*Heavy lemon in this chapter*

Thank you all for your wonderful reviews and to my fellow readers….no you are not going crazy. This story did have some more chapters but I pulled a major squirrel and deleted them instead of just updated them O.o go figure.

Anyways, I decided the give this story an overhaul. I didn't like how the first chapters turned out so I am rewriting it and yes…adding things to the first chapters that I didn't before.

Thanks again for reading and enjoy!

Kagome POV~ 2nd day~

I dreamed I was floating.

My body felt so lightweight and lazy. My limbs didn't want to respond to me as I tried to raise my arm. Was I dreaming or was I awake?

Opening my eyes I gazed at the ceiling of a cave.

A cave….why was I in a cave? I looked to my right and saw a fire burning lightly along with some herbs. They smelled so nice, sweet like flowers but not over whelming but why were they burning?

I felt something licking and nibbling my ankles gently then moved up to my calves slowly. Whatever it was…it felt good. Sighing in pleasure I looked down to see InuYasha caressing my legs as he licked and give my skin little love bites here and there. Leaning back I closed my eyes as I enjoyed the feel of his lips on my body.

This really was the best dream. I felt so free. Free to love, free to as passionate as I wanted to; free to touch my Inu hanyou as much as I wanted. To bury my hands in his silky silver hair, to feel his strong muscles beneath my fingers and to kiss his sensual mouth.

I felt him turning me over on my stomach as his lips continued their path to my lower back. I hissed when I felt more of his body trying to cover mine, his mouth on my shoulders now, his bites getting more aggressive driving me wild with want.

He lifted my hips to him. I shuddered; I knew what was coming next. I wondered when I would feel this; when he would take me in this position…the position of his demonic nature.

Shamelessly I grinded my bottom to him, letting him know that I wanted this….that I wanted him. Gods, I wanted him endlessly.

"I love you my mate" he whispered into my ear before I felt him slowly penetrating my body. He always went in slowly at first in my dreams for some reason. It was like even in my daydreams he was still careful of not hurting me.

"I love you InuYasha…..it will always be you" I said, knowing that I would never have the courage to tell him that in real life. I was too afraid of his rejection to ever say it out loud to him, but here in my dreams, he loved me and I loved him. So I let him take my body and do what he wanted with me, to push me to that blinding point of pleasure until I was screaming his name over and over again.

When this dream ended, I would be alone again and he will be once more in love with Kikyo.

I cried out when he begin to grind harder, plunge into me deeper, making me sob in absolute rapture. His claws on my hips dug deeper almost to the point of pain while his fangs sank deep in my shoulder holding my body hostage to his as he pumped faster and faster making my body shake uncontrollably.

I felt his demonic aura flare out stronger behind me, letting me know that it was his demon that was inside of my body now. He let go of my shoulder only to drape his heavy body over my smaller one, forcing my on my elbows. His growling was getting louder exciting a wild part of me that I didn't bother to restrain….why would I? I was determined to enjoy this dream to the fullest.

I moaned loudly for him, my breaths coming out in pants as I grinded myself against him, not caring if I looked like a bitch in heat. My dream InuYasha growled out his approval as he loved me harder, his roars of pleasure sending my body into a heated frenzy until I gasped then screamed my release out to him.

I felt my body go deliciously limp under his heavy weight but he continued on until I felt him shudder then grunt raising my body to his. He buried his face in my neck kissing my skin before warmth washed over me, his thick member pulsing deep within me letting me know that he was filling me with is seed.

There was something nagging at me in the back of my mind but I was too happy and content to pay close attention to it. The only thing that mattered was being in the arms of the man I loved for so long. He pulled out then turned me over so that I could lie on his chest. His lips covered mine, giving me a tender loving kiss. I kissed him back, memorizing the feel of his tongue brushing against mine, his taste and scent.

I felt him move down my body and nuzzled my stomach making me giggle. Why did my dream InuYasha always do that?

"Damn" I heard him mutter before moving up to me again and kiss me. I was about to ask him what was the matter but he silenced me by once again saddling my hips and pushed himself inside of me.

Oh well….

~InuYasha POV~ 3rd day~

I looked down at Kagome's sleeping form and exhaled. She was a vision, her skin was dewy and swollen from my kisses, her raven hair fanned out around her like a dark halo, while my scent was everywhere on her from the many times I have claimed her. She was sleeping from sheer exhaustion, the last time she climaxed, she screamed out my name and fainted.

It's been three days and I still couldn't get enough of her, being bonded to her and having access to her emotions, that meant that I was able to tell exactly what she liked and what she craved. I

smirked at that, my little Kagome had a wildness in her that I hadn't know was there. She loved challenging me, fighting me when I wanted to enter her. She would turn into a little hell cat, attempting to throw me off of her and pretend that she didn't want me…but I knew better. Her desire would spike at my demons first growl of frustration, her arousal would thicken in the air as she waited for me to take control.

Wanton to the core, she had been ready to lose her innocence, ready to be taught and loved the intimacy of making love. I would have to watch out for that, I thought darkly, my mate was a daring little minx.

Walking over to her sleeping form, I leaned down and inhaled her scent moving closer to her flat stomach not helping the occasional lick. When I finally reached her stomach I nuzzled it gently and inhaled deeply. Closing my eyes I filtered through her scent and mine, seeking for the scent of my soon to be pup. My eyes snapped open.

There it was!

I closed my eyes and inhaled again savoring the spicy cinnamon scent of pregnancy. Purring loudly I opened my eyes and smiled before lovingly kissed her soon to be round stomach. My seed had taken form, growling I pulled her closer to my body. My petite mate was pregnant with my pup, Gods above I wanted to howl in male satisfaction.

'Finally…..I will have a family to call my own' I thought blissfully 'and she can never leave me'. Not being able to resist I kissed her…a lazy slow kiss meant to wake her and entice her. Moaning she shifted in my arms, her body responding to my demon and aura right away, she rubbed herself on me wanting to get closer to my body, I chuckled softy.

"Are you ready for me already?" I whispered as I caressed her soft skin giving her neck and shoulder little nips causing her to break out in goosebumps. I would never tire of her, she was so addicting that if she were to be taking away from me for any period of time, I would go feral from the withdraw symptoms. She was my disease and my cure.

I heard her moan and sigh as she arched her back and moved her legs so that I was at her core again. My demon was calling out to its mate, she might not be youkai but now that she was mated to one, she would respond to my scent, just as I responded to hers. And right now, my scent was telling her that I wanted her again.

"Yes"

The whisper wasn't yet out of her mouth before I was already deep inside of her warm welcoming body drawing out a lustful moan from her. I loved her slow this time, enjoying the little noises of pleasure my mate made as I grinded into her slowly.

I leaned down and kissed her as I made love to her, thanking her with my body for blessing me with a pup and a family.

~Kagome POV~

When I woke up I felt so sore and sated, my body was so relaxed that I would be surprised if I had any bones left. I wasn't outside…I was too comfy and warm to be outside.

I started to stretch when an arm that was around my waist pulled me closer to a hard chest behind me. My eyes snapped opened. Looking down I saw a familiar clawed hand right on my stomach, the other hand was very close to one of my breasts….my very naked breasts.

Wait…what the?!

I felt my face burn as realization hit me like a ton of bricks. Oh dear gods…it wasn't a dream.

Gathering my courage I slowly turned my body around and came face to face with my dog eared protector.

He was still asleep but his hold on my body didn't ease up, he only pulled me closer every time I managed to shimmy some space in-between us. It was then I noticed that we were both naked as the day we were born.

'But it was a dream!' I thought in a panic when I thought back to my dreams of him making love to me. I blushed harder at the many times he took me in my dreams and the many ways too….. Hard and fast, passionate and animalistic then lastly, slow, gently and lovingly. I couldn't even count all the times we made love. Was it maybe…60 times? less? more?

I was getting dizzy, swallowing I looked at InuYasha peaceful face; I couldn't help but smile as I reached up and gently caressed his cheek. We had been spooning while we slept. Frowning I thought back….something seemed off. How long have I been here?

While I was trying to remember that bit of information, I didn't see his hands move, all of the sudden I felt a squeeze on butt. I jerked and yelp of surprise, I was about to smack him then felt his mouth on my shoulder as he pulled me closer to his body.

'Oh….ah! that feels…so' I stopped thinking as his fangs scraped a spot on my shoulder that made my eyes roll to the back of my head. Oh, my body remembered this…I also remembered all of the things I did to him. I swallowed at the memory of taking his large, hard manhood into my mouth, I remembered hearing his growls of pleasure as I licked, sucked and teased him until he became feral.

Speaking of become feral, I busy trying so hard to remember all that we had done and wasn't paying attention to what he was doing at this very minute. One moment I was in his arms while he kissed my neck, the next thing I know I'm being hulled up to my hands and knees.

"Inu…" his name died on my lips as he pulled me up to his chest, he growled in my ear as his very hard member entered my willing body. I gave a loud cry of both surprise and pleasure.

By the gods!

My dreams did not to do justice to the sensations and pleasure coursing through my body. His moves were expert and confidant as he stretching me almost to the point of pain while his mouth on my neck was drove me crazy. I couldn't believe that he was doing this with me, that I had allowed him to take away my virginity but then, I had always hoped that it would be him to take it.

I reached up and buried my hands in his silver soft hair deciding that I wouldn't worry about detail for now…right now, the only thing that mattered to me was that I was in InuYasha's arms and that he was making love to me. Funny how I could feel how happy and content he was, it was like I was connected to him, like he was feeding me his emotions. Smiling I leaned my head to his as I moaned softy. Gods…if I had known that this is what sex felt like…..I would have paid a bit more attention when my friends when they tried to set me up with blind dates.

'No' I thought as he started to hit a spot within me that had me seeing stars…. this only feels this amazing because of him…because I love him.

I felt a flood gate open deep within me, shuddering I screamed out his name as lights flashed before my eyes. My body went limp but he still continued to pump in and out of me, this time harder provoking another wave of pleasure to wash over me just as he growled loudly, his arms tighten around me as I felt his sperm enter my waiting body in hot jets. Moving slowly he didn't pull out until he was well spent and emptied into me.

It was that action that brought me to awareness.

'Oh gods!' I thought as I recalled all of the times he came inside of me….all of the times…all 60 plus times.

When he pulled out I gave a little gasp at the strange feeling, he turned me into his arms and laid me back down with him.

He appeared to be asleep again, the soft purring sound coming off of him almost made me giggle. Men and sex…..it didn't matter if they were human, hanyou, demons or freaking aliens….sex was sex to all men and it seemed to even turn my usual surly and loud mouth half demon into a purring puppy.

I took this time to count the days from my last period to now….even though I didn't know when now was, but I took a wild guess. I felt a tingle going up my spin as I recounted and counted again. Panic settled into me now.

I had been ovulation.

Oh dear gods no….I felt my body shake with fear. Today was my last day of ovulation, I was still fertile….not that it mattered anymore.

I wasn't stupid, I may be a bit naive but I knew from Sango that a demon's sperm was stronger and more virile than a human man's would be. She had told me this when she asked me about my feelings for InuYasha. I had confessed to her that I loved him completely and that if he ever gave me the chance to love him I would. Sango had made sure that I knew how important it was that I knew first some interesting details regarding demons; that if I ever did allow InuYasha to claim me…..that I would have to be careful. InuYasha's blood was powerful, more than other half demons and that he was also in his prime. InuYasha was had the potency of full blooded demon and the stamina of ten men.

I swallowed as I realized what this meant. I was 99% sure that I was now pregnant with his baby. There was no way I could not be, I had been ovulating while he came inside of me all those times. What was I going to do? What would he say?

I frowned as I looked around the cave. Why in the hell was I here anyways? The last thing I remembered was him picking me up from my era and bringing me here. After that, everything sorta went a bit hazy. I could barely remember him asking me to be his mate and the pain of him taking my virginity.

I brought my hand up to the juncture of my neck and shoulder and felt my skin there. It was swollen and the skin was raised slightly as if I had a scar there, I also felt two fang marks. Bringing my fingers to my eyes I noticed a bit of red. Blood.

Blood…..I….drank his blood.

What did that mean? I up my fingers to my lips as I remembered how good his blood tasted, how it felt going down my throat warm and coppery and how I wanted more. I needed to get away from him. Being this close was doing things to my brain. He was holding me tenderly and protectively, while we were both naked and intimately pressed against one another.

He was too beautiful to be near I thought sadly. What we shared was probably pent up lust since he couldn't have Kikyo.

Kikyo.

I stifled a sob as I thought about her for the first time since I was brought to this cave. He was still in love with her! How could I be so stupid to ever forget that! How could I allow him to use my body like that? I moved away from him waking him up in the process but I didn't care. I backed away from him reaching for his kimono of the fire rat to cover my naked body.

It hurt to move, my muscles where strained and sore reminding me of what we had been doing. Tears ran down my face as I watched him get up with a start looking for me. His golden eyes fell on me, his expression was worried and frantic as he got up and reached for me.

I shook my head sobbing as I backed away from his touch.

"What's wrong koi?" he said confused ignoring my pleas for him to leave me alone. He moved to pick me up and pull me to his lap. He growled low in his throat automatically making my muscles relax against him, I felt his youkai flare out a bit until I was passive in his arms.

How did he do that? Why was my body responding to him like this?

"I can feel your suffering and worry Kagome" he said softy "It's like a sword to my heart, tell me why you are so sad"

I looked up to stare into his honey eyes so full of worry and bit my lip. I didn't know what made me do it but I couldn't resist as I threw myself at him, wrapping my arms around his neck as a sob ripped from within my soul. I didn't want to leave him anymore; I didn't want him to ever see Kikyo again, I didn't want for him to look at me like a replacement for her. I wanted his heart….I wanted to love him and for him to allow me to love him back.

"Kagome! Please tell me what's wrong angel" he said to me desperately as he cupped my face in his clawed hands "I can't stand to feel your anguish" he said before kissing my forehead tenderly.

I looked up at him with a slight frown.

'He could feel my sorrow?' I thought confused 'How?'

He must have seen the confusion in my eyes because he chuckled darkly before leaning down to nuzzle my neck.

"I can feel your emotions because you are part of me now…..my little wife" he said kissing my neck.

Wife?!

"I don't understand what is going on" I said trying hard to get my thoughts together but it was a little difficult with InuYasha's lips teasing my skin "Am I dreaming? This is all a dream right?" I said then closed my eyes "Okay….I need to wake up…..like…right now" I said with a nervous laugh.

My stomach was doing little flip flops as he moved his lips to my ear and nibbled causing me to shudder as warmth spread all over my body.

"Still think this is dream?" he whispered before he growled low in my ear. Goosebumps washed over me, I didn't even notice that I tilted my head to him or that I was practically purring to him.

"You belong to me now….my little mate" he said to me his youkai flaring out more filling me with the urge to purr against him even more. I wasn't even paying attention to what he had said; a strange and new part of me was compelling me to nuzzle his neck.

"What did you do to me?" I whispered as I nuzzled him affectionately not able to resist the compulsion as I made a little whimper sound in the back of my throat, I bumped my nose to his jaw line before I licked his chin. I didn't know where this knowledge was coming from, but somehow I knew that my actions spoke of my devotion to my mate and alpha.

He growled louder at me and again somehow I knew what he wanted. I tilted my head back for him, exposing the vulnerable skin of my throat to him.

"That's my good little mate" he said huskily against my throat "You respond to my demon just like an Inuyoukai female would"

There was that word again. Mate.

I was so confused. I thought he wanted to mate with Kikyo. Did he mate with me because she was dead and I was the only link left of her to him? I started him whimper in distress causing him to move to my cheek and gave me a lick.

"What's wrong?"

"I thought…..this is what you wanted with her InuYasha" I said softy then struggled to get up. He held me to him for just a moment before he let me get up. Tying his kimono on I tried to walk but found my legs were weak. Why was I so weak? Then I remembered that unless I was on my back or my knees I didn't do much walking since I came to this cave. Blushing hard I tried to find a memory of maybe leaving the cave but I couldn't. I remembered a hot water spring but that's about it.

What in the world did he plan to do? Lock me away to be his little sex toy?

"Kagome….I feel like I owe you a huge apology for the way I've been acting and treating you. What I feel for Kikyo is guilt over her death… I do care for her, but I don't love her. I knew for a long time that you where the one that I wanted to be with but I was too damn stubborn and shy to confess it to you. Until now"

I looked at him for a long time, trying desperately not to believe him. If I gave into his words and they turned out to be untrue….it would kill me.

"Why do you doubt me?" his voice sounding suddenly pissed "Why are you trying to convince yourself that it's not real?"

"How?" I was shocked, how did he know what I was feeling

"I can feel your emotions through our bond" he said "Look within yourself and you will be able to feel my emotions too"

"Uh?" Oh gods….I was so confused and exhausted but I did what he asked. Closing my eyes I searched deep within me, calming the panic and confusion that was clouding my mind and looked for the link that he was talking about.

I felt him. He was feeling anxious, worried, content and….desire? Frowning I zoned in on that emotion, then suddenly opened my eyes and backed away from him…he was…aroused…by me!

"What?" he asked flashing me his famous cocky little grin "Found something you didn't expect?"

"Your…we…" I stumbled on before I put my head in my hands "This is too much to possess InuYasha. I was going to leave you to be happy with Kikyo, then you tell me that you don't love her and that you love me….it's too much information. I can't understand why you did this? Is it because I have her soul?"

"Damit Kagome would you stop saying that" he said getting up to walk towards me.

"Eek!" I gave out a small shriek when he stood up, not a bit concerned or embarrassed that he was still nude. I turned around be not before I was able to get a good look at his body. Holy hell….no wonder I'm so sore! How in the world did he manage to make that fit without tearing me apart?

I felt myself being lifted suddenly.

"Hey! What are you doing?" I said nervously, I didn't miss the fact that he was turned on when he stood up.

"I want a bath" he said then shrugged "And I want to bathe with my new mate"

"What?! Oh gods…the headache" I said as I rested my head on his chest. I felt mentally battered and physically abused.

Placing me on my feet he pulled his robe away from my body. I yelped but he didn't give me time to feel embarrassed or pull away before lowering me to the hot water.

Oh this felt so good on my sore muscles. The water rippled behind me, I tried to edge father away from him but he only pulled me closer to him and started to wash my back messaging my shoulders as well.

"I can't believe I'm here with you like this" I said in a low voice "You…mated me"

"Yeah I did" was his only reply.

"Why? I still don't understand, why would you do that?"

He sighed but didn't say anything for a while until he whispered his answer in my ear.

"Because I love you my Kagome"

Gasping I turned around and faced him.

"W..wha…what?!" I said shocked "You…don't mean that….." I shook my head as tears fell down my face.

"And why the hell not? Why don't you believe me?" he said roughly as he pull me into his arms his hand stroking my hair "Kagome…I love you so stop being so stubborn and just accept that I am your mate now"

I sighed silently as I laid my head to his chest, letting his heartbeat relax my already tired mind. He held me to him in the warm water while I tried to calm myself down.

"InuYasha" I said when the nagging feeling crept up again and I asked the question that has been the back of my head for a while now.

"How long have we been here?"