Hi everyone! Here's another chapter already, god I'm spoiling you lol! Ok so I really liked all the reviews and of course would enjoy some more! But most of all, I tried to satisfy everyone and in fact, most of what you said, I already had in mind so yeah, it confirmed my feeling, thanks for that... Although to make sure to unfold the text correctly, I add to cut up again and this is actually ''a serious talk'' between Malec as Alec get fed up with the weird attitude of Magnus. So further lemons will be posted in the new chapter, that will be out this week I hope :) Also, I reloaded the previous chapter as I changed the title that I didn't really like and I've been mentioned it was somewhat confusing.. Revenge being a little harsh for what was happening really. So yeah, changed that and split in 'parts', this being part 2 and part 3 coming this week. I'm also trying to correct my grammar and my verbs so if you see that it still sucks, let me know! Thanks for all the great comments and reviews and please! keep doing it XD

Disclaimer: Magnus and Alec belongs to Cassandra Clare, and this story follow the books.

Chapter 6 : I'll make you mine (Part 2)

Alec's mind was completely blank and he felt bone-tired while his body was still racing with the shattering bliss. His skin tingled and burned, overheated by the mind-blowing ectasy he had endured a few moments ago. Even though he was getting used to Magnus's unbelievable skills in bed, through the short amount of time they'd been seeing each other, the sensations his lover induced in him were always somewhat distressing. He never thought his body could be so easily taken over and reduced to a mixture of wimpering mess and craving moron with less consistency than a jellyfish. Alec was someone reserved, contained, who enjoyed habits and known universe. It always gave him the jitters to be so febrile and unsteady around Magnus.

Grunting, he tried to get up slowly, his body a bit sore from the overpowering climax. He vaguely heard water running somewhere and he walked wobbly to the direction of the noise, not trusting his balance totally. He stood on the threshold of the bathroom, stark naked but still too high to notice really, and looked at his lover with concerned eyes. Magnus had his back to him but his posture was stiff and his jaws clenched. Alec, always the best at seizing emotions, felt some ominous tension surrounding his partner. When he had first come in, he had known something was very wrong but he had felt so guilty and worried at the moment that he hadn't commented on Magnus's stern expression or crushing silence. To be totally honest, he had also been very turned on by his lover's devastating lustful presence and he had been so horny after 24-hours of privation that he would have gave in to whatever Magnus had in mind gratefully. If that also meant not explaining right away his ditching, it was all very well.

Sighing, Alec thought now was the time to explain though as he could see Magnus wasn't all jolly and perked up as usual... maybe, he was hurt. The idea felt alien to Alec though, who couldn't believe he had any kind of impact on the warlock's emotions. He did like him but he couldn't help thinking about how long his life had been and how he couldn't really count that much in it. They enjoyed each other company and maybe, that was about it. Nonetheless, he felt like he had to explain his behaviour, even if it would only ease his own conscience.

- "Magnus?" he said, in a quiet voice, not wanting to startle him.

It seemed like the warlock had known of his presence as he turned around slowly, shutting off the water, and glanced at him with this same closed-off yet dirty expression. He didn't say anything but took his time to appraised the naked state of his lover, getting Alec to blush, and grinned in a very animal, carnivore way. It gave Alec some jitters again, Magnus looked almost... deviant with this smile on. If usually such a smile would have excited him, now that he wasn't as craving and that he felt Magnus so tensed, he didn't like the way his mouth moved upwards without reaching the eyes. They were cold and... angry. It felt wrong. Magnus was such a warm and welcoming person, it was unsettling.

Alec shifted his weight uncomfortably and glanced at his bare feet, crossing his arms. He took a deep breath and decided it was now or never... but was cut off by some sneaky hands who slided under his knees and torso, lifting him up. Alec squeaked, afraid of falling over. He knew Magnus could easily handle his weight but unwarned, he didn't appreciate much the manhandling his lover imposed on him. Magnus put him down in some huge clawfoot bathtub without waiting for Alec's approval. The water was warm enough and it was gracefully relaxing but Alec was getting pissed. He didn't mind letting Magnus have the lead most of the time but he was not a boy-toy... he still had his own voice and choices and his choice now, was that he wanted to talk.

Before Magnus could get his hands or lips on him, as he was already leaning down and sitting on the side of the tub, that would send him flaming again, Alec crossed his arms and settled his features in his stubborn expression, furrowing his eyebrows and slightly jutting out his lower lip.

- "Magnus, enough!" he said in a harsh voice. "I don't know what's gotten into you but I don't like it. I know I haven't been really nice lately and that you may have felt tossed aside..." his voice then became hesitant and a bit stuttering as this was still an odd thought for him "even though I doubt I could, you know... well... have that effect on you... but there's no need to be so abrupt and manhandling, I can explain."

Magnus's back stiffen even more and he jerked upright, his eyes blazing in contained emotions. His jaws twitched slightly, confirming Alec that he was angry but then, his eyes got distant and he shifted them aside, as to not let him see what was going on in his head. He answered his lover in a very clipped and dreary voice.

- "I don't know what you're talking about..." he said carefully.

Hissing in frustration and set in an even more stubborn path by Magnus's dismissal, he exclaimed abrubtly:

- "Comon! Don't play that with me, it's obvious something's wrong, you haven't said a single word since I got here and you fell on me as if you wanted to claw me apart by your own will, being all ominous and unyielding while we had sex. This is not your normal behaviour..."

- "And how exactly would you know of my normal behaviour Alec? We barely know each other and it's not like you hang around after we fucked so you could know more about me..." he answered brutally, his cheeks covered with one of his rare blush, though this time it seemed to be more one of anger.

As soon as these words were out, Magnus flinched, turning even more away and crossing his arms, as if he regretted his words. Alec felt like he was slapped. He was dumbfounded in front of Magnus's bitterness but mostly, he felt hurt that his lover considered what they had as only fucking. Sure, he knew Magnus was certainly not 'in love' with him but Alec had come to trust him deeply and he felt very close to him. He had thought that they liked each other enough to not be categorized as lowly as a one-night mindless fuck.

His stomach fluttered sickenly when his mind wandered, thinking that maybe he was not the only fuck Magnus was having lately... shoving the thought aside violently, he decided that it was not of his goddamn business, it's not like Magnus belonged to him in any way and they protected themselves so there was no point in bringing that up. Trying to even his breath, that he realized he had held, he averted his eyes before answering Magnus in a small voice.

- "Look, I'm sorry I left in the middle of the night yesterday and that I didn't give you any news afterwards, I know it may seem rude but there was a lot of things going on at the institute... My mother came back and she cornered Jace because she felt like she couldn't trust him anymore, being Valentine's son and all... She also told us about Hodge working for this psycho..." he felt his eyes stang a bit at the recall, he had a hard time thinking of his old mentor as so foul and uncaring. "And after that, Jace took off, for almost all evening... I was worried sick out of my mind and we could only relax around ten when Clary texted us to let us know she was bringing him back with Luke. I slept a little after that and I texted you right away when I woke up."

Even if Magnus was still showing him his back, Alec could tell the tension hadn't lessened in his shoulders. In fact, it seemed as if it had gotten worst throughout his speech. Baffled, he fell silent, not knowing what else he could say to make Magnus feel better or at least, lighten his mood a bit. It was all very strange to see the calm, careless warlock so close to explosion. He couldn't grasp what was going on really.

The silence stretched for long seconds and Alec was about to stand up and leave, quivering with the unspoken words between them when Magnus choked him of his voice when he said in a really vibrant and stern tone:

- "Are you in love with Jace?" he said, turning his head with a snap to crush him under his penetrating cat's gaze although Alec believed he saw some vulnerability in the unfaltering eyes.

Utterly shocked, Alec could just gasp at his loss of breath, his whole body invaded by a flaming red. What was he supposed to say? Panicking, he started muttering some nonsensical gibberish:

- " Hum...I.. I... don-n-n't... kn-ow... wh-h-h-at... yo-o-u me-e-ans... by..th-h-hat..." he muttered.

Magnus's eyes shot up in anger at this answer, his body coiling almost as if he was about to hit him but suddenly, all the tension left him, his posture going slack, defeated. He looked up at Alec and what he saw in the older's man eyes twisted his guts in the most painful way. He looked awfully sad, deceived and oddly vulnerable. The raw emotion displayed for him to see sent Alec in a whirlwind of feelings, his heart swelling in his crave to comfort his lover, his bone-deep need of protecting others awakened brutally and longing for nothing more than to give Magnus all he needed so this exruciating pain could leave his eyes forever. He barely heard what Magnus murmured in a weak voice.

- "Nevermind Alec. It doesn't matter."

Magnus stood up and turned around to leave but Alec was quick and he grabbed his lover's wrist, tugging on it so he would turn around. Magnus didn't turn but he stopped, shoulders slunched. Caught in another sickening pinch of his heart, Alec spoke in a soft and tender voice, trying to break through his partner's closed-off attitude and hoping, more than anything, to lessen the pain he saw in his eyes.

- "Magnus... I'm here now. Isn't that what matters? I like you and I'm with you now. Come here, let's take a bath together. That's what you had in mind, no?" he said, and in a very 'out-of-character' attitude, though around Magnus, Alec found himself more and more bold, he smirked sensually at his lover who had lowered his eyes to him, looking over his shoulder.

Magnus closed his lids and sighed deeply, shoulders slunching even more if possible. His arm felt heavy in Alec's hand, as if Magnus didn't have the strenght to hold it up anymore. With another awfully sad glance, he whispered anguishly:

- "What are we Alec? Where do we... stand? I don't really know anymore and I sure don't know what you want with me. Everytime we see each other, we just keep at it like rabbits and we haven't dated anymore. So, what I would really like to know now is... what do you want from me? So we could be clear?" he said and the more he spoke, the more his posture became regal, regaining his usual confidence and a bit of anger coming back to his eyes.

Even if Alec felt anxious at Magnus's words, as he really didn't know what to say, he still felt reassured as he saw that his counterpart seemed to rise up his spirits a bit. He really hated to see Magnus sad or bothered in any way, even more when he felt like he was the cause of it. Taking in a deep breath, he decided to answer as bluntly and honestly as possible. That's the only way he knew how to be.

- "I don't know Magnus. What do you want us to be? I think I've been clear enough about the fact that I like you and that I enjoy spending time with you so I'm not really sure what you would like me to say." he answered, as evenly as possible although he felt his heart trumming wildly in his chest, strangely eager to hear Magnus's answer.

With another sigh, his lover removed his wrist from his grasp and sat again on the side of the tub, showing Alec his profile while he leaned down, resting his hands on his knees, eyebrows furrowed, looking as if he was as confused as Alec about what he meant really. The silence stretched for a while but Alec didn't break it, even though anxious and impatient, as he felt like Magnus needed to gather his thoughts, at a loss with his emotions. He saw his lover palm up his face, rubbing at it and spreading some of his makeup, which was utterly adorable, and then he slid his hands in his hair, tugging a bit at it in exasperation. Slapping back his hands on his knees, he turned a bit aside to face Alec before talking.

- "I just know that I don't want to be your booty call Alec. I like you very much too and I thought it had started well between us but maybe we got out of hand a bit. I feel like a 12 years old myself saying that but, I would really like us to date... I think there's more to this" he gestured between the two of them "than what we make of it." He smiled a bit cockily though still sadly. "Don't get me wrong, I enjoy the sex with you a lot" and he laughed seeing Alec's deep blush "but I definitely want more." He grew a bit serious and uncomfortable but went on anyway. "I think I would like us to be... more. What I mean is..." he cleared his throat, averting his eyes for a second "I know you're not ready to come out anytime soon but I'd like to think of you as a sort of..." he took a deep breath and looked back at Alec, his eyes even. "Boyfriend." He finished, now a determined gleam in his eyes.

Alec exhaled noisily, his breath hitched as he had kept it in throughout all of Magnus's speech. He felt a bit dizzy though he couldn't tell if it was because of the lack of oxygene or because Magnus was killing him with the emotional display. His guts clenched again viciously and his heart was uneven and racing but he felt elated. He had a brief thought for Jace but tossed it aside quickly... he had a wonderful person in front of him who wished to be... more. Who wanted HIM, Alec, to be his boyfriend. Feeling like his heart was about to burst out of his chest, he leaned down and took Magnus's left hand between his and glanced up at him with a loving smile; unaware of the effect he had on his lover, already boneless with a simple tender grin.

- "I'd love to date you Magnus Bane and be your sort-of boyfriend..." he chuckled, eyes alight with mischief and joy. "Now, why don't you strip out of these really really sexy clothes and join me in the bath? It's getting cold here without you." His smile was huge and probably infectious as Magnus's shadowed eyes cleared up in a second and an even more giddy smile lightened his features.

Magnus stood up and left his hands to slowly undress, facing a very attentive Alec, his burning gaze intent on his lover's every movement. As the clothes peeled away one by one, he felt excited and anxious as he'd not been before, even maybe for his first time. Now that they had shared feelings and established a relationship, Alec couldn't help but be moved... this seemed to count more than any sex they had before. It almost had a taste of... love. A bit overwhelmed by his train of thought, Alec was happy to be distracted by the sight of his lover's nakedness, blushing brightly at the obvious arousal of his 'boyfriend' and the white traces drying on Magnus's thighs and stomach... it seemed like his lover hadn't controlled himself that much before.

Feeling oddly empowered at this display of the effect he had on Magnus, he grinned wickedly and took his partner's hands between his, welcoming him in the bathtub beside him. He took no time in straddling him, raising his arms to put them around Magnus's neck and leaning in to brush his lips against his lover's ear, whispering huskily:

- "Come now, let me wash you..."

He couldn't help but laugh as Magnus shivered deeply, the wave riding his whole body.

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