When I woke up it was freezing as hell, but I still could feel Santana's bare skin over mine, so it wasn't as cold as it seemed. She looked so relaxed in there that I was scared of breathing, just in case I woke up her accidentally. I'd never seen her so calm down sleeping...well or awake. She was perfectly fixed to the curvature of my body and she also had both hands together under the side of her face...that posture looked so uncomfortable. I moved a little, getting up and slowly I managed my goal, approaching the kitchen. But before I put on some clothes and a blanket over Santana's naked body, even when I knew that she didn't need it.
I ran to the kitchen happily but I still knew that we had a few problems left, and I needed to talk to her. So maybe if I prepared her a breakfast it wouldn't be so hard to start the day.
I looked in the kitchen, but just to find some eggs, milk and something that looked like jam, but I preferred not to touch that. I baked the eggs, and made some coffee. Then I picked up some oranges and made juice. I hoped that to be enough. I put everything in front of the table, I still had time to have a shower and waking her up for our talking.
But just when I was arriving at the bathroom a cocky voice stopped me, and draw a smile on my face.
-''Well... I hope you're not going to take a shower, because it will be so rude from you not inviting me''-I turned around and return to my couch...well I could say our now right? I looked from the top of it how Santana was smirking, with her deep brown eyes barely open.
-''Good morning''- She tried to speak, but without doing it, she touched instantly her head, like something was wrong inside there. I couldn't help but smile. That's what happens when you drink too much
-''Morning sunshine''-She just said when she was able to. I smiled...god how could anyone had that effect on you? Last night I had to carry her to home, and I was mad at hell, but after last night, it was impossible to hate her, not even a little. She stood up a little and suddenly saw her breakfast on the table.
-''Is that for me?''-She raised her eyes to meet mines, and I nod. She smiled at first, just like a little kid, but then she did another smirk and answered sassy, just as the Santana I knew-''Thanks, but I'm not going to forgive you for not inviting me''
I rolled my eyes at her. How the hell she always gave some good answers?
-''We need to talk''- I walked to the couch and sat down. She just caught her food and started eating. You heard her stomach roaring, and I wondered how much time, she had been without eating-'' Okay, we have so many problems right now. First of all, I'm gonna let you pass some classes today, but we need to go to school after getting ready. Finals are close, and we have to study, so no more skipping class''-She tried to argue, but when she saw my face, she rolled her eyes and accepted with a little groan-''Fine. Next problem. Glee club, you need to give an explanation about prom dance, at least to ''
-''Oh god, I forgot about that...what I'm going to say?''-I'm not going to lie, it hurt a little not hearing about her telling about us to the school. But I guessed that I had to give her more space...at least she just took huge step telling it to her parents and I knew that she was not going to be so easy to convince about. That was going to be my last point of talking, but I supposed that she just made clear about it. I made a mental note for not talking about it today again.
-''Uh... I told them that you felt bad...but I don't know if that was believable at all, because you ran just after pronounced Quinn's name and...''
-''Yeah I know I know''-She shook her hands, like she had heard enough about it-''I'll figure out something. Next problem''-She took a huge ship of coffee, who seemed to be working with her head because she didn't seem angry anymore.
-''We have to talk to Sue today. She asked us to come to her office after glee rehearsal''
-''God, that's not good. Last time I got spelled from the cheerios...well, but why she called both of us? She can't remove both, she won't have enough good girls''
-''I guess that we will know today''- She nodded firmly and left the empty glasses and the plate over the table. Oh god, how much time did the food last? Two minutes? She was starving! And I could figure out that she didn't hear you when you ask her for eating during the day when you left. I supposed that she's not the kind of girl that followed the rules at all-''Okay and last but not least''-I left a silence fill the air and she raised her eyebrow, impatiently and confused-''You're the new unholy girl!''
She opened her eyes widely, processing the information. And when it achieved her brain, she jumped from the couch, letting the blanket felt into the floor and showing her body espoused. I wide opened my eyes too, without hoping she would be so happy.
-''You didn't need to Santana, I told you that I was the one who needed to work and you...''
-''You don't get it Britt! I want to help you and If it's working on something that I like...it's awesome!''- She suddenly approached my hand and stand me up from the couch. She pushed me against her, catching my lips into hers. I let the air from the hit escape and she moaned into the kiss. God, so sexy. Her soft lips moved firmly and slowly over mines and I started to feel nervous when I felt her hand's hot skin touching my neck. She didn't know, well maybe she figured it out for my moans, but the neck was like my weak point, and she knew how to work on it perfectly. Before I realized what she was trying to do, she managed it and climbed in a jump over me, putting on her legs across my waist and squeezing me tightly.
-''You have something to ask me''-She smirks and started kissing my neck. Oh god, there she goes again. I had to make a big effort for not letting her escape from my arms. I tried not to moan and answer...but my voice sounded so shaky.
-''Are you tireless or something?''-Shit! I shouldn't have said it. She would think that I'm tired, and that I didn't want her right now. But I did, in fact I wasn't going to get her tired ever. Even more if she kept licking my neck like that. She pulled her lips away from my neck.
-''That's not the question''-She said with a playfully tone. Then she ran her mouth to my ear and whispered into it-''You'll figure out by the way''- There were those goosebumps again.
-''Shower?''-I smirked when she whispered again ''that's it honey'' and returned to my neck. God, how I'm supposed to arrive the bathroom with my legs shaking like that. But I made a big effort and managed it...at least it would absolutely worth it!
Santana was so happy that I couldn't barely believe it. She kept the whole way to school talking and only stopping for catching air and continue. She didn't talk about her parents, but I knew that she had to do it sooner or later...and I hope to be ready for helping her.
When we arrive at high school, everybody was going out of class. We skipped like a couple of them, but since today, we were going to go to every class. She promised me right? She came with me to the locker to wait while I picked up my books and then she left a light kiss on my cheek before leaving for her science class.
-''See you in four hours gorgeous''-She touched my arm with an easy touch and it made my heart ran fast. God, she really had a strong effect on me- ''remember that we have to go to talk to Sue''
-''And remember that you have to go to talk to Mr. Schue''-I remembered her with an advertising look
-''Okaaaay''-She said with effort and rolling her eyes at me. She left and I couldn't help but looking her walking trough the halls. I knew that she knew what I was doing and I bet that she had a huge smirk on her face. But I get suddenly distracted by hand who wrapped my arm tightly and spun me around.
-''Please tell me that you are free tonight''-Kurt practically yelled. He was wearing a too shiny gold trousers and a black shirt which as usual, distracted me.
-''Uh...no actually''
-''Oh c'mon If you have a date with the evil you can rearrange it for me right? I really need you''-Her big green eyes stopped at mines, and he realized that he shouldn't have said that because I was frowned and mad at him
-''First of all I don't like you to call her that, she's nice and I'm not having a date...why is that so urgent?''-He rolled his eyes at the ceiling.
-''Okay sorry, it was rude from me. But I really need you, I've been trying to have a friend's night with Mercedes from months, but today Blaine and I make a month together and I want to go out with him too...so if you could come with us, Mercedes won't feel betrayed and I'll be able to spend time with Blaine''-He put his both hands together like he was praying. He practically put on her knees for begging me to go
-''Look Kurt I'm sorry but I have to work''- I felt sorry for him, but I really couldn't. In that moment, something switch on my mind. It didn't often happen so I didn't waste time-''I have an idea! I'm working in a new club, you, Blaine and Mercedes can come over and I will be able to be with you guys''
Kurt's face illuminated and started jumping on his place with both legs together like a kangaroo, clapping her tiny white hands, and smiling.
-''I would love to, god! Why didn't you tell about your new job?''
-''It's...complicated''- I really didn't know if they would like club. I mean, it's not like a strip bar, but it's kind of provocative. Most of the people in there are guys who came to see us dancing with sexy clothes and dancing while they got drunk as hell. But I omitted that part...they would figure it out tonight.
-''So, let me text Blaine and Mercedes, and I need you to give me directions''-He said taking out his mobile phone and starting pushing the keys quickly as hell. He grabbed my arm while he kept working with his mobile phone and practically drove me to class.
Sue Silvester was one of the weirdest woman alive. Or that's at least my opinion. When I arrived at her office I knocked on the door, but none answered me so I waited outside to Santana or to her to arrive. The first one was the Latina who was sharing house with me... I actually don't know how to call her, because it was for sure that we weren't just friend, but can I call her girlfriend even when our story is a secret? Whatever. Santana arrived first walking to where I was standing and she waved her hand with a smile to me, and before I could open my mouth she looked at me with a serious face so I didn't say a thing. Someone touched my shoulder and I turned around gulping.
-''So here you are sandbag and miss I believe in unicorns girl''- I looked at Santana with an eyebrow up trying to communicate to her and trying to make clear what the hell she was saying, but Santana just rolled her eyes and came into the office behind sue so I followed both-''Well, I have to make some paper work for preparing my wedding with myself so I'm gonna make it clear to you guys''- What I said, the weirdest woman alive. Santana put a disgusting face after putting a bewilderment one and I just couldn't believe it. She sat down on her chair with her feet over her desk and pointed us to have a sit. But there weren't any chairs, just two of those giant gym balls to do abdominal so we just sat down as we could. She cracked her fingers and continued with a smile.
-''So you two are gonna be my secret spies in the glee club''-I looked right and Santana and she might have thought the same because she looked at me with worry on her face-''I need you to tell me all that you can to make my plan work and finally destroy that horrible glee club''
-''And what if we say no?''-Santana said with a shakily voice. She probably wanted to sound more confident because just when her words leave her mouth she coughed a little to clear her voice.
-''You're out the cheerios. And believe me Santana, you're not coming back this time''
-''You can do that!''-Santana started to yell-''Without us you only have Fabray to win''
-''Ohh believe me sandbag, I have more options like you too...you wanna try to figure out what happens?''-Santana gulped and so do I... I loved Cheerios, but also loved the glee club, that people were like my family, that was a place where I can be myself and do things that I love feeling comfortable. Santana looked at me with a miserable look and I could perfectly know what was she thinking. For her the cheerios were as important as the glee club. She was popular for being in the cheerios, well apart that because everybody was kind of scare of her... but she liked it, and so the glee club.
-''We need time''-I said with a lump in my throat-''to think''- Santana nod
-''Yeah Sue, we like both clubs''- Santana said more peacefully
Sue rolled her eyes and put down her feet.
-''You two are like pussy girls...you have until tomorrow at first hour''-She pointed us with a pen-''Now get you asses out of my office...I need to make the guest list''
When we were out we both breathed heavily, relieved of being out of there. I noticed how my hand started shaking for no reason and how all my blood was on my head, maybe for the over thinking.
-''What the hell are we going to do Britt?''-Her voice looked so desperate, and for the first time I thought that maybe it was because she was afraid of me wanting to do the opposite of what she wanted.
-''What do you want to do?''
-''I don't know...but I don't really want to be quick out of the cheerios again...if...if I'm going to tell about us someday... I need some power to be popular and being in the cheerios gives me that power and confidence''-My heart started to race fast on my rib cage and I avoided the urge of jumping around her laughing. Did she just say that she was going to tell? She said right? Oh god I'm so fucking happy that I almost forgot about the situation and I stayed in there holding myself for doing something stupid or embarrasing.
-''What?''-She shrugged-''What do we do now?''- I took a second to calm down and start thinking about options. And for a second time in a day, I had a brilliant idea.
-''Come here''- I say holding Santana's hand and running trough the halls until we arrive at the bathroom. I was sure that she would let me escape as soon as someone could see us, but she didn't, she just kept holding my hand so tightly that I think that she was actually wasn't going to be able to let me go.
-''Listen''-I said while I checked every single bathroom. Nobody.-'' We have to say yes to Sue''- Santana tried to speak, but I stopped her raising my hand to make her now that I didn't finish-''We can tell her little details and stupid things that she can't use against us, and then, when she'll ask for something bigger we can give her wrong information''
-''But...''-She managed to say that time-''She will figure out that we're liars and then she will be so angry that she won't only make us leave the cheerios...she would do something worst''
-''That's the best part. By the time she realized, we will have our national cheerleader contest done and we will be able to focus only in glee...she can't do us anything! It's our last year!''
I sounded really excited for my idea, but Santana just stayed on her place. With both hands rested on the sink, and half-smiling
-''What? You don't like?''
-''You really are a genius Brittany''-She said without moving anything apart from her lips. God, she was so sexy and sweet at the same time... I really wanted to kiss her right now, but I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable.
-''You inspire on me''-She laughed, and then she walked to my position. She traced her hand over and down my arm touching it carefully. Her skin burned at the contact and warmed me immediately.
-''You said you wanna tell''-I dared to say and she raised to eyes until they met mines. They were less dark than usual. She nodded and gave me a kind smile.
-''I will, I promise, I just need a little bit of time okay?''-I smiled back and she squeezed my arm happily.
-''I have to go, I need to talk to Mr. Schue. See you at home okay?''-She said briefly before leaving. I just said yes with my head. I've been thinking too much about this moment, and now finally it's near, I couldn't believe it.
When I arrive home I shout a loud hello to see if Santana was already at home, but none replied me so I guessed that she hadn't arrive yet. I sat down on the sofa and closed my eyes for a while. God it's been such a tiring day and I still had to go working. At least Kurt and the others will be there, and Santana...Oh my god Santana will be too! I hoped she didn't mind that I invited the guys to the club. I opened my eyes when I heard a yelling voice from my bedroom, and I automatically turned around still on the couch. I chilled out a little when I recognized San's voice
-''No, escuchame tú''-Ugh I loved her Spanish-''I'm not going back unless you...''- She breathed so deeply that I could listen it from the couch-''...unless you fucking understand that I'm in love with her okay?''
My stomach clutched as the sound of her words, she was talking about me right? Her sassiest was on and she was totally defensive so she had to be talking with someone important, maybe her father or her mother? I was totally sure, because I hadn't seen her talking in Spanish with anyone else in class... did she just tell them that she was in love? With me? I was the luckiest girl in the entire world for sure. First of all for meeting her, and secondly for having her loving me.
I started to feel uncomfortable. What if she hadn't heard me saying hello? She might thought that I'm spying on her...
-''No hay nada que pensar, mamá''- So it was her mom then...-''Soy más feliz que nunca''
She trough something against the wall because it sounded so strong and then silence. I let her a little bit of space, but when she didn't come out of the room I decided to enter. If I were her I would love to have someone supporting me right? I mean, she's the kind of proud girl who doesn't want anyone to feel sorry for her. But this is not the case, I knew what she was going trough and I didn't want her to be alone. When I approached the door I could her a really quietly sob that broke my heart a little. I knocked as soft as I could and she didn't reply, but the sobbing stopped for a while like she was trying to hide that she was in there. So I turned de doorknob and entered in the room. It took me a little to find her because she was rolled over herself in a corner, with her head over her knees and her legs surrended by her arms. Like a ball of wool.
I didn't say anything and I walked slowly to where she was and sat down next to her, so scared of her to explode that I almost forgot about breathing. Her phone was broken on the other side of the room. Jesus, she was really strong, and she was really really mad. She was still whimpering a little and sighing a little, with her face covered, like she was ashamed of what she had done.
-''They have no right...''-She said with a lot of effort and I just think to myself that she's right, so to let her know that she was not alone I put my arm over her shoulders, feeling who she is more relaxed at the touch. I was relieved that she was with her defenses down, and that she didn't get mad for trying to support her. I guessed that maybe it was because it was me. I'd seen how she acts when some guys in the glee club tries to help her...
-''They don't''-I whispered. She raised her head and stepped her eyes on her destroyed phone. She had her make up smeared for all the crying and her hair a little bit messy but she's still as pretty as always, what it's hard to achieve. She then cleaned her face with the path of her hand and looked at me concerned.
-''Fuck them''-She laughed with a bitter sound and then she spotted her eyes on mines. We stayed a while like this, and I could be able to stay ages in that position, even when my arm was a little bit tired of being in the same place. Her eyes where so fucking familiar that if felt like home, and her body was as warm as always so there were no place better than that tiny room for me in that moment. Even without a bed.
-''I will regret for saying this''-She explains still looking at me and making a smile-''But I need your help with a favor''
I raised a brow and she laughed a little pointing a huge black suitcase on the corner of the room.
-''I'm not able to take off all the stuff without toppling myself...so maybe...can you do it for me? I mean, I know it's working for me but...''
-''Sure''-I hastened to say. Spending time discovering time about this amazing girl? I couldn't wait to do that!
-''Really?-She exclaimed out loud, and with a happy smile she kissed me in the cheek.
-''Yeah...I can't wait to see what Santana Lopez hide''-I smirked and she rolled her eyes at me
-''I have nothing to hide''-She took a second to think and stood up-''Well I have but not to you''-She jiggled-''I'll wait outside sunshine, we have to work''
She left and closed the door behind her. I looked at the black suitcase carefully. I didn't know why but I had the feeling that I was going to really find out how Santana was, and she was the one to let me know that.
I walked slowly to the corner where it was and rested it carefully on the floor before opening it slowly too. I guessed that I was afraid of damaging it or something. The first thing I saw was an amount of dresses, that ones that fitted so fucking good on her and she only wore outside of the school. I took and put them on the floor, there were twenty at least and all of them where colorful. The next things were her skinny jeans and t-shirts perfectly folded. All her shorts were black, which was so Santana. Under all her clothes, were her shoes in a cloth bag. But I let it by my side to sort them on the closet with the rest of her stuff. I needed to do some space by the way. Or maybe buy another one...because she really had a lot of things. I blushed a little when I found her underwear...god it was so sexy. Her panties went from lace sexy ones to colorful cute ones. And her bras were mostly black and red. My hands were shaking a little when I took them, god I was kind of turned on...it wasn't weird right?
Finally, I arrived at the interesting part...her personal things. I didn't mean to gossip, but I really was curious to know more about her, learn about what she likes. My mom used to say that we only really know people when we observe them, and we look at the details.
On the right side of the suitcase, there were her books, she brought two of them who looked new and they seemed like thriller ones, another one was from Stephen King who I loved reading, one named ''leaving time'' which seemed pretty cool, and some poesy ones. So first conclusion of Santana: she loved reading, and although she had a strong side, she also had a soft one.
Next to the books, she had her class stuff and some photographs on the top of them which I couldn't refuse to gossip. I couldn't believe how cute little Santana was! She had plenty of photographs at the zoo, at school with her uniform, at a school play, dressed like a tiger in Halloween... I really wanted to spend the day watching them. I wondered if she would realize if I stole one, but I discard the idea...I could ask for one later right? Fact number two: she had good childhood memories and she kept them in her photographs.
I continued organizing things and I found a tiny camera and a notebook which had Santana written on the front page with glitter. Her diary? I decided not to open it, even when I was so tempted, but she was trusting on me for doing this, and I wasn't going to invade her intimacy in so many levels.
Fact number three: She liked taking photos and she had a notebook where she maybe writes personal things.
The rest of the things were mostly make up and hair products, where it didn't surprised me. I picked up the clothes and put them right on the closet as organized as I could. And her personal stuff on the table perfectly disposed. I checked the things one more time, closed the suitcase and opened the door ready to leave. But a nervous Santana felt into the floor when I did it because she was supported on the door.
-''So...you were spying on me?''-I laughed, trying to help her to stand up
-''Uh...nope''-She said fixing her hair and pretending that anything happened-''I was curious for what you were doing that's all''
She looked at me still anxious and waiting for me to say something about, but I smirked and walked next to her
-''Let's go working honey''-She looked me a little bit mad. God, I loved teasing her.
So I finished my exams (yaay!) so I'm almost free. I hope you like the chapter! I'm working on a new idea for the fanfic that you'll like, but I want to have it complete to start posting chapters! :)
Have fun and be safe loves! ^^