~Sesshomaru POV~

There was a persistent beeping sound that was really starting to make me go crazy. I wanted nothing more than to slash it with my claws.

"Sesshoamru?"

I frowned. I knew that voice.

Opening my eyes I frowned at the white ceiling then looked to my right and saw my brother looking at me with a worried expression.

I looked around and took note that I was in a hospital room.

Hospital….

Kagome!

I sat up abruptly making InuYasha get up from the chair he was in and called out a "Whoa there!" as he tried to get me to lay back down but I was past being understanding, my mind set on one thing.

Kagome was nowhere to be seen. What happened to her? Did she die after all or did I dream that?

I looked down at the IV and snarled at it pulling it out of my arm muttering 'foolish' under my breath.

"Sesshomaru chill! What the hell do you think you're doing?" said InuYasha as he franticly tried to reach for the nurse call button but I caught him by his neck pull him close to my face and snarled at him.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you" I said feeling demon urging to find her, to find the woman who I wanted to claim as my own "Where is she? And if you tell me the morgue I will rip out throat"

I was beyond comprehension, past formalities and trying to be nice. I wanted Kagome and I wanted her now.

InuYasha coughed when he wheezed "She's fine"

I let him go then looked down at myself and curled my lip in disgust "Where is she? And how long have I've been out? By the way my skin has healed I would say at least two days"

"Yeah, it's been two days, it's Saturday around 7pm and she's being kept in the intensive care unit….she fell into a coma but she's alive"

I didn't notice when my hand griped the fabric of my hospital gown where my heart is at struggling to breathe.

A coma.

I closed my eyes and forced my beast down, she was alive and that was all that mattered for the moment.

"Bring me some clothing" I commanded.

"Already ahead of you" said InuYasha holding up one of my duffel bags "I knew you wouldn't want to be here"

I eyed InuYasha, noticing his haggard state for the first time then realized that he had been sitting in a chair next to my bed.

I frowned at my little brother "You….were worried?" I asked "why?"

I saw him shrug "You should have seen the way you looked when you got out of the elevator…..you where bleeding everywhere, parts of your flesh was missing, some of it so burned it was black with a frantic look in your eyes…I've never seen you like that. We may not be the closest but we're still pack and you're my blood brother"

I never realized that InuYasha felt that way about our bond….well not since he was a teenager at least. When InuYasha was younger he got involved with a rebel group of half demons who fed him utter nonsense about pure blood youkai and hanyous, telling him the horrible history between the two species. When I learned about it I told our father and he forbid him from associating that that group but the damage had been done already. Our relationship was never the same after that but before he got brainwashed I had been a superhero in my brother's eyes. I could still remember him when he had been four years old running up to me, begging me to change into my Inu form so that I could give him rides.

I took the bag from him "I appreciate it InuYasha" I said then walked into the bathroom and changed into some dark jeans and a cream sweater along with some black boots. I gave the outfit a scoff then stepped out.

"Is this your way of telling me that I need to dress more casually?" I said throwing the hospital gown in the trash.

InuYasha smirked "I don't think I remember the last time you wore jeans, hell…I was surprise to find them in your closet to begin with"

"Hn" I said then walked out of the hospital room and headed to the ICU floor "How bad is she?" I asked him as we rode in the elevator.

He sighed "Pretty bad…..we didn't know how bad her heart was until the doctors told the family. It's detraining at a steady pace. The medicine she is taking is still too new and she hasn't been taking it for very long to know if it's helping or not. They did some surgery on her and they managed to fix and repair some of her major arteries but then she fell in a coma…..we haven't had word since then"

I closed my eyes and clenched my jaw; I would not rest until I had my own team of physicians take a look at her and see if there was something else that could be done.

"Can I ask you something Sesshomaru?"

"What?" I said distractively while I headed in the way her scent was coming from.

"Why do you care so much?"

I stopped in my tracks and looked back at InuYasha who was frowning at me.

"Why do you ask? Is it not a formality to at least see how the girl is? I did free her from the clutches of a madman then watched her die in my arms" I shuddered inwardly, I still couldn't get the image of Kagome's beautiful face frozen in death "Of course I would want to at least check in on her"

"Oh" he said but didn't say anything….which was unusual for him.

I decided I would figure that out later, the only thing I cared to see was Kagome and to confirm that she, indeed was still among the living.

I have never tasted fear. It was a flavor in which was foreign to me. I feared no one, for no one could match my own power. My bloodline was old and ancient; power was something that I breathed in daily. I was one of the very few remaining DaiYoukai. I walked among man utterly bored and regarded this world with nothing but disdain…until one tiny human woman changed that.

I did not need of anything and yet I needed her. I did not pine for affection and yet my demon whimpered for a sample of her warmth and love. I saw the world and yet was not able to see its beauty until she smiled. For the first time in a very long time colors where vibrant again, there was music in the sound of wind passing through the trees and it was all thanks to one woman who was more fragile than a tender flower in the dread of winter.

I growled low in my throat. No…I was strong enough for the both of us. If strength is what she needed, it will mine that she will have. If she needed blood it will mine that will give her life. My powers were unlimited and my will was unquestioned. If she was that tender flower then I will be the sun and give her life.

I came to her room and saw my brother's wench along with who I assumed was Kagome's mother. Then my eyes fell on her, my angel…my salvation against the darkness in my heart and the lonely years ahead of me.

I didn't acknowledge anyone in the room, my entire being focused on the petite form lying so still on a hospital bed while different machines beeped around her.

"Kagome" I didn't even notice that I had whispered her name but crossed the room. I heard someone talking but I ignored them my only thought was to touch her, to breathe in her sweet scent and call her back to me. I reached her side and took her hand and pulled it up to my face and sighed softly.

I drank in her face and inhaled her scent greedily, confirming that she was still alive. She didn't die after all…she didn't leave me. Breathing out a small shaky sigh then growled low for her. I leaned in so that I could nuzzle her cheek, ignoring the people I the room.

"Wake up my beauty" I whispered into her ear "I know you can hear me Kagome" I moved my hand to caress her check "I need you to open those pretty eyes for me and prove to me that I did not watch you die in my arms"

The only sound I heard was those damn machines.

I growled low in my throat and nuzzled her again "Open your eyes Kagome or I will be upset with you for letting me taste what true fear feels like" I reached out to her with my youkai, coating her in my scent and warmth forcing her to waking up, to respond.

There was a pitched beep, and then I heard her moan ever so gently. She scrunched her face adorably for a second before she lifted her eyes ever so slightly. Her thick lashes moved like butterfly wings against pale skin tempting me to kiss them.

I looked up and saw her mother on the other side of the hospital bed and I had to squash down my instinct to snarl at her. I didn't want anyone near her while she lay so fragile and broken; the need to protect her was rising strong within me until I closed my eyes before she saw the red bleeding into them.

"Sesshomaru?"

Her voice soothed my beast and calmed my killing urge more effectively than any heady alcohol could have. I reopened my eyes and saw her looking at me with concern and worry.

"What happened?" she said weakly then looked over to her mother "Mom"

"Oh honey….why didn't you tell us?" said the older woman while tears ran down her face. I wanted to tell the woman that now was not the time to make her feel guilty but I held back and allowed Kagome to handle her mother her way.

"I'm sorry mom" she said, her voice still sounding too weak for my liking "I didn't want anyone to worry…..I wanted to wait until my trial period with this new medicine was over and see the results before I told anyone. It was my choice mom" she then turned and looked at me.

"You took a hundred years out of my life" I said in a dry tone in which she gave me a sweet crooked smile.

"Would I be forgiven if I said that I was sorry?" she said softly.

"I will have to think about it" I said making her mother and Kikyo look at me like I lost my mind but Kagome of course knew that I was only joking around. I didn't know how to be funny but I knew that Kagome saw the amusement in my eyes.

"I'm sure" she said then frowned "I had the strangest dream, what happened? I'm so thirsty"

I reached over to the hospital tray and poured her a glass of ice water then put a straw in it. When she tried to take it from me I gave her a stern look then moved her hospital bed so that she was semi sitting up then with the glass still in my hand urged her to drink from the straw.

"I need a few moments alone with her" I said then put the glass down once she was done.

"For what?" said Kikyo crossing her arms to her chest "I would have thought you'd be on your way by now. You're out of the damn elevator and Kagome is no longer a burden for you"

I snarled softly at her "I do not need to explain myself to the likes of you"

I felt Kagome's hand land on my hand calming me down a bit. I grasped it and looked at her.

"Don't fight please" she said then looked at her cousin "Can I have a few minutes with him alone please?

Kikyo glared at me before moving to give Kagome a hug "I'll be right outside okay Kaggie"

"Okay…thank you Kiki"

Kikyo moved away and took InuYasha's hand headed outside.

Her mother walked up to me "Please pardon Kikyo…..she's been worried"

"I understand" I said before she walked out leaving me alone with her.

I didn't say anything, just waited until they left.

Once we were alone I moved to sit on her bed and looked at her, lost myself in her innocent azure eyes that regarded me with worry. She had been the one to die and yet she was worried about me.

"You look alright" she said running a hand over my arm closest to her "You don't look burned. I was so worried that you would be injured"

"How can you be worried for me when you're the one who died in my arms" I said leaning in and touched my forehead with hers "Damn it…..you died Kagome and for once….I felt powerless. Don't ever do that to me" I breathed out before giving into my screaming demon and kissed her.

She stiffened in surprise before she sighed and kissed me back. Her sweet peaches and cream scent swirled around me, attraction, honest affection and desire colored her natural scent.

Cupping her face I licked her lips begging for entrance, the need to taste her was strong, stronger than any desire I have ever felt. The first brush of our tongues ignited a fire within both of us; I moaned low and deepen the kiss needing the closeness of her body.

I heard a nurse approaching the room so reluctantly I broke the kiss only to kiss her nose softly.

"Wow" she breathed out "be still my heart" she said with a small laugh.

I smiled at her and caressed her cheek when the nurse came in. I was getting ready to get up when she laughed.

"No need to get up on my behalf, I'm just making sure her vitals are stable and she has her fluids" she said going to her clip board and check things on it then when to check on Kagome "Glad to see your awake and doing well. The doctor will be right in and check in on you" she then turned to me "You can stay with your wife as long as you like" she said to me surprising me then walked out.

"Did she just call me your wife?" said Kagome frowning.

"I seems so" I said then rolled the word around in my head as I looked at her and found it pleasing "We can always correct her next time but for now leave it be"

She nodded blushing like crazy making her look so young and adorable that I couldn't help myself from taking her hand and gave it a gentle squeeze.

"What did you want to talk about Sesshomaru?" she said "Did they catch the man responsible?"

"No and I will deal with that nuisance in due time" I said growling low "What I wanted to talk to you about is that I have a team of physicians that I would like to come in and do some tests and get a second opinion regarding your condition"

Kagome grimaced "More tests? I already had a second opinion Sesshomaru…..the results will be the same"

"Then I will have a third, a forth and a fifth opinion if necessary Kagome. There has to be something that can be done"

She smiled softly "I'm happy that you care and believe me, I am more than flattered by your attention but….I don't want to get attached to someone and then have them watch me die. It's not fair and I have made peace with my condition and accepted that I will not live long enough to get married and have children" tears started to form in her eyes making it hard to breathe "I don't want to start cursing the gods"

"Then don't give up" I growled out at her "Allow me to find every possible solution before you submit"

She smiled and nodded to me "If you really want to, I won't mind if you have your doctors look at me, though I don't know why you care so much"

I leaned forward and nuzzled neck and gave it a soft kiss "Did my kiss not enlighten you to my intentions? I want you to give us an opportunity, to see if this chemistry between us will blossom into something stronger. Will you give us that chance?"

She smiled sweetly at me, her hand caressing my cheek "Yes. Those days that I have spent with you alone in that elevator gave me an insight of the kind of man you are….and I think I would love to see how far we can take this"

Kissing her hand, I knew somehow that this was just going to be the start of something far more powerful that she had in mind.

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It was a month before Kagome had been allowed to leave the hospital. I had my team of physicians take some tests only to find out that indeed Kagome's heart condition fragile but my doctors did find a silver lining. The medication she was on was helping her out if she took it regularly; it was slowly repairing some of the damage done to her heart.

"Will she heal?" I asked the head doctor

"It is possible Mr. Taisho but it is very crucial that she remained as calm and serene as possible in order for the medication to work like it's supposed to. Meaning no emotional stress, no high adrenaline rushes and no near death experiences"

"In other word keep her as happy as possible?" I said thoughtfully.

"Yes" said his doctor then handed me a small white medical box "Here, just in case. Keep it refrigerated"

Frowning I took the box and looked inside of it.

"If for some reason she is gets hysterical, overly emotional or experiences a fright she will need to be sedated. I don't want her to overdo it and in respect to her relationship with yourself..." he said sighing "She can still be sexually active just please give her time between each climax to give her heart a chance to rest before resuming"

I growled low in my throat but thanked the gods that Kagome was not present for this conversation; she would have been as red as a tomato. I almost smiled at the picture.

"And if a pregnancy occurs then it is very important that she be placed on bed rest and get in contact me as soon as possible so that we can design a birthing plan for her"

I nodded and shook his hand then he handed me her discharge papers.

I headed to the private hospital room that has been Kagome's home for the past month and entered to find Kikyo and InuYasha joking around with her. Her soft melodic laughter reaching my sensitive ears and made my heart soften.

She turned and looked at me, her eyes bright and radiant that mirrored the smile she gave me.

"Sessh, I thought you weren't coming until later on today" she said scooting over on the bed to make room for me. I didn't like to sit on the hospital chairs I much rather preferred the nearness of her body so I made it a habit of sitting next to her.

"I wanted to surprise you" I said kissing the top of her head and pulled her next to me then looked at my brother "Any updates on Naraku?"

"No, it's like the slimy bastard disappeared" said InuYasha taking the orange jello on the food tray and opened it. I snarled at him, he looked at me perplexed as to what he did.

"What?!" he said

"Why are you eating her food?" I bit out "That is for Kagome"

"Sessh….it's fine he can have it. I hate orange jello….it's disgusting" said Kagome making Kikyo winkle her nose "yeah, I don't know why you like that crap baby" she said looking at InuYasha inhale the desert then shrugged.

"Its food" he said as a means of explanation.

InuYasha tried to reach for the pudding but Kagome whacked his hand away and took the chocolate desert "That is mine, thank you very much" she said taking a spoon full and placed it in to her mouth. I chuckled softly, she looked at me and took a bit of it and fed it to me. I wasn't a fan of sweets but if she wanted to feed me some then I would not deny her.

"Watching you two is just so fuckin weird" said InuYasha shaking his head "I never would have thought Sesshomaru had a weak spot for the sweet and innocent type"

Kagome blushed making Kikyo laugh "Can you blame him" she said gloating "My cousin is just too adorable to ignore. I remembered our school days! You had a line of boys just waiting for a chance to get near you"

"Oh shush, you're exaggerating" said Kagome with a laugh. I looked down at her and knew that it was no exaggeration and I thanked the gods that I was going to be the one to win her heart.

~2 Weeks later~

"Where are you taking me?" said Kagome with a laugh while she tried to take off her blindfold but I pulled her hand away and kissed it.

"It's a surprise I told you" enjoying her musical laughter as she leaned against me. I knew how much she loved the forest and I hope to make this night special for her. I wanted her; the sexual tension between us was unbearable now. Every time we touched it would send us both into a heightened state of mind, painfully aware of one another.

I was still cautious of Naraku still being at large with no leads. I myself searched for that retch but it seemed like he was a master of masking his aura and scent making me uneasy. I knew that I had to keep close watch of Kagome now more than ever. Word of our relationship has no doubt reached his ears by now since I didn't make it a point to try and hide it.

Kagome understands why I was so paranoid of her which helped with her protection. She had told me she didn't want to give up teaching, even if it was for her own safety. She loved working with children so I did the next best thing. I had bodyguards' stationed at the school to watch over her and make sure she was kept safe.

I didn't know what I would do if she was ever taken away from me. She has turned into such a vital part of my future that if she were to be taken away, no doubt I would either choose to follow her or end up going mad and have my youkai create a path of destruction until I was put down. I caressed her face softly then leaned down and captured those plump sweet deep mauve lips that where calling out to me.

When I pulled away she let out a shaky breath, I could tell that she was as turned on as I was which ignited my blood further. She wore a black and blue strapless cocktail dress that came mid-thigh showcasing those sinful lush curves that could make a dead man stir. Her long silky ebony tresses where curled and left loose luring my hand to touch them constantly.

God I wanted kiss her creamy pale skin but I would wait until we were completely alone.

Finally after what seemed like an eternity the limo stopped and I pulled her out. She frowned turning her face up the night sky.

"I smell…..pine trees and hear owls" she said confused "where are we?"

"Come back in two days" I said to the driver then went to take her waist and led her to the large cabin nestled in the middle of the forest.

Once I opened the door I lifted her up earning me a small yelp then a laugh. She held on to my shoulders as I closed the door with my foot then proceeded to walk in to the dark house and up the stairs until I reached the master bedroom then put her down by the balcony. I opened the double French door and pulled to me and turned her around so that when I took off the blind fold she would come face to face with a low full moon that seemed to be touching a mountain top it was a breathtaking view.

"Okay…now you can see" whispered into her ear and took off her blind fold. She blinked a few times then looked up and gasped.

"Oh my…..Sesshomaru…..this is….wow" she whispered in shock as she looked at the moon in awe "it looks so close"

I didn't say anything as I brushed her hair to the side and then slowly kissed her shoulder while my hands found the zipper to her dress. I heard her take a sharp breath, before she melted in to my arms.

"Sessh?" she said softly.

"Be mine tonight Kagome" said whispered into her ear, my hands caressing her arms then pulled on her dress a bit until she pooled at her feet "give yourself to me and belong to only me….just as I will always be yours"

I couldn't stop my hands from stroking the soft skin of her hips and waist, dear gods she had to have the most incredible skin I have ever touched. My mouth kissed and tasted the delicate skin of her neck shoulder, nibbling and licking until I felt her tremble and her scent spike.

"Yes" she breathed out before she turned in my arms and shyly pulled my shirt out of pants then started to unbutton it until it fell from my body. Next she moved to the muscle shirt and pulled it off until I was bare chested in front of her. Her small hands moved to touch my hard skin making a soft growl emanate from my throat. She leaned in and softly kissed my skin then nuzzled me looking like she was getting drunk off of my scent. Her hands moved to my belt and pants finding it a little difficult to take them off due to the massive erection I had now thanks to that sinful mouth of hers.

Lifting her up I moved and placed her in the middle of the king size bed leaving the doors open to the forest knowing that we were the only two out here. This was our personal heaven.

Our mouths sought out each other in desperation, seeking out taste and touch. I murmured her name softly then bent my head to the softness of her throat and inhaled deeply. There was nowhere she could go that I wouldn't be able to find her. Kagome was literally my heart and soul. Without her there was no reason for anything, I knew this now. I would be damned if I went back to the cold, lonely existence before she came into my life.

I fastened my mouth to hers again, hot, demanding and hungry sweeping her up in a world where there was only the two of us. I touched her everywhere, making her squirm and breath out my name sweetly. I moved down her small curvy figure seeking out her prefect full breasts and took my time worshiping each one, pulling one in my mouth, licking and gently suckling causing her to shudder under me. Only then did I move further down her body making sure she couldn't think of anything else other than me. I wanted to surround her in my scent, have her crave my touch and mine alone. I was a very possessive man and even more so where my fragile little human was concern. My angel, my love and my life.

I parted her legs slowly taking my time in lavishing those legs in kisses and nibbles until she held her legs open for me, a clear invitation that I could not refused.

"Your scent drives me crazy angel" I breathed out before I gave her pink moist folds a long sensual lick that caused her to cry out in pleasure. I growled, pleased on how responsive she was to my touch before I returned to her body and continued to make her scream in ecstasy. Every flick of my tongue against those bundles of nerves brought her closer and closer to that edge she so urgently needed. It was only when she was so hopelessly lost did I give her what she needed and stroked that nub ruthlessly until she convulsed and yelled out my name to the darkness around us.

I surged forward and in one hard and skillful thrust I buried myself deep in her taking her cry from her mouth as I kissed her thoroughly. Her nails drug into my shoulders as her legs wrapped round my waist, holding me to her as she slowly relaxed and accepted my length inside of her.

Dear gods in heavens, she was so hot and tight enveloping me in her silken core that I could feel my demon struggling within me, I groan then hissed.

"Oh gods…you're so tight my love" I breathed out then slowly pulled out then grinded myself back inside of her.

"You're too big Sessh….." she whimpered but when I stated to thrust slowly I watched in satisfaction when her eyes rolled to the back of her head "harder….faster…" she breathed out after a few minutes. She was exquisite, shy, kind and gentle for the rest of the world to see but here in this bedroom she was passion, fire and liquid heat. I growled as I plunge deeper and faster in to her warmth feeling her cleanse me of the darkness that had lived in my soul for years. Her light was finding all of the missing pieces of myself and filling in the gaps completing me until she was all I could feel.

"Come for me angel, let me feel you come apart in my arms" I whispered darkly in her neck then moved faster and faster until she clutched on me to and breathed out my name in broken sobs of pleasure as she climaxed. It was only then that I allowed my control to slip and I howled out my release sending jets of my seed into her body, coating her insides with my scent, claiming her thoroughly as my intended. I did not care about using protection with her and I knew she couldn't take any birth control with her medication. If she became pregnant then I would be overjoyed on having children with her.

I held her in my arms, growling low in my throat, my beast sated and content that we had our chosen female tucked safely in our arms.

She sighed then gave my chest a small kiss moving up to the underside of my chin.

"If you keep doing that angel you're gonna find yourself being ravished again" I murmured savoring the feel of her sweet lips.

She chuckled softy her small hands caressing my face "Sessh?"

I looked down at her, stunned at how expressive and open her ocean blue eyes looked. I felt like I could drown in them, the look she was giving me was making my heart beat faster.

"Yes?"

She gave me a soft smile "I love you"

I stopped breathing for a full minute; I was incapable of anything else for a while. When her words finally clicked in my head I pulled her into my arms, incasing her, surrounding her with myself never wanting to let go.

"Again…..tell me again" I breathed out against her neck. Her arms cradled my neck and head, holding me to her "I love you Sesshomaru" she said softy. I felt my body shiver slightly with the intensity that those words caused within me.

"And I you my little one" I said kissing the spot on her neck where my mating mark would go "Move in with me Kagome" I said.

She giggled "You've been trying to get me to move in with you ever since I left the hospital Sessh"

"And you remain stubborn and refuse me" I said all but pouting inwardly.

She sighed caressing my face tenderly "I'm afraid of ruining things if we move to fast. I have seen it happen and I am scared for that to happen to us. I swore to myself that I would not fall in love while my health was so fragile but you managed to break down my barriers and now that I have you…..I'm afraid to let go"

I held her tighter against my body "Then don't, you never have to let go angel. Perhaps you don't yet understand the way things work with youkai, more specifically Inuyoukai. Once our inner demons find a female that we want to mate with it that is it, we will forever be loyal and faithful to only her. You are that female"

"Your demon makes that choice? What does that mean?" she said a small frown on her face.

"Our demons are the baser side of ourselves. I am Inu, and as such my inner beast thinks more in the way a canine would and in turn mate like one would. Though InuYasha and I are considered to be dog demons we behave more like our cousins the fox and wolf because we mate for life"

I watched her blue eyes widen in surprise at my revelation then melt. The rest of night was spent exploring each other's bodies as I introduced Kagome into the world of intimacy, teaching her body the many different ways it could receive pleasure…..as long as it was only from me. I at some point in the night I even allowed her to climb on top of me so that she could slowly ride me. Dear gods, I have never allowed a female the dominate position but seeing Kagome's sweet flushed face above as her hips moved against my own had to be the most erotic thing I have been experienced.

It was almost sunrise when she finally fell into an exhausted sleep among the tangled sheets and pillows. I gazed down at her, admiring the way her dark curled hair fanned out around the bed and the way her pale dewy skin seem to almost glow in the light of early dawn. She was now mine, every single aspect of her was mine to hold and safeguard and in turn I will always belong to her.

I looked out of the double doors, watching the sun peek out of the mountains thinking about how I needed to put more effort into finding Naraku. I knew the spider demon was not going to just let me live my life in peace. No, the pest was just waiting and buying his time, hoping for an opportunity to strike me where it would mortally kill me. Taking Kagome away from me will do just that. I looked down at my soon to be mate and reached over to caress her soft as rose petal skin and smiled when she sigh in her sleep. Even asleep she responded to my touch, our bond was growing.

I knew I had to keep her safe; there was no other opinion, no alternatives and no room for compromises. I would never give her up, I could not. She alone held my soul in the small fragile hands. If she were ever to parish then may the gods have mercy on this land because I will have none.

Drawing the curtains of the four poster bed I lay down and pulled her petite form into my own and curled myself around her gathering the soft down comforter to make sure she would not be cold. I took a deep breath, inhaling her sweet scent and closed my eyes feeling at peace that I had her safely in my arms.

'Where she will remain if I have any say in it' I thought to myself then yawned allowing my body to rest and regain strength….we still had 2 days here after all.

~6 months later~

I put my paperwork down and glared at the woman who entered my office without an announcement.

"Don't you give me that look you ungrateful pup" sniffed my mother at me.

"Why are you here mother" I said with a sigh pinching the bridge of nose feeling a headache forming. It wasn't like I hated my mother but she was a force of nature that left destruction and chaos where ever she went.

"I'm here because I want to know why you have not brought over your intended so that I can meet her" she said putting her hands on her hips.

"I am saving her from being traumatized" I replied to her dryly going back to the document I had in my hand.

"Now really Sesshomaru, I raised you better than to be disrespectful of your elders" she chided me then moved to sit in a chair "I want to meet her, I hear she is lovely"

"She is" I replied not glancing at her.

"Then why all the secrecy? You don't honestly believe that I will drive her away now do you?" she said with a little laugh that made the hair in the back of my neck stand on end. The woman was pure evil.

I was about to tell her exactly what I thought about her meeting my intended when the gods decided they hated me today and sent Kagome to give me a 'surprise' visit at my office.

Though it wasn't really a surprise she was here…I just forgot I had asked her to come over two hours ago. I knew she had an early release day from the school she taught and I wanted to see her desperately, wanting to bury myself in her body rather than the paperwork I had on my desk.

I glowed at my mother sourly. Now I had to deal with my nosey mother when I much rather be enjoying my sweet mate's lips and lush little body. Ever since the day she gave herself to me my demon has been after her like bees to nectar. I was terribly addicted, and I knew it. I couldn't go a day….or a few hours without having to at least kiss her, or taste her one form or another. Lately she has been asking that we be more careful since she asked the doctor about chances of being pregnant while being on the medication. She was afraid of how the pup will react to so much medicine in her blood system.

I already had that chat with the doctor who was monitoring her heart condition and asked him what would be the side effects. He had reassured me that there are none, so I while I respected Kagome's wish to wait…..I wasn't being exactly careful per se.

As soon as Kagome stepped into my office she froze "Oh…I'm terribly sorry, I didn't know you had a company" she said to me then looked at my mother "Do excuse me"

"Nonsense!" said my mother standing up and walked up to Kagome taking her arm and pulled her into my office "I was just telling my dear Maru how sad I was that he has not introduced me!" said my mother making me groan "I mean really! Five month of pregnancy with the most horrid heartburn along with five hours in labor just to bring him into this world…..you would think he'll treat his mother better"

"Mother….."I said in a menacing voice.

Kagome looked at me then my mother "I….didn't even know your mother was still around" she said in a strained voice before she looked at me, her expression was dejected and hurt "You….didn't want me to meet your mom? Why? Are you ashamed that I'm human?" she said.

I was horrified that she would even think that but my mother cut in before I could do any damage control.

"I wouldn't put it past him" she said patting her hand before letting her go and sat down again "He's had an abnormal dislike for your kind...not that I condone his behavior mind you but he's not the most sensitive of men my dear and can be rather cruel at times"

"Mother!" I snapped standing up going around my desk ignoring the woman who made this mess in the first place as I tried to reach out for Kagome.

Kagome took a step back making my heart squeeze uncomfortably. She has never denied me the right to touch her in over six months and the fact that she was doing it now made my demon whine painfully.

"I am not ashamed of you or us angel" I said to her looking down at her. Her eyes where down casted while her hands where in small fists.

"Then why keep me a secret from your own mother?" she snapped back at me.

I knew from experience that while Kagome was the sweetest, kindest and most forgiving person I have ever met, I also knew that she had a temper that could rival a full blooded demon.

Her eyes flashed a stormy hue of blue, reminding me of the ocean in the midst of a hurricane. But just as swiftly as that storm came…it left.

She closed her eyes and sighed, when she reopened them the look she gave me made my heart clench even further. Sorrow was etched so strongly in her face that I could feel my soul recoil. She turned to my mother and gave her a soft smile.

"Regardless of the circumstances, I am pleased to meet you" she said to my mother in such a sweet voice that I could see my own mother getting ensnarled in her charm.

My mother stood up and took her hands patting them affectionately "Mine as well my dear, we must do lunch sometime and get to know each other"

I watched as Kagome's eyes remained a bit on the lifeless side which frightened me.

"Of course" she said then looked over at me "I have to go now…..I will talk to you later" she said biting her lip then looked to my mother again "It was a pleasure Mrs. Tashio" before she turned and walked out of my office.

I didn't like the look she gave me…it made me anxious and paranoid. She was not supposed to have any strong emotional outbursts, it was dangerous for her.

"You are a fool" said my mother glaring at me "It was clear that you hurt her feelings and yet you do nothing" she said then rolled her eyes "I swear you are your father's son"

I looked at my mother, frowning in confusion. She didn't mind that my intended was a human?

My mother rose her eyebrows at me "Well….what are you waiting for? In invitation? Go! Go and make sure she doesn't come up with her own conclusions because then it will only make things harder for the two of you"

"You don't care that she's human then?" I asked just to make sure I understood her motivations.

Kimi let out a frustrated growl "I don't hate humans…..I just hate Izayoi. She was a sneaky, conniving little tramp who did not have any respect for the boundaries of a marriage. Out of all the men in the world she just had to go after one who already had a wife and child. She was a homewrecker plain and simple. Kagome on the other hand is a lovely and kind woman and I can see she makes you happy Maru. Now go and make up with you little human, I'm sure she must be terribly sad"

I didn't wait for any more encouragement and exit my office and followed Kagome's scent until it lead me not outside, but an empty office. Frowning I approached the office and froze. I could hear her labored breathing as she struggled to take in much needed oxygen. I opened to door and found her sitting on a chair with her emergency inhaler in her hand.

Alarm and anxiety coursed strongly in my veins. Closing the office door, making sure to lock it, I crossed the office and kneeled at her feet so that I could gaze into her eyes. My hands moved over her, touching and caressing her needing to make sure she was alright…..needing to feel her after being pushed away a few moments ago.

"What's wrong angel?" I said pushing some of her silky black hair away from her pretty little face. It always amazed me just how much seeing her innocent features made my demon feel at peace.

"I'm okay…..just some trouble breathing" she murmured then looked at me "What are you doing here?"

"Making sure you're alright…and to apologize" I said knowing that I if I wanted a long and happy life with her by my side then I had to accept the fact that there will be days that my ego and pride had to be placed in second and her in first.

"You have nothing to apologize for Sessh" she said giving me a small smile "We have not been dating all that long anyways and I realize that it was silly of me to get all upset. I was just thinking of heading back to your office to apologize to you for acting like a spoiled child"

I cupped her face in my large hands and leaned up to kiss her senseless for a bit before pulling back so I could look at her straight in the eyes.

"Don't apologize to me. To tell you the truth I was waiting until after we are mated to introduce you to my mother whom I thought had an aversion to humans. Turns out she just didn't like the hussy who broke up her marriage. Furthermore, I told you the night we made love for the first time" I pulled her closer and nuzzled her neck winning me shiver from her "I am yours just as you are mine"

She gave a small laugh shaking her head "How do you always manage to make my heart feel so calm with just a few words?"

Growling I pulled her to me and slanted my mouth over those soft plump lips that beckoned to be kissed. Oh how the mighty have truly fallen, I thought when I growled like a content puppy when she moved to kiss the markings on my face then travel down to my throat.

I could feel her smile against my skin "I'm sorry for doubting you" she said softly leaning back to look at me.

"I said you don't need to apologize. I know that we have not been together for very long angel, but like I have said, things are different for a demon"

She nodded "I have to keep that in mind. So…why did you ask me to come over anyways?"

I gave her a dark chuckle then pulled her up from the chair she was sitting on so pull her flush against my body giving her an opportunity to feel what I wanted from her. I smirked when she let out a surprised gasp. Even though we have an incredible intimate relationship I found it charming that she was still so shy when I let her know exactly what she did to me.

"I had hoped to keep you in my office for quite some time love before my mother so rudely came in unannounced" I said earning me a small grin from her.

"You are so horrible Sessh" she said shaking her head "and speaking of which…I would feel better if you at least made an effort and attempt to start wearing condoms"

I growled low in my throat "We have had this discussion before angel. I refuse to wear those things with you besides we have been managing just fine using natural birth control methods"

"But you have to know that they are not guaranteed Sessh. I'm gonna end up getting pregnant one of these days, especially since you seem determined to attack me most everyday"

I smirked but thought it was safe not to say anything. I leaned down and started to nibble on her neck.

"Move in with me" I said holding her to me.

She laughed; her sound was so light and carefree, harmonious and completely beautiful to my sensitive ears.

"I think that question of yours has become our relationships' own private joke… you do know that right?"

"You are wounding my male ego love" I said sourly against her skin "It is a genuine request that you deem fit to decline me"

"Perhaps one day I will answer yes Mr. Taisho…..maybe one day" she said slyly making me groan and her laugh.

~Kagome POV~ 2 Months Later~

Gods what a day!

Opening the door to my small apartment I closed it and sighed wearily. Then looked down at my ruined yellow silk shirt and sighed.

One of my students had accidently flung her paint brush at me when she spotted a bumble bee hovering hear her and the poor little girl freaked out. Then the air conditioner had gone out in my classroom leaving the room hot and humid and on top of everything else, one of my students did not react the heat so well and threw up in classroom.

Over all…..not a good day and I wanted nothing more than to take a nice long shower then sit down on my couch with some ice cream and just vegetate for a bit. Sesshomaru has been out of town with his father for a business negotiation and wouldn't be back until tomorrow the earliest. I miss him but I also view this as some much needed separation to reflect and think about the strength of our relationship.

I knew I loved him…more than I have ever loved someone before but I was worried about the circumstance that brought us together. If we would have met on the street as just normal people, would he have given me the time of day? I wasn't the most experienced when it came to relationships and being in one with him was like getting swept up in a storm, intense and all consuming.

Plus when it came to matters of the heart I was a little scared. He's been asking me to move in with him since the day I got out of the hospital the last time and has not wavered by asking me every day. It wasn't that I didn't want to live with him, I was just afraid of what will happen once we did move in. Would he find me boring and regret being with me? I shook my head, when did I become so insecure?

No, I will not doubt him, I thought firmly. Sesshomaru was not the type of man to throw his feelings casually around. If he says that he loves me then why would I doubt him?

I stepped in hot spray and let out a breath of relief. As I scrubbed myself I couldn't help but think of Sessh and of what we would be doing if he were here now. I blushed, my body tingling, yearning for his touch now. As I turned off the water and dried myself I chuckled a bit. If he came home tomorrow then chances of my leaving this apartment or bed for that matter looked rather bleak. The man had an insatiable sexual appetite. Not that I minded, only he was able to turn on that hidden switch in my body that made me wonton for only him. I was ruined for all other men; no other would ever be able to make me what he did.

I slipped on some black yoga pants and a blue cotton shirt but left my hair down wanting it to dry. Walking in to my small kitchen I grabbed my Haagen Dazs cookie dough and sat on my large comfy grey couch turning on the television to the HGTV network.

With my feet up I pull my throw blanket on my lap and enjoyed watching a home remodeling wondering what it must be like to have a house rather than an apartment to live in.

After some time I started having the funny feeling I was being watched. Frowning I looked around my living room not seeing anything but the hairs on the back of my neck stood on end. Night at fallen and I had not bothered turning on any lights leaving the living room illuminated by the television but that was it, the rest of my apartment was pitch black. I looked over at my balcony but I didn't see anything unusual….until a streak of lighting lit up the night.

A pair of red eyes regarded me with malice while the owner was shrouded by his black cloak.

My heart thumped painfully in my chest making me gasp. I shot up and started to run to my front door but I never made it.

With one hand he covered my mouth while he held on my arms with his other arm. I cursed myself for not locking my balcony doors thinking who in their right mind would break in when I was 5 stories above the floor….I did not take demons into account. Now that was proving to be my greatest mistake.

"Shhhh…" he whispered into my ear making me whimper a bit. Tears flooded my eyes, I knew who this was. This was the lunatic that was after Sesshomaru "No need for a struggle, it's hopeless anyways. Now be a good girl and don't scream, if you do" he moved his hand from my mouth to grab on to my neck, his claws digging into my skin making me wince.

I was trying my hardest not to panic, to keep my heart from over working it's self but I could still feel myself struggling to breathe. The room started to spin as my heart started to beat erratically.

"Now now….. we can't have any of that" he said before I felt a prick on my neck "Can't have you dying just yet my little bird"

My head felt loopy and woozy, my body went numb and limp against him "Wha….what…did….you….give.." I was struggling to speak. I felt myself being lifted then carried to the balcony.

"I gave you a dose of my miasma, my venom" he said, I could feel his tongue lick the spot where he injected my neck repulsing me. He chuckled darkly "I can see why he covets you so much, you truly are a remarkable and delectable human woman"

I glared wanting nothing more than to get away from this monster.

He laughed "Oh I can see the repulsion in your eyes, no matter…soon you will crave my touch not his. I will make you mine and watch him suffer as he watches the love of his life being taken by another man"

"I..will…never…" I struggled to find the words to tell him to fuck off but whatever he gave me was paralyzing me.

He stood outside of my balcony getting ready to jump when a loud growl caught my attention. With an oath he dropped me; I grimaced in pain when my head and hip hit the tile floor hard.

"Kagome!"

I knew that voice but I couldn't get my head up, I just wanted to sleep. My body was feeling lethargic and numb.

I could feel strong arms lifting me up then moved me so that I was on the couch. InuYasha slapped my cheek lightly "Hey...no! Don't fall asleep Kagome. Stay with me" he ordered me "Base I need an ambulance and EMT sent over to 515 N. Pebble Rd. Apartment 12 right away, we have a possible heart failure and an attempt kidnapping"

I could hear static then a "10-40, call sent to local emergency facilities eta is less than 2 minutes"

"Help is coming Kaggie….keep your eyes on me" he said patting my cheek "What did he give you?"

"Mi….miasma" I whispered hoarsely.

"Shit" I heard him curse "Look at me sweetie….look at me" he ordered. I frowned; not noticing that I had my eyes closed "Tell me what you did today…keep talking okay? I'm gonna call Sesshomaru"

I nodded and started to struggle to keep talking.

"Sesshomaru? Yeah he tried to get to her" I heard him say "No, the ass dropped her and got away. I couldn't follow! He injected her with his miasma…yes I called for help….no they are not here yet…What the hell do you want me to do?"

I knew Sessh was going to be impossible to live with after this. Oh gods I felt so tired…so very tired.

"No no no no Kaggie….wake up…don't close your eyes" he said slapping my face again annoying the hell out of me "yeah I'm struggling to keep her awake… Her heart is beating too slow Sessh…I don't know if she's gonna…"

I didn't want to die but I had always known that it was a possibility. The idea of leaving Sesshomaru hurt more than leaving my family startling me. I loved him completely; every fiber of my heart and soul was his. If I survived this then I would do what he wanted and move in with him. Life was short, especially mine why was I holding back?

The ride to the hospital was a blur to me; InuYasha left me to go after the man who attacked me saying that Sesshomaru was on his way already. As much as I loved Sessh…..I was already whimpering at the lecture I was gonna get.

It was late noon the next day when I felt hands caress my face tenderly waking me from a peaceful dream.

"Hmm?" I blinked then let out a little yawn stretching careful of the IV in my hand. I felt my bed dip startling me for a moment. I looked at Sesshomaru and smiled but then noticed how worried and anxious his eyes looked. He looked like death warmed over.

"Hey" I said softy "I'm okay honey" I said my hand going to the front of his jacket and pulled him to me. His arms went around me while he buried his face in my neck taking deep breathes. I held on to him, my hands stocking his hair "I'm okay now"

"Never Kagome" he whispered against my skin "I never want to receive a call like that again do you understand me? Do you have any idea how much energy my father exhausted trying to reel in my demon? Not an easy thing that"

"I'm sorry Sessh" I said with a sigh. I had already mentally prepared myself for him to blow a gasket.

"No Kagome, don't say you're sorry instead tell me that you have finally realized what I have been trying to tell you and agree to come and live with me" he said pulling back and crushed his lips to mine.

I kissed him back just as hungry for him as he was for me. He always smelled and tasted so exotic and sensual, I didn't think he even had a clue as to what he did to a woman's senses. There was something so captivating about the way he let go of his inhibitions when it came to intimacy. He was raw, untamed and downright animalistic always managing to make my head spin and every single nerve and cell in my body to sing.

I had never given much thought about the difference between our two species before, had always looked at demon men much the same as human men. I could now see how foolish that had been.

Sesshomaru was like a force to be reckoned with. He breathed power and confidence making all men around him two feet in comparison. All he had to do is walk into a room and it was like people knew a prime alpha male when they saw one, he demanded respect without even muttering a word.

From the moment he decided it was me he wanted he wrapped me up in himself slowly and started to lure me into him, stealing my heart and fusing myself to him so that leaving him was impossible now.

Breaking away from him I watched to way his golden eyes flashed from red to gold a few times until they remained golden. His beast was close to the surface, the fact that I was the trigger was both awe inspiring and freighting. I was just a small human woman with a very fragile heart and the knowledge that if anything happened to me, this shockingly powerful demon would lose all sense of reason was very terrifying. How could I possibly have such a strong hold on one of the mightiest demons alive?

"Okay Sessh…..I'll move in with you" I said softly feeling myself being lured deeper and deeper into his world.

Giving me a small kiss he leaned back and gave me a genuine smile "I will have my people go to your apartment and start packing your belongings, as soon as they let you out I am taking you home…..were you should have always been" he said then stood up and took his phone out and started to make arrangements for my stuff be to packed.

I watched him as he took control of the situation and shook my head. I love him, but I also knew that he was a bit on the controlling side; his excuse was that if it was for my safety then he would do want ever was necessary to make sure I remained safe.

"I could have packed my own things Sessh" I said once he got off the phone

"I am aware of that, but I wanted your belongings brought immediately to your new home. You have always belonged there angel, it's time you took your place as the lady of my household"

I groaned closing my eyes. I knew this would happen but hearing him say it was different. How did he get me to agree with his? He didn't nudge, he didn't hint he plowed you down until you agree to his ways.

Of course I was happy to move in with him but it just always makes my head spin whenever he reverted back to his old lord days. He had told me about his days of being a demon lord of the western lands in Japan before migrating to the states. I could imagine that some habits were hard to break.

And with that thought I was suddenly a bit apprehensive….I was going to be lucky if I didn't end up pregnant before the week was out.

~Sesshomaru POV~ 2 Weeks Later~

It never failed to make my demon happy every time I walked into my home and Kagome's scent would greet me.

It's been two weeks since she's been living with me and I for one couldn't be happier. Now all I had to do is convince her to mate with me and I would no longer have to worry about her health issues. I have not told her what it would do to her if she mated with me, I did not want her to make the decision based on that alone. I wanted her to agree because if what she felt for me, not what I could do for her in return.

Leaving my keys and bag on the table next to the door I walked in, loosening my tie looking for my petite human. I didn't see her in the kitchen nor the living room making me wonder if she was went to visit her mother or went out to dinner with her girlfriends. I took out my phone checking to see if I had any messages from her but I didn't.

I walked into our bedroom then paused when I saw her lying on the bed asleep. She must have had a hard day at work because she still had her shoes on.

I growled low when I saw how high the hem of her dress had hiked up exposing those pale sinful legs to my view. Gently I took off her shoes messaging her feet for a bit marveling on how small they were. Her whole foot was the same length of my hand. I looked at her, drinking in her angelic sleeping face wondering what it was about her that had me so captivated. Was it her innocence? The way she could still look at a world full of hate and injustice and still find good in it? Her temper, so fiery in the way she didn't hold any fear of me or my youkai. She challenged me, didn't give in easily and didn't allow me to have my way in everything. Whatever the reason was I thanked the gods for her presence in my life.

Taking off my clothing I ever so gently pulled down the zipper to her dress and leaned in to kiss her neck.

She sighed and arched her neck giving me better access to her skin. Pulling her dress past her arms and waist I didn't waste any time in crawling in the bed with her, determined to have my fill of my mate before dinner time.

"Welcome home" she whispered softy her hands moving down my chest caressing my skin.

"I love hearing you say that" I said yanking off every last piece of clothing between us while I kissed her hard and aggressively. The dark room was laminated by the city's lights from the floor to ceiling windows. I didn't have to worry about anybody looking in since we were too high up. My penthouse over looked a park giving me a great view of the moon and stars. I loved her hard and fierce, my demon was desperate, almost yearning in the way I took her. Her voice echoed the pleasure I was giving her heightening my desire for her even further.

God I wanted to sink my fangs into that pale neck of hers and link us together for eternity but I had to control myself. I wanted to wait until she said she was ready but it was getting harder and harder to do.

I groaned as I kept plunging into her, my head swimming on how tight and hot she was. No other woman would ever satisfy me like Kagome can, my body would never want another female…..I was hers alone.

She breathed out my name in a broke sob as she peaked again for the second time tonight, her sheath tightened around me forcing my own climax.

Holding her to me I could feel my eyes bleeding red as I roar out my release, my manhood swelling to knot her to me ensuring that none of my seed left her body. I shuddered wrapping my arms around her and laid us both on her sides, her back spooning my front while I continued to shoot my essence into her awaiting body.

"Wha…..what are you doing?" she said breathlessly as she tried to move to realized she couldn't.

"Relax love, you can't move yet or you'll hurt us both" I said kissing her shoulder.

"Why can I move?"

"My demon has knotted us together" I murmured feeling my body relaxed "It can take up to half an hour before I'm done"

"You've never don't this before" she said

I didn't say anything; I had my suspicions as to why my demon felt the need to do so now and I had good reason to believe that a pup was going to be born in five months' time.

I kissed her shoulder gently once more marveling on how damn good it felt to be locked with her like this.

I heard her yawn softly "Hard day?" I said while one of my hands caressed and made little circles on her stomach.

"Yeah….the kids are excited about summer vacation" she said sleepily.

"When is that?"

"Next week then I have three months of nothing to do" she said with a sigh "It's nice but boring at the same time"

Three months of her being home. I found I liked that idea. The first three months where going to be the hardest during her pregnancy anyways so this was going to be a blessing. I growled low nuzzling the back of her neck, the fact that I was going to have her here safe and secured was a euphoric feel.

I would have to double my efforts in tracking Naraku. If he gets wind that Kagome is with child he will do everything in his power to try and kill her to get to me. I would never allow this to happen. He already got his filthy hands on her once, I would be damned if it happen again.