A/N: I might not update till after New Years due to vacation

Disclaimer: I don't own anything

RPOV

After hunting I went nearby a frozen lake to think. I really don't like Alice and the way she was looking at my mate. I didn't like the way I scared Bella. They way my Bella was mad at me. But I know she'll get over it.

It was around eight thirty that I decided to head back Bella would be awake by now. As I came through the front door I called Bella's name and got no reply. The whole house looked empty. Walking into the kitchen I found a letter.

Rose,

We all went hunting, Alice volunteered to stay back with Bella. Hope you feel better.

Esme

I growled and called Bella's name again.

"Rose." Bella's voice called from upstairs. I rushed upstairs and found the game room door open but couldn't find her.

"Bella?"

"Shh, she'll hear you." I snapped my head to the corner of the room and found Bella hiding under the pool table, her tiny finger on her lips. I ran to her side under the table and started checking over her tiny body to see if she was hurt.

"Stop Rose." Bella whispered and then Alice came in front of us, a smile on her face.

"I found you!" Bella squealed and smacked my arm, "You made me get caught."

Bella crawled out from under the table and ran to Alice's side. "Your turn to hide." Bella told her, Alice had other ideas. She picked Bella up from the ground and nuzzled her head. "How about we go to the park?" she asked. Bella nodded and kissed Alice's cheek. I growled loudly and Bella looked at me with fear in her eyes and wrapped her arms around Alice's neck.

I bared my teeth at Alice and she growled lowly, careful not to let Bella hear.

"Let's go."Alice went downstairs, me following close behind her. Right when they were about to go outside the front door Alice turned around facing, "Maybe you should stay and make Bella lunch, we'll be back by eleven." I nodded my head slowly, my hands balled into fists. I walked slowly out the back door of the kitchen and started hitting trees. They automatically fell to the forest floor. I sat on the floor crying. Am I losing my mate?

Esme arrived home when it was Bella's lunchtime. She quickly made Bella a sandwich. I told her about what happened and she assured me that I was overreacting. I sat on the chair next to Bella and watched her eat her sandwich.

"Bella?" she looked up at me.

"I didn't mean to scare you earlier. I'm sorry baby. Please forgive me!" I pleaded. She put a finger to her chin as if she was thinking.

"Hmm. Okay Rosie, I'll forgive you.. if you let me stay up past my bedtime aaand I get to sleep next to you!"

"Yes! You better eat before mommy comes and see's that you're not done yet." Her eyes widened and she went on eating. Alice walked in two minutes later and went to Bella's side, "Bella, can I do your hair? I'll make it to your liking." Alice said with a smile that I just wanted to slap off of her face.

Bella shook her head, "Sorry Alice but I promised Rosalie that she could do my hair today." She said in a sweet voice. I stared lovingly at her and kissed her forehead.

"Let's go my Bella, but its naptime first." Bella pouted and crossed her shoulders.

"If I do your hair, you won't have to take a naptime Bella. We can watch movies instead." Alice said and I quickly glared at her

"She'll be cranky if she doesn't nap." I snapped but Alice just smirked and Bella agreed on her offer.

Kate came into the kitchen and saw Bella still sitting on the table, "Wasn't it naptime ten minutes ago? Should I call Esme and ask her to put you to sleep, missy?" Bella shook her head and stuck her arms out to be carried I was about to grab her when Alice took her into her arms. "Then we'll do movies later. Let's get the pretty princess to bed."

"But I'm a power ranger, not a princess." Bella said

"Well come on then my little power ranger." Alice said and I growled lowly, from the corner of my eye I saw Kate smirk and walk away.

I decided to give it a rest and let Bella be with the one she really wants. Alice,

"C'mon Bella go to sleep." Alice pleaded from upstairs.

"But I want my Rose." I was upstairs in a flash, Alice looked angry and walked out stomping her feet. Bella smiled and put her arms up, "Take me to our room Rosie Posie." I cradled her in my arms gently and walked to our room. I gently set Bella down on the bed and laid down next to her. She cuddled herself to my side and I whispered, "I love you"

That was three weeks ago. In time, Alice and Bella grew closer while Bella and I drifted farther apart. She spent all of her time with Alice and said that Alice was her favorite sister. Bella still only cuddles with me at night and never allows Alice to. Alice desperately tries every night but fails when Bella calls out for me.

It is Bella's birthday today and I haven't seen her since she woke up and I wished her a happy birthday. Alice took her from me and Bella obliged saying that Alice was going to take her shopping and buy her whatever she wanted. I sat there hopelessly, Bella had found her happiness in Alice and I was just in the back round.

"Rosie! Look at the pretty dress Ali got me! Isn't it pretty?" Bella cheered as she twirled around in her blue dress.

"You look beautiful Bella." I said softly as I moved a strand of her behind her ear. I offered her a sad smile and Bella instantly became serious, "Why are you sad Rosie?" Her innocent voice asked

"It's just that you're getting big so fast I want you to stay small." I easily lied.

"But Rosie if I stay small how will I marry you?" I stood frozen in shock. Could she feel the bond already? She's attracted to me already?

"You- you want to marry me Bella?" I asked giving her a kiss on the forehead.

"Yes Rosie, you're a gentleman." Bella giggled as she gave me a hug.

"Happy birthday my Bella."

"Hurry up Rose, everyone is downstairs and are gonna sing me happy birthday!" Emmett told Bella about the happy birthday song, she said on her birthday last year her parents gave her less hits. She's never heard it, but ever since Emmett told her she's been looking forward to it.

She ran out of the room quickly and I was about to stand up when a voice came out of nowhere, "Don't you see what you're doing Rosalie? You're taking away her choice to be with someone else." I looked up to see Alice, arms crossed and leaning against the door frame.

"She's destined to be with me, she already feels the bond! How is it my fault?" I growled.

"Give her a chance to be human, to be with a human. If you stay now Rosalie, you're taking away her choice in being with some else, having children and growing old together." She whispered

"She's my mate! We're destined together. Being away from her will hurt me-"

"Isn't that a little selfish Rosalie? Making be with you so that you're not lonely? Wow Rose, I thought you really did love her. Instead you're going to have her be an immortal, damned for eternity?"

Alice walked away downstairs, leaving me to think. Am I really being that selfish? Taking away her choice in life? Am I that much of a monster? I'm hurting her without even knowing it.

I didn't sing happy birthday to Bella, too ashamed in going downstairs. Bella called for me and I went down only to take a picture. Once back upstairs it was almost Bella's bedtime and I had my bags packed. I am going to travel the world for a little, to clear my head and let Bella live without me.

"Rosie, its bedtime hurry, I'm tired!"Bella called as she appeared in front of me. She put her arms in the air and waited patiently for me to pick her up.

I closed my eyes and walked to the bed, her confused eyes followed me as she climbed into bed without my help. She laid down and I stood there, "Goodbye Bella." I said hesitantly and kissed her nose.

"Aren't you going to sleep next to me Rose?" I shook my head and grabbed my black bag on the floor and walked out of the room. "Rosie" Bella called from the room. But I ignored her and kept walking.

Once downstairs I said good bye to everyone. They all told me to stay and said that the bond is too strong and would hurt Bella. "I'm making it worse, she'll have to learn how to live without me." I said as I hugged everyone but Alice, who I waved at. I was about to walk out of the door when I heard Edward speak, "Look, I know that I haven't been that nice to Bella and all but I'm not a monster. What you're going to do will bring her great pain and suffering. It won't be fair."

"Just take care of her, okay?" He nodded his head and I walked out of the door, putting my bags in the trunk of my car when there was a loud cry. "Don't leave me Rosie." I turned around to see my family surrounding me and little Bella closer to me. I crouched down and she came running to me and hugged me as tight as her little body could. I hugged her back and kissed her head.

"Be a good girl m- Bella." She shook her head and held onto me for dear life. I grabbed her tiny hand and pried them off of my body.

I stood up and got into the car, starting it quickly." As I drove away I looked through the rearview mirror and saw Bella on the floor crying with Alice hugging her close to her chest.

"She's in good hands." I whispered to myself