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Did anyone see the TWO promo :') not going to lie I cried after the first one.

"She would of been 6 months old" Andy responded. "Who?" Sam asked confused, and worried at the same time.

"Our daughter."

Daughter, our daughter those rang in Sam's eyes for what felt like hours, he looked at his wife, she had never been pregnant, even if she had, how could he not know?

"Andy, uhh, we were never pregnant.." he said softly, knowing he could be wrong.

"Yes, Sam, we were, and I uhh, I lost the baby." Her eyes closed, tears began to slowly make their way down her face.

Andy McNally was strong and independent but when she found out she had in fact lost the baby, she felt broken; truly broken. Sam never knew about the pregnancy because she wanted to tell him when she was 100% sure she was actually pregnant, and then when she lost the baby she felt even worse for not telling him. She was only a few weeks into it, when she lost the baby.

She didn't know the sex, as it was too early to tell. But she had this gut feeling it was a girl; with Sam's dimpling and her Bambi eyes. She would grow up to be something amazing, Sam would be the typical overprotective father, and she'd be the voice of reason parent. A girl who would grow up to be beautiful, intelligent and have the world at her fingertips. At least she would of.

He had never seen her like this, so defeated. He didn't know what to do, "Why didn't you tell me? I could of helped you through this, we could of gone through this together" he let his hand wrap around the back of his neck. "And how was I suppose to do that Sam, I had just lost our baby, a baby I hadn't told you about, I lost it, it's my fault." She wasn't mad at Sam for telling her what she already knew, he would of helped her through every high, and every low as she recovered from what she had lost. They would of tried again when she was ready, and this time he would be there every step of the way.

In a way she decided, not letting Sam helping her was her punishment, she lost the baby, so she would have to suffer alone, "Sam, I just need you to know that I'm sorry for losing our baby," she placed her hands over her stomach.

"Andy it wasn't your fault, maybe it just wasn't the right time for us to have a baby.." He stood up and reached for her hands, pulling her out of the chair she had been sitting in, he wrapped his arms around her waist, hers around his neck.

He didn't realize how much he wanted to have a baby with her until now.

She closed her eyes, as she left herself, let go. She cried into his neck, she cried for losing the baby, for leaving with Sam.

He stood their and inhaled all of her, I can't let her go again, he thought.

"I'm sorry for leaving," she whispered in his ear, as he grabbed the back of her head, running his fingers through her hair.

"Come on, let me take you home," he said pulling away from her.

He let her sleep in their old bed, she fell asleep almost instantly, she looked so peaceful and at ease. Kissing her forehead as her placed a blanket over her still body.

He made his way out of their bedroom, and sat himself down on the couch. He was happy she was back, but he still felt uneasy, like she would leave again at the drop of a hat. He wanted to know why she came back, he knew now why she left but why did she come back? Better yet where had she been?

Sam knew he loved her with everything he had in him, but the man she left all those months ago, wasn't the one she came back to. She broke his heart when she left, and he didn't know if he was ready to let her in again.

When she woke up he knew they needed to have another talk, and he prayed to god it didn't lead to one of them leaving.

Sorry for taking so long to updated I just wanted this to be perfect, I'm not 100% happy with it but I knew I needed update for you guys!

HAPPY EASTER!:)

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