EPOV
I woke up early, Bella still asleep beside me. I laid there, just watching her breathe, she's so beautiful in her sleep.
I tucked some stray hairs behind her ear - she murmured my name in her sleep and turned over.
I pulled her closer to me and kissed her forehead as she snuggled into me.
I loved that even in her sleep she knew I was there protecting her.
I'm still quite upset with myself about being so ready to throw her out without even listening to her first.
I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself for what I almost did.
I will try my hardest to be a better husband and father.
I rested my hands on her flat stomach as I thought about this new life forming inside her.
I loved seeing her pregnant, she was even more beautiful.
I silently apologized to my unborn child for almost throwing it out of my life.
"Edward," she said as she moved her hands over mine.
"Good morning, love."
"Morning, how did you sleep?" she asked.
"I slept well, baby. How about you?" I asked as I held her close to me.
She stretched, "Like someone that was well fucked," she told me with a grin.
"Mmmm, well fucked, huh. I like hearing that."
"I enjoyed it, and I hope we can do it again," she said with a smirk.
"Definitely, baby, anytime you want."
"Maybe later, I'm kind of hungry now."
"Me too, and I could use a shower."
"That sounds good," she said softly.
I crawled out of bed and lifted Bella into my arms, she squealed and laughed as I carried her to the bathroom so we can clean up.
I turned the shower on and waited for the water to heat up as I kissed my beautiful wife.
She giggled and threw her arms around my neck.
Her fingers tangled in my hair as our tongues slid against each others, I lifted her into my arms and stepped into the shower.
The warm water cascaded over us as we kissed heatedly.
My hands were on her lower back pressing her body close to mine, it wouldn't take much for me to slip inside her warm, wet pussy.
I moved her so that her legs were on either side of my hips.
I loved the feel of her warmth against my cock.
I pushed in slowly and we both moaned at the contact.
I thrusted slowly in and out of her as she gripped onto my shoulders.
Her breasts bounced beautifully as she moved up and down my cock.
"Edward," she murmured against my ear.
"Say my name again baby, I love hearing it."
I thrusted up into her as she murmured my name again.
"Fuck Edward, mmm... yes...Edward."
My name sounded liked honey falling from her lips.
I thrusted harder in her, my fingers gripping her hips tightly.
"Fuck Bella, so fucking tight. I love how your pussy grips me," I panted out as I continued moving deep inside her.
Her cries and moans mingled with the sound of the water hitting us.
She held onto to me tightly. "I love hearing you talk," she said as she bounced on me.
"Come for me, Bella, I want to feel your pussy milking my cock."
I felt her move her hand between us and she touched her clit as I continued thrusting deeply inside her.
"Fuck...that is so fucking hot, love," I said as I suck on her neck.
She groaned as she fingered herself faster.
Her walls began fluttering around me as she cried out in pleasure.
"Oooh Edward, fuck yes, yes...oh god...yes," she yelled as she gripped on to me.
I loved that she would touch herself for me - her gripping pussy pushed me over the edge and I roared out her name as I came hard inside her.
I had her wrapped in my arms as the water fell over us and we were both trying to catch our breath.
"I love you, Edward."
"I love you, baby."
I eased her body down mine and we took turns washing each other.
I loved these times in the shower, they were so intimate and we were so loving with each other.
I truly missed these times when I was so engrossed in my work.
I'll have to make a point of showering with my beautiful wife more often.
After we were done, I rinsed us off and then turned the water off and stepped out of the shower, grabbing towels for both of us.
I wrapped it loosely around my waist as I held the towel out for her, as she got out I wrapped it around her body.
"Mmm...I love how you look all wet, baby," I said as I pulled her into my arms.
"You look pretty darn good wet, too."
She kissed over my heart as she reached up and pulled my lips down to hers.
I love when she takes the lead in what she wants, she's come so far since we first met.
She ran her tongue over my bottom lip and I opened my mouth to her as she slipped her tongue inside my mouth.
I loved the feel of her tongue massaging mine as she walked us back towards the bed.
She dropped the towel from my waist as she pushed me back on the bed.
"Baby," I murmured as I looked up at her as she dropped her towel.
"Shh...let me take care of you," she said as she straddled my legs.
She reached out her tiny hand and ran her fingers over my already hard, erect cock.
"Mmm...is this all for me?" she asked with a smirk.
"Always for you, baby."
Her fingers felt heavenly as she moved them up and down, and over the head of my cock.
"B..bella," I murmured as she increased her grip.
"I .. I want to taste you. Can I?" she asked looking into my eyes.
"Of course, whatever you want baby."
She smiled down at me as she leaned down and ran her tongue from the base to the tip before she slipped me inside her mouth, running her tongue around the tip.
She hummed against me as ran her tongue over the tip again and again before she took me deep into her mouth.
It felt so fucking good when she did that.
I moved one hand up to the back of her neck and the other hand I gripped the sheet.
"Fuck," I murmured as she started moving her head up and down on my cock.
Her hand gripped me tighter as it moved in time with her mouth.
She relaxed her throat as she took me in deeper.
I knew it wouldn't be long before I came inside her mouth.
She sped her movements and moved her other hand to my balls, cupping them gently and massaging them. That's all I needed to push me over the edge and I groaned out as I pulsed into her mouth.
"Fuck," I moaned out as my fluids filled her mouth.
She swallowed around me and then she licked me clean, before she released me and sat up on her knees looking down into my eyes.
Looking up at her, she looked so innocent and so fucking beautiful.
"W..was that okay?" she asked sounding unsure of herself.
"Are you kidding, baby? That was fucking fantastic."
"Really?" she asked as she laid next to me.
"How can you even doubt that? You got a mouthful of come. Trust me - it was amazing."
"I don't know, sometimes I don't think you like when I do that.," she said as she looked down.
It bothered me to hear her say that. I lifted her chin up to meet my eyes. "Why would you ever think that?"
"I sometimes think that you feel I don't need to do that for you. But I like giving you pleasure like you give me."
"I don't feel you need to but I love that you want to."
She smiled over at me, "I'm glad. I want to make you feel good, and I like pleasing you."
"You make me feel good by just breathing."
"Edward, that makes no sense. How can I make you feel good by breathing?" she asked as she placed her hand on my chest.
"Your every moment, every breath makes me immeasurably happy."
She shook her head at me gently.
I cupped her cheek in my hand, "The fact that you're alive and mine...I'm so grateful for that - that fact alone brings me pleasure."
"I'll always be yours."
"And that right there brings me so much pleasure," I told her as I brought her lips to mine.
She pulled back and leaned back into kiss my lips, but instead she nibbled on my bottom lip.
"Any plans for us today?" she asked as she pulled away.
"We can go shopping or something, if you want."
"Sure - might be nice to just walk around, still have more gifts to get."
"Sounds good, but we'll have to get dressed."
"True," I said with a smirk.
"Yeah I wouldn't want all the other women being jealous of my fine ass husband," she told me with a wink.
"You have nothing to worry about, love. This fine ass is all yours."
"I know, but I hate seeing blatant lust in women's eyes when they look at you."
"I feel the same way when men look at you."
"I doubt any are looking."
"You want to bet, love. Watch when we go out today. They will be looking at you."
"Yeah right," she said rolling her eyes.
"You'll see," I said as we got dressed.
"Whatever."
I walked over to her and wrapped my arms around her waist, "It will happen, love."
She just rolled her eyes again and I kissed her on the nose.
I loved our playfulness with each other, I never wanted to lose it.
After we were dressed we went to the dining car for a quick breakfast.
It was nice just being alone together, we really needed this time away.
As we were eating, Bella opted to have tea with her breakfast instead of coffee.
I smiled at her and held her hand across the table.
"I will miss coffee," she said quietly as she watched me take a sip of my coffee.
"You could have decaf," I suggested.
"I know.. it's just not the same," she said with a small smile.
"I'll give up coffee too, like I did with Grayson," I said with a smile.
"You don't have to do that."
"I want to, Bella. I did it before."
"Okay, well, thanks, that will make it easier."
"I always want to make things easier for you, baby," I said as I squeezed her hand. "Are we ready to go?"
"Yep, I'm ready," she said as she swallowed down the last of her tea.
I took her hand and we walked to the the car.
It was a beautiful, crisp November day and I'm just glad that there isn't any snow.
I helped her into the car after I kissed her long and hard.
As I got in the car, Bella was running her fingers over her bottom lip as she looked over at me.
"What?" she asked.
"Nothing, I just love seeing your lips swollen from my kisses," I said with a smirk.
I took her hand in mine as we drove toward downtown Sequim.
I parked in the middle of town and got out of the car to help Bella out.
It was a quaint little town, and I couldn't wait to take her into some of the little shops that lined the streets.
I held her hand as we started walking down the street.
"Can we go in there?" she asked pointed to an antique store.
"Sure baby."
We walked inside the little shop packed with old china and dusty furniture.
We looked at the various things, but nothing seemed to catch her interest, so we left the little shop.
We walked down to the next shop - a little art shop.
We wandered through the pictures and statues and Bella stopped in front of an angel statue that was holding some children in its arms.
"I really like this," she said.
"What does it remind you of?" I asked.
"It makes me think of the mother I want to be."
"Baby, you're an amazing mother already," I said kissing her forehead. "But if you want this, we can get it."
She nodded, "I would."
I smiled at her as I picked up the statue as we continued looking around.
I loved that she never once looked at the price.
We bought the statue and then walked on to the next shop.
The next shop was a little book store and I could see Bella's eyes light up as we walked in.
"Get anything you want," I whispered in her ear.
We walk along the rows and rows of books as she picks up books and then reads the back and puts them down.
"I like this one," she said as she handed it to me.
I quickly read the back, "Sounds good, baby, let's get it."
"Is there anything you want to look at, Edward?"
"Anything is fine with me."
She leaned up and whispered in my ear, "Do you want to look at sex books?"
I arched my eyebrow at her, she never fails to surprise me. "Sure," I told her with a grin.
She took my hand and led me over to that section of the book store.
We looked through the books, Bella picking up a few and flipping through them quickly.
"I had no idea there were this many...positions," she said looking at some of the pictures.
"Mmm.. yeah, there are many we haven't tried. Do you want to get this book?" I asked softly.
She nodded as a blush crept up her cheeks.
I loved thinking of the fun we would have trying these out.
I took the book from her as we walked on towards the other aisles.
She picked out a cookbook and one on child room ideas.
I loved watching her pick out things, and not worrying about cost.
We walked to the children's section and she looked through the different books, picking up a few books for Bailey and Grayson.
She also picked out a baby name book and a book on expecting, telling me she thought Rosalie would like them.
I loved that about my wife, she always thought about others.
"We should get this one for Emmett," I said holding up a book for expectant fathers.
"Definitely," she said with a grin.
"Are we ready to go, love?" I asked as I wrapped my arm around her.
"Yeah," she said.
We walked back to the front to pay for our purchases.
"Baby, I'm going to run these back to the car. Stay right here," I said.
"Okay."
I hurried to the car and put our stuff in the backseat, and I walked back to Bella.
She was standing in the same spot, staring up the clouds while talking on her phone.
She smiled up at me as I stopped in front of her.
"Thanks mom, kiss them both for us," she said as she said good bye.
"Kids okay?"
"Yeah, they are perfect."
"Awesome," I said as I kissed her cheek. "Do you want to do more shopping or grab some lunch?"
"Can we grab lunch? I'm kinda hungry."
"Of course, love. What would you like to eat?"
"Just a hamburger sounds good."
"Okay, that does sound good," I said pulling her close to me. "We need to keep your strength up for my plans for us."
"What plans are those, Mr. Cullen?" she asked with a smirk.
"Mmm... so many positions to try out, baby."
"I look forward to it," she said with a wink.
We walked to the restaurant and I went to place our order as she found a seat.
I waited for our food and then turned to go to the table Bella had picked for us.
"Hey love," I said as I sat down next to her.
"This looks great - I'm so hungry," she said.
I loved to see her eat. Most women hated to eat in front of their husbands or boyfriends, but Bella has never been that way.
As we were sitting there I kept noticing this guy a few tables away who's eyes were firmly glued on Bella.
"Do you see that man, baby?" I whispered to her.
She turned slightly and looked where I inclined my head and nodded.
"He's been watching you since I sat down."
"What? I'm sure he's not," she said.
"No baby, I know lust when I see it and that guy definitely wants you."
I watched as she looked over at him as I slid my arm around her shoulder and pulled her in for a kiss.
"Edward," she giggled.
I slipped my tongue in her mouth and consumed her - that dude could lust all he wants - this girl is all mine.
We kissed for several more seconds and I felt her fingers slip up into my hair as she pulled away and looked over her shoulder.
"He's still staring, baby," I said softly.
"Just jealous I guess," she said against my lips.
I couldn't resist kissing her again.
"You're so desirable, baby. Do you believe that now?" I asked as we stood up to leave.
"I...I guess," she murmured.
"You are, and I'm so lucky that you're mine," I said as I led her out of the restaurant. "Do you want to continue shopping?"
"Sure and I'm the lucky one. Every woman wants you."
"That may be so, but not one of them can touch me. I'm all yours, baby," I said as I lifted her into my arms.
"Edward," she squealed. "Put me down."
"Never," I said as I slowly turned us around as it started to snow gently.
She giggled as I lowered her feet to the ground and kissed her lips again.
"I love you so much, Edward."
"I love you too, my Bella."
"I love when you call me your Bella."
"You'll always be my Bella," I said as we walked into another store.
We walked into the next shop - a little jewelry shop.
I couldn't wait to find her some sort of jewelry.
"Do you see anything you like, baby?" I asked her.
"Maybe, they have some pretty stuff."
"I want to buy you whatever your heart desires."
"The only thing my heart desires is you."
"Hmmmm," she said as she looked at the display cases.
"Did you find something?"
"I kind of like this heart necklace," she said pointing at a brilliant ruby red necklace.
"Would you like it?" I asked softly.
"Yeah - it makes me think of you," she said with a smile.
"Then I'll get it for you," I said as I kissed her forehead and motioned for the sales clerk.
She smiled as I talked to the clerk.
After paying for the necklace, I took her hand and led her out of the jewelry store.
"Let's see if we can find something for the kids and mom and dad, then we can go back to our caboose," I said with a smirk.
"Okay, that sounds good."
We wandered around the store and decided to get my parents a selection of fine wine for Christmas.
"I'm sure they will enjoy this," I said as Bella squeezed my hand.
"Definitely," she said.
We went into the children's area and found a few things for the kids.
After we paid, we walked back to the car and I helped her inside.
Once she was settled I jogged around the car and got in.
"Are you ready to go and read through the book we bought?" I asked as I looked over at her.
"Yes," she said with a slight blush.
As I drove I held her hand as she slowly traced her finger around my wedding band and looked out at the road.
Sometimes, I wished that I could read her mind.
"A penny for your thoughts, love," I said as I looked over at her.
"Oh, I'm just thinking if I can get...in some of those...positions."
"I'm sure you can, baby. There's no real reason you can't yet."
"I hope so," she said softly looking out the window again.
"We won't push too much baby, nothing you aren't comfortable with."
I maneuvered the car back to the bed and breakfast and our little caboose.
I hopped out and went around to her side and opened her door.
I helped her out of the car as I wrapped my arms around her.
I grabbed the bag of books and took her hand in mine.
Once inside I dropped the book bag on the floor, "Do you want to get dinner first, baby?"
"Yeah, that sounds like a good idea."
"Okay, let's go to the dining car," I said.
I took her hand and we walked quickly to the dining car as the snow continued to fall.
After we were seated and we ordered our drinks and dinner. We both opted for fried chicken, mashed potatoes and corn, and I took her hand in mine.
"Are you nervous, baby?" I asked.
"Sort of."
"Are you afraid you'll get hurt?"
"Umm...a little, some of those positions look like the require more grace than I possess - what it I fall or something?" she said, eyes down cast.
"I would never let you fall."
She gave me a little smile and nodded her head - sometimes she was so much the girl I met in the diner.
"Can we get dessert?" she asked looking up at me.
"Of course," I told her.
She smiled at me and I squeezed her hand as we continued eating.
After we were finished we looked at the dessert menu.
"Is anything catching your eye, love?" I asked.
"Strawberry shortcake."
"Mmm.. sounds good."
She smiled widely at me as I ordered us both strawberry shortcake.
We just held hands, looking into each others eyes while we waited for our dessert.
The waitress brought dessert over and we started to eat.
It tasted really good.
"Bella, you know I'd never hurt you, right?"
"Yeah."
"We can look through the book together, and decide on the position we like best, okay?"
"Okay," she said with a smile.
We finished eating and then I took her hand in mine and we walked out of the dining car, towards our caboose.
Once inside I grabbed the book and then walked us back to the bedroom.
She sat down on the bed and I sat next to her putting the book in her lap.
I watched her as she sat flipping the pages, looking at the different positions.
"Do you see anything you'd like to try?"
"This one called 'rock the cradle' looked interesting," she said.
"I'm sure we can do that, is that something you'd like to try?"
"Yeah," she said quietly.
I took the book from her lap and cupped her cheek in my hand, pulling her face to mine.
She turned in my arms and threaded her fingers through my hair, holding me tighter to her.
I slipped my hands between us, easily undoing the row of buttons down the front of her shirt.
I pushed it eagerly off her shoulders and let my hands descend to her beautiful breasts.
I pulled down the cups of her bra and slowly brushed my thumbs over her hard nipples.
She let out a moan into my mouth as I gave each nipple a little pinch.
"Edward," she murmured against my ear.
Her hands slipped down my chest and under my shirt.
I moaned at the feel of her hands moving over my chest and stomach.
She raked her short nails over me as she gripped the hem of my shirt and started to pull it off.
I let my hands slip down to her pants and push them down her body.
She pushed me back on the bed, looking at me with pure lust.
She moved her hands up my legs and to the button and zipper of my pants, freeing my aching cock.
She smiled as she stroked me a few times. I sucked in a deep breath - her hand felt unbelievable.
"Bella," I murmured as her fingers continued moving on my cock.
She pulled my pants the rest the way off and sat up on her knees to wiggle out of her panties.
My god, my wife was totally gorgeous.
Her legs were shapely and her waist was small, considering she gave birth to two children and a third on the way.
She crawled up my legs, straddling my thighs. I held her hands as she moved her legs and plants each of her feet next to my hips. I gripped her hands in mine as she raised herself up and the aligned herself and then lowered herself slowly onto my cock.
"Fuck," I groaned as she lowered herself completely - I'm so deep inside her in this position.
She moaned as I took her hands in mine.
I pulled her forward, moving deeper inside, the feeling was incredible.
She pushed herself back with her legs and then I pulled her her back against me as I thrusted up, reaching even deeper inside her.
She cried out as I hit deep inside her as we rocked against each other.
This position was incredible - we were truly working together.
I loved that I could see her face with every movement that I made.
Her mouth was open just a little and she was panting deeply.
Her breasts were glistening with sweat and they bounced with my every thrust.
I could feel my orgasm building as we continued rocking back and forth.
"A... are you close, love?" I asked.
"Yes, Edward, oh god, so close."
I rocked us harder, bringing myself to a sitting position so I can take one of her nipples in my mouth.
I loved feeling her hardened nipple against my tongue as my cock slid in and out of her wet pussy.
"Fuck Edward! Oh yes! Yes!" she called out as her walls clamped down on me.
"That's it, love. Come for me, I'm so close," I panted as I slammed into her again.
I could feel her squirting around me and it pushed me over the edge.
"Oh fuck, Bella yes," I said as I felt my cock jump inside her and my cum filling her pussy.
Bella collapsed forward onto me, breathing hard.
I wrapped her arms around me as I held her to me.
"Are you okay, baby?" I asked as I pushed hair off of her shoulder as I placed kisses over her skin.
"Mmm, wonderful."
"I'm glad, baby. I never want to cause you any pain."
"You never do, my love."
I continued kissing her shoulders as she smiled up at me.
"I love you," I said softly.
"I love you beyond words, my love."
I laid us back on the bed as I laid on my side next to her.
She ran her hand over my chest and along my neck.
"Thank you for bringing me here. It's been wonderful to be alone with you," she said softly.
"It is - I've missed this so much, baby.
"I'm kind of sad to go home tomorrow."
"Me too."
She was quiet as she drew patterns over my chest.
"What are you thinking, love?"
"I'm just a bit scared of going back home, I don't want us to drift apart again."
"I promise you I won't let that happen, love."
She nodded as she laid her head over my heart.
"I never want to lose you. Have you heard anymore about Victoria? she said.
"No, not yet."
"I'm not going back to that Mommy and Me group. I don't want to run the risk of seeing her again."
"I have a feeling she's not a mother at all."
"Really?"
"The more I think about everything you've told me the more I think this was set up to ruin us."
"W..who would want to do that?" she asked as she sat her head on her hands and looked up at me.
"I'm not sure, but I would bet anything that Caius has a hand in it."
"Why would he want to do that? What would be in it for him?"
"I'm only guessing but he knows how much I love you - I think he knows it would have killed me if we split."
"Do you think that would've happened?"
"Yes - I was so angry at you, baby, but I would have been a shell of a person."
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have went with her. I thought something was off about her, but I think there's someone else behind it. Someone who had to know how you feel about another man touching me. Caius wouldn't know about that."
"You're probably right - I don't think Caius knows anything about devotion to one woman."
"Who would want to hurt us like that?" she asked quietly.
"I'm seriously beginning to think Alice is somehow tied to this," I said looking into her brown eyes.
"You really think she is capable of this? That she would want us to hurt so badly?" she asked, hurt in her eyes.
"At this point, I'm not sure what she is capable of."
Worry and fear passed over Bella's features. "Do you think she will try something else?"
"Not sure, but I promise I'll keep you safe. Jasper is looking into every possibility and he is monitoring her at the center so, we'll see who she's been in contact with."
I pulled her close against me and kissed her forehead.
She nodded as I held her.
"We'll figure this out, love. As long as we're together everything will be fine."
"Okay," she said softly.
I ran my fingers through her thick hair. "Are you tired, love?"
"Yeah."
I leaned forward and pulled the blankets over us and she settled her head on my chest.
"I love you, baby. Sleep well, I have you," I said as I kissed her forehead.
"Love you," she murmured, already sounding very drowsy.
I listened as her breathing even out and I could tell she was asleep.
I closed my eyes as I held her tightly against me.