Everything changed after sectionals, what I couldn't say if it was for better or for worst. It was fine because we finally beat Vocal Adrenaline but also things in Mckingley were different.
Okay, first of all I had to say that people on the glee club, weren't considered the coolest people in the high school. It was hard to believe but it was true. People saw us as losers, because we had never achieved something big, but now, we were on the right way.
There were two groups inside the glee club, people who belong to cheerleaders or football team, who were treated well and people who only participated in the glee club. The second ones, were treated bad, people trough slush to them and pushed them against the lockers. I was in the first group, but I was as worried as the rest of them, because it was sad and hard to see Tina and Mercedes, two great friends, full of slush just because they like to sing or they didn't wear an uniform. But I couldn't do anything, it was coward, I knew, but If I did something, they would start doing that to me. The ones who had ''privileges'' were afraid of losing them, that was one of the main reason why Santana was afraid of telling what she felt, because she didn't want to be treated as a loser.
But incredibly, after our winning, people respected us more than ever, everything was peaceful at Mckingley, and maybe, if Santana was comfortable enough she would be brave to tell her feelings and we wouldn't have to hide anymore.
It was even harder since Kurt saw us in the astronomy class. I spent like two hours locked with him in his car after sectionals, trying to convince him for not telling anyone. At first he was shocked, he told me that he wasn't ready to see Santana in love with someone and that he thought that she was a cold hearted snake, he insisted in telling people because ''our relationship was bad for both of us'' but after begging him like a million times, he accepted on keeping her mouth closed, but only if I told him everything now.
After talking to Kurt, I had to look for Santana for all over the town. I finally decided to look for her in the last place I would go to. I plucked up the courage to knock on the door and Mrs. Lopez opened it. She was too young! If I hadn't seen her in photos I would s-''Oh! A cheerios performance? She didn't tell me anything!...this girl...she had been with her head in other place lately...whatever! She's upstairs honey, first door at the right''ay that she was Santana's sister.
-''Hello Mr. Lopez...I'm Brittany...''
-''I know who you are...''- I freeze for a second. Did she know...?-'' Honey, Santana had been talking about you since you moved here from London. You have become her best friend really quickly!''- I breathed again, god, false alarm.
-''Oh yeah..., that's me! Her best friend! Is she...is she at home?''- I showed my best smile-'' She left really quickly after our performance and I really need to talk to her''
I would say that I already knew but Santana would kill me.
I knocked the door and a loud ''leave me alone'' came from inside. She couldn't know that I was there so she probably thought that I was her mom. I opened the door slowly. She was laid on the bed, with sport clothes on and without knowing that I was there because she didn't turn around. I sat on the side of the bed slowly.
-''I had to talk to you''
-''What are you doing in here?''-She turned around quickly trying to cover her clothes with a pillow and with her face a little bit wet. She had been crying, there were no doubt.
-''Your mom let me in, she's really nice''
-''Yeah, when she wants...''
-''She didn't know about the contest...''
-''Did you talk her about glee club?''-She said with a scary expression on her face
-''No...don't worry...but, she doesn't know about glee club?''
-''And she won't''
-''Why?''
-''She thinks that singing it's a waste of time and she only wants me to have time to cheerios and studies''
-''But...''
-''Why are you here?''-She said quickly without letting me end. She was being really rude.
-''I...I didn't see you after the contest and... I was worried about all that happened... I talked to Kurt''
-''Yeah? Let me know, that lady porcelain it's going to tell everybody that I'm with you and everybody it's gonna know it''-Another tear appeared in her face. She was definitely not ready to tell about us.
-''No honey, he won't say anything, because I begged him not to. But we have to be more careful if we really want to carry on with this...because you want yeah?''
She took time to answer, what made my heart hurt. Was she doubting? What if she said no? Well, maybe it was the best, and maybe Kurt was right...no, no way, I knew she was special, I've never met someone like her, and I couldn't lose someone like her.
-''Yes, sure I want to be with you Britt...but...I'm scared, aren't you?
-''A lot!''-I rolled my eyes-'' But I thought that Santana Lopez couldn't get scared!''-She smiled a little
-''Everything it's possible, you see...you're with a bitch like me!''
-''Ohhh! But you're not a bitch all the time, sometimes you're nice''
-''May I say thank you?''
-''Oh god no, I said sometimes''
She throw me the pillow she used to covered herself laughing. We spent like two seconds in silence.
-''I guess we could continue with that...and trust on Kurt...''
I just nod my head...but I wasn't happy at all... I didn't say anything, but I didn't know how much time would I be able to keep with that relationship. I only was doing that for her.
-''Hey I start tomorrow at the club, would you come?''
-''I wouldn't miss it!''
I opened the big door and as soon as I walked inside, Hollie appeared at my side. She asked me to be in there earlier to rehearse and teach me what to do that night. I wasn't say that I was nervous, it was a little bit early to say.
-''Thank god you're here, the rest of the girls are late''
I didn't know how to do so I just smiled and followed her. She moved from a side to another without stopping at second. She didn't tell me what should I do, so I stayed in a corner with my arms crossed and with my bag on my shoulder. Hollie were in the bar moving bottles.
-''Wait two minutes, I'll learn you what to do in the bar and then you could be able to rehearsal on the stage''
-''Okay, don't worry''
I took my phone from my bag and I distracted myself playing pacman. I was stuck in the third level, it looked easy, but it was pretty hard. I only had one ghost left when I received a message. I didn't get mad because it was from Santana but I had to start once again...I was so close...
''Good luck pretty girl! Don't be nervous, I can't wait to see your performance :)''
A silly smile appeared on my face without intention.I was so distracted that I didn't notice a little girl next to me
''Thank you so much babe, then we can celebrate it...''
When I looked to a side I jumped and sent the message automatically
-''Holly shit!''
-''Shhhhhh...maybe she doesn't know''
She was a tiny little girl with big green eyes. She had her hair collected on a ponytail, and breathed really fast, she probably came running
-''S...Sorry Holly...I just...''-She said as soon as Holly walked by.
-''I don't need any explanation! You're advice, this is the last time you came late Kitty''
-''I'm sorry, seriously, it won't happen again!''
-''It's okay...Dani it's late too''
When Holly left us to answer the phone, she introduced herself
-''I'm Kitty!''
-''Brittany''-I shacked the hand she offered me. She was more blonde than me, it looked like a walking sun! And she looked more clueless than me.
-''God, thanks god Hollie isn't mad at me! I didn't have any good explanation to give her.I got late because my boyfriend Puckerman didn't let me leave my house and...of course I couldn't say that to her''
-''Puck...Puckerman? Noa puckerman?''-I said trying not to look really impressed but I was sure that achieved that. My opened mouth betrayed.
-''Yeah! Do you know him?''
-''Yes...he...I'm at the glee club with him''-God, Did Santana know that? I bet she doesn't...
-''Oh!''-She just said.
Holly came like a hurricane. Time to work!
I wasn't expecting for all that people in the opening night. God, there were no space for anyone else! After Holly showed us the price of the drinks and how to prepare some, she let us rehearsal our performance. We had to do some individual performance and then, Holly signed up a Dj, so we could just serve people.
Kitty was so nice after all, but I was a little bit remote with her, because she was the one who Puck was cheating Santana. Well, in fact, he wasn't cheating at all, but he did, and probably he did that before I met Santana, so I wasn't trying to get so well with her. In case of war.
I left the stage and went to a little dressing room that Holly prepared for us. There was Kitty and Dani. The second one, was the girl who arrived late, but Holly didn't say anything to her, and that was why Kitty spent like an hour complaining about. She looked older than us and her brown hair was long, too long, she got it on a bun. When she came she was wearing sport clothes, but now, with her work clothes she looked a little more beautiful. What was clear, was that she was too serious, she didn't even talk.
I cheeked my mobile phone like a million times, but Santana didn't text me, was she on the crowd? I hoped so. My palms started sweating while I was trying to use my eyeliner. I didn't want to use too much, I would look like a raccoon. Holly came into the room, she was stunning with a pair of black heels and a long red dress. Her blonde hair was right located on the right side of her head, and her eyes looked more blue than ever.
-''Britt, you start, they are waiting for you, the music is on the stereo and the microphone is on the stage''
-''Wait! Mi...microphone? I thought that I only had to dance!''- I tried to look relax, but I couldn't. My voice was so acute.
-''Oh honey! Santana told me that you were in the glee club, I thought that you were going to sing! Now I just announce you in front of the public! You have to sing...''
-''But Holly I...I don't know the lyrics of my song and...''
-''She will sing''-Dani said behind me. WHAT?
Holly left the room happy for Dani's answer. How could she? She had no right to do that...I...I was going to make an ass of oneself and it was all her fault!
-''But...how...you...''-I couldn't stop of looking at her and at the door alternatively.
-''Don't worry Brittany. See that?''-She said approaching the door and pointing to something on the stage.
-''Yeah, the microphone''
-''No dork. At the other side of the stage! That's an internal microphone, I would sing, and you only had to do playback. It's easy! Only move your lips. But only for this time okay?''
-''Yeah! Sure! Thanks Dani...but...''
-''Why do I do this?''-She said with a smile on her face. It was exactly what I was thinking, but I didn't want to question her goodness so I didn't want to say that.
-''Yeah...''-I said slowly
-''You're nice that's all''-She winked and left. Kitty was in the room looking with her mouth open. I looked at her and she only shrugged and wished me good luck.
I walked doubtfully to the stage, but my last steps were confident. Let's do this. But...how was I supposed to sing with the microphone on my hand. I approached the middle of the stage and I looked at the microphone, and then to the crow. I couldn't see too much because it was dark and a focus was pointing me right on the eye. I looked down and I could see one of those ''ear microphone''. Good, Holly had everything under control.
I nod my head looking at Dani and she smiled. She was nice after all. A little bit reserved, but a nice girl. Someone played the play, probably Holly and music started.
Yeah
Turn the mic up
I feel good, I walk alone
But then I trip over myself and I fall
I, I stand up, and then I'm okay
But then you print some shit
That make me wanna scream.
So do what you want
what you want with my body
Do what you want
Don't stop, let's party
Do what you want
what you want with my body
What you want with my body
Wow, Dani had a really sweet voice. I didn't know if people would notice our cheat. I tried to move my lips rights but I didn't have any idea of the song, so maybe people would notice that. Well, apart from the song, my dance was nice. I felt really confident in there, and not seeing the people was helping a lot. I would love to see if Santana was in there, but I couldn't. What I could hear was people cheering me from down. They like my dance.
Write what you want
Say what you want 'boute me
If you're wondering
Know that I'm not sorry
So do what you want
Do want with my body
Do what you want
Don't stop, let's party
Do what you want what you want with my body
What you want with my body
My body was moving slowly. I choose the song because it was slow enough to dance softly, and sexy at the same time. I looked at Dani but she was too concentrated on singing that she had her eyes closed. Thanks god she was in there. I wondered if Santana would do the same for me.
You can't have my heart
And you won't use my mind but
Do what you want what you want with my body
Do what you want, what you want with my body
I ended the song on the floor and suddenly, all the lights turned on. I could see the people stood up and clap as crazy. Holly walked up into the stage and I looked at where Dani was but she already left. She took my hand and raised it above our heads.
-''Brittany everyone''-She shouted on the microphone. I was looking really anxious to the crowd, looking for Santana. Where the hell was she?
-''At the bar honey''-Holli tried to whisper on my ear without knowing that the microphone was still on. There she was, Santana. With an amazing black tight dress and on her heels clapping and supported on the bar. Everyone tried to look at the bar, but as soon as Holly realized what she did. She took the microphone and announced Kitty's actuation.
-'Hey you right here!''-Santana shouted from the bar-''Two sex on the beach''-Her smirk couldn't be bigger. She tilted her head and looked at me. I was still serving some cocktails to a group of men who refused to leave thebar until they took the last one shoot. I lost count but I thought that they'd been saying the same for a while but I was distracted with Santana at the other side of the bar so I wasn't really concentrated on my job.
After Kitty's and Dani's actuation, we'd been really busy on there, and that drew a big smile on Holly's face. She was so happy than she also let us alone the last hour. Of course, Kitty and Dani left me alone because they were too exhausted, so I had to end the job and close the bar.
-''You're only one, are you sure?''-I shouted back smiling
-''Yes! I have a really beautiful girl waiting to drink with me''-She winked
-''Heeeeeeeey is your friend as hot as you are?''- One of the drunk men said to Santana. Uh-oh, someone is going to enter in the mouth of the wolf.
-''Nope, she's hotter''-She winked me an eye. Wow, she was in a really good mod
-''Oh...then you can drink with us''- The man came closer to Santana and slide her hand through her arm. Santana frown and breathed, I bet she was trying to thought her answer before being rude. I was jealous when I didn't have any reason, but I couldn't control it.
-''Yeah, but there's a problem, we don't drink with losers''-Santana said with a sassy smile.
-''Hey I won't let you talk me like that bitc...''
-''Everybody out! Come on time to close''-I shouted. One of the other men took her friend who was deeply looking at Santana. He managed to took him out of the bar.
-''So...your drinks honey, are you gonna tell me who is the hotter one''
-''mmm...I can't see her, but you can have the drink instead''-She said looking behind me.
I smiled a little bit. How she always managed to answer so smart answers?.
-''You were amazing''
-''mmm?''-I tried to speak while I was drinking, but It didn't work fine.
-''On the stage''
-''Oh! Thanks, In fact, it was all because of Dani''
-''Dani?''
-''Yeah, one of the girls? The one with the brown hair? She offered to sing because I didn't have any idea of the letter...''
-''Oh...''-Santana took the whole glass of drink in one ship-''Whatever, you were the one who danced, come on let's go home''-She stood up and went straight to the exit.
God, she were impatient.
She pulled me against the door. Ouch it hurt. But what came later rewarded that. She approached my lips with hers. And pressed me against the door more with her hands on my hips.
-''mmm...''-I let out from my mouth.
She stopped but ran her mouth next to my ear.
-''Open the door''-She whispered and I got gosegump.
I took off my keys from my left pocket, with my hand shaking and I opened it. I could hear how Santana jiggled behind me. I bet she was so proud of making me feel so nervous. As soon as we were inside, she jumped over me. Thank god I didn't fall on the floor. She tried to kiss me again, but I just pushed my head.
-''What? Are you okay?''
She was over me with her arms around my neck. I had to tell her what I knew, even if I ruined the night, she deserved to know that Puck was cheating on her.
-''Yes...it's just...I need to talk to you!''
She climbed down and sat on the couch. I sat down next to her.
-''I hope it's important...''
-''Okay...I just had to say that I wanted to tell you before but you didn't let me and don't matter if you just cry or something...I'll be here for you okay?''
-''well, now you're scaring me!''
-''Do you know Kitty? The girl who was working with me tonight?''
-''Yeeeah...''
-''She came late tonight''
-''And I would cry because of that?''
-''Let me end San!...she told me that she came late because...because...she was with her boyfriend Puckerman''- She looked me in the eye with an eyebrow up and I finished my phrase- ''Noa Puckerman''
She looked at the floor. I knew, I knew that it was only sex, but she had to feel something for Puckerman. But I didn't mind, it was complete normal if she felt a little bit used, after all, Puckerman was a womanizer and she didn't deserve that. She looked at me again.
-''Britt...''-She smiled and touched my hand-''I don't mind''
-''Are you sure?''
-''More than sure! I don't give a fuck about Puckerman. I'm with you now. I mean, maybe we can't do anything out of this wall, but that doesn't mean that you're more important than any boy or girl. Of course Puckerman was important for me, he's a great boy, kind of dork, but he's nice, but that's all. It was only sex''
I blushed. She was so sweet when she wanted... I wanted to tell her what were my feelings so bad, but I was afraid that she left, so I just shut up.
-''Sooooo...do you know what does it mean?''
She said no with her head and I just jumped over her. Santana let herself laid on the couch and she laugh a little.
-''Are you sure?''-She whispered on my ear. Once again the gosegumps. She needed to stop doing that on me. I said that I wanted that our first time to be special, but in that moment, I just realized that it was going to be special as long as it was with her so...
-''More than ever''-I said whispering on hers. If she could tease me, why I couldn't do that?
I kissed her, but not as always, it was totally different, I couldn't explain why but it was. When I touched her tongue with mine, she moaned a little. I ran my hand for her tight and I approached her dress. Her skin burnt under my hand, how could she always been so warm? She did the same under my t-shirt. She moved her hand up and down, up and down while she continued kissing me hard.
We left the kiss to take some air and I placed a gently kiss on her neck. I wanted to show her that I wasn't afraid of doing that. Well, I was, It was my first time with a girl, but I wanted that so bad.
She catched the bottom part of my t-shirt and started taking it off. She let it fall on the floor while she kept looking at my bra. I smirked a little bit, it felt good being the one who let without words to the other one. She sat up on the couch and slide her body over mine. When I was laid on there, with only my bra and my shorts, she stood up.
She moved all her hair carefully to the right side of her neck and put her hand at the back of her back. What was she doing? She unzipped her dress and let it fall. My eyes where wide open, more than ever. I'd never been so turned on in my entire life. Now she was the one with a smirk on her face. She was so confident with her body, and it was complete normal. Her breath was heavy and her breast moved up and down quickly inside of her red bra. She was stunning, and I was so lucky to have her.
She walked slowly to the couch and put one knee at one side of my hips. She unbuttoned my shorts and took them off and then she kissed me softly. It looked like the time stopped, she was being really, really carefully like she was afraid of hurting me or something. I put my hand on her hair and run my fingers through it. I continued for her back until I arrived at her bra when she was kissing my chest. I stopped and she looked at me, with only one look she knew what I was waiting for and she just smiled and nod her head. I unfasten her bra and let it fall.
This time, she moved and let herself laid on the couch, it was a little bit complicated doing that on a couch, but it was the only thing we had. She let me slide my body over her nude body. I knew what she wanted me to do and I knew that I wanted do it so I kissed her on her neck and ran my tongue till her boobs. Her nipples were really hard and as soon as I suck one she just moaned a little bit. God she tasted so good, and I wanted to make her moan louder so I continued sucking her nipples more and more quickly.
-''F...fuck''-She exclaimed. I was so attracted to her chest.
I was so proud of myself that I continued going down without thinking. I was so turned on...I only wanted to felt her. I kissed her abs and her muscles jerk automatically, I continued kissing her further until I arrived at her panties. I didn't know how to react when I took off them but I really wanted to, so I continued, and she didn't even object. The only sound that filled the room were our breaths. I guess I was so scared of saying anything and she was expected for what would I do.
I took them off slowly, god, her legs never seemed so long. It only took me a couple of seconds, because I was shacking, but I really wanted to see what I was waiting for so long. My mouth was wide open when I saw between her legs. I started kissing her tight, and trying to touch her skin as soon as possible. She gasped a little. Then I slowly lower my body until my face was in level of Santana's core. The only word what came to my mind was sexy. I decided to let myself go, didn't think anymore.
I took a slow long lick through her folds. She shacked her hole body and exclaimed something but I was too focused that I didn't understand what. I did it again, but this time, faster.
-''FUCK''-She moaned. I smiled to myself, she was licking it, and so do I. I looked at her for a little. She was so perfect naked, on my couch, breathing fast, sweating, she also bitt her bottom lip.
I returned to my place, and I took another long lick. God, she really tasted so good. I did it harder next time, it was the first time I was doing that, so I really wanted to know what she liked to make her happy.
-''Dios mio''-She moaned.
She was so sexy speaking Spanish. I didn't understand it, but I thought that it was good, so I kept licking her core, harder and faster. I could feel her arousal on my lips, and her tights next to me shacking. I knew she was closer, her chest raising and falling, her breaths keep on going fast and fast. All her muscles were clutched. I gave her one last lick and moved up to her swollen clit and started sucking it.
-''Oh yeah Britt, harder please''- She was completely begging me to continue, and I wouldn't stop for anything in this world. I started going between licking her clit and all her juices. God. So. Good.
She was so close, I knew that, so I slide my tongue inside of her. She tried to reach something with her hands but she didn't find anything. She moaned too loud this time, and that made me feel so horny. I was surprised that I was the one who was doing the work first, when I met her I would bet that she would be in my position in that moment. But I was glad it was me. I repeated the move twice and then I noticed how she was shacking...
-''God Britt''-She moaned. I let my tongue slip out of her and I lap at all the cum seeping from her pussy. Santana let her legs fall. She was exhausted and her face was the right description of happiness and I was so happy too.
I returned to my place on the couch, next to Santana, kissing her on her lips softly. I wasn't expecting of her to do something, she was so tired, and it was her moment but surprisingly she climbed a little bit next to me and huge me from the back. I could feel her breast against my back. I was still sweating for all the effort and both breathing fast. She placed her hand on my stomach, as warm as always, and started playing with my skin.
She ran her hand up until she touched my breast and with the other hand, she put my hair to other side of my neck. She approached my nipple with hand and my neck with her tongue. God. I started to feel wet again. She kissed and licked my neck softly, really softly. I gasped a little, it felt so good.
She left my boobs to go under. She teased a little bit with me, making circled with her finger on my stomach. God it felt so good. Mmmm...But she stopped playing, things were getting serious...again.
She continued with my neck. Licking it with her warm tongue, I worried a little when I realized that she could be making me a hickey, how would I explain that next day? But I relaxed automatically, it didn't mind, I would let her do me whatever she wanted.
After playing with my stomach, she smiled a little in my neck, letting a breath of warm air escape.
-''Are you ready?''-She breathed. I didn't answer, I couldn't. And I wasn't sure if I was ready after all. The only thing I was sure about was that I wanted her to continue. So I nod my head, breathing heavily.
With her other hand, she moved my head a little bit to her side, and kissed me, softly, while her finger escaped from my stomach and draw a way down. She smiled into the kiss and then she left it, not before biting my bottom lip. It hurt a little but in the right way.
She approached my clit with her finger and I felt how my hold body turned on more when I thought it was impossible. She returned to my neck while she moved her finger in circles slowly. The only thing I could do was moan, a lot, and louder to let her know that I wanted more, because words didn't come out. She looked like she had been doing that her hole life. It felt so fucking good.
-''S-Santana''- I said with a lot of effort
-''Mmmm''-She said still in my neck
-''Mmmore''-I got to say-''More please''
She jiggled a little and put her finger a little bit down and slide it inside me. I felt how my heart started go fast and how I couldn't gulp. I let my head go back and she kept on moving her finger from outside to inside.
-''F-fuck!''-I was so close. I only wanted to moan loud and felt her inside of me. Santana moved over me without stopping and pressing her chest with mine. She fooled me and made me think that she was going to kiss me, but she suddenly approached my ear.
-''Say something''-She whispered
-''You...you're driving me crazy''
She looked me right in the eye with a smile on her face. It wasn't her common smirk. It was a real smile, too sweet and kind of contagious because I had the same on my face. I put my arms around her neck trying to control myself and not look like a psycho because all I wanted to do was scream. I was really close, and she knew it. She put her finger smoothly on my clit once again. Her fingers where kind of magic.
My hole body started to shake and I only could moan her name, really loud. I wondered if the neighborhood could hear us...that was probably. She smiled more and kiss me lightly after moving behind me on that couch. We both were exhausted, our unpaired breaths proved that. She hug me from the back and put her hand on my stomach. I rested my hand over hers. It was funny, how different they look. She was so tan, and I was so pale, but we both matched so good.
-''So, you're gonna be the big spoon?''-I joked trying to control my breath.
-''Yeah, you're kind of comfortable''
I smiled. I'd never been so happy in my entire life.
-''Goodnight San''
-''Goodnight honey''
Okey, I survived like two months without wifi! But I'm back :) Hope you enjoy, long chapter! Loveee