Tonight has been the most shit idea I've had in a long time. I'm around him, and it's fucking killing me. I watched him kiss that skank, and I still want him. I still love him. How can I not? Fuck. The guys are all in the ring now, Jimmy and Jey are there too. The ref goes to call for the bell, but Roman stops him. The ref frowns but nods and everyone waits. My music hits and the crowd boos straight away. Dean's face is a picture, they obviously hadn't told him this was happening. I make it down the ramp without falling over in my boots and climb the steps into the ring. Roman and Seth sit on the middle rope for me to get in the ring as Dean watches. He smiles as if he knew this was happening all along, but the smile doesn't reach his eyes and I know he's confused as hell. Fuck, he ain't the only one. He kisses my cheek as Roman and Seth raise my arms. I smile at them and then get out of the ring with Roman. "Now you can start" he says to the ref. The bell is rung and the match is underway.
"Priceless" Roman growls in my ear. I smile. "Totally" I say, then bang on the apron. "Come on Seth!" I yell. Dean looks down at me and I pretend not to notice. Seth tags him in and quickly gets out of the ring. I groan. Now I've gotta be supportive to Dean. "Finish it babe!" I yell, cringing inside. "Come on Ambrose!" Roman yells. Seth winks at me and I smile. "Ambrose!" someone in the front row yells. "Your wife is totally fucking Rollins!" Seth and I look at each other and laugh. Dean loses concentration and nearly gets pinned. That's not the plan. "Concentrate Dean!" I yell. "Easy for you to fucking say" he growls as he hits the mat in front of me. I lean down and help him up. "Get through this fucking match" I growl in his ear. He nods slightly and gets back in the ring. He starts getting all twitchy and I smile. Dean is back in the building. He kicks Jimmy out of the ring and quickly tags in Seth. Seth goes all high flier and pretty soon the ref is banging the mat for the 3 count. As soon as the bell is rung I slide under the bottom rope and hug Seth. "Bet that little chant gets edited out before Friday" he laughs kissing me. "Told you Ambrose!" the crowd chants. Seth and I laugh again and I hug Dean just to prove a point. "Don't get too excited" I say. "I'm an actress, this is me acting." He wraps his arms around me and kisses me softly. I can't help it, as soon as he licks along my bottom lip I sigh and let him deepen the kiss. We break apart and he smirks. "Acting, my ass" he growls as I walk back to Seth and Roman. They hold the rope down and I get out of the ring, hurrying to the back and rushing through the curtain.
"Fuck fuck fuck!" I yell. Michelle is there, her mouth wide open. "Wanna tell me what that was all about?" she asks, pointing at the screen. I shake my head. "I gotta go" I say, and run. I run to the locker room and take a deep breath before I open the door. Randy is at my side straight away. "Let it out Torrie" he says softly. That does it. The dam bursts and the waterworks are turned on fully. He sits us down on the sofa and holds me tightly until the sobs stop. When I look up, Roman, Seth and Michelle are all there watching us. "I could see this was gonna happen as soon as he let you go" Randy admits. I nod. "Coulda warned me ass hat" I sniff. He gets up and Michelle takes his place. "Come walk with me" she says, wiping my tears away. I nod and go into the bathroom quickly to touch up my makeup. I feel and look a bit more human when I come back out. Seth opens the door for us and we step into the corridor. "Come on" she says putting her arm around me. "Listen, there's a cheesy pop karaoke night in a local bar tonight. Fancy it?" I shake my head. "I can't" I say. "I've got Destiny. Plus I'm not exactly dressed for it." She smiles. "Randy has already told me to take you out and get you totally hammered" she says. "And you look fucking perfect. Now, we're gonna go find Hunter just to check there's nothing last minute to do, and then we're going. Randy will take Destiny home." I nod and we walk in silence to Hunter's office. He looks up as we walk in. "Go" he says straight away. "Get her away from here, take her mind off this." Michelle nods. "Bosses orders" she says, steering me through the door. "Michelle!" Hunter booms. She groans and turns around. "Take her to that karaoke" he says quietly. "She'll sing this out of her system." Michelle frowns. "Trust me" he says. She nods and walks out, shutting the door behind her.
I'm back in the locker room by the time she catches up to me. "Take care of my baby Randal" I beg. He nods and hugs me tightly. "Of course I will" he whispers. "You go and have a good blowout with the girls. I'll see you when you get home." I nod and kiss him before looking at Destiny. She's still sleeping soundly. I kiss her head softly. "Night Dessie" I whisper. "Momma loves you, so freaking much baby girl." Randy waves and pushes her out to the car, bags slung over his shoulder. The door closes behind him. It's only been a matter of a few seconds when there's a bang outside. I open the door quickly. Seth grins at me. "So" he says hugging me. "Did someone say karaoke?"