"You said you loved me too, remember?" I expressed from the bottom of my heart. "You must be lying then. If you loved me, you would never put me in this position."

How could he ask me to kill him? I could not, and I would never do it.

He gave me a death glare and it felt like as if his acute eyes were penetrating through me, "of course I don't love you. How could I? Just look at you. You disgust me. I wish I'd never met you."

His words were sharp and filled with hate. Pain and hurt lacerated through my heart as my mind processed those tormenting words as if someone laid a scorching coal on my chest, glowing and burning through my skin. The emotions were running high in the air, what exactly did I do wrong? My insides still felt so emotionally raw and authentic like a cold winter breeze blowing directly at me.

My bipolar disorder was kicking in as I felt my feelings hitting the roof, bursting and annihilating everything in its path. I came to a sudden realisation that Aaron's words might be true and he was never smitten over me. There was nothing left to ponder about. It was the cold, hard and painful truth.

I dragged myself to the gun which was lying on the table and hesitated before grasping it into my palm. Aaron turned to look at me and at the gun, back and forth. His worrying eyes, his pupils dilated and his sweat trickling down his temples.

I stood up with the gun in my hand and activate the slide so the round will be ready. My eyes blinked rapidly in denial to conquer the winning tears in my eyes and raised the gun, holding him at a near gunpoint. This was it, the pathetic finale of this relationship.

"Go on. Do it." Aaron aggravated the situation in a melancholic tone, with lots of teardrops rolling down his cheeks.

My eyes strained and contracted as my breath was getting irregular, hyperventilating heavily. My heart was as if my blood had become tar as it struggled to keep a steady beat. My hand was shivering so much to the point that I could not even focus my aim anymore. The insatiable fire burnt all the remaining oxygen in my body, leaving me with nothing but an empty shell.

"I meant it! I-I love you!" Those words reluctantly escaped my mouth.

Aaron clenched his eyes shut after he heard my affection for him, seemingly relieved while he awaited for his dooming nemesis.

"I…I love you…too," he slowly replied with a bittersweet grin.

That struck my heart hard, but I tried to convince myself that those words were just to change his ending destiny, but I could not. This time, his words felt so powerful, felt so real and emotional. The nausea swirled unrestrainedly in my empty stomach as my head was swarmed by half-formed regrets. I felt my fingers unwillingly swithered towards the gun's trigger and I tried to resist after realising Aaron was honest, but I could not stop it. I realised I had lost every control of my body. There was an overpowering voice yelling at me mentally and it felt like my brain was bursting apart, but nevertheless, I desperately tried to stop my action to preserve the life of my Aaron.

Stop this! I love him!

I begged my other me but it was a futile attempt. Nothing was working, I screamed, I cried, I tried to fight it but it was invincible.

Its monotonous voice made an appearance, this is his wish and I'm helping you to fulfil it because you are too timid to.

Upon hearing that, I knew Aaron's fate was probably sealed. I looked at him for perhaps the last time and saw him trying his best to squint his eyes closed, shivering in fear like a petrified child and was anticipating his doom. My fingers resisted at the trigger and just when I thought I had gained control, my other me did it.

Bang.

Writer's note:

I had thoroughly enjoyed this process of writing this story because I am a crazy supporter of Aaron and Robert (Robron). A big thank you to those people who had read.

I may add a short sequel (1 chapter) as to how Robert reacted after he painfully and unwillingly liquidated his boyfriend if I receive any requests for it via PM or in the comments.

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Once again, thank you for reading.