in the moist mixture and pressing them against his body. It was a slightly odd feeling to Ryuzaki, but the chill was all but soon forgotten as he felt Light's index finger circling the outside of his entrance, spreading the fluid. Ryuzaki bit his lip as Light slid in his finger as gently as he could. It wasn't as bad as it had been yesterday now Ryuzaki had come to know what to expect, but the odd sensation of having another body part, finger or otherwise, still took some getting used to. This time he managed to remain silent as Light slipped a second digit inside him. His eyes squeezed shut as he felt Light's fingers stretch him, winching at the sensation, not as bad as he did yesterday though. Ryuzaki faintly wondered why that was, but in the end decided that didn't matter. It's probably just a matter of exposure … Third finger in. Light gave him a brief moment to get used to it before moving his fingers again thankfully. Ryuzaki could hear his breath coming out in little labored, almost sharp pants, and was slightly embarrassed by it… Ryuzaki let out a little noise as Light deliberately began searching for that odd little spot he'd found yesterday that had felt so good… Light slightly curved his fingers and managed to hit his sensitive spot. Ryuzaki gasped with the surprising powerful rush of pleasure that came with the tiny nudge.
"There it is…" Light said softly to himself. Ryuzaki hated the way his face was so red over just the tiniest of nudges…at least his face was hidden on this angle…oh god, why has he stopped…? Light smirked as he noticed Ryuzaki begin to squirm at the loss of any sort of movement from him slightly and did it again.
"Nrg-L-Light!" He squirmed with another sharp gasp. Light laughed softly to himself and drew his fingers out. Ryuzaki was almost disappointed by their loss. He felt Light's powerful hands hesitantly grab his hips, then changing his mind and letting them slide down to his waist and gripping tightly. Judging by the wetness of one of his palms against his skin, Ryuzaki could tell he must have rubbed some of the slimy liquid against his own member. Ryuzaki peaked under his arm to get a look at what Light was doing. He could see his own body more than anything, but he got a glimpse of Light's erect member positioned just before his entrance, only hesitating for a moment before beginning to press it in.
"Ah!" Ryuzaki gasped as Light slowly began sliding himself inside the older man, making sure he wasn't hurting Ryuzaki too much. Ryuzaki was surprised to find it was a lot easier to get used to than the night before. Yes there was pain, but slightly less of it than there had previously been. Which was pleasantly surprising. Light had practically put himself fully inside Ryuzaki before he stopped, waiting for Ryuzaki to tell him when it was alright to move. God it felt weird, yet amazing at the same time, knowing there was actually something inside of him… The pain slowly began to fade, and after a few long moments, he nodded at Light, telling him he was ready. Light made a little noise of relief and finally began to move his hips back and forth, thrusting slowly into Ryuzaki. He slightly tightened his grip on Ryuzaki's pale, thin waist as he rocked his hips back and forth, bringing his shaft halfway out before sliding it back in again. Ryuzaki groaned softly and grasped the bed sheets at his face tightly in his grip. It felt so amazing… Light moaned as he felt Ryuzaki's body begin to slowly move in time with his movements, Ryuzaki subconsciously wanting more contact and reacting appropriately to get it.
"Mmm-Fuck Ryuzaki!" Light groaned as he began to thrust just that bit harder into Ryuzaki. He felt another wonderful stab of pleasure as Light managed to half hit his sensitive spot once again and let out a loud moan in response. Light must have picked up on the noise and realized he'd found it again, because Ryuzaki felt Light deliberately shift his position so he could find it properly. Ryuzaki felt Light's body against his skin, moving against his body, and could barely comprehend how such a simple sounding act could make such an impact mentally and physically like it could. Ryuzaki's heart was pounding like crazy as he felt Light thrust in and out of him, determined to find that little bundle of nerves again.
"Wha-AH!" Ryuzaki cried out as Light hit the spot dead on, sending another jab of pleasure through his body.
"T-there?" Light asked breathlessly. Ryuzaki nodded shakily.
"I c-can't tell if you're nodding or s-shaking Ryuzaki" Light huffed with amusement.
"YES there!" Ryuzaki yelped louder than he intended as Light thrusted into him hard. Light muttered a small "Good", or something similar, Ryuzaki wasn't paying enough attention to care, and slammed himself into the bundle again forcefully. Ryuzaki couldn't hold back his cried of delight as fiery pleasure consumed his veins with each thrust of Light's hips, the teen managing to get the spot over and over again, hitting it with almost every second thrust. Ryuzaki couldn't control his voice anymore, he just moaned over and over again as Light slammed into him mercilessly, all that gentle carefulness from before long forgotten. Not that Ryuzaki minded in the slightest. In fact, if he knew how to say anything other than mindless moans, he's want to ask Light to go harder…
Time lost all meaning to Ryuzaki. It could have been minutes, hours, even days for all Ryuzaki cared. The only thing that mattered to him was the mind numbing pleasure that was raging through his body like a storm of ecstasy. A thunderstorm raging within his fragile body, threatening to spill over at any moment. Ryuzaki was barely aware of the fact that Light's hands were gripping his waist so tightly there would probably be bruises tomorrow, more than there already were. And oddly enough, Ryuzaki didn't care in the slightest. He like the feeling of the hands roughly digging into his skin. But god did he need one of those hands somewhere else soon…
"Mmmf! L-Light! Ah- please!" Ryuzaki gasped.
"Please...what?" Light panted heavily.
"Please...make me...ahh!" Ryuzaki groaned, unable to continue as Light send another wave of pleasure across his body. But Light understood what he wanted. Ryuzaki bit his lip hard as he felt a strong, tanned hand wrap around his hard, throbbing member. Then, Light's hand started moving up and down his shaft, making Ryuzaki shiver with delight.
"Haahh Light!" Ryuzaki groaned loudly as he felt Light stroking his shaft in time with his thrusts. Sweat ran down Ryuzaki's face, making him slick and salty with lust. He was slightly aware of the fact his face was practically plastered to the bed sheets as he gripped them tightly, and there was a small trickle of saliva escaping his lips, but he couldn't find the energy or will to do anything about it. It was taking a fair amount of concentration not to completely collapse under Light's muscular body. Ryuzaki looked from under his own body and caught a glimpse of Light's flushed face. His eyes were squeezed shut tightly, a slight frown on his features as he thrusted into the detective underneath him. He was breathing quite heavily too, golden chest heaving with the effort of having sex. Ryuzaki had enough sense left in him to admire the sight briefly.
"I...don't think I...can last...much longer" Light's voice shook. Ryuzaki felt slightly amused as he felt Light's forehead against his back, as if he couldn't hold his own head up any longer.
"Me...either..." Ryuzaki panted in agreement. He could feel a pressure he now understood as an orgasm building in his core, ready to burst at any second. And he knew Light must be feeling like this too as his thrusts became more erratic, more uneven. It was all too much for Ryuzaki. Light's hardened member sliding in and out of him, his hand rubbing and tugging his most sensitive area, was making Ryuzaki's brain go into over drive. It seemed impossible, to Ryuzaki anyway, that such pleasure could exist inside his body. And it just...needed...release...!
"Ah-aaahh- AAAAH!" Ryuzaki screamed as he finally came hard, spurting white liquid all over the sheets under him. He jerked and moaned as his climax washed over him, sending waves of glorious pleasure through his body. Light continued to work his hand along his shaft as he gave a few more powerful spurts, as if he were making sure there wouldn't be a drop of cum left inside him. Ryuzaki whimpered and moaned as his body spasmed under Light's magic touch, the blood roaring in his ears as his climax began to slowly come down. Light let his hand fall away from Ryuzaki's spent member and gave one particularly powerful and deep thrust into Ryuzaki, slamming into him with enough force it gave Ryuzaki another unexpected shock of pleasure to his dying orgasm. He heard Light hit his climax too at last, screaming loudly in his ear as he erupted.
"Fucking- Nng- Ryuzaki!" He cried out with pleasure as he came hard. Ryuzaki felt the hot liquid shoot up inside him, making him mewl softly at the feeling. Light thrusted into him a few final times as he came into the detective's body, then gave a shuddering final pant and practically collapsed onto Ryuzaki's sweat covered back. Ryuzaki was only being held up by his shaking knees, now having to balance the exhausted teen on his back. After a moment though, the effort proved too much for him, and Ryuzaki collapse under the weight of the other male.
They stayed that way, Ryuzaki laying weakly on his bed with Light laying on his back, panting hard. He didn't even care he was lying in his own cum, he was too tired to peel Light off of him or move in anyway just yet. Light's body was shaking slightly as he eventually withdrew his spent member from Ryuzaki's body. Then, with an exhausted huff, Light collapsed onto the bed beside Ryuzaki, eyes half hooded with fatigue. Ryuzaki gave a somewhat shaky smile as he looked at Light's big brown eyes. The poor boy, he was exhausted... Ryuzaki shifted onto his side and felt his arms wrap around the teen without a second thought and held him there, both still panting heavily. Light pressed his forehead against Ryuzaki's and let the older man hold him without complaint.
Ryuzaki could feel Light's heart beat against his bare chest. It was calming somewhat, he liked the feeling of it fluttering against his skin. He also liked the feeling of Light's chest rising and falling as his breathing calmed. It just felt so...right. Natural. And he wished it could last forever...but...that could never be true...
"Wow..." Light sighed at long last.
"That was quite...wonderful Light" Ryuzaki smiled slightly.
"Glad you approve" Light chuckled. He looked down at their two bodies and shook his head slightly.
"Here...looks like we made a bit of a mess" Light pulled a tissue out from the bedside table and began to dab at the white sticky mess splattering Ryuzaki's chest from where he had collapsed in it. Ryuzaki blinked appreciated at the teen. He liked the feel of Light's fingers lightly brushing his skin. It made Ryuzaki feel...so warm inside. He liked the feeling. He never wanted it to go away…
"Thank you Light..." Ryuzaki said as Light finished wiping his pale chest.
"You've dried me before, it's only right to return the favor" Light smiled... and for some reason...it hurt Ryuzaki to see it. It looks so genuine... why must you make me question you Light? Any why must you make me feel this way...?
Light lent over and placed a very light kiss against Ryuzaki's lips... a different sort of one to the others he had given. Ryuzaki could feel something pass through Light, an emotion that was...different... Ryuzaki wasn't sure what it was though. You are such an enigma Light Yagami... what do you want from me? What do I want from you is more of a better question…
"That was exhausting…" Light sighed wearily.
"It was…" Ryuzaki agreed. "You were right though, that was an easy position"
"Told you so…sorry I kinda crushed you though" Light let out a little breath of laughter through his nose.
"It's quite fine, you don't weigh all that much. And I am stronger than I look remember" Ryuzaki reminded him.
"Like I can forget… you freaking kicked me in the face multiple times" Light pursed his lips at the memory.
"Only because you gave me reason" Ryuzaki shrugged.
"Come here you idiot…" Light shook his head and wrapped his arms around Ryuzaki's waist, pulling him close. Ryuzaki sighed happily at the gesture and pressed his head into the younger boy's shoulder.
"…Thank you Light…" Ryuzaki murmured softly.
"What for?" Light asked quietly.
"…For being here" Ryuzaki stated simply, unable to explain what he was feeling in words.
"Why wouldn't I be…" Light said, more so a statement that a question oddly enough. Ryuzaki didn't reply…he didn't know how.
"…Do I have to go through what we said last night again? Light asked.
"…I'm sorry…I just don't understand it… I'm happy and more than grateful for it…I just don't get it" Ryuzaki said softly.
"What's there not to get?" Light blinked.
"I don't know…I still find it hard to understand why you're not doing this for carnal reasons…"Ryuzaki muttered shyly.
"…Why does there need to be a reason behind everything?" Light said softly.
"…Well…it makes it easier to understand for one…" Ryuzaki blinked.
"…All you need to know is this weird, um… relationship, sex, thing isn't just something I did for carnal reason…ok?" Light said shakily.
Re…relationship? Did he just…is he being…
"…Relationship?" Ryuzaki could barely ask. He felt Light stiffen against him slightly, as if only just then realizing what he'd said.
"…If that's what you call whatever this weird thing we have going…then yes…I guess it is a relationship…sorta…I don't know…" Light buried his face in Ryuzaki's shoulder shyly.
"…Ok then…I…I'm glad…" Ryuzaki whispered, barely loud enough to hear. He felt Light's surprise at this, but the other boy didn't say a word. Ryuzaki sighed happily and practically snuggled into the teen, letting his pale fingers find refuge on Light's soft chest. After a brief moment's hesitation, Light relaxed and held Ryuzaki in his arms, smiling slightly.
Relationship…I've been wanting this for so long…but does he really mean it in the way I hope he does? Or is this some ploy to lower my guard… why must you make me question you like this Light? I just want to be happy…
Light's POV
Light had watched with a smile as the raven haired man slowly drifted off to sleep in his arms. Peaceful as a snowy angel... his snowy angel. He could still hardly believe he'd actually allowed this weird arrangement to become a real relationship, declaring them partners for more than just sex… It seemed unreal…but…he found that he liked it. He liked the idea of being partners with this strange man. It made his heart swell with warmth…
Light was happier than he had ever been in his life. Just having Ryuzaki in his arms, being able to hold him, was the most amazing feeling in the world. Light would happily spend the rest of his life like this. With him.
…Too bad he'll be dead by tomorrow.