I'm in the shower the next morning when I feel him step in behind me. "Hey" he whispers in my ear. "Want some company?" "Thanks" I say turning around and kissing him. "But we'll have to be quick. My ex husband is gonna be here soon." He moans and claims my mouth, kissing me breathless before finally letting me go. "And what if" he pauses, looking me in the eye. "This ex husband of yours tells you he's not actually wrestling today so he can spend the whole day with you?" "Then I guess I'll just have to deal with it" I smirk. He grins. "Deal with it then doll" he says kissing me. "I'm all yours today." "And you're not any other day?" I ask, slapping my chest in mock horror. He laughs. "Doll I've only ever been yours" he says. He grabs my hand and puts it on his chest so I can feel his heart beat. "It's only you in there" he whispers. "It's only ever been you. I know I've fucked up in the past, but never again Tor. I love you. I always have. I always will. Move back in with me. Marry me again? Please." I can't stop the tears rolling down my face. He groans as he wipes them away. "Don't cry" he whispers, kissing me. "Just say yes." "I don't know if I can" I admit, looking up at him. He looks at me in shock. "W-what?" he stammers. "Jon, I..." I start. Too late, he's gone. He grabs a towel and storms out of the shower, slamming the bathroom door behind him.

When I get out of the shower he's not in the hotel room. I groan and start grabbing clothes out of the bag to get dressed. "Just tell me you don't love me and I'll be gone" he says, making me jump. I spin around and realise he's out on the balcony. Chain smoking, by the looks of things. I shake my head and walk towards the door. "No" he says sharply. "Stay in there. I don't want you to touch me, and I don't want you close to me if all you're gonna do is rip my fucking heart out." I shake my head and turn back to my clothes. "You know what, Jon?" I ask getting dressed quickly. "I'm not fucking doing this now. You wanna be a drama queen? Carry the fuck on. I'm outta here." I brush my hair quickly and grab a key and my phone before running out of the room.

I get halfway across the car park before I hear him yelling. "Damn you Torrie Good!" he yells. "Quit running!" I shake my head and turn around, seeing him still stood on the balcony. "Think things through before you say them Jonathan Good!" I yell up at him. His mouth drops open in surprise. I shrug then turn around and carry on marching across the car park. My phone rings and I take it out of my pocket. It's Michelle. "Hey" I say answering it as I march. "How's Dessie?" "She's good Tor" she chuckles. "Woke us up this morning chattering to herself in her crib. She's such a good baby. How are things there?" "Not very good" I admit, crossing the street and heading for a bench. "Uh oh" she groans. "What's happened now? You were all loved up last night when we spoke..." "He proposed to me this morning" I say quickly. "Woah!" she says. "How is that wrong?" "Ah fuck Chelle" I groan, putting my head in my hands. "My life is so fucked up! I watched him wrestle yesterday in a company whose fans scream for blood. While he slept last night I googled it. A guy nearly fucking died in a match Chelle. I can't deal with that. If Jon is wrestling here, I can't deal with it. I can't lose him like that. Dessie can't lose him like that. CZW is fucking nuts. How can I tell him that though? How am I supposed to turn around to the man I love to fucking death and say sorry babe, but while you're wrestling for this company I'm not gonna let myself get close to you? He signed a contract, he's here for the long run. I'm not gonna marry him to be made a widow by a fucking light tube. I can't." She takes a deep breath before speaking. "You need to tell him Tor" she says softly. "I bet he's thinking you don't love him right now. You need to sit down and tell him how you feel. Be honest with him. You have to. Or he's gonna do something real stupid." "He signed with CZW Chelle" I moan. "It doesn't get any more stupid than that." She chuckles. "Tell him" she says, and hangs up before I can argue.

When I let myself back into the hotel room I can hear him talking. "I know Seth" he groans. "But she fucking ran again. What am I meant to do? I don't want to lose her Colby but she's pulling away from me and I can't fucking deal with that." My phone rings again and he spins around. "I gotta go" he says quickly, hanging up as I answer my phone. "Hunter" I say, frowning. "Hey Torrie" he says cheerfully. "I can't get through to Dean, he called me but I was on another line. Are you with him?" "Uh yeah" I say and hand my phone to Dean. He takes it and goes into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him. I shake my head and sigh, deciding to start the packing. I keep a crop top and a pair of jeans out to wear and pack everything else. He comes out of the bathroom ten minutes later and stares at me. "Tor" he finally says. I look up at him, the hurt expression on his face enough to make me burst into tears straight away. "Hey" he moans running over to me and making me sit next to him on the bed. "I'm sorry" I whisper, wiping my eyes. He shakes his head. "No Tor" he says making me look at him. "I'm sorry. I overreacted and I took everything out on you, I'm sorry." "No Jon" I say. He puts his finger on my lips. "Listen to me" he begs. I nod and he smiles. "I didn't mean it Tor" he says. "Anything I said, about you staying away from me. I was just hurt, you didn't say yes." I nod. "I know" I say. "And I'm still not saying yes Jon. I can't. For Dessie's sake I can't do it." "What?" he asks, frowning. "While you slept last night" I say taking my phone from him. "I googled CZW. Someone nearly died in a match Jon. I can't do that. I can't be the wife wrestling in another company wondering if it's her husbands last match, if this is the one he dies in. I can't have that for Dessie either. I'm not letting CZW make me a widow Jon." He nods. "Gage" he says. "You watched Nick Gage's match? Tor he's fine. He recovered enough to rob a fucking bank afterwards. He's in prison now. I was there that day, and yeah, it's some scary shit, and I totally understand where you're coming from. That's why Hunter called me. Well, why I called Hunter. I'm coming back to WWE Tor. I'm coming home."