BPOV
I was excited when we pulled up in front of Carlisle and Esme's house - I had really missed the kids.
Even though I enjoyed the alone time with Edward, I still missed my babies.
When Edward stopped he came around the car and helped me out of the car.
His arms encircled my waist as he pulled me closer to him, capturing my lips in a sweet, loving kiss.
We walked in together - and Esme's face lit up when she saw us walk in hand in hand.
"Hi mom," Edward said looking over at her with a smirk.
"It's good to see you both looking so relaxed and happy - you both look like yourselves again."
"It is. Thanks for watching them. How were they?" I asked.
"Angels as always," she said, getting off the couch to hand us a sleeping Grayson.
She placed him in my arms as Bailey came running out of the kitchen with Carlisle right behind her.
"Ma-ma! Da-da!" Bailey screeched when she saw us.
Edward bent down and scooped her up in his arms.
"Hey sweet girl, did you have fun with Pop-pop?"
"Yeah!"
"Nice apron, dad," he said with a laugh.
"What? Oh yeah - Bailey and I were playing - I was her waiter."
I couldn't help but laugh at the sight.
"It's so good to see you both happy and laughing again," Carlisle said with a smile.
"It feels good," Edward said smiling down at me.
"Ba-ee going home with Ma-ma and you?"
"Yes baby," I told her.
"Let me get their bag and coats," Esme said as she excused herself to go upstairs.
Mom got their coats and we bundled them up.
It was still snowing out and it just dawned on me that we had yet to decorate our house for Christmas.
I really wanted to go all out this year.
"I would really like to do a lot of decorating for Christmas this year - would that be ok?" I asked him.
"Of course, love. Anything you want," he said as he lifted Bailey back into his arms.
I smiled up at him - this will be fun.
We said our goodbyes and we walked slowly to the car.
After the kids were in the car Edward helped me in and we started home.
He kept both hands on the wheel as he drove and I smiled over at him.
I knew how much he'd rather hold my hand, but it was more important that he keep the car on the road.
He pulled into our driveway got out got Bailey, then came and helped me out.
I got Grayson out of his seat as he started to wake up as the snow fell on his cheeks.
"Ma-ma, Gway has snow," Bailey laughed.
"He does," I said looking at her as Edward slipped his hand into mine.
It felt nice to be home, all together.
We unbundled the children and took them upstairs for their baths.
As usual Bailey ended up soaking her daddy as I laughed.
"Just you wait, baby. Grayson will be old enough soon to splash you too."
"Guess we better get used to it," I exclaimed, laying my hand on my stomach.
He smiled over at me as he lifted Bailey from the tub.
I loved seeing him smile.
"Da-da, Ba-ee c..cold," she said as she shivered.
I handed him a towel and he wrapped her in it.
She snuggled against him as he held her to his chest and carried her to her room.
I lifted Grayson out of his little tub and wrapped him up.
I looked down at his little face and smiled at how much he looked like Edward in that moment.
"Come on big boy, let's get you dressed."
He just babbled and waved his hands as I carried him to his room.
After I got him dressed I kissed him and tucked him into his crib.
He was nearly asleep as I kissed his forehead.
"I love you, sweet boy," I whispered as I closed the door.
I looked up to see Edward coming out of Bailey's room.
His smile was stunning as he held his hand out to me.
I put my hand in his as he pulled me to him.
"What shall we do, love?" he asked softly.
"Anything we want," I said with a grin.
"How long will they be asleep?" he asked.
"At least an hour."
"Hmm...that's long enough," he said with a smirk as he lifted me up into his arms.
"Long enough for what?"
"You'll see, Mrs. Cullen."
I giggled as he carried me to our room.
I loved this playful side of Edward.
He pushed open our door and then shut it with his foot as he laid me down on the bed.
His lips consumed mine hungrily and I moaned into his mouth.
I moved my hands into his hair as I held him to me.
He moved his hands down to the hem of my shirt and started pushing it up.
His hands moved quickly to my breasts, cupping them in his large hands.
I pulled his shirt eagerly over his head, wanting to feel his skin under my hands.
I smoothed my hands down his shoulders and over his chest as I raked my nails over his nipples.
He sucked in a ragged breath and quickly removed my bra.
In a blink of an eye, his mouth closed over my nipple, sucking greedily.
"E...Edward," I moaned out.
He hummed against my breast as he flicked his tongue over my hardened nipple, before kissing his way over to my other breast.
I arched myself further into his mouth.
My fingers pulled at the back of his hair as I moaned and moved against him.
"Edward..mmm... yes."
His hands moved down to my pants, sliding them down.
I felt his fingers brush my hips as he gently pulled my underwear down my legs.
"How wet are you, baby?" he murmured against my lips.
"So wet, Edward - I...I need you."
"You'll have me, soon," he stated as he got off the bed and took off his pants.
He climbed onto the bed and hovered over me.
"You're fucking beautiful, baby," he said as he leaned in and kissed my lips.
I moaned against him and reached for him, pulling him closer.
Our bodies were against each other and I loved the feel of his skin against mine.
"Mmm...so hard, Edward. Are you planning on fucking me or making love to me?" I questioned as I bit my bottom lip.
"Fucking you," he growled against my lips.
I moaned as he nudged my legs apart and he thrusted hard inside me.
"Oh fuck, Edward, yes!" I called out.
He gripped my good hand in his as he held the wrist of my other hand as he slammed himself into me again and again.
"Yes, Edward, yes!"
"Bella," he murmured against my lips.
I pulled my hands out of his grip as I wrapped them around his back.
I dug my fingers into his back, pressing him harder into me.
He slammed into me again and again, bringing moans from my lips and making sweat break out all over me.
"F...fuck Edward, again," I exclaimed.
"Tell me baby, tell me how much you love it!"
"I love it, I love when you fuck me hard. P...please fuck me harder. I need it."
He pounded into me even harder, reaching for our headboard to drive himself into me harder.
"Yes Edward, more...make me scream, baby."
He tightened his grip and pounded into me with relentless force.
My breasts were bouncing as my nipples were pressed into his chest as we slid against each other.
"Fuck...fuck, Edward," I murmured as I felt my pussy fluttering around him.
I clamped onto him as my orgasm hit me hard and I could feel myself squirting on him.
"Oh god, fuck...Edward," I screamed loudly as she slammed into me again, knocking our headboard into the wall.
"Mmm...fuck, Bella...oh fuck, yes," he yelled as he stilled above me as he filled my pussy with his come.
He collapsed forward onto me and I wrapped my arms around him.
His breathing was labored as I moved my fingers up and down his back.
"Are...are you okay, my love?" he asked.
"Mmm...yes, I'm fine. Are you?"
"Oh yes."
He rolled us to our sides as he kissed my lips.
"Thank you, love," he whispered against my lips.
"For what?" I asked him.
"For letting me fuck you like that."
"Why wouldn't I?"
He gave a small shrug, "I just don't ever want you to feel used by me."
"Never, Edward. I love when we fuck hard and I love when we make love. I've never felt used by you. Please don't think like that."
"I just wanted to make sure," he said.
"I love you, Edward."
"I love you, my Bella."
"I think we should get up and get dressed before our children wake up."
"Yeah, probably a good idea."
We stood up and started getting dressed as we looked back at our messy bed.
"I do love when we make a mess on our bed," he said with a smirk.
"You're so bad," I said.
"Yeah but you like it," he said with a laugh.
"I do."
I wrapped my arm around his waist and hugged him to me.
We could hear Bailey babbling as we held each other.
"I think we're being summoned," I said with a laugh.
"Yeah, we are. But she has awesome timing."
"Yes, she does."
We walked together to Bailey's room and I lifted her from her bed.
"Hi sweetie, did you have a good nap?" I asked.
"Yah. Ba-ee hung-ee ma-ma."
"What would you like for dinner?" Edward asked her.
"Mat-a-wonies," she said.
"Okay, sweetheart, macaroni it is. How about some hot dogs too?" I asked.
"Yum-ee.. da-da have hot dogs too?"
"Yep, we'll all have hot dogs."
"Not Gway, he eat yuck."
"No hot dog for your brother but he can have some macaroni."
She smiled as she reached for Edward and I went to get Grayson up.
He was sitting up in his crib playing with his blankets.
"Hey sweet boy," I said as I lifted him up and carried him to the changing table.
I quickly changed him as he babbled away.
I couldn't believe how big he was getting.
It made me sad at how quickly they grow up, Bailey would be two in June and Grayson will be one at the end of April and our newest addition should be here in the summer.
"Bella?" I heard behind me.
"Yeah," I said picking up Grayson and turning around.
"What were you thinking about? I was calling you," he asked with a smile.
"Oh, just the kids, they're growing so fast."
"That they are," he said as he put his arm around my waist and hugging me to him.
"And soon we'll have another."
"Yeah, maybe another little girl that looks like her momma."
"Or another boy that looks like his daddy."
He laughed as we walked out of Grayson's room and he held me around the waist as we slowly descended the stairs.
I loved overprotective Edward, so much.
He kissed the top of my head when we reached the bottom.
We walked into the kitchen and put the kids in their seats as we started to make dinner together.
The phone started ringing as Edward put the hot dogs on to boil.
Edward walked over and picked it up, he looked at the caller ID and then he answered it.
"Hello."
"No Emmett, I'm spending time with my family tonight. I don't want to talk business now," Edward told him as I stirred the macaroni.
I watched Edward from the corner of my eye - seeing if he would cave to the pressure.
"I'll deal with it tomorrow, Emmett. Nothing is more important than my wife and kids," he said looking over at me.
I was glad Edward was committed to spending the evening with us.
"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow."
I smiled as Edward hung up the phone and then walked over to me and kissed my lips.
"Emmett needed you for something?" I asked.
"Yeah, but it can wait. This right here," he motioned to all of us, "is most important to me tonight."
I couldn't help but smile up at him and put my arms around his waist.
I really didn't have any words to express how happy I was at this moment.
I just leaned my head against his chest and kissed over his heart.
"Let's eat baby," he said kissing me quickly.
I nodded as I carried over our plates as he brought over the kids plates.
As we started eating, he asked what I wanted to do for decorating the house.
"I'm not sure, I just want to go kind of over the top."
"Like the lady in the movie version of 'The Grinch'," he said.
"Sorta - I want to have the kind of decorations people stop on the street and point at."
"We can do that, baby. Anything you want," he said as he ate. "Speaking of Christmas, is there anything you want that I can get you?"
"I'm not sure."
"There's got to be something that you want?"
"Edward, I have everything I want or need with you and the kids."
"But I want to get you something, baby."
"Surprise me, you know I love when you pick out something yourself."
"Okay, but no complaints about my choice."
"Do I ever complain?" I asked.
"Only about the amount I spend."
"True, but sometimes you do go over the top, but you know I'll love whatever you pick out. Is there anything you want?"
"Just you, always you baby."
"You have me," I said looking over at him. "What can I buy you?"
"I don't know baby, I will love anything you pick."
"Fine," I said with a laugh as I squeezed his hand in mine.
"Ma-ma, mor-ee pwease," Bailey said.
I scooped more macaroni onto her plate and she poked it with her fork.
"Would you like more?" I asked Edward.
"Sure baby, that would be great."
I got up and got him another hot dog and some macaroni, as I just refilled my tea. I wasn't very hungry.
"You didn't eat very much," he said as I sat his plate in front of him.
"I'm just not really hungry."
"Is everything okay?" he asked, concern lacing his voice.
"Yeah, just not much appetite."
"I can make you something later, if you get hungry."
"Thanks."
"It looks like Grayson and Bailey are done," he said with a laugh as we both looked at their messy faces.
"I'll get a washcloth," I said with a laugh.
I came back with a washcloth and cleaned them off as Edward put the dishes in the dishwasher and then we picked the kids up and went into the living room.
We sat them on their play mats as we snuggled on the couch together.
"Can you imagine this time next year we'll have three little ones?" I asked.
"Yeah, it will be so awesome. I can't wait," he said as he placed his hand on my stomach.
I put my hand over his and leaned back against him as we watched the kids play.
"I love you, thank you for staying home with us tonight. I know how hard it was for you."
"Baby, you and the kids are the most important things to me."
I nodded as I felt his fingers brush over my cheek.
"I meant it, Bella. I'm going to make a point of being home with you and the kids more."
"We will all love that."
He kissed my cheek and then he moved the hair off my neck and then he kissed down my neck from my ear.
"Mmm...I want you so badly, baby. Having you this close to me is torture," he whispered in my ear.
I moaned as his brushed his fingers against the side of my breast.
"Edward...the kids," I murmured.
"They are happily playing," he said as he kissed up to my ear. "Do you feel how much I want you, baby?"
I ran my hand over his jeans and could feel his hard cock.
"Mmm...yes, you seem to want me badly," I whispered as I continued moving my fingers up and down him.
"Ma-ma, I sweepy," Bailey said as she toddled over to us.
"Okay, baby, let's get you to bed."
I got up and picked her up in my arms, and she wrapped her arms around my neck as I looked down at Grayson who was already asleep on the mat.
"I got him," Edward said as he went to scoop up our son off the floor.
I couldn't help but smile as we carried our children up stairs.
I went into the Bailey's room and changed her as Edward got Grayson settled in his room.
"Night sweet girl, I love you," I said as I kissed her forehead.
"Night ma-ma," she said softly.
I slipped quietly from her room and into the hall.
Edward was still in Grayson's room as I went into our room to get ready for him.
I slipped off my clothes and lit the candles as I turned off the lights, then I laid back against the headboard and waited for Edward.
I didn't have to wait long - just a few moments later Edward stepped it the door and just stood looking at me.
"Hey," I said softly.
"Hey yourself, gorgeous."
He walked slowly over to the bed as he pulled his shirt over his head.
He looked so beautiful in the soft glow of the candlelight.
"You're the beautiful one, baby," he said as he slipped his pants off.
I crooked my finger at him, beckoning him to me.
He crawled up on the bed as he pulled me down to where I was laying on my back as he hovered over my body, "Is this where you want me, love?"
"I want you inside me," I said in a heavy whisper.
"Anything you want," he said as he slowly pushed inside me.
I moaned out as he filled me.
My hands slid over his shoulders as he began to move inside me.
There was nothing fast about our love making this time, just soft kisses and slow, gentle thrusts.
His eyes were locked on mine as we moved together, the only sounds that could be heard were our moans and the sound of our bed creaking.
He smoothed the hair from my face, "I love you so much, my love."
"I...I love you too," I said with a gasp as he thrusted deeply.
Our eyes stay locked on each others as moved with each other.
I felt like everyday I loved him more.
I reached up to stroke his face - I would never get over how handsome he was.
"Edward," I murmured as I kissed his lips.
I loved when we made love...so full of passion.
I'm so happy we made it through our crisis and are working together to never let it happen again.
"I'm so close, come with me, baby," he panted out.
"Mmm...yes, I'm so close, too," I murmured against him as we moved together.
He moved one hand to my breast and pinched my nipple gently, throwing me over the edge.
"Edward," I cried out as my pussy clenched around him and I gripped his shoulders tightly as I arched into him.
I could feel him still inside me and his warm fluids filled me as he murmured my name against my lips.
He wrapped his arms around my back, holding my body against his as we breathed hard against each other.
"I love you," I murmured against his lips as he softly kissed me.
"Oh my Bella, I love you so much, more than I can ever tell you."
"I love when you show me how much you love me."
"Anytime my beautiful wife."
I moved some hair out of his eyes as I felt him slip out of me and he turned us to our sides.
"Do you have a lot to do tomorrow?" I asked.
"I need to meet with Emmett."
"Anything important?"
"We have something in the works related to the bombing and I want to get to the bottom of this Victoria thing."
"Yeah, I want to know about that," I said said softly.
"I will definitely tell you baby, I promise I won't keep you in the dark."
"I've felt in the dark sometimes, lately," I said as I looked down.
"I know and I'm so sorry love, I never meant to do that."
"Its okay, I just didn't like the feeling that I wasn't important anymore. I didn't know how to tell you how I was feeling, so a lot of its my fault, too."
"No baby, I should never have shut you out - I promised we would be partners."
"You were under a lot of stress and I should've been more understanding," I replied as I placed my hand on his cheek.
"Baby, I won't let you blame yourself for this."
"I'm just owning my part, it's not all your fault."
"Okay, together on this too."
"Of course, that's the only way. Together forever, baby," I said with a laugh as I kissed his nose.
"Forever, love," he said as he kissed me deeply.
It amazed me at how much I needed and wanted him.
It was like I couldn't get enough of him and my body craved his touch.
Our tongues tangled together as I pushed him over on his back and climbed up over him.
"I want to show you how much I love and want you," I said as I moved my hands over his chest.
"Mmm...show me," he murmured against my lips.
I sat up and moved my hands down his chest to his semi hard cock, and I wrapped my hand around it and moved my hand up and down as he moaned.
I could feel him getting harder as I continued touching him.
"I...I want to make love to you. Can I?" I asked as I looked down into his eyes.
"Of course, love," he said and I can see the lust in his eyes.
I raised up a bit and guided his cock into my pussy.
"Oh fuck," he moaned out as I lowered myself all the way down.
I slowly rocked over him as I took his hands in mine.
"You feel so amazing inside me," I said looking into his green eyes.
"I love being inside you, baby."
"Mmm...yeah," I said as I rolled my hips again and I watched as he moaned loudly and pushed up into me.
His hands held tight to my hips as he thrusted up into me.
"Fuck...so good, Edward," I said as I bounced in his lap faster.
We were both sweating as we moved faster against each other.
"You're so beautiful, baby. I love seeing you above me. Fuck yes," he said as our bodies moved faster.
His hands moved up to my breasts, holding them in his hands and squeezing as I rode him harder.
"Fuck...oh yes, I want to feel you come. Fill me, love," I panted.
He groaned loudly and I could feel his warm come fill me.
"Mmm...yeah, that's it," I said as I continued moving over him as I felt my walls starting to clench around him.
"Come for me, Bella," he said as he moved his hand to my clit and stroked over it a few times.
"Oh god, oooh...yes, Ed..ward," I screamed as my orgasm ripped through me and my pussy clamped down on him and I came had around him.
"That's it, baby," he cooed as he held my hips tightly to him as I laid my head over his heart.
I loved hearing it beating rapidly.
"I love you," I murmured.
"I love you baby, always."
His hands stroked over my back as he rolled us to our sides.
"Tired baby?"
"Mmm...yeah, but its a good tired."
"Yeah, we did have a good workout."
"We did, but I think we need to read the book we bought and try another position from there," I said with a small laugh.
"I like the sound of that, baby."
I nodded as I yawned again.
"Let's sleep, love."
I snuggled into his chest as he wrapped his arms around me.
"Sleep well, love. I have you," he said as he kissed my forehead."
"Mmm-hmm," I said as I closed my eyes.
I felt his fingers brush over my cheeks as I drifted off to sleep.