YOU WOULDN'T LIKE ME
Chapter 9
Lindsey POV
I haven't seen Tegan in a while and I can't blame her if it's on purpose. I fucked up big time. How could I say that I didn't have any feelings for her because I have. Tegan is the best person I have ever met and I fucked her up. I need to talk to her.
My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of footsteps coming closer. I felt lips on my neck and heavy hands on my waist. I turned my head and saw Michael directly in the eyes. He slowly pushed me down on the couch.
"Wait! Michael" I said not wanting to do this with him.
He just gave me a confused look and continued.
"No!" I said quiet but he didn't stop. "Michael I said no!" This time I screamed at him and pushed him off of me.
"What's wrong with you Lindsey you've acted weird since we left the beach two days ago!" he screamed back at me.
"I….I like…" Why is it so hard for me to say out loud?
"What Lindsey?" Michael seemed annoyed.
"I like …Tegan" His eyes filled with anger and hate.
"Are you breaking up with me?" He asked with an angry tone.
"I'm so sorry but I can't ignore the feelings I have towards her." Tears were filling my eyes as he stood up and turned around to leave his last words were "Tegan Quin I'm going to fucking kill you".
Lisa POV
Tegan will be here in 10 minutes to pick me up for our day. I'm very nervous. I haven't had a date in a long time especially with someone as attractive and funny as Tegan. That's why I decided to wear my favorite black cocktail dress. It shows enough skin to make people go crazy but not that much to be mistaken for a prostitute. My heart skipped a beat as I heard a knock on the door. Without even asking who it was I opened the door and with a huge smile and was greeted by an amazing woman. She wore tight black jeans and a white shirt with a black tie. Don't get wet! Her jaw dropped and I noticed her starring at my body but mostly at my breasts.
"Wow you look…hot" She said and her cheeks were turning red.
"Thanks! You look hot yourself" I said playfully while turning red myself.
After 15 minutes we arrived at an expensive restaurant. I have never been there because I couldn't afford it but Tegan really wanted to go. We found a nice table and ordered our food.
"So…what do you do?" asked her
"Oh, I'm in a band." She answered and I looked at her wide eyed.
"I'm serious." She laughed at how stupid my face looked.
"Really?" I asked still doubtful.
"Yeah, Sara and I have a band called Tegan and Sara"
"Do you sing or what do you do?"
"Sara and I both sing play guitar and keyboard."
"You are kidding me?" I just couldn't believe it.
Tegan looked around and her eyes stopped at the corner of the restaurant. I looked over and saw a piano and a guitar leaning against the wall.
"You want me to prove it to you?" She said and I raised my eyebrow as she stood up and went to the corner of the room. She took the guitar and sat down on the stool next to it. She checked if it was tuned and started playing.
Lindsey POV
After Michael left I tried to call Tegan but with no success. So I left my room and headed straight to Tegan's hotel room. I knocked a few times but nothing happened. I tried to open the door but it was locked. Damn Tegan I need to talk to you! I sat down on the floor and decided that I'm waiting for her.
What am I going to say? First I have to apologies for denying my feelings for her. Then I have to tell her that I want to be with her.
My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of a door opening. I looked up to see Sara walk out of her room. I let out a disappointed sigh.
"Lindsey… What are you doing here?" She asked curious.
"I need to talk to Tegan. Do you know where she is?"
"Yeah… she went to the restaurant across the street from the hotel you stay in." She said and I immediately got up and started running toward the staircase. I heard Sara shout something after me but I ignored it, I needed to get to Tegan. I quickly hired a taxi told the driver the destination. The ride was short and after I paid him I jumped out of the vehicle and ran into the restaurant. As I entered a big room I heard a familiar sound and there she was with a guitar on her lap. The words came out of her mouth and everybody in the room was starring at her.
I felt you in my legs
Before I ever met you
And when I laid beside you
For the first time I told you
I feel you in my heart
And I don't even know you
Her voice sounded so beautiful but her eyes were starring at someone. I looked into the same direction and saw Lisa sitting at a table and watching Tegan perform with a stupid grin on her face. This sight broke my heart. Tegan sang a song she wrote for me to another woman.
Why am I surprised she was there when Tegan needed someone, I wasn't.
I felt my eyes start to get wet and turned around quickly to leave. Obviously Tegan moved on. I'm happy for her she finally forgot me. With that thought my heart broke into million tiny pieces.
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