YOU WOULDN'T LIKE ME

Chapter 23

Hi guys, finally it's holidays. No school! Nothing to do! So I'm sitting around writing and eating soup all day.

Ps. I only eat soup to get rid of 5.3% fat layer so my six-pack is visible...I'm serious!

Anyway, now that I have more free time I'll try to get this story further.

Hope you enjoy this one (not many left...)

Emy POV

I watch Tegan walk into the bus with a content smile. They totally fucked! Yes, finally!

"Well hello my friend. Did you sleep well? Or did you sleep at all would be a more appropriate question" I end with a smirk.

"I slept like a baby, thanks for asking Emily" she mocks back.

"How was your stay at you girlfriends house?" She sits down on the couch next to me and puts her feet on the table in front of us.

"We didn't have sex, if that's what you wanna know" She answers and giggles at my frown.

"Why not! What the fuck is wrong with you? After you get back together you need to passionately make love! Why didn't you do so, Tegan?" I tell myself to calm down as I see Tegan's face turn confused...very confused.

"Well, we didn't want to wake the baby" Tegan replied, still pretty confused. Awwwww Tegan and Lindsey with a baby. Oh my god, that's too cute I can't handle it. Okay Emy calm down...you're not a crazy fan.

"Lindsey's baby?" I ask and I know I probably look like Joker right now with my huge grin.

"Yeah, his name is Dan. He the cutest thing I've ever seen" Her eyes sparkle as she talks about him. "Lindsey's gonna come by with him later"

Fuck yes!

Tegan POV

Emy was about to say something when Sara walked into the main area of the bus.

"Sara, Lindsey and Lindsey junior are coming to visit us" Emy tells my sister excitedly...maybe a bit too excited.

"You mean Michael junior?" Sara retorts with raised eyebrows. Emy's smile immediately falls, so does mine. Sara scoffs at our lack of respond and walks over to the coffee machine to make the first of many coffees for today. She sits down across from me with a pissed expression.

"When is miss Cheat-on-her-fiance coming?" Sara asks not raising her head from her cup. I check the time on my mobile phone before answering.

"She's gonna be here in about 30 minutes" my voice is low and soft as I watch Sara play with a spoon.

"Let's spend the time in peace before the monster arrives" I roll my eyes at her comment and cross my arms. Why can't she just be happy for me?

"Come on Sara...Tindsey- I mean Tegan and Lindsey are back together that's a reason to be happy" Emy argues. Tindsey?

"How can I be happy about this? She fucking cheated on Tegan...How can I forgive her?" Sara almost shouts.

"I forgave her!" I defend my girlfriend.

"Yeah because you're blind Tegan...but next time you cut and try to kill yourself don't come to me" Sara spits and I feel a knot in my gut. My mind fills with images of deep cuts and blood.

"That won't happen again" I say suddenly becoming emotional.

"Let's wait and see" Sara challenges me.

"Come on guys, let's calm down" Emy plays peace-keeper as always. We spend the rest of the time before Lindsey arrives in silence. Finally I hear a soft knock on the door and jump from my seat to open it for LB.

Dan and Lindsey both greet me with huge smiles, I smile back at them and pull Lindsey into a sweet kiss. Dan starts kicking as he sees me, I reach out and take him from Lindsey. He sighs as I hold him to my chest. Out of nowhere Emy jumps in front of me with a gigantic grin.

"Can I hold him? Oh my god he's so cute! Please Lindsey can I hold him?" Emy jump around like a child at Christmas.

"Sure Emy, nice to see you too" Lindsey giggles. Emy wraps Dan into her arms and looks at him like someone would look at treasure. I put my arm around Lindsey's shoulder and watch proudly as Dan giggles in Emy's arms.

"Good morning Lindsey" Sara's voice sound not very happy. She comes to stand in front of Lindsey and looks her directly in the eyes. Oh god.

"I see you brought Michael junior with you" Sara says emotionless. I feel Lindsey stiffen under my arm.

"His name is Dan" Lindsey defends her child.

"Oh right, sorry I forgot" Sara says sarcastically before walking back to the couch. Lindsey lets out a frustrated sigh and I see her eyes start to water. I grap her hand and lead her towards the bus door. Emy stops us right before we're able to leave the bus.

"Can I plan with Dan while you two are outside" She asks. That's what I love about Emy, her grin never leaves her face.

"Sure, just don't let him hurt himself" Lindsey's voice cracks at the end and I lovingly pull her out the door.

As soon as we're out of Sara's sight, Lindsey hides her face in my neck and starts sobbing.

"She hates me so fucking much" Her words are muffled by my skin.

"Sara doesn't hate you" I try to calm her.

"She does" Lindsey cries harder.

"Well...okay she does hate you but it's only because she thinks she needs to protect me from you" I reason.

Sara POV

I watch as Tegan and Lindsey walk back into the bus. Lindsey's eyes red from crying and Tegan's shirt wet from Lindsey's tears. They sit down next to Emy, who couldn't stop giggling since she sat down with Dan.

"Linds, I wanted to ask you something" Tegan say and takes hold of Lindsey's hand.

"What is it Tee?" Lindsey turns to face my sister.

"I just wanted to know if maybe you'd like to join us on tour. We're leaving tomorrow and I don't want to be away from you" Tegan asks shyly.

"No fucking way" I answer before Lindsey gets the chance to. Tegan shoots me an angry look and Lindsey looks at the ground.

"What's your problem Sara?" Tegan shouts form across the table.

"Last time you left her alone she cheated on you...I wanna see what will happen this time" I end with a smirk.

"What if nothing happens?" Lindsey speaks up.

"Maybe I'll be able to trust you again" I answer honestly.

"So if Lindsey doesn't cheat while we're on tour, you'll stop being a dickhead to her?" Tegan's question makes me a bit angry but I swallow it and nod.

"Deal!" Lindsey shouts immediately "I'll stay and when you finish the tour you'll see that I learned from my mistakes" I sigh and nod in agreement.

"I just hope for you that Tegan will be just as happy in the future as she is now" I warn.