Katniss's POV:

How do I know what he wants from me? I mean, I know what he wants or at least I think I do...everything's still blury to me. It's been awhile since I've talked to my mother or Prim, Peeta promises a visit to the bakery tomorrow and that kind of makes me smile because I hope that I will maybe get to see them.

He's still asleep so I make an effort to cook something for breakfast but it's probably going to suck because I can't cook worth a shit .. Peeta is better at it than I am for the most part anyway.

As I cut up some cheese for an omelette I feel two hands touch my waist and for a moment I debate stabbing this person but the desire subsides and I return to reality.

"Never knew you could cook."

"Very funny.. you call this cooking?"

He's silent for a minute,

"Yeah I do I mean what are you even making here you look like you're running a breakfast shop."

I turn around ready to defend myself in anyway possible from that comment

"I'll have you know.."

I realize I am pointing the knife at Peeta and It instantly falls to the floor, instead of being upset about the knife Peeta kisses me and for a moment I'm in paradise.. real actual paradise. The memories of us flood in and I don't mean the bad ones.. the really good ones.. all the desire to hurt myself and Peeta are gone I feel amazing and I don't want this kiss to end but it does.

"That I was trying to make an omelette... thanks."

I tried to be serious but I felt a smile wider then anything form across my face.

I just kept looking at the floor and when I finally found the courage to look up he had that same stupid smile on his face and I just turned around again to finish making the omelette that turned out not to be all that gross.. maybe he is right I can cook.

Some time goes by and I'm guessing it's about 8:00am when we are finally ready to go to the bakery. Peeta starts the car outside and I look in the mirror one more time.. looking for the girl he wants.

When we get to the bakery we're greeted by Peeta's brother Rye, he takes us to the back where I watch Peeta ice a cake for an order going out today. After a while he asks me if I want to try making a rose out of icing on the cake, I asked to watch him do a few more before I tried my hand at it. This made him smile and when it was my turn to try making roses I have to say I failed horribly at the task but Peeta was a good teacher. A few more minutes into our lesson on icing flowers there's a loud noise like someone slammed a door shut...

"Who is this random girl cooking in OUR bakery?" This was Peeta's mother.. I remember her probably because she has the ruddest personality anyone could ever have.

"It's Katniss mom.. She's helping me ice cakes today, hope that's okay with you." His mother goes on telling him how it's not what at all and I felt like I was getting him in trouble even after Peeta assured me I wasn't. After he gave me a small smile as a cue to leave the situation I slipped around the corner into the back room, where they kept extra supplies and where the staircase that led up to the apartment over the bakery the Mellarks lived in was.

I sat on the bottom of the staircase where I was able to hear some of what was going on between Peeta and Mrs. Mellark. It was a regular fight she yelled and Peeta tried explaining that since we're married I should get to pick up some jobs as well.

The door slammed and I ran out from the back because I knew she was gone.

"Peeta are you okay? I'm s-"

"Yeah Katniss, she just doesn't understand some things."

I hesitate before I ask...

" Who's cake is it?"

"Prim ordered it. She wanted to pick it up in half an hour."

I watched Peeta finish icing the cake intently, it's really amazing how he makes sure every single flower is perfect for Prim. The half hour goes by like a snail and I can't believe that he has the cake done by then, there was so much added to it like pink frosting to match the roses and yellow to accent it all.

We hear the bell ring, indicating someone has entered the bakery. This girl has blonde hair, in two braids on either side of her head and she's only about a foot taller than the counter. I immediately realize it's Prim and run over to hug her, she hugs back and asks how I'm doing but she can see that I'm not in all that bad of a place anymore. Hell I'm even having fun today. I watch as Peeta carefully brings out the cake and her eyes light up as she opens the pink box it's packaged in. Everything's happening so fast and I stop for a moment realizing our mother isn't here, I ask Prim why she didn't show and she explained that she didn't want to see me this way but allowed Prim to come if she really wanted to, It was just when dad had that accident it has never been the same for her and she hates seeing people she loves in pain.

I know that's what our mother does but I really wanted her to visit me today.


Okay so a bit of a larger update :) and quicker than anticipated! hopefully all the updates will come to me quicker like this one did lol enjoy and remember feedback is welcome!