Wow okay, This isn't a honest to god chapter. I'm really sorry.

I'm so amazed right now, I'm still getting people following this story, and every time I see it I keep meaning to fix it up, patch up all the little mistakes and sloppy writing 2010 (That's when I started this?! like six years ago? oh boy!) I just wanted to say I am so amazed and thankful to each of you who have truly enjoyed the story, you've encouraged me to keep pushing.

I haven't updated in a while..okay, a really long time. Again, I'm really sorry. Life kinda hit me. You might've noticed the name change. Hehe, I finally came out to a bunch of people and it was rough for a while but I'm doing better. I feel better.I lost a family member to an illness. I lost my closest friend and date because they wanted a "real guy."(ahem, fuck her, Cheating is shitty and so is the idea of a "real guy." I ended up in the hospital So yeah, busy.

THIS IS NOT ABANDONED. I AM DOING ALL I CAN TO NOT ABANDON THIS STORY.

That being said, I'm not closed to someone who would like to adopt, improve or help me with this in any way.(I'd probably be beyond super grateful in all truth.)

I'd like to re-write this honestly, but a part of me wants to preserve 2010 me's writing as a testament to just how far I've come.

THANK YOU. everyone still reading this, still sticking with this messy, beginning piece of mine, I love you all and it actually really means a lot.

Michael~

_once a new chapter is written.I will put it under this._