YOU WOULDN'T LIKE ME

Chapter 4

Lindsey POV

Why did Tegan leave yesterday? She didn't even say goodbye. Maybe she's just ill.

Michael and I are in front of the hotel Emy told me they were staying at. She asked me yesterday if we wanted to go to the beach together and I told her we would come over around 11:30. I am happy to spend time with them but I am happier to see Tegan. I'm never bored when she's around me.

After a few minutes Sara and Emy came walking down the stairs and greeted us. I looked if someone else was behind them but there was no one.

"Where's Tegan?" I asked very curious.

"I don't know…..I'll go to her room and…"

"I can go" I interrupted Sara.

"Ok…its room 32."

I made my way up to the second floor and saw a sign that said '30-40'. I walked in and found Tegan's door. I knocked a few times but nothing happened so I slowly opened it. What I saw first was the bed with two sleeping figures in it. I assumed one of them was Tegan but who is the other one?

"What the fuck?" I accidently said it loud and woke Tegan and another woman.

"Lindsey…" Tegan said with a low voice.

My thoughts were going crazy and I felt kind of JEALOUS? I didn't know what to say so I just turned around and slammed the door shut. It was very loud but I didn't care. All I could think about was Tegan sleeping with this woman. Why did I act like that? She's an adult it's her choice with who she sleeps. But I was angry. Did I have feelings for Tegan? No, I'm with Michael and by the way I'm not gay.

Tegan POV

What did just happen? Lindsey saw me and Lisa in bed. She looked pretty angry but why? Did I make her jealous? I hope so.

"Who was that?" Lisa asked.

"She's just a friend."

"Are you sure? I think you like her."

"What! Why would you think that?"

"I saw the way you looked at her. You like her don't you?" She gave me a devilish grin.

"You got me. I like her a lot but she's straight and has a boyfriend."

"Does she know how you feel?"

"No"

"Maybe you should tell her and maybe you'll find out something you didn't know about her."

I smiled and she smiled too. I was happy that Lisa wasn't the type of girl that would fight with you. She actually is really nice.

-6 hours later-

After Lisa left I went to the beach and met my friends and Michael. Lindsey didn't look me in the eyes the whole time, we didn't talk and she kept herself at a distance from me.

I had to talk to her and explain but should I do what Lisa said? Should I tell her that I love her?

I slowly made my way to her and sat down next to her.

"Can we talk?" I asked

She looked at me and nodded. I led her to the big rock were Sara held me when I felt broken.

"I'm sorry." I started "I usually don't make stuff like that but I wanted to forget…" I stopped.

"What did you want to forget?" Lindsey asked very curious.

I didn't respond.

"Is it about that girl you like?"

I just nodded my head and looked away.

"You know Tegan I can't imagine those feelings you have for her. They must be really strong but I'm sure that you could have done something less disgusting." She said in an annoyed tone and started to walk away.

I had to do it.

"Lindsey."

She turned around and looked at me still annoyed.

"It's you."

Her mood turned from annoyed to confuse.

"What?" She asked

"You are the girl I want to forget about."