This one is a shorty, just so you know, but even though it's short, i have still used a lot of time and thoughts on it.
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Next day back at school:
Kurt's pow:
Okay, stay calm; it isn't your first time around, as you were here yesterday. Sure, yesterday didn't go exactly as planned, but, it'll be just fine. No one will laugh; none of them seems to like fighting, so everything will go all smooth and steady, right? … I mean the only things that could go wrong now would be if the image inducer broke, or if I lost control of the tail, or if anyone made fun of my accent, but then I just have to close my ears, and ignore the comments. So, this is just a normal day, I'm just a normal looking boy walking down the normal school halls, no biggy….. No, I can't focus, I'm gonna freak out! Sooner or later something will go completely wrong, and that something won't ever be able to get away with! I have to get out of this wicked trap full of doom immediately!"
They had just entered the school when Kurt tried to back out. This time it wasn't Kitty who was a chicken.
Of cause Jean and Scott stopped him before he got a chance to escape, by holding a firm grip on both of his arms, but even though their grip was almost impossible to escape from, it didn't make him any less determined to disappear. He tried hard to free his arms, while his legs and upper body fought an uphill battle in the attempt to move forward. He was actually inhumanely strong for a boy his age, as he almost toppled both Jean and Scott in the process…
"No, you can't make me! Now let go of me!" He yelled out in a panicked tone. He didn't know why he reacted like this, when he should have been like that yesterday, if he absolute had to act like that in the first place. On the other hand, now that he knew what he was heading into, he knew that it was a bad idea.
"Come on boy, stop acting like a five year old and get your butt back inside!" Scott ordered, while still trying to pull him back inside. He knew that there would be a problem of some kind, as the day until now had gone just fine without any difficulties, which wasn't really normal at all. At least no one was watching the awkward scene taking place at the front door…
"No, no no no no, No! I can't go inside again, it's horrible! The lockers tries to eat you, people ignore you or laughs at you, and that's just in the halls! I don't even want to know what happens inside the classrooms!" He started to panic even more and had almost pulled himself free, when Kitty added:
"The lockers don't eat you stupid; it was me pulling you inside!"
"Well that's not how I remember it!" He said, a little less freaked out, but still pretty distressed.
"But that's how it was… The only things the lockers eat are your books if it binds…"
"Why are you so calm all of a sudden? Can't you guys see how big of a mistake this could end up being?"
"Yes we know it's dangerous, but it's a chance we have to take. A chance you have to take too." Jean then let go, and so did Scott. Now was his chance to bail! He could just run of, and never come back. It seemed so easy, but then again… He didn't want to run away anymore. It was time to face his problems, and even though he knew it wouldn't be easy, and a little voice inside his head was telling him to run, he still had his feet planted firmly in the ground. He stood still for a second as he looked beyond the horizon, in over the tall trees. He enjoyed the sound of birds sinning before they flew away. They were free to do whatever they wanted to without fear, without responsibilities. He wanted to be free too, but he wouldn't get out of this prison cell by escaping the things that made him feel trapped, he had to embrace them. With a sight he turned around, determined to go inside. He wanted to enjoy life, and let go of all the unnecessary worries all around him. He was known for being a relaxed goof ball; always brining a happy smile on someone else's face, and he would happily keep up the positive attitude.
"Are you ready now?" Kitty asked a little frustrated, but only a little bit.
"As ready as I'll never be." He simply said, before opening the door once more. They were in the halls, and even though it was as scary as last time, if not more, he at least had a motivation with him this time:
"This will be the year where I just relax and joke around, thinks less negative thoughts, and thinks more about satisfying myself and my teammates. I've had enough of being serious and push people away in fear they might not like me. This time they can't see me, they can't judge me, so there's no reason for not talking to other people on my own age. Something I've been missing the last fifteen years of my life. This year will be something special, something I'll remember forever, something exciting and new, and most importantly, something that'll make Kitty like me, all fuzzy and cute as I am." He thought to himself, before heading down the hall with Kitty beside him.
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