BPOV
"Are we expecting anyone?" I asked Edward as we heard the doorbell ring while we were eating lunch.
"No, not that I know of," he said as he got up to get the door.
I remained at the table with the kids but was listening intently.
It sounded like Jasper.
A moment later Edward walked back into the kitchen with Jasper behind him.
"Hi Bella," he said as he took a seat.
"Jasper wanted to talk with us about something," Edward said sitting back in his seat.
I nodded as I looked over at them.
"You know I went to speak with Alice the other day about the divorce," Jasper said.
"Yeah."
"She didn't react like I expected - she was quiet...for a long time and then she began weeping and begging for my forgiveness."
"You didn't buy it, did you?" Edward asked. "You know how she tries to play on sympathies?"
"She was different this time...she wasn't hysterical like before, she looked completely defeated."
I can tell by the look on Jasper's face he believes her - I'm not sure what to make of it.
"Edward, she's even asked to see Carlie. She's never done that before," he said looking up at us.
"Ma-ma, I go play?" Bailey asked.
"Sure, sweetheart," I said cleaning her face and helping her down from her chair.
She ran off to her play area as Grayson was still eating.
"I understand that, Jasper but to me that damage is done. I don't think I can ever forgive her," Edward said as he took my hand in his.
"I'm not asking you to, but if there is a chance my Alice will return I have to take it. I never wanted a divorce - I just felt there was no other choice."
"It's your decision of course but I don't trust her," Edward said.
"I understand where you are coming from Jasper. But as much as I'd love to have Alice back, she's said too much and done unforgivable things to me, to Edward and to the family. I can't forgive her at this time and I'm not sure that I can. I'm sorry," I said looking down at my hands.
I felt guilty that I couldn't find it in me to forgive Alice, but after what she tried to do to us twice and the image of Aro's lifeless body was too fresh in my mind to be able to allow myself to forgive her at this time.
Not to mention the sight of Edward laying on the floor in his blood.
I shuddered at the memory of that.
Edward pulled me closer to him, and kissed my forehead.
"Bella, I thought that you'd be more forgiving than Edward. What happened to you?" Jasper asked looking over at me.
"Nothing. She's put me through too much...and on such a personal level. I gave her chances and she stabbed me in the back. I won't put my children at risk of being hurt by her. I know I said I wanted to talk to her but you said it probably wasn't a good idea."
"You won't even try?" he yelled.
"I can't right now. Maybe in time, I can't really say. Would you forgive me if I had done the same things to your family?"
"I would. I came here for support, but I guess I was wrong," he said standing up. "Alice was right, she said that you both wouldn't listen."
"We have been more than supportive but we need more than blind faith. She has a lot more to prove before we will consider letting her back into our lives," Edward said as he stood too.
Jasper turned and walked from the room without another word.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset him," I said softly as I stood up and wrapped my arms around Edward.
"You did nothing wrong, baby."
"I just feel guilty that I can't forgive her now and I feel sorry that Jasper expected me too. She nearly destroyed us and had a part in you almost getting killed. How can he expect me to be okay with that? I know I wanted to see or talk to her, but you both thought it wasn't a good idea."
I could feel my blood pressure rising slightly.
"I know, baby - he's being blinded by his love for Alice and his hope that things will all go back to the way they were."
"I suppose if it was you, I'd probably feel the same way. But I think I'd accept that people weren't ready to forgive you. But he's not even listening to what we said."
"Like I said, he's blinded right now. In my mind Alice needs to prove a lot to everyone before anyone gives her a chance - we didn't run away from her...she ran from us."
I nodded as Grayson dropped his cup.
"Ma-ma, up," he said.
I handed him his cup and then cleaned his face.
"Is there anything left to get for Cameron?" he asked.
"Umm...not a lot. Maybe just some of the basics. We have all the furniture in place and the room is painted."
"You still want to have a BBQ here on the fourth?"
"Yes, of course. We already invited everyone."
"Okay, just making sure...though I doubt Jasper and Carlie will show up now."
"True. I'm sorry about that. Its his choice I guess."
"He'll see sooner or later."
"Yeah, he will. I guess we can hope for the best," I said as I leaned up and kissed his lips.
"Are you up for a little shopping, baby?" he asked.
"Yeah, I feel fine," I said as he placed his hand on my stomach.
"It feels like he's dropped some."
"Maybe a bit - not long to go now."
"I can't wait," he said with a huge smile.
"Hmm...you're looking forward to no sex for six weeks?"
"Well not that part, but I can't wait to meet our son."
"I'm sure that I can help you out a bit, during that time," I said softly as I ran my fingers over his hard cock.
"Mmm, you can."
"I can help now, unless we were planning on going now."
"Should we lay the kids down for a nap, since we were busy playing earlier?" I asked looking up at him.
"Good idea," he said with a wink.
He picked up Grayson as we went into the living room to find Bailey playing with her dolls and yawning.
"Ready for nap, sweet girl?" I asked.
"Yes, I sweepy."
"Come one, lets go take a nap," I said as I took her hand.
"Me take nap with you?" she asked.
"I'm not very tired," I told her.
"Otay," she said as we walked up the stairs.
We put them in their beds with a kiss from each of us.
We watched as they drifted off to sleep.
"Now Mrs. Cullen, its time for us to have a bit of fun."
We walked down the hall to our room hand in hand.
"Now where were we?" I asked brushing my hand over his cock as he shut the door.
"Right there is perfect," he moaned.
"Get on the bed, Edward."
"Yes ma'am," he said with a smirk.
"By the way, lose the clothes," I said as I stripped off my clothes
I watched as he started pulling off his clothes.
"Is that all for me?" I asked as I trailed my fingers over his tented boxers.
I loved seeing his hot naked body.
"Always, baby."
He laid back on the bed as I knelt between his knees.
"Mmm...looks so delicious."
I pulled back his boxers, springing his cock free.
My fingers moved to his cock and I ran them over the tip as he moaned loudly.
I brushed my thumb over his tip, collecting the moisture.
"Bella," he groaned pushing up into my hand.
I grinned and moved my hand faster.
His head pushed into the pillow - I knew how much he loved this.
I slowly wrapped my lips around his cock and sucked him deep into my mouth.
"Fuck," I heard him moan out above me.
I hummed around him as I took him in farther.
I could feel him getting harder in my mouth and I sucked harder.
"Bella, oh fuck," he murmured as he gripped the sheets and thrusted upward.
I swallowed around him and I could hear him murmur my name.
"B...baby...come here...I want inside your pussy," he said.
I released him and straddled his legs, with my back to him.
I grabbed his cock in my hand and guided him into my dripping pussy.
"Oh god," he murmured as he put his hands on my hips.
"Yes Edward. Fill me," I moaned as I rocked over him.
"Bella, fuck you feel so good around me. You're so fucking wet."
He slipped easily in and out of me. Our increasingly loud moans filled the room.
I felt him move his hand to where we were joined and rubbed my clit.
"Edward," I cried out as he moved his fingers quickly over the sensitive spot.
"Pinch your nipples, baby," he groaned out.
I reached up and wrapped my fingers around my nipple and pinched it, as I did my pussy clenched around him.
"Oh fuck," I called out as my pussy gripped him and I exploded around him.
"Fuck...fuck, Bella," he said as he thrusted rapidly upward.
I could feel him getting harder inside me, and I knew he was close.
"Come for me, Edward," I said as I moved over him again.
He thrusted up hard and filled me with hot come as he roared out my name.
"Yes Edward, fuck that's it," I cooed.
He sat up and I turned my head towards him, and him and kissed my lips softly.
"You are the best," he murmured against me.
"I'd have to say that you are the best."
"We'll be the best together," he said.
I couldn't help but laugh, he looked so adorable at this moment.
"What?"
"You're just so adorable at this moment."
"Aren't I adorable all the moments?" he said with a grin.
"Yes, you are."
"And you're gorgeous every minute."
"Okay," I said as I pressed my lips to his again.
I could feel his smile against my lips.
Before we could do anything else we heard the phone ringing and Bailey calling from her room.
I moved reluctantly off Edward and grabbed my clothes.
"The real world calls," he said with a pout.
"It always does."
"There's always tonight," he said as he pulled on his pants and picked up his phone.
I winked at him as I walked out the door.
I walked into Bailey's room just as she was getting out of her bed.
"Ma-ma, I wet the bed," she said as tears welled up in her eyes.
"Awww, it's okay sweetie," I said picking her up.
I laid her on the changing table and took off her diaper, that must have came loose in her sleep.
"It's okay honey don't worry about it."
"Otay Ma-ma."
I changed her and then took her sheet off of her bed as Edward came in.
"What happened?"
"Bailey's diaper came open and she wet her bed."
"Don't cry sweetheart, it's just an accident."
"Me not, baby. I big girl, Da-da," she cried.
"I know, Bailey. What do you say to picking out your own very special potty chair and some special big girl diapers?"
"Otay, I get pwincess ones."
"Of course," he told her in a serious voice.
"You da bes da-da," Bailey said with a grin.
"I think you're the best too, sweetie," he said as he kissed her forehead and she wrapped her arms around his neck.
I couldn't help but tear up at their interaction.
"I think mommy needs a hug too," he said.
They came over to me and they both wrapped their arms around me.
"I wuv you, Ma-ma," she said softly.
"I love you, sweet girl."
"Do you still want to go out shopping for a bit, love?" he asked before pressing his lips to my forehead.
"Sure, let me just get Grayson."
I walked over to Grayson's room, changed and ready to go.
"Ma-ma," he cooed as I picked him up.
I loved hearing his little voice.
He wrapped his arms around my neck as I carried him out into the hall and Edward took him from me.
"I'll carry him for for you, love," he said with a smile as Bailey took my hand.
Grayson gave Edward a big hug too, I loved seeing my boys together.
Soon I'll have three boys and I couldn't be happier.
We got the kids a quick snack and then loaded them into the car.
Edward then opened my door for me and helped me inside.
"Is there any store you prefer to go to?" he asked once he got in the car.
"I think Babies 'R' Us will work for everything we're looking for."
He nodded as he drove toward the store.
I sat and looked out the window as I rubbed little circles over my stomach.
"Feeling okay, love?" Edward asked.
"Yeah, he's just been quite active and my back hurts a bit," I said looking over at him.
"I'll give you a massage this evening."
"Mmm...that sounds nice."
"Do we need to get stuff for the BBQ?" he asked.
"A few things."
"We can run into Walmart after and get what we need. Then we'll stop to get some subs for dinner. Does that sound good?"
"Sounds perfect."
He smiled over at me and squeezed my hand.
"Da-da, we get toy at store?" Bailey asked.
"Sure sweetie," he said smiling over his shoulder.
"Yay," they both squealed.
"You are such a sucker for our kids," I told him.
"That may be, but I'm also a sucker for their mommy, too. Is there anything you'd like at the store?" he asked with a smirk.
"Not that I can think of."
"Hmm...I'm sure I can find you a little something."
"I don't need anything."
"I know, but I love buying you things," he said as he got out of the car and started getting the kids out.
"I know, silly man," I told him with a laugh.
I couldn't help but smile at him, as he took my hand and helped me out of the car.
He pulled me close to him and brushed his lips against mine.
"If you get too tired, tell me and we can head home."
"I will."
We walked toward the store, with Bailey holding my hand as Edward carried Grayson and of course he held my hand.
Bailey ran for the potty chair display as soon as we walked in the store.
"Look Da-da a pwincess one," she said excitedly.
Edward and I laughed as she tried to pick up the big box herself.
"Let's get a cart for that, sweetheart."
"Otay, Da-da," she said looking up at him.
Our daughter was so independent but she still looked at her daddy like he hung the moon.
Edward got a cart quickly and helped Bailey load her potty seat in it.
"Okay love, what do we need for Cam?" he asked.
"I want to find a special outfit to bring him home in."
"Okay, lead the way," he said as he pushed the cart with Grayson as I held Bailey's hand.
We walked over to the infant outfits and I found a very cute monkey sleeper with a hat that had little monkey ears on it - perfect outfit to go with the jungle theme in his room.
"Do you like this?" I asked him.
"It's adorable, love."
"Oh...easy, Cam," I said as I rubbed the side of my stomach.
"Ma-ma, you otay?" Bailey asked concerned.
"Yes, sweetheart. Cam just kicked mommy," I said as I squeezed her hand.
She put her small hand on my stomach.
"Brudder, be nice to Ma-ma. She wuvs you," she said softly as she placed a kiss on my stomach.
I couldn't help but giggle at her chastising her brother.
"It's okay, Bailey. He's just running out of room in there," I said softly as I brushed my fingers through her hair.
"He needs to tome out. Ba-ee wants to hold and tiss him."
"Not long now, Bailey," Edward said as he wrapped his arm around me.
"Are you sure you're okay?" he whispered.
"Yes, perfectly fine," I said with a smile.
"Anything else?" Edward asked.
"Maybe some diapers and onesies."
"Okay," he said as we walked to that area.
Edward picked up a big box of diapers and I picked out several packs of onesies.
Bailey found some bibs with animals on it.
"Ma-ma wook, me get for Cam?" she asked.
"Sure sweetie, those are super cute."
"I like dis one with the monkey," she said.
"Me too, its says 'My little brother rocks'," I told her.
"Yay," she said with a smile.
"What has my girl so excited?" Edward asked.
"I hewped," she said.
"You always do, sweet girl. Are we ready to go?"
"Yeah, we have everything now," I said as we headed for the check out.
We checked out and we took the stuff to the car and then walked over to Walmart.
"What do we need, love?"
"More chips and soda and Jello and Cool Whip - I'm doing jello parfaits."
"Okay, but I can think of more fun things to do with Cool Whip than making parfaits."
I couldn't help but laugh at him.
"What?"
"Nothing, you just make me laugh."
"I just think about the many fun things we could do with it, I'm getting extra," he said with a smirk.
"Your daddy is a silly man," I said to Bailey.
"He is," she said with a small giggle.
"You may be tempting fate - this little guy will be here soon."
"I guess I better use it tonight," he said.
I laughed again and shook my head, but really I was kind of looking forward to it.
We got everything we needed for the BBQ and then we headed for the toy aisle.
"Pick whatever you like," Edward said to Bailey.
She looked around for a few minutes before she settled on a baby doll that eats and wets.
"I want this, then I can have a baby like Ma-ma," she said with a smile.
I grinned over at Edward - she is so cute.
"What would Grayson like?" Edward asked him as he showed him several toys.
"A truck," she said.
I watched Edward interacting with our kids and I knew it wouldn't be long before Cameron was here.
I couldn't wait to see him with all three kids.
"Now we just need to find Mommy something," he told Bailey.
"What we get?" she asked.
"What do you think of something pretty for Mommy to sleep in?"
"Wes, pwetty for Mommy," Bailey said as she looked up at me.
It's hard to keep from rolling my eyes.
We walked over to the women's section.
"This one," Bailey said pointing to a Cookie Monster sleep shirt.
"I don't think so," I said.
"Hmm... " she said as she tapped her finger on her chin.
"How about this," Edward said as he held up a dark blue nightgown.
"Much better."
"Mommy will look pwetty in this," she said as she touched the silky material.
"Yes she will," he said.
"Are we ready now?" I asked.
"Yes."
I didn't mean to sound grouchy, my back was really starting to hurt and I needed to go to the bathroom and I really hate shopping.
We walked out to the car and Edward loaded the kids and the stuff we bought.
He got in and I looked over at him.
"You okay, baby?" he asked.
"My back is just hurting and I need to pee."
"We can head home and I can make us something there," he said.
"You don't mind?"
"No love, I want to make sure that you're okay, and I don't want you holding it. I can make us something at home," he said with a smile.
"Thanks so much, you are such an awesome husband."
"You're welcome. You're an amazing wife and I love doing things for you.
He smiled at me as he took my hand.
He drove home and I played with his ring on his finger.
"Are you nervous about this baby?" I asked softly.
"Not really...I just hope everything goes fine with Cam's birth."
"I'm a bit nervous."
"Really?"
"Yeah, I know its silly since I've already had two children but I've just had some odd dreams. But I'm sure everything will be fine."
"Odd dreams about what?"
"Just dreams of his birth and Alice looming over me. Nothing specific," I said looking over at him.
"She won't know you're even in the hospital - I'll tell everyone not to say anything to her or Jasper."
"Thanks," I said as he pulled into our driveway.
"I'll never let her hurt you again," he said as he parked the car.
"I know," I said softly as he got out to help me from the car.
Once I was out, he got Bailey out and she took my hand as Edward carried Grayson in his arms.
"What's for dinner, Ma-ma?" Bailey asked.
"Daddy's making dinner tonight."
"Otay, mattaroni?"
"If macaroni is what my princess wants, then macaroni it shall be," Edward said.
"Yay," she squealed.
We went inside and Edward insisted I sit on the couch and watch Grayson while he made dinner.
I wasn't going to argue this time, since my back was hurting still.
Bailey followed Edward to the kitchen, informing him how he needed her help.
I couldn't help but laugh at her.
Grayson toddled over to the play area and grabbed a book and walked back to me and handed it to me.
"Up," he said and I picked him up and set him on the couch next to me as I didn't have much lap left.
He leaned against my side as I opened the book and started to read to him.
He listened intently, pointing to the pictures of the animals as I read.
"Moo," he said after me as he looked at the cow picture.
"That's good, Grayson," I said as I kissed his forehead.
When grinned at me and he looked so much like Edward.
I read a few more pages before Bailey came into the living room.
"Is weady ma-ma and Gway."
"Okay, sweet girl, we're coming."
I stood up and held Grayson's hand as we walked slowly to the kitchen.
"Thank you."
"You're welcome, love," he said as he turned back to grab some plates.
He put some fish sticks, macaroni and peas on my plate and handed it to me.
"Mmm...this looks so good. Did Bailey help you?" I asked.
"Yeah - I big."
"She was a big helper," Edward said as he gave her plate.
"Tanks Da-da."
We ate while Bailey told us all about how she's going to help with Cameron.
"Ma-ma, I gonna help give him a bath too."
"Sure, I will love your wonderful help."
I shifted in my seat and of course it was noticed by my hawk eyed husband.
"You okay?"
"Yes," I said.
He eyed me for a few more moments before dropping his gaze back to his plate.
"Edward, I'm sorry. I just feel uncomfortable at the moment. I didn't mean to snap at you," I said softly.
"It's okay, baby, I just worry."
"I know you do, and I shouldn't snap at you. Are you still going to give me a massage later?" I asked.
"Of course, love."
"Thanks."
When we were finished, Edward offered to clean up.
"I can help too," I said as I stood up.
"If you want to put the kids in bed that will make things go faster and we can get to your massage quicker," he said.
"I can do that. Anything specific you want me to wear tonight?" I asked.
"I would love to see that blue nighty."
Okay," I said as I lifted up Grayson and took Bailey's hand and we walked out of the kitchen.
Bailey helped get Grayson ready for bed.
She got his diaper out and handed me his pajamas.
"You are the best helper."
"Tank you, Ma-ma," she said as I laid him in his crib.
"Night Gway, sweet dreams," she said softly.
His eyes were already closing as we left the room.
"Let's get you ready for bed, sweetheart," I said as we walked over to her room.
We walked into her room and I helped her into her diaper and nightgown.
"Night Ma-ma," she said as she snuggled into her blanket and held her bear.
"Good night, baby girl."
I kissed her forehead and then I walked to the door and turned on her night light and then closed her door.
I walked across the hall to our room and changed my clothes.
I was looking in the mirror and rubbing my hands over Cameron.
It won't be long now, just a couple of days.
I looked up at my reflection and I saw Edward standing behind me.
Slowly I turned around towards him, "Hi."
"Hello, beautiful."
I couldn't help the blush that spread over my cheeks.
"Does it look like you imagined?" I asked.
"Better."
I smiled up at him as I put my arms on his shoulders.
"Where do you want me?"
"Wherever is most comfortable to you."
"I think on my side is best, with you behind me," I said.
"Okay, love," he said.
He took my hand and led me over to the bed and helped me lay down.
He laid behind me and his hands started moving over my back.
"How does that feel, love?" he asked as he pressed on some muscles and I moaned loudly.
"Heavenly."
I felt him push the nightgown up my back as his hands moved up higher.
I loved the feel of his hands on me.
"Mmm...baby, I love the feel of your hands on my body," I murmured, feeling content.
"I love having my hands on your body," he said.
I felt his lips graze my neck as he continued rubbing.
"That feels nice," I said softly as I stretched my arms above my head.
His hands rub a little higher each time and move around my front just a bit more each time until he's holding my breasts in his hands.
"Mmmmm," I moaned softly.
"Do you like that, love?" he asked as he brushed his lips behind my ear.
"Yes," I moaned pushing myself further into his hands.
He slowly moved his thumbs over my nipples and I whimpered at this touch, "Edward."
"Tell me what you want, love."
"I want you, baby. Just you," I murmured as I turned my head towards him, and pressing my lips to his.
He kissed me long and slow, his tongue gently rubbing mine.
I could feel the moisture pooling between my legs as he kissed me and continued rolling my nipple between his fingers.
I ran my hand down his front to his already hardening cock.
It was his turn to moan as I wrapped my fingers around him.
"Mmm, you feel good, baby."
I moved my hand over him as his moved down between my thighs.
"So wet, love," he said as he slipped his finger inside me.
I moaned out at his touch.
"Do you feel okay?" he asked as he brushed his thumb over my clit.
"Y...yes, please don't stop," I moaned.
"I wouldn't think of it, love. I want to see you riding me, I think that would be the most comfortable for you now," he said as he removed his hand from between my legs.
I raised up and he helped me pull the nighty off.
"So fucking beautiful," he murmured as he laid flat on the bed.
I climbed over him as he steadied me and I aligned his cock with my pussy.
I slowly slid down him and moaned as he filled me.
"Fuck," he groaned as his hands came immediately up to my breasts.
I loved the feel of his hands on my breasts, especially now that they are so sensitive.
"Oh Edward, your hands feel so good," I said as he brushed his thumbs over my nipples.
I rolled my hips over him, reveling in the feel of him under me.
I placed my his chest as I slowly moved up and down on him.
"That's it baby, I love seeing my cock slide in and out of you."
"Mmm...yeah, Edward. I love seeing it too."
I leaned back against his thighs as I pushed myself up and down on him, feeling his hitting deep inside of me.
His thumb moved back to my clit and I moaned loudly at the sensation.
"Baby, I love seeing how wet I can make you," he murmured as he brushed his thumb back and forth over my hardening clit.
"Oooh...oh god, Edward," I murmured as I felt my pussy quiver around him.
He pinched at my clit and I exploded around him.
"Edward...oh yes, fuck yes," I cried out as I moved over him.
I could feel myself squirting around him and he jumped inside me, spilling his hot come deep in my pussy.
"Bella, fuck yes," he groaned as he held my hips still.
We were both panting deeply.
He gently rolled us to our sides as he slipped out of me and he pulled me closer to him.
"I love you, baby. You were so amazing," he murmured against my lips.
"I love you too. I'd say you were pretty amazing yourself."
"Are you comfortable?" he asked softly as he nuzzled my neck.
"Very."
"Good. I'm going to miss times like these once Cam is born."
"I know but it will go fast and we'll have a new little one to cuddle."
"Very true, plus I can cuddle with my beautiful wife and children," he said as he ran his fingers over my stomach.
"I can't wait," I told him.
"Me either. I think he'll be here the day after tomorrow," he said.
"What makes you say that?" I asked.
"Just a feeling I have."
"Hmmm...a little 4th of July baby."
"I think so."
"Oooh...I think you're right," I said as I moved my hand to my stomach. "Easy there, Cam."
Edward placed his hand next to mine, "Feels like he's really running out of room."
"Yeah, poor baby. I think he'll be longer than Grayson. He's probably going to take after you," I said with a smile.
"Maybe," he said and I could hear the smile in his voice.
"Bailey was quite long if you remember and she's taller than most two year olds."
"That's true," he said.
I smiled over at him and kiss his lips, "You know you love it that our kids take after you."
"I do."
"I hope Cam looks just like you. Crooked grin and sex hair," I said with a smile.
He laughed but hugged me tighter.
"Are you tired?" he asked.
"A bit."
"We can sleep, baby," he said as he kissed my lips.
"I don't want to really, I'd rather.. " I stopped as a yawn took over.
"I'm think we better sleep," he said.
He pulled the covers up over us.
I wasn't trying to be a bitch, I really didn't want to sleep. I didn't want to have any bad dreams.
"I love you, baby. We need sleep because soon we'll have a baby to keep us up. I know you don't want to sleep because of bad dreams, but I'm here. I won't let anything hurt you," he said softly, holding me to him.
"You know me so well. I love you too," I said with another yawn.
He kissed me again, "Night love."
I snuggled against him and my eyes drifted close despite my reluctance to sleep.
I woke up in the middle of the night with his arms wrapped around me and a pain low in my back.
I unwrapped his arms from me and I slipped out of bed.
I found my robe and slipped it on and walked quietly from our room.
I walked slowly down the stairs and went into the kitchen and made a cup of tea.
I rubbed my hand over my back trying to ease the pain.
It wasn't a searing pain, but a dull pain. I knew that it was probably the beginning of labor pains. My back hurt with Bailey.
I stood looking out at our moon lit back yard.
I stood there thinking how we should put a swing set in the backyard when I felt warm arms slip around me.
"Hey," I said softly as I turned my head to look at him.
"You were gone when I woke up," he said as he brushed his lips against my neck.
"Sorry - couldn't sleep."
"What's wrong?" he asked turning me in his arms.
"My back is hurting."
"Do you want dad to check you over?" he asked.
"No, just think I'm pretty close now."
"Yeah, I wish I knew what would help you feel better," he said as he held me against him.
"Just this little guy being born."
"One more day, and then we'll have three beautiful children. Do you want to try to lay back down?"
"Sure."
He took my hand and we walked upstairs to our room.
Once inside I went to the bathroom and then I got back into bed with Edward.
He rubbed his hands against my lower back as we laid there.
"Thank you, that feels nice."
"Anytime, love."
"I'm hoping that he's born after the fireworks," I said softly.
"Me too."
"I don't know if he'll wait that long though."
"Let's hope."
"Do we have any plans for today?" I asked, hoping that we were just staying home and doing nothing. Maybe if I rested my back wouldn't hurt so much on the fourth.
"Nope, just hanging out."
"Okay, maybe my back will feel better."
"Let me help tomorrow," he said.
"I'm not really doing anything for the fourth, just putting together the veggie tray. Your mom and Rosalie are doing the rest of the food," I said.
"That's good, but I meant with the kids too."
"Okay," I said with a yawn.
"Let's go back to sleep, love."
I nodded as I traced my fingers over the scars on his chest.
I couldn't help but once again see his pale unmoving form in my mind.
I shuddered against him as I tried to block out the image.
I don't think I'll ever forget the sight of him lying in all that blood.
"It's okay, love. I'm fine," he said softly against my hair.
"How did you know?" I asked.
"You have your, 'I'm thinking bad thoughts' face and you're tracing my scar."
"Sorry. I just can't shake the image of you laying in your blood. You were so pale and cold," I said softly.
"I'm fine now and we'll never be in that situation again."
"I know. Have I told you how proud of you I am?"
"Yes, but I don't mind hearing it again."
"I'm so proud of you. You're an amazing business man. I love you so much," I said as I leaned up and kissed his lips.
"I love you," he said when he pulled away - "I couldn't do any of it without you."
"I didn't do anything, baby."
"You encouraged me...believed in me."
"I'll always believe in you. You're amazing."
I could feel him smile against me as he kissed me again.
"Let's sleep, love. The kids will be getting up soon."
"Okay," I murmured, snuggling against him again.
It was so warm wrapped in his arms and I felt so safe and loved.
I woke up a few hours later to the sound of whispered voices and small hands touching me.
I slowly opened my eyes to see my children laying in the bed along with Edward.
"Ma-ma, you wake?" Bailey asked.
"Yes, I am," I said sitting up.
Grayson climbed up next to me and kissed my lips.
"Ma-ma," he said as he moved his fingers into my hair.
"Good morning sweet boy."
"Morning, love," Edward said with a smirk.
"Morning."
"Breakfast is ready, whenever you are ready to get up."
"Really? Oh wow, guess I better get some clothes on then."
Edward handed me my robe and I slipped it on before I stood up.
"You're welcome, love."
"Ma-ma, we made you favites," Bailey said.
"You did? How wonderful."
"I helwped Da-da pour the juice."
"Wow, such a big girl. Thank you, sweetie," I told her with a smile.
Her smile lit up her face,"Welcome."
We sat and Edward served up a plate to me.
"Wow...you really did make all of my favorites."
"Yep, we did. Is your back still hurting?" he asked.
"Not as bad as last night."
"That's good, but I still don't want you doing anything today or tomorrow."
"Yes sir," I told him.
He laughed as we started eating.
"This is wonderful, Edward," I told him.
"I'm glad you are enjoying it, love."
"I am, a great surprise."
"I do love surprising you. I should do it more often," he said as he looked over at me.
"It's okay, you don't have to."
"I know I don't have to, but I want to. So I think I will do it soon."
"Okay," I know it's useless to argue with him.
I shifted in my seat as the dull ache in my back came back and I didn't want to tell him that it hurt again.
"Hurting again?" he asked.
"Yes," I said softly.
"I'm calling dad after breakfast - no buts," he said.
"Edward, you know it will be fine."
"It's for my peace of mind," he said.
I nodded as I continued to eat my breakfast as I moved my hand to my stomach and gently rubbed it.
I know everything is fine, he's just running out of room in there.
Edward kept watching me and he insisted on cleaning up too - I didn't even try and argue.
I smiled over at him as I stood up and walked into the living room.
He already cleaned up the kids and they were playing with their toys.
I sat gratefully on the couch, even putting my feet up.
The pain was still there, but stretching out seemed to help.
I could see Edward watching from the kitchen as he finished cleaning his mess.
I know he worries so I try and just smile through my discomfort.
He walked into the living room with his phone in his hand.
I didn't think a call to Carlisle was necessary, but if it made him feel better.
I smiled over at him as he dialed his number.
"Hey dad, do you mind coming by and having a look at Bella?" I heard him say.
"Alright, see you in a few minutes," he said.
"He'll be here in a few minutes," he said when he hung up the phone.
"Okay," I told him.
"Ma-ma not feeling well?" Bailey asked as she climbed up on the couch.
"I'm okay sweetie, your brother is just running out of room in Mommy's tummy."
"He needs to tome out," she said as she put her hands on my belly.
"He will, very soon."
I heard a faint knock on the door and I rolled my eyes as Edward jumped up to get it.
"Hey dad, thanks for coming," Edward said as Carlisle stepped through the door.
Carlisle walked to my side, "How are you feeling?"
"I feel fine, except for some lower back pain. Thank you for coming and indulging my husband."
"No contractions?"
"No, I don't think so. I think he's just running out of room."
"Okay, though keep in mind back pain can be a sign of starting labor."
"I know, dad. It was like that with Bailey."
"Just pay attention to your body, and don't pass anything off as nothing, Bella. I know how you are about not wanting to draw attention to yourself."
"Okay, I promise," I told him.
"Make sure you do, Bella," he said giving me his stern look. "I don't think you want Cameron born here."
"No, I will listen."
"Okay, don't hesitate to call me if you feel anything different. If I don't hear from you again today, I'll see you both tomorrow," he said as he stood up.
"Thanks for coming, dad," Edward said as he stood up too.
"Pop-pop, me go wif you?" Bailey asked.
"Would you like to?" he asked.
"Wes pwease."
"If it's ok with momma and daddy."
"Ma-ma, tan I?"
"Sure sweetie."
"Tank you, Ma-ma. I go get my bag with Da-da," she said as she ran off.
"You both are doing well raising your children. Bailey is such a sweet girl, always polite and so helpful," he commented.
"Thank you," I said with a smile.
"Your welcome. Now if Emmett does this well, we'll be fine," he said with a laugh as Edward came down holding Bailey in his arms.
"Yeah, we can hope," I said with a laugh.
Edward gathered a little bag for Bailey and handed it to Carlisle.
"I be home tomorrow, Ma-ma. I wuv you," she said as she hugged me. "Brudder be here morrow, I know it."
"I think so too, sweetie."
She got up and hugged Edward and kissed Grayson.
"Otay, Pop-pop ready to go," she said with a smile.
"Okay, let's go. See you all tomorrow," he said.
"Are you ready for a nap?" I asked Grayson.
He nodded as he climbed up next to me.
I put my arm around him as he snuggled closer.
"I'll carry him upstairs, love. Do you want to go rest also?" Edward asked.
"Maybe a bit," I said.
"Stay right there, and then I'll carry you upstairs too."
"Edward, you are so silly.
"No, I'm not. I want to take care of you, love."
"Fine," I told him.
"I'll be right back," he said as he kissed my cheek and then picked Grayson up.
In just a few minutes he was back downstairs and he scooped me up in his arms.
"Aren't I too heavy for you?" I asked as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Not even a little."
I rolled my eyes at him as I leaned my head on his shoulder.
He took me into our room and laid me on the bed.
"Stay with me," I said looking up at him.
"Sure. baby."
He laid down behind me and wrapped his arms around my stomach.
"Not much longer now."
"Nope, I'm fairly sure he'll be here tomorrow," I said as I ran my fingers over his arm.
"Are you sure you're okay, baby?"
"Okay, considering the circumstances."
"You would tell my if you were having contractions, right?" he asked.
"Of course."
He leaned in and kissed my neck, "I love you, baby."
"I love you thanks for taking such good care of me."
"Always, love. That will never change."
I snuggled against him and tried to rest, I know I'll need my strength tomorrow.
"Would you like me to sing to you to sleep to keep the bad dreams away love?"
"Yes, please."
He started with the song he wrote for me then he moved on to Bailey's and Grayson's.
I loved hearing his voice - it's so soothing.
He'd kiss my hair gently every so often and I felt my eyelids getting heavy.
Sleep took me gently with Edward serenading me.
"Love?" I heard whispered in my ear.
I blinked my eyes and looked into Edwards gorgeous face.
"I made you some lunch, thought you might be hungry."
"What? Lunch? We just ate breakfast," I said sitting up.
"You've been asleep for three hours, love."
"Why did you let me sleep that long?" I asked looking up at him.
"You clearly needed it and I had everything taken care of - I'm a big boy, love."
"I know you're a big boy, but I could've helped you with the kids."
"Just kid dear, remember Bailey is with dad. Me and Grayson have been having some quality time."
"Right," I said as rubbed my temples.
"Feeling okay, baby?"
"Just a headache. I can't believe I forgot that Bailey is with Grandpa."
"It's okay love, your just groggy from sleeping."
"I guess. What did you make for lunch?"
"Grilled cheese."
"Mmm...sounds yummy. Where is Grayson?"
"I hope it is, he's playing in his room."
"Did he eat already?" I asked as I got up from the bed.
"No, I'll go get him."
"Okay."
I walked into the bathroom as he went out of our room.
Once I was done in there, I walked out in the hall to see them waiting for me.
"Hey," I said looking up at them.
"Ma-ma," Grayson said.
"Hi sweet boy."
He reached for me and I took him from Edward.
Edward wrapped his arm around my waist and guided me down the stairs.
Edward already had sandwiches and chips setting out on plates on the table.
I put Grayson in his seat and then I sat in my seat.
"Thank you," I told him as I reached across the table for his hand.
"You're welcome, love."
We ate with little conversation, I still felt like I was waking up.
"Does your back still hurt?"
"Not right this minute."
"That's good."
"What all did you do while I was asleep?"
"I played blocks with Grayson, and then we played with some cars and then we read a story."
"He really likes books."
"Takes after his Ma-ma."
I smiled as I looked at my boys.
"Do you want to watch a movie in a bit?" he asked.
"Sure, that sounds nice."
After we finished eating Edward cleared the plates and then he picked up Grayson and we went into the living room.
Edward picked out a movie and we settled back on the couch.
"Cool, 'The King's Speech' I've been wanting to see this," I said as the credits start.
I'm glad he picked a nice calm drama, I was in no mood for blood and gore.
"I thought you'd like this movie."
"Yeah, I read a review of it - it's a true story."
I leaned back against Edward and got comfortable as we watched the movie.
It was nice to just sit back and enjoy a movie.
I loved the feeling of Edward's fingers rubbing over my stomach; his touch was so gentle and light.
Grayson was happily playing with his blocks as we watched the movie.
It was a good story and I'm glad Edward thought of putting it in.
"Are you enjoying the movie, love?" he asked against my ear.
"Yes, thanks, it's a very interesting story."
"You're welcome. Do you want anything to snack on or drink?"
"Just some tea and maybe crackers."
"Okay, I'll be right back with that," he said as I sat up so that he could get up. "I'll bring Grayson a snack too."
"You're too good to us," I said softly as I sat back against the couch and turned my eyes back to the movie.
He just grinned and went to get snacks.
"Cameron, you have the best daddy. He will take great care of you," I said as I brushed my fingers over my stomach.
He gave my hand a firm kick.
"I know, baby. I can't wait to meet you. I know you're ready to come out."
I could feel him stretching inside me, it was such a weird sensation.
"Are you okay, love?" Edward asked coming into the room as I had my hand on my stomach.
"Yes, your son is just stretching.
"Really? Does it feel different?" he asked as he put Grayson juice and crackers on the coffee table as he sat back down on the couch.
"Oh yeah, feels like he'll pop right out."
"Does your back hurt?"
"Not right this moment."
"Good," he said as he handed me my cup of tea.
"Thank you so much," I said as I took the cup.
"You're welcome," he said a he handed me a plate with crackers and some cheese and apple wedges and grapes.
"You take good care of us, this looks wonderful," I said gratefully.
I didn't realize how hungry I was till I saw the food.
I started eating as I watched the movie.
Grayson toddled over and picked up his juice cup as Edward handed him a cracker.
He smiled up at Edward as he reached out his tiny hand to grasp the cracker.
"Yum," he said.
I loved watching Edward with our children.
He was such a natural.
We sat and ate our snack as we finished up our movie.
"That was a really good movie," I said as I turned towards him.
"It was - I had no idea he overcame so much," Edward said.
"Me either."
"I'll make us a light dinner," I said as I got up. "Soup and salad okay?"
"Sounds perfect," he said as he picked up our dishes.
Once in the kitchen, I prepared our food and then Edward fed Grayson some little meal as we ate.
"Thank you for all your help today," I said.
"Not a problem, love. I love doing things with you and for you."
"I really do appreciate it - so many husbands aren't like you."
He smiled over at me as we finished eating and he cleared the table as I yawned.
"Let's get Grayson ready for bed and I'll put you to bed," he said as he kissed my forehead.
I laughed at him but knew it was useless to argue.
We got Grayson in his pajamas and then put him in his crib as we kissed him and then he lifted me up and carried me to our room after turning out Grayson's light.
I laid my head against his shoulder as he kissed the top of my head.
He opened our door and then he set me down on my feet and started to undress me.
He put me in one of his shirts and then he helped me into the bed.
He climbed in behind me and kissed me long and slow.
I moaned into his mouth.
"Sleep well, love. I'll be here when you wake. I love you."
I smiled as I snuggled against him.
"I love you," I murmured as my eyes closed and I fell asleep against him.