Hey I'm back. So, I want this to be pretty good and it's all free write, so I don't really have a main plot yet. I would really appreciate it if you guys gave me some ideas.

Note: I'll be able to update To Love a Vimpare in December.

Him~?

The morning came and went like usual. I woke up, washed my face, brushed my teeth and made myself coffee. The day seemed gloomy and I couldn't quite tell if it was going to rain or not. A shiver ran up my spine, causing me to get goosebumps. Feeling slightly cold, I wrapped myself in a fuzzy blanket and sat on the couch. While sipping my coffee, the cat began to claw at the blanket, staring at me with its big blue eyes.

"Meow."

My finger played with the small, golden paws as I stared out the window. "Hmm

."

Bzzzzzzz bz bz

My hand reached my phone and I answered the call. "Yo."

"Sapphire!"

"What's up, Zen?"

"When do you want me to come over to help paint the walls?"

"Oh...um, around one?"

"Sure!" He went quiet and sighed. "Hey...did Seven tell you about..Yoosung?"

"...Yes, he did."

"I'm sorry. I know at this point it doesn't seem like he loved you, but he really did. He talked about you all the time, and he even talked about you to his mom.."

"Wow….that's a lot of talking." I bit my lip and looked at the cat. "Hey, I gotta go to work. I'll call ya later."

"Bye. Take care."

The call ended and I mentally sighed. "I can't go to work. I can't think of anything to draw or paint."

"Meow meow."

"Ya. You're right.." I laughed aloud as I shook my head, standing up. "Why am I talking to a cat?" I began to walk to my room, looking around the hall and seeing the memories that were hanged up against the walls. As I sat in my chair, I threw my phone into my bed and slumped into my chair, thinking of what I could create on this blank canvas. Maybe an animal? The cat would make a great model. No...that won't do. How about a self portrait? Uhg, no. Vain much? I bit the butt of my pencil, sighing. Do a picture of scenery. Those get the most sells. No..I over do those.

"What about Japanese food?"

"What? Pft, no, Yoosung."

"American? I can cook American food! Do..do you like American food?"

"Yes, I've told you -" I froze. Chills ran up my back and up my arms as my eyes slowly drifted to where my phone was, sitting in the middle of my bed.

"You do? Yes, that's great, hehe. I can cook for you after the party then; it'll be great.."

My eyes widened and my heart began to race a . What the Hell was happening? My phone..how was my phone re-playing one of me and Yoosung's conversations? How the Hell was it doing that?

"I can't wait to see you. I've been meeting with you in my dreams, but that doesn't mean anything. I won't believe any of this until I see you in 3 days.."

"N-no….s-stop that." I quickly stood up and backed away, pushing my chair out of the way. "Stop that!"

"Hm? Oh, I have to go now. LOLOL's calling me, hehe."

"Stop it! Stop it, please!" I shook my head, tears gathering in the corners of my eyes.

"Sleep well, okay? Don't forget dinner."

"Please..sto-stop..stop it…" I put my hands on the sides of my head, trying to block out the sound while slowly shaking my head from side to side as I backed against my wall.

"I love you...Muah."

I slid down my wall, tears streaming down my face like a disturbed river. What the Hell was that..? How was that...how was that even possible? I couldn't have been possible. It..that wasn't possible. Memories of our past phone calls raced throughout my mind, causing the tears to come faster than before.

"Nonono...no…" A surprised gasp left my throat as the kitten lightly bit my sock. I sniffed and wiped the tears away from my eyes as I picked up the kitten, staring into his baby blue orbs. "Ism sorry you're seeing me...like this. I should..probably go get you some food, huh? Well..I'll ….I'll get going."

Standing up, I wiped my nose and realized that..My phone wasn't on my bed. I walked over to my bed and checked for any sign of my phone. The cat meowed and I looked down. He was stretching on top of my phone. I bent down to get it. "Did I somehow bump it?..No it was in the middle.." I stood up and wiped my eyes once again. "I'll be back. Behave."

》》》》》

"I'll cant..I'm finished. "

"No harm was done? You said only if harm was done. She's fine."

"No, she isn't! She was crying!"

"She wasn't hurt."

"But her emotions were!"

"You better stay in that corner or I'll make sure to hurt her."

》》》》》》

While walking through the market, I saw many unfamiliar faces. Maybe it was because I didn't usually get out much. I might've been just been seeing things due to the lack of sleep of the thoughts distracting me from reality. Uhg, nonetheless, something was certainly off. Some people waved and smiled, greeted me with a 'Hello' or with food samples.

I grabbed a bag of cat food that seemed suitable for the kitten back at my house. "30 percent of owners recommend this nutritious food for young cats growing into adulthood. Hm…" I smiled and pulled out my phone and dialed Jumin.

"Hello, Sapphire."

"Hi, Jumin! So, I have a quick question to ask you."

"Can it wait? I'm at a meeting."

"It's just a really quick one."

Jumin sighed and I smiled. "Okay. Hurry."

"Soo, what's the best food for kittens?"

It went silent and, for a minute, I thought he hanged up on me. "Hello?"

"You...have a kitten?"

"Mhm. A cute baby male."

"And..you're at the convenience store, correct?"

"Yeeesss?"

"Hm...what a pity. Go home and and I'll be there soon to pick you up."

"Why?"

"Andre you trying to kill that precious creature with that sorry excuse of food? You can't just give kitten's any kind of cat food. Hurry and get your cat ready. I'm on my way."

He hanged up and I sighed. "Oh, how fantastic."

I put the bag down and hurried out of the store. I don't know why, but I've always hated being somewhere where there was so many people and people that I didn't know. Due to that, it was a partial relief I didn't have to stay any longer.

I got home and smiled as I closed my door. "Kitty!"

"Meow."

My gazed drifted to the island. He was lying down, stretching, his mouth turned in a slight smile. I walked over to him and smiled as I ran my fingers through his fur. "Hm. I should probably brush you just in case Jumin sees that you some small knots.

Knock knock

(-_-) "Nevermind."

The kitten hopped of for the small island and ran to the door, meowing and scratching it. I Giggled as I turned the door knob. The door opened and there stood Jumin. His arms were folded and his eyes looked grey. His attention went straight to cat when he walked in. His eyes widened, his facial expression softened and he said "He's so gorgeous. Perplex snow white fur and unbelievably fantastic golden spots." He smiled. "And those eyes!"

I laughed and slid on my shoes as I put in a black sweater.

"Where did you get him?" Jumin questioned, his state not leaving the cat.

"It was-

Jumin held up his hand to indicate me to stop talking and his eyes turned dark. "Do not call him an it. It's very offensive."

I giggled and smiled innocently. "Aweh. Have I offended you, Jumin?"

A very slight blush creeper onto his face and he looked away. "Very much."

I was surprised to see him blush. Would that be considered an emotion? Did I see him express an emotion, not towards a cat, but towards a human? Or words? I couldn't help but to laugh.

"I'm ready. Let's go?"

Jumin stood while holding the kitten close to him. "Let's go then."

We walked outside aimed made our way to the sleek, black car. He opened the door for me and I sat down. He entered from the opposite side and sighed as he looked at towards the front.

"Diver Kim, take us to the Cat food company.'

"Yes, Mr. Han."

Jumin continued to play with the kitten. He smiled genuinely, petting its paws while making quiet meowing sounds. My attention turned to the window. The passing trees seemed green, yet sulky and the sky had turned a darker grey.

"Is it going to rain?"

"Yes," Jumin responded, now looking at me. "I..apologize for the loss of Yoosung."

My eyes closed as I sighed. "Yea...it's. ..It's a bummer."

"You don't sound so affected by it."

"Oh..um, I'm sorry."

"Is everything alright, Sapphire?"

My lips curled into a frown as I folded my arms and slouched into the seat. Thoughts raced through my mind as I sighed uncomfortably, debating whether or not I should tell Jumin about the incident with my phone.

"Just a lot on my mind."

"I can tell."

"..."

Jumin stopped playing with the kitten and stared at me. His eyes held a different feature. There was no coldness. No happiness...but no emptiness.

"Sapphire," he said, his tone soft. "Did you love Yoosung?"

"..Yes.."

"Do you still have that emotion towards him now?"

"Well...of course. "

"Are you waiting for him?"

"Every day I do."

"What would you do if I told you that he isn't coming back?"

"I'd...erm, I'd still wait." I looked down.

"I'd see." Jumin took a deep breath. "He isn't coming back. Luciel checked, and that photo was 100 percent real and factual. I support any decision you choose to make, but it would be best if you learned to live without him before it's too late."

My heart hurt. It started pounding, as if trying pounding a hole into my chest. Why was I freaking out? Jumin didn't do anything wrong. Was this anxiety? It didn't matter. Jumin was right. I couldn't around for someone I knew wasn't coming back. It was all getting to me. The emotions...the feelings. Please...not now…

"Huh?"

As I looked up, Jumin wrapped his arms around me in a comforting embrace. My face was lightly pressed into his chest, his scent wandering into my nose.

"Please...don't cry, Sapphire. You've probably done that enough. "

I sniffed as a tear dropped. "I'm sorry...I'm couldn't help it.."

"Don't apologize for things that you can't control." He pulled away and I couldn't help but to smile.

"Thank you."

Jumin went to speak but, instead he frowned. "Sapphire."

"Hm?"

"What….is wrong with you."

"...What?"

"You haven't said this cat's name, not once. You monster. You haven't even named him yet."

》》》》》

"I'm done! I can't take this. It's torture to me..you were suppose to help."

"You chose to do all of this. For her. The one that...was close to you. You cannot blame anyone but yourself."

"I'm not staying-"

"You move an inch, and I'll be sure to kill this woman."