The peaceful silence of the city
Came around a fateful night,
When white snow came pouring down
As you extend your hand to the sky,
I could tell by your grasp that your soundless voice
Would only live but for a moment
Silently the snow collected
From the heavens, light would gather,
You looked up and smiled:
"What does my voice sound like now?"
Even if I replied, would it matter since
You cannot hear my voice no more?
Can you please tell me if you're in pain,
Can you please at least just call my name?
What places will you see when you separate from me?
Where you go, I cannot follow you,
Please don't leave me here alone
How could you abandon me
When the two of us are sharing one soul?
There's really nothing I can do,
But hold onto your lifeless body as snow falls
I cry, I sigh, I don't know why I long to hear your voice.
My only wish is that you speak once more before you disappear
From this earth
(Just one more time)
(Just one more time, I ask)
Call out my name
From the ground you stare up at me
With hollow eyes, filled with water,
Ready to flow down;
Us alone under the gray sky
Falling snow's all that moves in a world
Where everything seems to have stopped for you-
Snow so cold that it begins to burn,
And I know your voice will not return,
All explanations gone
Of why we cannot be one
I beg of you to listen to my voice
I beg of you to smile again
There are no more tears that I can cry,
They all just fade away into your eyes
If wishes really can come true, then I beg of you
To take away my voice and give to the one I love, right here,
Who's dying in my arms-
I'm all alone in this world since you're gone
And the final memory of you will be this:
(This one moment)
(I ask of you)
Let me fade away with you
My only regret, my love,
Was that I never let those words escape my lips
And now I missed my chance and you'll be gone
Without a trace
Even if I scream, you'll never hear
And now your voice will never flow
Within my ears..
*AHHHH*
May all the snowflakes in the world
(And now my soundless voice is rising up)
Continue to fall on the earth for eternity,
(Towards the heavens, too)
And take away all of me so that I can be with her;
(And it's painted white by the melting snow, and soon will be with you)
Erase this soundless voice of mine
(My last wish is for this to finish)
So that I can be closer to the one I love
(And nothing will remain, not even my soul)
Make it white
The group clapped, including Kanda. He just didn't clap with as much gusto as other. "Allen that was beautiful." Tiedoll said, sniffing some. Anita was silently wiping her tears, Lavi and Daisya let their tears flow freely. "That was truly inspiring, a very lovely piece indeed." A new voice said.
The occupants of the room turned to see Cross had brought another male into the room. "Everyone, this is Nea Campbell." Cross introduced the group to a tan man with dark, messy hair. He had a long tan trench coat over a black vest, dress pants and shirt. A black ribbon was tied around his neck, it reminded Allen of how her father dressed in the exact same way but with a red ribbon.
Anita had a blank face as she stared at the man. Lavi had an epiphany "Aren't you the soon to eat music teacher at the Order?" "Yes I am, I didn't think anyone really knew about that yet." Lavi smiled sheepishly "It's kinda my thing to know everything."
Nea stared at Allen before speaking "You've grown up since the last time I saw you. I should apologize for not being there, Allen." The girl in question looked confused and turned to her aunt for an explanation.
"After dinner Allen." Anita said, Allen shrugged. Her aunt only did things like that if it was a private or sensitive topic. "Allen can you play another one of your songs? I want to hear more." Road requested. Allen thought about the next song she should play and whispered to Timcampy who showed more notes.
I close my eyes, as night falls
The memories I recall
Biting onto my frozen lips
Gathering all of my absent strength
Escaping the memory of that day
I saw your face deep within, inside my mind
The last time we spoke then (I'm feeling so alive)
The time we spent had been
A wonderful view
Snow kiss
Never let this be our last goodbye we say
With tears in our eyes we pray
Back then
All the snow had fallen from the starry sky
On that fateful day
Whoa oh
Speaking with big, white puffs of air
Wraps around like a blanket of love
Icy lands turn back to being fair
Sending darkness back with the light from high above
Surely you will live onward, even if night fades
Oh baby
Showing no tears you'll walk on, however your strength continues to wades
Snow kiss
Even when we're far apart we're together
Now and always
That day was when all that I had felt was your love
Came and went like a star
Snow kiss
Never let this be our last goodbye we say
With tears in our eyes we pray
Back then
All the snow had created a scar on you
So please don't fade
Don't erase it
"When did you write that?" Cross asked, he normally hears when Allen is writing songs since her voice carries through the mansion. "I wrote it while Angel was painting me." She could remember the girl saying she wanted to capture Allen doing something natural. Allen is a natural musician so there was no better pose than when Allen was busy writing her songs.
"That's write Angel asked you to be her next model." Daisya said happily, a grin plastered on his face. "I still can't believe she asked you, Allen. The only other person she has ever painted was Tiedoll." Lavi said enthusiastically. "I didn't know Angel was painting again." Road whispered to herself.
"Anyway," Cross started "I know it's been a long time since you've seen him, Allen. He hasn't been here since you were born" Nea sent a glare to the red haired man "but this is Mana's twin brother Nea. He is your uncle."
Allen's eyes widened a fraction before she stood up, and slowly walked to Nea.
A/N: Sorry this took forever, college work has me busy. The first song is by CherryQ, and Snow Kiss is (obviously) the first ending from D. Gray-Man, those are my lyrics. Hope you enjoyed it, please review I enjoy reading them. I saw what happened there I have no idea what happened thank you all for letting me know. It's very much appreciated.- Sinful
