YOU WOULDN'T LIKE ME
Chapter 3:
Author: I want to thank you for all the reviews so far. I honestly didn't expect them to be as positive as they are. I also want to tell you that this is my first fanfic and that I live in Vienna/Austria so I'm not very good in English. But I try to post at least one chapter every week. Thanks again! ;)
Lindsey POV
I was really sorry for Tegan she seemed to like this girl very much. It just wasn't fair that an amazing person like Tegan couldn't have the person see wanted and I could see in her eyes that she still wants this person. She didn't have the luck I had with Michael. I feel like I'm the luckiest girl when I'm with him, when he holds me when he kisses me. I have never been sooo in love before.
Tegan and I reached the beach without saying one word to each other. She looked very sad; I had to cheer her up.
I opened my mouth to say something but got interrupted by two arms grabbing be from behind. I let out a little scream and heard a man laugh. I knew this voice. Michael.
I turned around to face him and placed a kiss on his lips. I looked at Tegan from the corner of my eyes. She was sadder than before. Probably she imagined her and this girl kissing and laughing.
Tegan POV
As I saw Lindsey kissing this guy I had to look away. I wasn't jealous or angry, I just was very sad. Why couldn't she kiss me like that? Or why couldn't I have a relationship like that? Lindsey seems very happy with him and I, I still can't get over her.
I slowly turned around to leave and get back to Sara and Emy and left the couple alone. As I got back under the tree I spotted Sara and Emy. Sara was reading and Emy was lying in the sun.
"What's wrong?" Sara asked concerned.
That was the moment I realized I was crying. I whipped away the tears.
"Nothing. I was just…"
I couldn't finish the sentence because I simply didn't know what to say.
"Hey!" I heard someone shout behind me as Lindsey and her boyfriend walked towards us.
"Hi" Emy greeted them. "Are you Michael?" She asked the guy standing next to Lindsey with his arm around her shoulder.
"Yeah, and you are…?" He reached out his hand.
"Emy" Emy replied and took his hand to shake it.
Then he turned to me and Sara and mentioned with his finger between us.
"Who is Tegan and who is Sara?" he asked with a bright smile on his face.
Sara knew I wasn't going to say anything so she answered.
"I'm Sara and this is Tegan"
I said a simple hi.
"You have an amazing woman under your arm. Don't fuck it up." Emy said and giggled.
"He won't" Lindsey said and pressed her lips against his.
I felt my stomach hurt and looked away. Sara realized I was hurt and took my hand. I knew I can count on Sara she has always been my best friend and the only person who could calm me.
I looked up and saw that they were still kissing. I felt a tear run down my cheek and squeezed Sara's hand. She noticed and quickly spoke.
"Emy I need to show Tegan something. We'll meet you in the hotel."
Emy nodded understanding as Sara pulled me away from them. She stopped at the end of the beach next to a big rock and hugged me tight.
"I'm so sorry" She whispered into my ear.
She let go and sat down in the sand and motioned for me to sit down next to her. I did so.
Why am I acting like this? A week ago I promised myself I would get over her but here I am crying over her like a teenager. I rest my head on Sara's shoulder and felt a single tear run down my cheek.
After sitting there in silence she finally spoke.
"Let's get back to the hotel."
I nodded and we made our way back to the building. After we arrived there I jumped onto my bed and closed my eyes.
"If you need anything just tell me."
I heard Sara and nodded. She closed the door and went to her room. I closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep.
I felt someone shake my upper arm.
"Hey Tegan wake up!" I heard Emy whisper into my ear.
I slowly open my eyes and look at her.
"We're going to a club and I won't let you be here all by yourself."
I sat up and rubbed my eyes.
"Give me 20 Minutes" I told her and got up.
I took a quick shower and put on black jeans, a shirt and a tie.
"Ready?" Sara asked as I got out of the elevator.
"Yeah…I guess" I gave her a small smile.
We got to a gay club and it was very crowded. There were a lot of boys and girls pressing their bodies against each other while moving to the music. We took a table it the back of the club. Sara and Emy had a few drinks and started making out in front of me. I was very uncomfortable and went to the bar to get a drink.
"What can I get you?" The woman who worked at the bar asked very flirtatious.
"Tequila" I said and she smirked.
She handed me the glass and I swallowed the liquid at once.
Honestly I had no idea what I was doing here. I only came because I didn't want to be alone but I'm not in the mood to party. And since Emy and Sara were too focused on each other I was kind of alone. I didn't know the people around me.
"Another one" I told the girl and she handed me another glass.
I drank that one even faster than the other one.
Now I knew why I was here. I wanted to forget Lindsey and her boyfriend. I hate to say that. 'Her boyfriend' that just sounds wrong. She doesn't know what she's missing out on.
"Another one." The girl asked with a devilish grin.
I shake my head.
"Do you want something else? I've got a lot to offer."
That was exactly what I needed.
"Where's the toilet?" I asked sounding innocent.
She pointed with her finger at a door only a few feet away from us. I took her hand and dragged her in. I pinned her against the door and attached my lips to hers. Luckily there was no one in here. I licked her lips and she parted her lips letting my tongue explore her mouth. I felt one of her hands mess up my hair and the other one touch my ass. I moved my hand under the short skirt she was wearing and started caressing her clit. She moaned into my ear. At that moment I was too turned on to stop but I had to. What if someone came in?
"Wanna come to my place?" I whispered in her ear and put more pressure between her legs. She nodded and we got out of the club and into a cab. Minutes later we were in my hotel room.