YOU WOULDN'T LIKE ME

I haven't updated in a long time -sorry- but I had a writer's block and had no idea how to continue with the story. And I also started writing a new story, it's called I was a fool you should check it out.

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Lindsey POV

It has been 5 months since Tegan and I officially got together and I enjoyed every second. This is my last night with Tegan in Vancouver before the big Europe Tour. She'll be gone for 4 months and I'll be alone in my apartment in L.A.

I snuggle into Tegan as if I am trying to press her into my chest and never let her go. This is supposed to be a happy moment together but I can't help but think about how lonely I'm going to feel when she's gone. She's my everything and I'm hers. Maybe it's too early to say that but I can imagine spending the rest of my life with her.

I feel her finger tracing small circles on my upper arm and tears leave my eyes as I sob. Tegan notices immediately and hugs me from behind, bringing me closer to her. She kisses my head and rests hers on my shoulder.

"I love you" Her soft voice goes through my mind.

"I love you too" I tell her and more tears start to form.

"Shhh, no tears Lindsey. The tour will be over before you know" She turns my head and presses her lips against mine. I nod into the kiss and we slowly part.

"Follow me I have something to show you." She gets off the couch and starts walking towards to door opposite of the living room. I never saw what's inside because the door's always locked. Tegan hands me a key and gestures for me to open the door. I put the key into the hole and turn the lock. From the corner of my eyes I can see Tegan's bright smile, it makes me really excited about what's behind the door. As I open it my jaw drops. The room's walls are filled with pictures of Tegan and me. A very comfy carpet is spread all over the floor and in the corner of the room was laying a lot of pillows. Everywhere were candles and what catches my eyes the most is the fire place on the right. Tegan looks at me with wide eyes.

"Do you like it?" She asks.

"Yes! I love it Tegan." I hug her tight.

"This is our little room and only we have the keys." I feel her smile against my shoulder.

"I love you, I love you, I love you" I repeat a couple times.

"I love you too" She said and pulled away from me, leading me inside the room.

She sits down on the floor in front of the fireplace and motions for me to sit next to her. I do and she wraps her arm around my waist.

"You know this is the room where it all started." She starts telling. I look at her with raised eyebrows.

"Remember when I called you ever night." I nod and she continues.

"I was lying on the floor whenever I talked to you, right at this spot. I even have a list of all the times you picked up and other times when you didn't." She removes a brick from the wall and pulls out a list with dates and crosses and hooks. My cheeks turn red as I think about how stupid I was to not notice.

"I was crazy in love. You came into my life and changed it. You made it better." She pulls something out of her pocket and my heartbeat quickens as I see a small box.

"And I'm still crazy in love which is why I'm going to ask you something." I feel the water in my eyes as she takes my hand.

"Lindsey, I wanted to ask you this since the first time I saw your face. First time you said my name, I knew I was meant for you. Love they say it's blind and I know that they are right." Don't cry Lindsey not yet. She wrote Love They Say for me? She opens the box and shows me the gold ring that's inside.

"Will you marry me?" I didn't even hesitate a second before saying yes. Her face lit up and she takes my hand, putting the ring on my finger. Now I let my tears fall freely, she looked up at me and her eyes are as teary as mine.

"I love you Tegan" I think I said these words at least 20 times today.

"I love you too Lindsey." With that we press our lips together in a passionate kiss.

Tegan POV

After two hours of cuddling, Lindsey fell asleep in my arms. I really don't want to leave her for a couple months. She's my girlfriend, my fiancée, my soon-to-be wife. This thought brings tears to my eyes. I've never been this happy in my entire life.

I was woken by the alarm going off. I fell Lindsey stir under my arm and kiss her lips.

"Are you leaving?" She asks sadly.

"Yeah a cab will be here in 30 minutes." I say, it is my turn to cry.

"I will miss you so much" I say through sobs. Lindsey wraps her arm around my neck and kisses my cheek a few times.

"You're gonna be okay, baby. I want you to call me every night after the show and text me whenever you want. Promise?"

"I promise Lindsey…I love you. Please never think there's a second on tour that I will forget about you."

"I love you too." 30 minutes passed fast and I found myself hugging and kissing Lindsey in front of the cab.

"Call my when you arrive in Montreal" She says and looks at her ring. I feel myself relax as she smiles and locks our hands with the rings watching them next to each other.

"I will" I promise her before I get into the cab and watch while I'm being dragged away from her.