Disclaimer: Belongeth to Disneyeth
Author's Note: Another sad one.
Love
"Anna!" I cried in despair. This can't be happening. It's not real. There is no way my little sister has turned to solid ice. There is no way that she is…
"Oh Anna, no…no…oh please no."
I'm begging…begging God that this isn't real, that this didn't happen. All I can think was that it was all for nothing. I'd separated myself from her so I wouldn't hurt and now…
I want to die.
Right here, right now. The pain is too much. She's my baby sister…oh God it's not fair. Please dear God tell me it's not real. Tell me I'm asleep in my room and having one of my nightmares. Just as long as I can wake up and she'll be all right.
I'm clinging to her, hugging her tight. I may never stop crying. Oh if only the sword hadn't broken. I want Hans to kill me. I want him to run the blade through my broken heart.
I don't think I can handle this. I can't come back from this…it's too much. No one should be expected to go on after something like this. I pushed her away for so long! I'll never have a chance to know her now. Oh why did I agree to push her away? It wasn't worth it. Oh Anna, please…please not you…please come back…I'll do anything God, anything!"
My Papa always told me that God never gives us more than we can bear. How can God expect me to bear this!
I feel something touch my back. I must be hallucinating because I thought I felt her move. Ice doesn't move though. I'm foolish enough to look up and I almost can't process it.
"Wha-? Anna?"
My sister smiles at me.
"Oh, Elsa."
Oh my God, she's alive! She's alive! I grab on to her and hug her fiercely. I'm never letting her go again. Oh thank you God. Thank you. Thank you. Still, I can't believe what she had done.
"…You sacrificed yourself for me?"
Why Anna? Why would you do such a thing after all I've done to you? I almost killed you. She must read all my questions in my eyes. Her expression grows soft.
"I love you."
Three simple words. Three magical words. I love her so much it hurts…it hurt so much to be away from her, to not be a part of her life. I've got a second chance. I can't blow this. I can have my sister back. Olaf is dancing around excitedly. He exclaims.
"An act of true love will thaw a frozen heart."
I pause. It's like I never knew anything before, but of course it's because I was being a complete idiot. All this time, all that fear…I have so much to make up for.
"Love…will thaw…Love…of course."
"Elsa?"
I smile at my baby sister. The baby sister who love s me despite everything that's happened. Despite how many times I slammed the door and shut her out and told her to go away. She still loves me.
"Love."
I know how to stop the winter…and I do.
I just needed a little love.