Disclaimer: I do not own Rookie Blue

Side Note: IT'S MAY 19TH! Finally this has been a long time coming. I'm beyond excited that it's back you guys have no idea.!

So I thought I should update as a celebration of sorts, I don't know where I want to go with this story, I'm trying to figure it out as we go.

Still pretty iffy on this chapter but what the hell3

Andy thought it was some sort of dream, the past few months like she had fallen asleep and had the worst dream of her life; she lost the baby, she left Sam and came back to a broken man. A dream that she couldn't wait to wake up from.

Her mind was wondering through the good times before she lost everything.

FLASHBACK
"So? How does it feel?" He asked her, as her head laid on his chest listening to the rhythm of his heartbeat.

"I feel like I've waited my entire life for this day..." He runs his fingers through her semi-straightened brunette locks.

"Well, I've been waiting for this day since you tackle me to the ground and tried to kiss me.." Trailing off as he thought of the day they first met.

"You thought about this that day?!" She was kind of shocked and at the same time she melted to know he had wanted this for that long. She propped herself up so she could look into his eyes.

"What can I say? Any woman who can take down me must be pretty special.. Because I'm awesome." A cocky grin formed on his lips.

"Well, you are kind of awesome." She told him, as she captured his lips again.

END OF FLASHBACK

Andy continued to walk through what felt like dreamland, all her memories at her fingertips it was like going through a box of old photos. She thought of their wedding day, and night; god that was one hell of a night. Thinking of nights, days, talks with Sam; she thought of her talk with Sam in the truck before everything went black.

"Andy, we need to talk."

"You gonna walkout again?" She asked, armed crossed.

"I won't walkout if you promise not to run."

"Alright then I guess we need to have a talk then." She walked out to the truck and climbed into the passenger side, she waited as Sam and Tracy talked for a brief moment, she watched him walk to the truck and get in.

Her heart started to race for all the right reasons, Sam made her heart race, he made her get butterflies in her stomach whenever he looked at her. Putting the keys in the ignition, and started the truck. "I'm sorry I walked out." He said breaking the silence,

"And I'm sorry for running, Sam you need to know something," she started as he pulled out of the driveway, his eyes on the road, stopping at a red light he looks at her, " I thought about you everyday, I- I- missed you everyday." Locking eyes with him as she spoke.

"Andy, I love you... I never stopped," he paused as the light turned green, slightly pressing on the gas metal, "But we can't keep doing this to each other."

And then everything goes dark, black. The conversation cut short.

She realized after reliving that last conversation that she had been in an accident, so had Sam and their baby. She began to panic, fighting to wake up to see Sam, and make sure their baby was okay. Even with all the fight he had in her, she was weak and gave into the darkness, going back to a dreamless slumber.

"But we can't keep doing this to each other," Sam had so much more to say after that. He wanted to tell her that they can't keep hurting each other, running when things get tough, they both need to grow up so their marriage would have a fighting chance.

Unlike Andy, Sam knew what had happened he knew they had been in an accident and there was a chance none of them would make it.

He could hear voices around him, someone was talking he didn't recognize the voice, and then it hit him, that scent, it was Andy he was 1000% sure. A sense of relief washed over him knowing she was okay enough to be by his side.

With all the fight he had in him, he forced his eyes open.

Sorry for the lack of update!

Should be writing tonight after the premiere:)

MAY 19TH BABBBBYYYY!