YOU WOULDN'T LIKE ME
Chapter 13
Sorry it takes so long to update but school always gets in the way and I'm sorry if the last chapters turned out too much or were boring but I plan on giving Tegan and Lindsey some time alone before drama comes up.
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Lindsey POV
Two weeks passed since Tegan got out of the hospital and we decided to go to Vancouver because Tegan felt uncomfortable in my apartment. She couldn't stop thinking of what happened and even though she denied it I knew she was scared and shocked. I still think it's my entire fault.
We were outside Tegan's house and I was amazed by the how big it is. Tegan never told me she had a big house with a pool and even a little sport area with goals and a hoop.
"Wow you never told me you lived in a palace" I comment with my mouth wide opened. She giggled and turned me around so I looked her directly in the eyes. We stood like that for a minute until she spoke up.
"You never told me you had diamonds in your eyes" My cheeks turned red and I felt the butterflies in my stomach go crazy.
"Will you always get red when I compliment you?" Tegan teased.
"Shut up" I said while hitting her shoulder playfully. She inched her face closer to mine and soon I felt her lips on mine. I felt it in many places and took the kiss further but Tegan stopped me.
"Hold on!" She whispered
"Why?" I whispered back out of breath.
"First of all we are in public and my neighbor is a creep and second my mom is coming over in about an hour." My heart stopped beating. HER MOM!
"Your mom is coming over! Why didn't you tell me sooner I could have dressed differently and put on makeup and…" I was interrupted by Tegan's lips on mine. She slowly pulled away and looked me in the eyes with a grin on her face.
"Don't worry. My mom will love you and do you know why?" She asked and I sighted a little bit annoyed.
"Why?" I asked
"Because I love you" Tegan said and hugged me warmly. The annoyance and every doubt I had were gone and joy replaced them.
"Let's go inside" she said.
She took my hand and led me up the porch to the front door. After fiddling with the key she finally opened the door and gestured me to step in first I did as I was told and found myself in a big hall. There were multiple doors on each side of the wall and a staircase at the end of the hall. Next to the stairs was a door that led to the garden.
"Are you up for a tour?" Tegan asked. I nodded still amazed by how big this place is.
She opened the first door on the left side of the hallway.
"This is the living room. You can watch TV or turn on the juke box or whatever anytime you want."
"You have a juke box?" I asked even more amazed now.
"Yeah, I always wanted to have one so I bought one."
We walked back into the hallway and opened the next door. It led to a kitchen. A big kitchen. The room next to the kitchen was a small bathroom.
On the opposite side of the hall Tegan opened a door and let me step inside. It's a studio with guitars, keyboards, drums and microphones. There's a mixing table and a recording room too.
"This is my favorite room. If I'm not sleeping on using the bathroom, I'm here writing, playing or just sitting around on the floor." She said with a big smile on her face. We left the room and Tegan headed upstairs I followed and found myself in another long hallway. She pointed to the nearest doors, one on the left and one on the right side.
"These are guestrooms. And there", she pointed to a door next to the right guestroom. "That's the big bathroom." We walked to a door at the end of the hall next to the bathroom. "That's my bedroom." She said simply and opened the door on the opposite side.
"This is my second favorite room. My rehearsal room or as I call it `The TeeTee Concert hall`" She informed me and I had to giggle and was curious about what the teetee concert hall is. After she opened the door I saw it. It was a big room, probably the biggest room in this house, with a small stage at the end. On the stage were drums, two guitars, a bass guitar and keyboards. In the corners you can see chairs and show-lights. This indeed was a concert hall.
"Sometimes when I have parties and Sara's here too we play a few songs here"
"I hope you invite me to one of your parties." I said and winked at her.
"You're always welcome here" I grabbed her neck and pulled her face closer to mine. I took her lower lip in my mouth and put my arms around her neck pulling her even closer. We never had sex together but I had the feeling it would change today. Our mouths parted and our tongues were wrestling for dominance. Tegan won easily and pushed me back against the wall. I linked my legs behind her back and held onto her neck with my arms while she pressed her hips into the space between my legs. She pulled my away from the wall and carried me into her bedroom. She gently laid my down on her bed and hovered over my. Her leg between mine, slowly pressing against my wet centre. Her had traveled down to my belt and started undoing it. Then she started playing with the zipper of my pants. She slowly pulled it open and put her hand inside my pants. My heart was beating like crazy at her touch and I dug my nails into her back. Her middle finger pressed against my mound ready to enter as we heard the bell ringing. Damn it's her mom.
Tegan POV
Mom always had the best timing. It's not the first time she interrupted a heated moment. I hopped off the bed and went downstairs to open the door. As I did my mom just walked in searching for something.
"Where is my future daughter in law?" She asked with big eyes.
"Wow mom calm down. Lindsey and I were only together for a month. I don't think we're ready for that." I said defensive.
"Tegan please don't fuck this up! I'm sick of having to meet new girlfriends every time I visit you." She said serious.
"Lindsey is different" I said.
"She better is if she risked your life."
"What?" I never told her I was in hospital.
"Sara called me. How come you never mentioned it when I asked what you've done lately?" I was defeated.
"Because I knew you wouldn't give Lindsey a fair chance if you knew I got shot" I snapped.
In that moment I heard steps coming down the stairs. Lindsey slowly approached my mom and reached out to shake her hand. My mom politely shook it and gave Lindsey a smile.
"I'm Sonia."
"Nice to meet you I'm Lindsey" I was thankful my mom acted normal in front of Lindsey the day passed without any awkward situations until we started watching a movie in which the main character got shot while trying to protect his love. An awkward silence filled the room. Lindsey took my hand and squeezed it hard as the scene came where the girlfriend collapsed on the floor next to the man who got shot and started crying hysterically. I felt Lindsey stir next to me and immediately turned my head to look at her. Tears were all over her face and she hugged my tight crying out loud. I put my arm around her while mom sat down on a chair in front of us and rubbed Lindsey's back.
"Tegan…I'm so sorry…I…It's my entire fault…everything" She muttered into the crotch of my neck. I ran my hand through her hair and tried to calm her.
"Shhh… That's not true Lindsey. You have nothing to do with what happened but you have something to do with the fact that I have never seen Tegan happier that when she's with you" I heard mom say and I was totally surprised by her words. Lindsey looked into my mom's eyes and suddenly hugged her tight. My mom gave me a warm smile and I smiled back.
After Lindsey calmed down, mom decided to head home because it was already after midnight. At the door she told me she wanted to speak to me outside. I told Lindsey I'd come in, in a few minutes.
"What is it you want to talk about?" I asked unsure if I wanted to know.
"About Lindsey" She said and I sighted.
"Mom I don't think there's anything to talk about. In my eyes she is perfect and I would risk my life for her any day."
"I know and that's why I think she's perfect for you Tegan." She said with a grin on her face. "You never had such a strong connection with anybody apart from Sara and she's really nice. I wish you the best!" She said and turned around disappearing in the darkness of the streets. A smile crossed my face and I ran back inside to be with Lindsey.