The beginning Chapter 17, a glee fanfic

The next day, Santana was extremely quiet, like she was still in shock. I didn't know how to feel about that, because I really wanted to help her to be okay again, but I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable. I tried to convince her to go to school, but she refused what it was absolutely normal so I didn't insist more and let her stay at home. Actually, when I left, she was still on the couch, with a really old t-shirt on and watching the TV.

-''Promise me that at least you're going to eat something okay? You have all kind of things on the kitchen, grab what you want.''

-''Okaay, I'll be fine don't worry and go ahead, you're going to arrive late''

-''Yeah, people won't be impressed''- I said catching my bag. She smiled and then returned her view to the tv.

With all the mess I already forgot about all things that happened at the dance, and about all the things that I would have to explain today...but in fact, I didn't have any idea about what should I explain and what not.

Suddendly my phone rang. It was Dani. Shit, I forgot about here too...maybe she was mad at me for leaving here alone, and I didn't blame her, It was so rude. She didn't deserve it after all that she had done for me.

-''Hello?''

-''Hey, it's Dani. I just call to ask you if you're okay. I was a little bit worried yesterday, Kurt told me that you weren't feeling good and you had to leave''

-''Yeah, I'm fine now. But thanks for calling and ask, it's so sweet. How was the dance at the end?''-I tried to say nicely while I walked fast what it sounded easy but it was pretty difficult.

-''Oh really cool, I had really fun with all your friends! And well...with you when you were in there. I hope we can go out another time again''

-''Sure! Emm, Dani, I should hang up, I'm arriving at class''

-''Oh of course, sorry! Are you going to work tonight?''

-''Yeah...I think so'' -I wasn't sure at all, thinking about Santana. I wondered if Holly would understand it.

-''See you there then!''

She hanged up and so do I, right when I came into the halls of Mckinley, still full of streamers and banners from prom. Kurt was waiting for me at my locker, ready to shot with a hundred of questions. I wasn't ready for all of them, and I didn't even know if I could answer some of the others. At that moment? I just wanted to return home and sleep with Santana next to me, but It wasn't possible so I breathed deeply.

-''What happened? It was Santana right? Where was she? Why you didn't return? Did you know what I had to think to tell Dani an excuse? Why you had your hair so messy? Are you going to speak?''

-''Kurt! Stop! Breath and just ask me one by one please''- I stopped in the middle of the hall waiting for him to relax and start once again.

-''Okay, sorry''- He apologized smiling -'' Is Santana okay?''- I raised and eyebrow and he looked confused-''What? Okay she's evil most of the time, but she's important to you so...''

-''It's that you didn't ask that before. Yeah, she's...kind of fine. She isn't hurt if is what you are asking''-I continued walking and he stayed there-''C'mon Kurt, next one, I don't have the whole day''

-''Fine...tell me what happened then?''-he said trying to approaching me.

-''Uh...I found her, she was scared, and... look Kurt, I don't know If I can tell you what happened right now. I will, promise, eventually, but we have to solve some problems right now''-He looked upset but he nodded and winked at me. That's what I loved most of Kurt, he had patient when he wanted, at least for that kind of things. He understood that I needed time.

-''Well, and speaking about Dani...''- We entered in the room and sat down one next to each other. He waited until we were comfortable on our places to continue. -''Does she know that you were with Santana?''- I wide opened my eyes and looked at him directly

-''Did you tell her?''- If anyone else knew about us, Santana would be really mad at me.

-''What? No! But she kept asking and telling me things about you the whole night, and believe me, she sounded kind of concerned about you...it looked like she has a crush on you''

-''God...are you sure? Maybe she was being nice... Shit! I should have realised...Was wrong inviting her at the dance right?''

-''Well, she saved our ass and was amazing when you left...but in my opinion yes. Maybe now she is misunderstanding things. You need to speak to her until it gets even more complicated''

The last thing I wanted was things even more complicated...god. And when I thought that I couldn't be more confused with everything Mr Thopmson entered in the room and said out loud ''Take a paper, let's do a little test''. Nice.

Thirty minutes left to end the cheerios rehearsal,and I only knew it because I couldn't stop looking at the clock. I can't wait to arrive home and see how was my guest. I hoped she wasn't still at the couch in the same way I left her. I told couch Silvester that yesterday she felt bad and she couldn't come to the rehearsal. She mumbled something about that kids now aren't as how they were before and left. Just when I was trying to teach some of the small ones how to do the pyramid right, my phone rang once again, and I ran to the bag praying for not to be nothing important. It was Holly, so I breathed deeply.

-''Please no more problems, please no more problems...''-I whispered -''Hey, what's up?''- I answered, trying not to look annoyed or tired.

-''We HAVE a really big problem. Come here right now''-She practically shouted. Okay now, that sounded like a problem.

-''What? But I'm at...''

-''Right now Britt, I need your help with something that I think that only you can solve''- And she hanged up

-''Shit, how I'm supposed to tell Sue''

-''Tell me what?''-I turned around scared. I needed to learn to think instead of speaking out loud.

-''I...I'm...I have to...''

-''I don't have enough time to wait for you to say an entire sentence Brittany. I don't need you anymore in here today, you're being useless as usually, so go to do whatever you need to do and come tomorrow after your meeting with that stupid glee club. Oh, and take Santana with you because I want to talk to both of you''- I nodded and gulped. That couldn't be good...but at least I was free so I hurried up to take my stuff and ran to the club. Whatever it was, I had more important problems now.

I was repeating every single word that Holly told me, wondering why was that so important that It couldn't wait a few hours, but when I arrived at the club, just before opening the door, I realised. I could hear the voices inside so I breathed deeply and entered.

A drunk Santana was over the stage with a bottle of what seemed to be gin on her left hand and a microphone on the other. She changed her morning clothes, she looked fine after all, but she couldn't stay in her place, and was laughing a lot.

-''Heyyy! Britt! You're just in time''

-''Santana what are you doing, get down, c'mon let's go home''- I approached the stage but someone took my arm. Holly said no with her head and took me to the bar.

-''She's stronger than I thought, I tried before you. What the hell is happening?''- I swallowed.

-''Well, I guess I can tell you...I don't have any other option''- I looked one more time to the stage. She was waiting for us with one of her smirk on her face -'' It's not a secret for you that Santana likes...girls''

-''Oh C'mon honey, I know that you are together!''

-''You do?!''

-''Yeah, you two are too obvious. But that's not the point, what's going on here because I have to open in an hour and I have a drunk teenager ready to perform on my stage''

-''mm...Santana told her parents yesterday that she was with me...and well they kicked her out of her house''

-''What? That's horrible! Well and awesome at the same time...I mean, I'm so proud of her, for finally go out of the closet but...how can they treat her like that...Oh wait! That's why she wants to make an audition! Where is she living now?''

-''Wait! And audition? For working in here?''- I sighed - ''She's living with me...but she didn't need to do this right now, she didn't even have to work! We're going to figure things out! Look at her, she can't even stand on her feet. I'm gonna take her home and I see you at nig...''

But music started to sound and she left the bottle on the floor. She shacked her butt twice before starting singing and I couldn't avoid how natural and sexy she looked at the same time. She was wearing a pair of black tight shorts, a red t-shirt and a pair of black trainers.I smiled a little, even when the situation wasn't funny at all, but when I looked at Holly and saw here smile, I relaxed didn't leave my smile. She started singing with her clear voice and for a second, She didn't look drunk.

I like to think that i'm a pretty good kisser
I like to think I maybe broke a few hearts
But since I met you I'm a victim of disaster
I like to think I got it down to an art

So here's where the problem starts
You're shitting on my heart
Oh I can't take it again and again and again

All I wanted from you
Was a night maybe two
You beat me at my own game
No, it's not okay
I'm the one that's missing out
All I needed to do
Was get just a taste of you
And now I'm sick all in my head
You poisoned me instead
Trust me, trust me, I think I got heartbreak down

-''I don't know what the hell did you do to the Santana that I knew, but I like this new version, she has more passion and fierce. Even when it looked impossible!''

-''What do you mean?''-I said to Holly, that was as amazed as me about how she moved on the stage, when actually she drank half of the bottle of gin.

-''Oh c'mon. The old Santana couldn't be able to stay drunk at that stage singing a song to a girl, expressing her feelings''

-''Do you think that she's singing to me?''

-''It has sense. And look at her, she can't stop looking at you. And she's singing a song about falling in love when she wasn't expecting it because she was a heart breaker and now she has to fight with her feelings''

-''Well, I thought that it was because the club is empty and she...''

-''It's not about the fact that she's looking honey, it's the look. How do you think that I know about you two for so long?''

I like to wake and go to bed around whenever
I like to maybe come and go when I choose
But now I'm waiting for a text, call, whatever
What's gotten into me, besides you (Oops!)

She almost felt trying to put her hand in front of her mouth and I blushed automatically when Holly laughed when she sang that part.

You're like a rush, you're like a drug, it's just the sight of you
I like to think that I could kick you but it's what you do
When you wink at me
What's the lord think of me
For being so fucking weak, I find it hard for me to breathe

So here's where my story ends

I got to make amends
I let me down
Again and again and again and again

All I wanted from you
Was a night maybe two
You beat me at my own game
No, it's not okay
I'm the one that's missing out
All I needed to do
Was get just a taste of you
And now I'm sick all in my head
You poisened me instead
Trust me, trust me, I think I got heartbreak down

Here's what we have to do
Stay together, keep it true
Can't be strong too late for cool
I won't live without you
(You are not rid of me!)

Although she was drunk, she reached perfectly the notes and pronounced well too. When she ended, she took two minutes to breath and then she looked at us, proudly with a big smile on her face and taking another ship from the bottle. Then she tried to speak on the microphone, but before saying anything she felt in the ground making a big noise. I didn't react at first, but then I ran and climb up to the stage. I looked for her pulse, thanks god she was fine.

-''Tell her that she can start tomorrow, and you too, I guess you're not going to have so much time tonight''-Holly turned around and started walking away.

-''You're not gonna help me?''- She didn't even reply, she just continued walking, probably smiling. I looked at the messy girl on the floor, with the bottle still on her hand refusing to drop it. I couldn't help but smile, there she was, the big Santana Lopez... ko. But my smile faded quickly, when I realised that I had to carry her home on my own.

Thank god she was lightweight because I had to walk across a park for none to see us. I tried to make her walk, but it was impossible so I picked her up and started walking. It took me like an hour to arrive home, but I managed it, and there was, the second problem. Catch my keys with her still on my arms, but I failed before three tries so I laid her on the floor carefully and opened the door. When I turned around to pick her up again, she was on her feet smiling with an innocent look.

-''You have to be kidding''-I just said, still shocked and tired breathing

-''Oh, c'mon, sorry...I woke up minutes ago, but I was soooooo comfortable that I didn't say anything''-she walked still tumbling, and spotted in front of me, blinking slowly. I couldn't fight with that puppy face in that moment, so I pretended that I was mad and entered at home.

-''Are you mad at me?''-She said still on the door.

-''For what? For drinking until you can't stand on your feet? For making an audition without asking me? Or for making me lie to all my friends about what happened yesterday?''-As soon as the words split out of my mouth, I knew that I shouldn't have said that. She didn't say anything but It wasn't necessary because as soon as I saw a tear running through her cheek I knew how wrong my words were.

-''San...I'm sorry''-I said walking to her place. But when I tried to hug her, she moved quickly her arms and pushed my arms away. She was drunk, but there was no doubt that she was agile.

-''No, It's me who is sorry okay? I'm sorry for complicate your life even more, I'm sorry for trying to do things right when I don't have any fucking idea about how to do that, because all my life was practically easy until you came, and sorry for being irresponsible and I'm sorry for hurting you when you didn't deserve it...I think that I'm going''- She tried to walk but she almost felt again, but this time I was ready to catch her.

-''You're not going anywhere because...''

-''Because what?''

-''Because you didn't complicate my life, you practically made it better. You do know how to do things right, because you helped me every time I needed and you didn't hurt me. So you're not moving your butt from here because this is your house now, and you're my family now. And I can't imagine any family better than you. Aaaaand I'm going to stop being cheesy.

She smiled and cleaned her tears.

-''I like your cheesy side''

-''Oh c'mon you're cheesier than me, and you know, unless you try to hide it''- She reached my lips and kissed me softly while she ran her hand on my waist and pulled me against her. She then moved her hand to move my hair and put it behind my ear. I smiled while she kept pressing her lips against mines, and she left her hand on my cheek. She left me to catch air I could speak.

-''You see? You're a romantic''- I laughed.

She smirked, and closed her eyes a little. I stopped laughing and tried to stay serious but I screamed when she spun me around and pulled me in the sofa jumping over me. She kissed my neck passionately and I groaned loudly. And for once in the day, I forgot about all that was going on... and I was starting to like the drunk Santana.

Song: heartbreak down- Pink! I have aaaall my exams now, so I've been very busy! Merry christmas to all, I wish you have really good hollidays and the chapter...it's getting messy! Loveeee xx