When I finally woke up my mind was in a frenzy. I struggled to string together what exactly had happened and how I felt about it, but I my thoughts just kept falling apart. I felt sad and sexually satisfied at the same time while I remembered what I had done with Kenny yesterday. I was not prepared for the level of shame that suddenly hit me once I realized I had actually gotten fucked by Kenny. A poor trashy kid that I had once called my friend. I felt disgusted and ashamed that I was still sexually fantasizing about all the things I could do with Kenny, and what had already been done. He had not woken up yet, but if he did I was sure he would notice how insane I looked. My face felt like it was twitching and melting as I clutched down on Kenny's bed with my fingers. I was trying to fight off the memory and prevent myself from thinking about what had happened with Kenny. I knew that was impossible with Kenny laying right next to me. I knew I should run away and leave but I found myself frozen as my mind was racing around and I felt all of my feelings towards where I was and what I had done come crashing together.
Kenny's mattress was not very large and I was uncomfortably close to Kenny. It pained me to look at him so I mostly just glanced around the room. I was naked apart from the thong I was wearing and Kenny at some point had stripped down to his boxers. Only half of his body was covered by the sheet. The sun was already out and normally I would be afraid that someone in Kenny's family may have come by and saw me laying in bed with Kenny and draw conclusions, but right now my mind was far more focused on the war that was raging within itself.
It was weird to be both an extreme slut and at the same time a prideful person, but somehow my brain coped with the cognitive dissonance. I hated myself for enjoying my situation far more than I should be. I looked over to Kenny's face and immediately envied his carefree, peaceful, satisfied expression. Then I noticed something tenting in Kenny's boxers and my mind began wondering. I know I should be wanting to get dressed and get the fuck out of Kenny's house, after all, Kenny had told me to stay the night and not that I had to stay in the next morning as well. Seeing his hard on immediately brought out my slutty side. I was actually thinking and desiring to play with Kenny's cock while he slept and the full effects of that thought line suddenly hit me. I realized that I was actually wanting to suck Kenny's dick without him forcing me to, and that made me face the reality that I was just a disgusting faggot who wanted to suck another guy dick. I would never be considered normal and if it was revealed to everyone I knew that I was gay I would forever be branded as a freak, and I knew that deep down inside it was true and not only that but I also was a total whore. Being outed as gay would be bad enough, but being outed as a dirty fucking slut would ruin me entirely.
I do not know what lead me to do what I did next. It was like I just blacked out and my emotions just shut down. I felt dead inside as I body began to move on its own. I got out from under the sheets as I crawled closer to Kenny. His face looked so peaceful and it just reminded me of how much I hate him. I hated everything about Kenny, his class, his status, his personality, and most of all what he made me feel about myself. It was his kinds fault I had to keep myself in the closet, and it was his fault specifically that made me legitimately hate myself. I despised Kenny with all my heart and at that moment I found my hands wrapped around his neck and slowly tightening. I was no longer thinking straight and just gave into the rage I felt towards the guy who made me have to confront myself.
At first, I was merely squeezing his neck but after a while, his body began to react. At first, he just rolled over and thrashed around a little bit. I suddenly felt a sense of urgency. I had to kill him now or I would miss my chance and he would wake up and retaliate. I squeezed down on his throat as I straddled his torso so I had a better leverage. His head began to become discolored as he suddenly woke up. He tried to gasp for air and the sight of him being awaked drove me to tighten my grip around his fucking throat. Kenny had to die along with my secret and he had left me no choice. At least that is how I justified my insane action in my head. The fear of him retaliating against me if I failed here filled me with adrenaline. He could kill me if I failed, or ruin my life by immediately leaking the photos and videos he had taken , or just rape me and I had to prevent any of that. Kenny's eyes met mine as he fully woke up and was suddenly aware of the situation he was in. Kenny looked surprised, pissed off, and most of all frightened and it made me feel empowered to have Kenny in such a helpless situation like he had me in. Kenny began bucking around and I held onto his neck for dear life as he attempted to throw me off of him. Kenny would probably say something if he could but instead look at me disbelievingly as I saw some tears well up in his eyes. He looked like he was actually hurt and upset with what I was doing to him. What the hell was I doing to him?
It was weird having my mind suddenly begin working and having all my mixed emotions return to me. Suddenly I wavered my grip and Kenny pushed me off with so much force that he sent me flying to the other side of the mattress. I was coming to terms with the fact that I almost just killed Kenny as Kenny made some loud wheezing noises as he recovered his breath.
"What... the... fuck... Kyle," Kenny said between wheezes.
I was suddenly afraid of what Kenny planned to do to me now that I had just tried to kill him. I still hated him and I almost wanted to try and finish him off, as horrible a person that made me, but instead I decided I needed to get the fuck out of there. I ran over to my bag and put my second pair of clothes on quickly as Kenny recovered on his mattress. I glanced over at him and saw he was still staring at me with disbelief. He was not looking at me with a sense of humor or condescension , instead, he was looking at me like I was some kind of monster. I was torn between feeling bad about what I had just done, and being mad at Kenny for all the shit he had recently put me through. I began fully realizing the weight behind what I had just done and realized that I was behaving like some sociopath. It was even worsted that part of me enjoyed what I was just doing to Kenny. I knew that I was a slut but now I was worried I might be a monster. Kenny was such a source of self-hatred for me that I almost felt like I was killing a part of myself when I was strangling Kenny.
As soon as I got fully dressed Kenny had fully recovered his breath.
"What the fuck is wrong with you!" He yelled at me.
I tried to come up with a response but nothing I thought up was really an appropriate response. Instead of standing there and trying to come up with a response I bolted towards Kenny's door. He stopped me before I got to it and punched me in the gut. The wind was knocked out of me and I feared for my life as Kenny through me against his wall. He looked to be pissed off at me as he reapproached me.
"Fuck you," Kenny said in a bitter voice,"You will leave when I tell you to you fucking psycho."
I was still fighting the various emotions trying to take control of my mind and I just felt like running. As soon as Kenny got close to me I pushed him with surprising strength and he tripped on some clothes as he fell backward onto his bed. I once again ran to his door only to feel Kenny's grip on my shoulder the moment I went to open it. He grabbed me by my neck and put me in a choke hold. I immediately thought that he was trying to kill me for trying to strangle him and began kicking wildly, but he just kept me in a headlock for a few minutes not saying anything. My emotions settled down as I felt anger towards Kenny at having me in a helpless situation yet again.
"Are you calm yet," Kenny questioned.
"Fuck you," I responded bitterly.
Kenny let out a sigh as he dragged me back to his bed. He did not look as pissed off as he did but he still looked aggravated. He suddenly began using his other hand unzip the zipper of my pants that I had just put on. I did not want to have any more sex with Kenny, and I knew that if he started this my anger would go away the moment I became focused on Kenny's cock again. I did not want the cycle to continue so I decided to let my anger festur for as long as I could. He soon snaked his hand into my pants where he soon gripped down on my balls and squeezed them. I yelped in pain and Kenny let go of my neck whiled keeping his grip on my balls.
"Wow even your nuts are small," Kenny said with an awkward laugh.
"Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you," I said aggressively.
"I can't believe you fucking tried killing me in my fucking sleep," Kenny said bitterly," but it's ok I will give you something to eat to calm you down."
Kenny fished his own morning wood out of his boxers and from what I could see he was already leaking precum. I wondered what part of this was turning him on as I brooded over the fact that I was seemingly never going to be free of this asshole. He made me lay down on his bed as he positioned himself in the sixty-nine position above me, but instead of giving me head he just had my balls in a grip. He began lowering his leaking dick towards my face.
"You better open up you psycho slut," Kenny threatened as he squeezed my balls," and no biting or else."
Seeing his cock did exactly what if feared it would. I opened up and began sucking Kenny's morning wood. He would dip it in and out of my mouth as I mindlessly sucked on it. I could not believe that I once again had given into my lust, but at that moment I realized that I was still furious with Keny as I sucked him off. My hands were still free and as I sucked Kenny's dick I placed my hands on his back. He did not seem to really notice anything until I pulled his back down and forced his cock further into my mouth. Kenny moaned from my sudden action and then I used my nails to begin scratching the shit out of his back. He was not expecting this and he let out a sudden yelp as he squeezed my balls causing me to let out a muffled yelp through Kenny's cock that was plugging my mouth.
"Cut the crazy shit out..." Kenny said as he stopped mid-sentence.
I suddenly felt his other hand fishing inside my pants as he squeezed my erection painfully before realizing it.
"Holy shit," Kenny said," are you a fucking sadist, masochist, or both?" Kenny questioned.
I was so lost in thought that I mostly ignored what Kenny had said. For some reason, I really enjoyed inflicting pain on Kenny while sucking him off. It was like I was not only satisfying my sexual urges, but I was also getting vengeance on the asshole using me as cock sleeve.
The process went on for a while as I sucked Kenny off. I would occasionally scratch the fuck out of his back and eventually Kenny just seemed to accept it. He would still squeeze the fuck out of my nuts whenever I did it, though. Kenny seemed like he was getting close as he pulled his waist upwards and pulled his dick out of my mouth.
"Milk me," Kenny said in a lecherous tone," and aim my cock so it sprays into your mouth."
I could hardly reach Kenny's back but I did and with one hand I jerked him off aiming his dick head towards my mouth. I had my mouth gaping openly prepared to take Kenny's seed once more. Meanwhile, my other hand was still digging into Kenny's back and I felt dual pleasures at once as my mind calmed a bit. Just when I felt myself begin to draw blood from scratching Kenny's back, Kenny suddenly pushed a finger into my asshole. He was fishing around with his other hand, but the penetration still came as a surprise as I let out a girly yelp. Kenny continuously squeezed my balls and fingered me which caused my erection to start leaking a little precum and I continuously milked Kenny's cock as I scratched his back raw.
Soon Kenny's balls began spazzing as he released his grip on my balls and shoved three of his fingers as far up my ass as he could. He lifted his waist up making it where I had to struggle to keep a hold on his cock as he suddenly erupted. The first shot of jizz landed straight in my mouth as Kenny began to shake a bit causing his dick to almost sway out of my grip. The next few shots hit inside of my mouth but a few hit me around my lips instead. Kenny's dick spazzed as he shot his last couple of loads in my mouth. He fell down causing his softening dip to land in my gaping mouth.
"Clean it off girly," Kenny said as he took both of his hands out of my pants.
I cleaned his cock off and swallowed his spunk as I stopped digging into his back. His back looked reddened and had scratch marks, but I could not see any blood. I probably should have been worried about my behavior in this situation, but it was early in the morning and I had just gone through some shit yesterday so I did not really care at the moment. Kenny got off of me not bothering to get me off.
"Damn you scratched the fuck out of my back," Kenny complained as he lightly traced the scratch marks I had left," Seriously you are fucking crazier than I thought."
I let out a little laugh that caught Kenny off guard. He looked confused by me laughing and also a little bemused.
"Wow you really are a crazy slut," Kenny said with a laugh of his own and a confused expression on his face,"just get out now and I will see you at school on Monday."
It was weird leaving Kenny's room after everything that had transpired. I had never enjoyed myself with Kenny as much as I just did when I was causing his pain. I was relieved that his family was nowhere to be seen in the house as I made my way outside. While I walked down the sidewalk heading towards my house I was able to think about what had just happened. I was now not only afraid of what Kenny could do to me but also was now afraid of what I could do to me. I think I was going down a path that was not pleasant and all I wanted at that moment was a bath and to wash my hands.
I soon was home and found myself in the shower. I was scrubbing my hands as I tried to dissect what had just happened at Kenny's house. It was weird that Kenny had not taken a more serious action against me, and I wondered if he actually realized how close I was to killing him. I know I should feel horrible about almost killing another human being, but for some reason, I just did not and that was just disturbing. Was I really showing Kenny he did not have power over me when I was strangling him or was I just showing how far he had destroyed me as a person? Regardless of whatever the case was I know was looking forward to having more sex with Kenny, and not only that but I was also desiring to take out more frustration on his body like I had just done. I realized that this relationship was going to a very bad place and realized I had to distance myself from Kenny. If only he would let go of whatever ridiculous vendetta he had against me.
As I got out of the shower and finally checked my phone I realized it was ten in the morning. I went downstairs and started watching some television trying to get my mind off Kenny. After watching tv for a while the front door of my house opened and Ike came inside. He looked happy to see me again as he quickly approached me. I suddenly remembered that Ike now knew I was gay and I felt a little awkward as he sat down on the other side of the couch.
"Hey Kyle," Ike greeted.
"Hey," I responded back.
"Um... I kind of wanted to talk to you a bit more about you and your um..." Ike said nervously trying to find the right words.
"Gayness," I suggested with a laugh.
It was amazing how my brother could just flip my mood instantly. It was also amazing that I could actually joke and talk about my orientation to him in such an open way. It felt really relieving to have this little freedom to speak freely.
"yea I guess," Ike said chuckling.
"I wanted to know if you are... dating anyone," Ike asked nervously.
"What," I said surprised,"Why would you ask that."
"It is just," Ike began," Me and Ruby saw you and Kenny walking together last Monday and it seemed like..."
I was surprised that Ike had seen me walking to Kenny's job last Monday and I had not seen him. I was also confused as to why Ike was suddenly interested in my love life. Above all, I was afraid that he was catching on to my relationship with Kenny. It was far worst than just dating him, it was something that was really fucked up and I did not want to talk about.
"We are not dating," I said forcing a laugh.
"Oh, well it is ok if you are I mean Ruby's brother is..." Ike went to say before I interrupted him.
"Ike I am not dating Kenny and please don't bring up my love life," I say with a nervous laughter.
"Just please use protection," Ike says quickly as he gets up from the couch.
"Ike!," I tell him as I feel a wave of embarrassment from having my younger brother worry about me using protection when I hook up with another guy.
I then realize that I had not been using protection at all whenever I sucked Kenny off and when he fucked me last night. I immediately feared that Kenny might have given me an std. Knowing how much he gets around it was definitely a possibility that I had overlooked. I felt stupid that I had actually forgotten about protection all together while going through this shit with Kenny. I guess I would have to ask him if he had any diseases which would definitely be an uncomfortable subject to bring up.
Sunday went by relatively fast as I tried to get my thoughts straight while relaxing. My ass was surprisingly not sore considering how roughly Kenny had fucked it, but that was the last thing I wanted to think about. It was soon Monday and I was on my way to school once more. Stan and Token just talked about how well they did in the football game on Saturday and hardly paid attention to me. I waited anxiously for Kenny to pop up during breakfast but I never saw him. It was during my first-period class where I got a message from him. Our school was lenient on cell phone use, but we were not supposed to have them out during class. I carefully pulled the phone out of my pocket only slightly so I could read the message. When I saw it was Kenny I suddenly focused my attention on reading the message rather than anything the teacher was saying.
Yo go to the nurses office and snag some adderall for me.
Fuck no I am in the middle of class I respond
Ok let's see how Clyde likes your slutty side then Kenny responded
Alright fine but wait for class to be over I respond
Need it now baby girl, so make an excuse and cut class for a moment Kenny responded
I realized that this was going to be one of those things that Kenny would not compromise on. I realized that he was like that with most things. I had no idea what excuse I was supposed to make, how I was supposed to grab the pill, or where I was supposed to give them to Kenny at. I could not believe that I was about to make up an excuse to get out of class and still pills for Kenny, but when I thought about Kenny's dick I immediately was ok with stealing. It was so unlike me to be like this, but I was a dirty slut and I wanted Kenny to fuck my face and ass some more. I hated that Kenny made me this way, but the best part was imagining how I could take out my anger on Kenny. I could squeeze his balls like he had mine when I blow him next time. I could also bite him like he did me. The bite mark Kenny had left on my shoulder was covered by my shirt so nobody would notice. His teeth made quite a dent in my body and I wanted to pay him back for that.
I told my teacher I needed to use the restroom and he immediately let me out without even questioning me. I guess my reputation amongst the school staff and my teachers was so good that they just trusted me. Normally I would be thinking about how wrong it was for me to betray their trusts, but right now I had my goal in mind.
When I got to the nurse's office I was relieved to see that she was not there. She did have a reputation for getting to school a period or two late and it looked like I got lucky today. I went into her office and saw that the medicine cabinet was locked and I began fishing around her little desk for the key. I find a couple of keys and one of them thankfully opened the cabinet. I grabbed the pills that Kenny had requested and was about to make my way out of the office when I heard footsteps. I had to think fast and come up with some excuse as to why I was here. I closed the medicine cabinet and quickly put the key back into my pocket just when the nurse walked in.
"Broflovski," The nurse questioned,"What are you doing here."
"Oh, sorry ma'am I had a migraine and wanted some aspirin," I lied.
"Oh ok then," The nurse said immediately buying it.
Normally she would probably ask for a pass to go to the nurse's office that the teacher was supposed to give me, but I was so well known for helping the school out that I guess they trusted me enough not to even ask. The nurse looked into a drawer on her desk where I had gotten the key from. She fished around looking for it and I realized that the key was still in my pocket and immediately feared being caught with it.
"Sorry Kyle," The nurse apologized," I seem to have misplaced the key."
She then went into the office's closet and began digging around looking for the key. When she was occupied I slipped the key under her computer's keyboard and relocked the medicine cabinet to hide evidence of me doing anything. I knew she would eventually realize that the Adderall had vanished, but for now, I felt safer.
"You know what I'll just deal with it," I said as I began to leave her office,"Good luck finding the key."
"Wait," The nurse said stopping me," Here I found some more aspirin in storage closet just take one of these."
I played along took the pill and thanked her. She then found the key under the keyboard and was relieved. I bid farewell and left the nurses office.
I got your damned pills I texted Kenny
Oh good get over to the abandoned greenhouse in the back of the school Kenny responded
Fuck you maybe I won't I respond
What? You got the pills just bring your ass over here before your teacher realizes something is up Kenny responded
Make me I respond
Get you girly ass over here right fucking now or I swear to god I will leak all of these videos and pictures while I fuck you in front of everyone during gym! Kenny threatened
For some reason, I had just intentionally pissed Kenny off. I did not know what the fuck was wrong with me, but for some reason, I enjoyed being threatened by Kenny even though it made me hate him even more. It felt so good to hate Kenny and think about him fucking me at the same time, and honestly, I knew it was weird and fucked up but at the moment I did not care.
I began making my way to the back of the school to get the pills to Kenny in the greenhouse. I did not know exactly what he wanted with them, but I was honestly more interested in what else Kenny had planned for me today. I was scared, excited, and angry when I thought about what Kenny would do to me next, and I just rode the emotions like they were waves crashing against one another.
The abandoned greenhouse was closer to the main school building than the other abandoned buildings. That was likely due to the fact that the gardening club only recently got a new interior greenhouse built towards the front of the school last year, and the school has yet to demolish the old greenhouse just like the other abandoned buildings. As I approached the greenhouse I began to get cold feet and wondered if anyone else would be with Kenny. As I opened the door I saw one person standing next to Kenny. This person was Eric Cartman.
I knew Kenny still hung around Eric every now and again, but it bothered me to see the two of them together. Cartman was the last person who I wanted Kenny telling I was some gay freak. Fortunately, from the look Cartman gave me the second I entered the greenhouse, he was just as surprised to see me there as I was him. The greenhouse itself was baren of any plants and only had a few desolate pots around.
"What the fuck," Cartman exclaimed.
I walked up to Kenny who had an approving smile on his face and handed him the pills. I glared at him and he just looked a little confused and happy in return.
"Kyle your the one who was getting the pills for Kenny?" Cartman questioned disbelievingly.
"Is he gonna keep his mouth shut," I asked Kenny.
Cartman looked shocked to see me behaving in such an unusual way. He also looked deeply offended that I was not talking to him directly.
"Don't worry girly Eric knows I like him to keep his mouth shut when I am doing my thang," Kenny said.
"Hey," Cartman interjected clearly not liking how Kenny was talking about him.
"Which is the exact opposite for you," Kenny said to me with a chuckle as I blushed from realizing what he just said.
"What's that supposed to mean," Cartman said clearly not understanding the joke.
"Kenny why is he here," I asked in a bitter voice.
"Relax he is helping me," Kenny said,"Cartman please wait outside."
Cartman gave Kenny and me some questioning looks before heading towards the exit.
"Alright you two go ahead and fuck each other for all I care," Cartman said snidely as he left the building.
I was pretty sure Cartman was joking when he said that, and did not actually know any of the dealings that had been going down between Kenny and myself. Right now though I wanted to deal with Kenny.
"Anyway Kyle you did a good job,"Kenny complimented,"... Thanks for the pills I guess."
As Kenny went to approach me I grabbed the crotch area of his jeans and began rubbing it violently. Kenny was beyond shocked and began trying to push me away as I felt his cock hardening. I enjoyed the fact that Kenny was not enjoying this and was fighting against it. It was good to get sexual relief while taking out my anger at the same time. Eventually, Kenny overpowered me and pushed me backward and I fell on my ass.
"Jesus, you really are a fucking slut," Kenny commented with a laugh," And your kind of batshit crazy."
I suddenly felt embarrassment from what I had just done, but at the same time, I wanted to continue.
"Look, Kyle, if you want my cock so bad then I will give it to you later...," Kenny said,"The only reason I've..."
Kenny suddenly stopped talking and looked kind of depressed. I did not know how to feel at that moment. Should I be angry at Kenny, should I be concerned about him, should I just accept my lust towards him and try stroking his cock again.
"I... Don't think this is a good idea..." Kenny said as he left the greenhouse abruptly leaving me sitting on my ass.
I wondered what was wrong with Kenny and why he was suddenly acting so different. I guess he was going through emotions himself and for a moment I actually felt kind of guilty. Then I remembered all that he had put me through and immediately wished only the worst possible emotions to invade his heartless ass.
I walked out of the greenhouse a few minutes later just to see that Kenny and Eric were gone. The goth kids came by and pushed me out of the way and entered the greenhouse. Normally I would have retaliated but right now I just wanted to get back to class.
I was gone for about ten to twenty minutes but the teacher hardly seemed to notice or care. I was beginning to wonder if all the kids who get good grades get this lenient treatment as I continued where I had left off on my school work.
Then came gym and while I walked towards my stall I saw that Clyde had returned to school today. I had not seen him during breakfast, nor had I been thinking about him much ever since that night with Kenny, but now that I had seen him in person again the emotions I had towards him resurfaced and I felt kind of ashamed for doing all those things with Kenny instead of him. I was hardly even fighting against my dick hungry nature at this point and right now I wanted some Clyde meat. Sure I still wanted to cuddle with him and kiss him, which were thoughts that never crossed my mind regarding Kenny, but right now he was already stripping down and that made the thoughts much dirtier than they would have been otherwise.
I was not going to just approach him right now, though. The locker room was filling up and I decided to go to my stall to change. As soon as I was finished and left my stall I was surprised to be greeted by Clyde himself.
"Hey Kyle," Clyde greeted.
"Hey Clyde," I greeted back.
I noticed Clyde was once again completely naked and he looked a little nervous to be around me. I never understood how guys could stand to be naked around one another but people like Clyde made it look so common. I so wanted to play with Clyde's penis right there but there was still other guys in the locker room and I had not idea how Clyde would respond to me attempting such a thing.
"So what did you do over the weekend," Clyde questioned.
"Oh I just stayed at home and went to... a friend's house," I answered as honestly as I could.
"Yeah well I just stayed home too and went to the football game," Clyde said," Kind of was hoping to see you there."
"I was busy on Saturday," I said trying to dance around the fact that I spent all Saturday at Kenny's mercy.
"Well talk to you later," Clyde said as he walked off and continued changing.
Clyde was so adorable in appearance and personality. I actually liked Clyde which basically made him Kenny's polar opposite. Being around him reminded me that I really did not want to be in this relationship with Kenny. It was getting worst as he continuously brought out sides of myself that I did not want to see. Whereas Clyde always filled me with the hope of having a mostly normal relationship.
During gym, Clyde was much more observant of me than he had been in the past. In fact, I think he was more focused on me than the soccer game we were playing indoors. He looked like he had more of a purpose, and like he had something to tell me. We were on different teams and he would sometimes get pretty close to me. I would play along by bending over to tie my shoes or pick something off the ground. I think Clyde caught on and was beginning to look a little flustered. Stan, as usual, was hanging out with his football buddies so he did not notice the exchange going on between Clyde and me, and I don't think it would really matter if he did or not. Whenever our teams would face off against one another Clyde would give me a smack on the ass followed by a certain look that basically was him reading how far he could 'play' with me.
Soon gym was over and I was back in my stall changing. When I left my stall I once again found Clyde outside of it. He was fully clothed to go to class and he just grabbed me gently and pushed me back into my stall. Honestly, at the rate things are going this stall is going to be where most of my high school memories are made. Clyde looked kind of nervous and was blushing a bit.
"Look, Kyle, I um... I like you like a lot," Clyde said nervously.
"I figured you did," I said as I got close to him and kissed him.
He looked surprised but immediately went along with it as he pulled me closer and we made out. He pulled me up with a surprising amount of strength considering his size and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he leaned back against the wall. This was the happiest moment in my life. I had pushed Kenny out of my mind entirely and was now focused only on Clyde. As we made out Clyde groped my ass with his hands and got a good feel of them. We made out some more as his tongue dominated my mouth and I felt a hard-on through his jeans. He noticed my arousal as well as he rubbed it through my pants. It was going so well before we were interrupted by the bell signaling us to go to our next class. Clyde put me down and he and I left the stall and got our bags. The locker room was completely empty and it looked as though we had lost track of time.
"So Kyle," Clyde said with his signature child-like smirk on his face," are you gay or into both."
"oh I am gay," I answered honestly as he and I prepared to hurry off to our next class.
"I figured," Clyde said with a laugh.
"you got a nice ass," Clyde complimented as he groped it one last time.
"you got a nice cock," I complimented back as I gave his hard on a flick.
Clyde laughed and looked at me with a very happy and lustful look. There was no questioning it now. Clyde and I were totally into one another.
"You should now I like girls as well," Clyde informed with a nervous laugh,"I hope that's not a problem for you."
"It's cool," I say as we bid farewell and depart from one another.
I spend the rest of my day fantasizing about Clyde and what had just happened. I may have done a lot of things with Kenny, but this was the first time I ever made out passionately with a guy. Kenny was always a dick when he did stuff with me, and Clyde was just so nice and playful. I remembered that I had attempted to kill Kenny this morning. It was weird to think that I actually almost killed someone and I have conflicted about wether or not I should. I love Clyde and want to have a normal relationship with him and Kenny is a threat to that, but at the same time would Clyde really want to be with someone who has murdered someone.
At the end of the day, I got a message that I immediately was overjoyed to get.
I'm busy cleaning out my garage with my dad today, but come by my place tomorrow and we can have some fun. :) Clyde had text me
Ok, look forward to it :) I replied