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"You are beautiful Bella, why have I not seen this before?" He said sounding just as breathless as I was

"Maybe for the same reason I was forcing myself to ignore my attraction towards you." I said as we continued to move closer.

He didn't seem surprised by my revelation, he actually seemed delighted. Now we were so close that we could hold up a magazine between the two of us. Slowly he raised his hand to my cheek, and before I knew it he was kissing me.

I don't know why but I was kissing him back first slowly then with more need and want. Our kiss was filled with desire, so much in fact that we got so lost in each other. He picked me up without breaking the kiss then carried me up to his room he laid me down on the bed and then removed his shirt. I moaned when I saw him without his shirt. Those abs that chest just intensified my desire for him; I slowly let my eyes wander down and stop at the waist of his jeans. I bit my bottom lip to keep from moaning even more. Suddenly he was kissing me again somehow I was able to get both my shirts off without breaking the kiss for very long he quickly undid his pant and lid them off leaving him in just his boxers. I groaned against his mouth when he ground his erection up against my center. Suddenly I couldn't take it any more I wanted him so bad. I broke the kiss stood up on the bed while he stayed on his knees and started to take off my pants. I guess he thought I was going to slow because suddenly I was back on the bed in only my bra he had taken my panties off with my pants. Even then there was too much fabric between us. He quickly rectified that taking off both my bra and his boxers. We lay there still kissing naked when I pushed away. He looked confused for a second till I looked him in his eyes.

"I'm a virgin," He looked unsure that he wanted to continue, "But I want this." I said quietly

That seemed to help him regain his confidence, "It's going to hurt if at any time you want me to stop you need to tell me right away." He looked me in my eyes and I nodded

He positioned himself in my opening without having to put my hand down there I could tell I was extremely wet.

He slowly pushed himself in until my barrier stopped him, "Bella are you sure you want me to do this?" He asked but we both knew the answer to this question.

"Edward I have wanted you for so long, if I'm going to do this I want it to be with you." I placed a hand on each side of his face and pulled his face to mine to kiss him again.

He pulled away to look me in the eyes then slowly he pulled back out leaving the tip in, he paused and I nodded. With my permission he thrusted hard and fast breaking my barrier and causing me to cry out in both pleasure and pain. He was going to pull out but I stopped him with a look.

"I'm okay just let it pass I'll be okay." He nodded and for the next few seconds we just stared into each other's eyes. It was so intimate, and it felt so right. He was propped up on his elbows both his thumbs stoking my cheeks, after a minute I was good to go so I nodded for him to continue.

He started out slow but soon his thrusts got quicker and harder and we were both moaning in pleasure with each thrust I would have to bite my lip to not cry out, it felt so good so right. The pleasure I was receiving was so intense that it just took over and suddenly I was on top. It slowed our momentum down but the pleasure I go from being on top intensified and I was quickly getting into a rhythm. I could tell that the pleasure was just as intense for him; we never broke eye contact which made this all the more intimate and amazing. As we both started to reach our climaxes he flipped us over so I was on bottom again he lifted one of my legs up and onto his shoulder while he took the other and wrapped it around his waist. And continued thrusting into me harder and faster, in this position he was hitting spots I didn't think possible. I could feel myself getting closer to the edge and I knew he was too.

He reached one hand down and rubbed my clit as he continued to thrust and I couldn't hold back anymore.

I tumbled over the edge, "EDWARD, FUCK ME!"

And seconds later he fell too, "FUCK, BELLA!"

He fell to the bed beside me and pulled me into him so my back was against his chest with one arm wrapped around me he used the other to pull a blanket over us. I felt as he kissed the spot just behind my ear and I smiled this was way better than any fantasy. I fell asleep in complete bliss.

"You had sex with him didn't you?!" Rose said as I walked up to her in school on Monday.

"God Rose can you be any louder I don't think the citizens of Russia heard you!" I said glaring at her, "But yes if you must know I did."

"Oh my Little sister isn't a virgin anymore, we must celebrate but first details." She was practically bouncing with glee.

"Well it will have to wait till after school." I said as I put my books away only keeping the books I would need for the next few classes

"Nope its field trip day remember we have a three hour bus ride to kill and I didn't bring my iPod."

Damn I forgot about the field trip I put my books back in my bag as she walked with me back to my truck so I could put my books away.

I can sense her vibrating with anticipation unlike me Rose has had sex before and she had asked me about a million times when I would do the deed I had just kept saying when the right guy came along and at the right time. When I had told her of my attraction to Edward she had insisted he was the one I had been waiting for, but I had insisted that I couldn't go for an older guy. But now I couldn't deny it Edward was the one.

On the bus I told her everything I told her about how it had started and I told her how amazing it was I told her how the kids had almost caught us because we overslept.

"Wait you guys overslept didn't he have to work yesterday?" she asked knowingly

"Um yeah we kind of woke up a few time to you know keep going. He was supposed to go in at 8 but realized he would never make it in so he called in." I said embarrassed.

She just grinned like a fool so I continued, "Anyways the kids had woken us up because his parents had come to take the kids for the day. He had forgotten they were going to be coming. I snuck into the guest bedroom with my clothes then came back out as if I had been in there all night."

"So you walk of shamed it into the next room, so lame I would have walked out of his room no shame what so ever."

"I know you would Rose, but you have to remember before Saturday night I was a virgin." She nodded and I continued, "So anyways we didn't fool anyone Emmett had already told him we had overslept because we were yelling at each other all night." She let out a loud laugh and half the bus looked back at us when they finally realized that we weren't going to explain they turned back around, "Rose it is so not that funny I was so embarrassed."

"But you have to admit it is kind of funny." I rolled my eyes but she ignored me, "I knew I always liked that kid he tells it straight. So anyways what happened next?"

"Well he went out to his parents car to help load the kids in and I watch as he talked to them it didn't seem like they were upset and they weren't yelling in the end they both hugged him and he came back in. I asked him what they said to him. We sat down on the couch he told me they asked if I made him happy and he had told them that I did," Rose squealed causing a few more looks but hey turned away quickly, "And they told him that's all they want for him they said that they liked me and they approved. They knew I was still in high school but that I was 18 so they couldn't really tell him not to see me."

"Oh my gosh this is like a fairy tale!" Rose half whispered half yelled

"Yeah but it felt more like it was meant to be then some stupid fairy tale, you should read some of the books Alice makes me read to her they are out right gag worthy. But anyways back to yesterday. We ended up doing it on the couch in the kitchen basically every room in the house except for the kid's rooms and the play room. And then once we wore ourselves out he told me he started playing the piano again and that I inspired him to compose a new song he played it for me then and Rose it was beautiful, I think I cried a little."

"Okay if that doesn't tell you the two of you were meant to be I have no idea what will." She said grinning at me.

We rode the rest of the way in silence, and on the way back we listened to music on my iPod (she really did forget hers) then as she walked with me to the parking lot we stopped a few feet from my truck.

"Bella don't be afraid of this, listen to your heart what does it say to you. I know I'm being all deep and shit," We laughed, "But you have never been one to just do something I don't think he is either," She was right, "so if you guys did this you both realized it was going to happen. Screw the age difference you're legal and all that matters is what's in your heart. Be happy Bella you deserve it after the shitty hand you were dealt."

I thanked her and hopped into my truck as she went to her red BMW. She was right though this felt so right. I pulled out my phone and sent him a text answering a question he had asked me last night that I didn't tell Rose about Because I needed to come up with the answer by myself which I just had.

Edward, yes I want to be with you.

This feels so right and this weekend

Wasn't a one time thing for me

I want to be with you in every way

I know that it may be too soon but

I love you!

Like I said maybe too soon but

For me this relationship started

Almost a year ago so saying

I love you

Feels right!