YOU WOULDN'T LIKE ME
Chapter 8
Tegan POV
I woke up in the morning to the sound of the shower running. The events of yesterday streamed through my mind. Lindsey denying her feelings towards me and Lisa making me feel better. The shower went off and Lisa stepped out of the bathroom with only a towel covering her body.
"Hey" I said a little bit louder than I should have and saw her jump.
"Stop scaring me!" She shouted while laughing.
"I'm sorry" I replied.
I saw her put on shorts and a shirt and sit down on the bed next to me.
"Can I ask you something?" She asked and her tone made me worry. I simply nodded and waited for her question.
"What happened yesterday…. Did you only do it because you were sad about Lindsey or do you like me?"
"I don't understand" I was very confused.
"Am I your sex-toy?" She said annoyed and looked me right into the eyes.
Was she my sex-toy?
"I don't know" I wanted to slap myself for the answer. She slowly stood up and put on her shoes. I hurt her before I could do anything she left the room. I would have run after her but I had no clothes on. Fuck Tegan what did you do? She is the best person you met in years and you let her go like that. I put on a tee-shirt and black jeans. I stormed through the door and slammed into a woman. I looked up to see Sara and Emy holding hands their smiles fading as they see my tears streamed face. Why can't I have what they have?
"Emy go to our room. I'll be here with Tegan." Sara said and started pushing me back into my room. She closed the door behind her and sat me down on the bed.
"What happened? I just saw Lisa running out the hotel she looked upset." She asked quiet.
"I have to talk to her." I jumped up ready to chase her but Sara gripped my arm and pulled me back on the bed.
"She said she doesn't want to see you." Her words felt like a knife being stitched into my chest. I started crying again and felt Sara's arm around my shoulder.
"What happened? Is it because of Lindsey?"
"Lisa asked me if she only was my sex-toy and I said I didn't know. God how stupid was I?"
"So you had sex last night?" She asked and I nodded. Sara had a wide grin on her face.
"What?" I asked.
"Nothing, Emy just earns me some money." I laughed and again Sara managed to make me feel better.
"But seriously find a way to talk to Lisa because you fucked up big time." She was serious again. I fell into the bed and put my arms over my head. I felt something strange and took it and looked at it. It was Lisa's bra. Sara gave me a devilish grin and said.
"Damn it opens from the front. That's sexy I guess someone has to return it to her" I grinned back and made my way to her apartment but I realized the last time I was there I drank a lot and had no idea where I was going. Damn! Where does she live?
"What's wrong?" Sara asked.
"I don't know where she lives." Sara shook her head.
"Typically Tegan. Do you know where she works?"
"Yeah she works at the club we were the first night here."
"It opens at 9. I guess we're gonna party tonight." Sara said and hopped out of my room. "Meet me in the lobby at 9".
Lisa POV
It was 8:30 pm the club opens in half an hour. I was not in the mood to work. How could Tegan do this to me? She used me for sex! Sometimes I wished I was Lindsey and not me. Lindsey was stupid for not liking Tegan. I thought I finally met the right person. It just felt so right and I know it was way too soon but I loved Tegan very much. I wanted a life with her and maybe a family. I usually was not the kind of girl who just falls in love with a stranger but Tegan was different.
The club started to fill but everything in my mind had to do with Tegan. I handed a tall young guy his drink and turned around just to find Tegan leaning against the bar with sorrow in her eyes. God why me? I walked up to her and asked.
"What are you doing here?"
"Can we talk in private?" She asked.
"No! I have to work we can talk here" I said annoyed.
"Alright" She started "I'm sorry about earlier. It was stupid to say that I didn't know what you are to me because the truth is you mean so much to me I can't even tell. You're the best person I met in years and I like you very much."
My eyes were watery. Oh god could she be any more perfect? I took her shirt and pulled her into a deep kiss. She returned it and I felt her smile against my lips and I smiled too. She pulled away and put her lips to my ear.
"And next time don't forget this." She took a bra out of her pocket. My bra! I grabbed it fast from her hand and hid it in my purse. I felt my cheeks burn from embarrassment and Tegan let out the cutest giggle ever.
"I also wanted to ask you if you would like to do something on Friday." She asked with a gummy smile.
God that was so adorable!
"Like a date?" I asked and raised my eyebrows.
"Yeah like a date" She was blushing.
"I would love to go on a date with you." Her face lit up and I wrote my number down on a small paper and handed it to her.
"See ya" She said as she walked away.
This was officially the best day of my life.